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P.S ISN'T NIGHT CHANGES JUST THE BEST OMG IM SO IN LOVE RIGHT NOW AHH BUT MY POOR BABY NIALL GOING ON FIRE OMG
Louis' P.O.V(surprise!)
I can't get him off of my mind. The fact that Niall and Liam won't stop asking me is probably it. That or I actually like him. No that's stupid, I'm not a sappy romantic. I pull up at Niall's house to see the car is already there. It's been half an hour since I last seen them and me being amazing, got us pizza. Yes, I'm the best friend ever? I've done so much for them today but I don't mind. They've been through so much today, I feel so bad for them.
They've been through so much altogether actually. The fire, the Harry kid that died, Nialls dad...and now this to add to the plate. I really don't know how they do it. I know I would've cracked by now if I were them.. I enter the house and knock on the sitting room door, just incase their busy...I don't want that awkward situation to happen again.
"Uhm come in Lou, we're in here" Niall says and I can tell they were kissing or something else. Oh well, Louis' here now. I walk in to see Liam standing up topless and his face red. Niall lies on the couch in just his boxers and I look away quickly. "Niall! Please cover yourself!" I say, making Niall gets up quickly to find his jeans and shirt and I laugh at them.
I put the pizza on the table and its only then they notice it. "Oh Louis, you got us pizza? Thanks mate" Liam says, hugging me sideways. Luckily he had his top on, although he doesn't have the worst body in the world...I wonder does Zayn have a nice body? My eyes widen and I shake my head from the thought. God Louis, why are you even thinking of him like that? Why are you even thinking of him to start with?
Liam looks at me weirdly but I just simply ignore him. Too much to explain. And I also have no idea how to explain it, I mean is there anything really to explain? Oh Louis, shut up your confusing yourself more. I take a slice of pizza and lazily drop onto the couch. I'm sitting at the edge because I know Niall and Liam will want to cuddle and kiss and shit like that. It sometimes makes me feel lonely and like I want someone to hold. Wait, what? No no no, I never feel lonely. Other people are meant to feel lonely because of me, I'm not supposed to feel lonely because of people.
What is happening to me? It's weird and I don't like it. "Wanna watch a movie?" Niall asks me and I just nod. Hopefully that will get my mind off things. I watch as Niall puts a DVD in and sits on Liam's lap the other side of the couch. I grab another slice of pizza and smile happily at them. Such an incredible couple. I admire them so much. Not that I'd admit that to them though.
The Lion King pops up onto the screen and I laugh. "We're in our 20's Niall, not 2" I say, pointing at the screen. "So? I love The Lion King" Niall says, happily so I just shrug and watch the movie and I might add I actually enjoyed it, funny enough.
After the movie, all we did was sit there and talk and they cuddled and I watched. I need to tell them what happened because I want to know more about Zayn. "Guys, I'm ready to tell you's what happened with Zayn" I say, feeling my cheeks hear up at the mention of him.
"Oh really, yeah tell us" Liam says, lying his head on Niall's shoulder which in my opinion is adorable. "So uhm I walked out of the office and then the bell rang and I ended up running into Zayn and knocking his books and sheets on him. I apologized though and picked them up for them and he said thanks and we exchanged names and then he said I have beautiful eyes and I blushed and he smiled and ran off to Niall" I say, rather quickly and embarrassingly.
They both stare at me like I have two heads. What is their problem? "So wait, Zayn likes you? And you like him?" Liam says, getting excited. Oh god, I knew this would happen. " I don't know if he likes me or not and I don't like people in that way" I say, feeling my cheeks heat up once again.
"I know! We'll call Zayn and invite him over!" Liam suddenly says and I shake my head quickly. "No, that's not a good idea" I quickly say, my heart going fast. Why am I worrying though? It's only Zayn. It's just embarrassment of me running into him that's all.
I see Liam pick up his phone and I feel my heart bang against my chest. He scrolls down his phone before stopping and pressing it. Shit, he's really calling him. I lower myself on the couch and hide my face in my hands. Liam puts the phone on loudspeaker and with every ring, my heart speeds up. Why though?
"Hey mate. What's up?" I hear from the other side of the phone and I feel my cheeks heat up more. Damn it, it's only because I foolishly ran into him, not because I have feelings for him or whatever. "Awh nothing much just chilling and wondering would you be able to come over? We have a special surprise for you" Liam says and winks over at me. I groan and cover my hands over my face again. I am so going to get these dickheads back.
"Uhm sure mate, just text me the address and ill head over. What is it?" Zayn asks, sounding confused. He's going to be really disappointed when he figures out that the surprise is actually me. "You'll see when you get here and sure mate, see you soon." Liam says and hangs up. I see him quickly text Zayn before putting his phone down and smiling at me. "Okay, you can thank me now" Liam says, high-fiving Niall who laughs at me. "You guys are dickheads" I say, crossing my arms. Liam's phone buzzes on the table and he smiles before texting back. "Your boyfriend will be here any minute so I'd fix yourself up if I were you" Liam says winking and my heart speeds up when he says "boyfriend". As if I need one of those, I'm pretty fine by myself. "Thanks for your offer Liam but I am perfectly fine by myself thank you very much" I say, smiling at him.
He just laughs but stops when we all hear the doorbell. Oh shit, he's here. What do I do? Do I look okay? That was a stupid question, I always look great.(HONEST TRUTH OMG) Liam goes to get the door while Niall comes over and straightens my jacket on me and fixing my hair. "I know you wont admit it Louis but please, make a move during the film. I seen you's two and I can tell you's are going to be an amazing couple, you just need to make the first move. Good luck mate" Niall whispers into my ear, hugging me and patting my back. I nod at him and look to the door where Liam guides a blindfolded Zayn. Well sort of blindfolded if Liam's hands count as a blindfold. I feel my heart speed up and for some reason, I can't take my eyes off his perfect lips which are in a pout.
Liam removes his hands and his eyes go straight to me before smiling. "Surprise!" Liam shouts and I laugh and shake my head at the idiot. "Hey Louis" Zayn says, winking and I feel the heat rise to my cheeks. I stare at my lap, afraid to meet Zayn's eyes. He makes me feel nervous and weak and I don't like it one bit. I feel the couch dip beside me and sure enough, there he is. Niall presses play on the remote and Liam runs over and dives on top of Niall. Zayn and I laugh at the pair before we both look at each other. For some reason, I feel myself staring into his eyes. I never noticed how beautiful they were until now. I quickly turn my attention to the movie and feel more heat rise to my cheeks. I must look like a tomato at this stage.
Halfway through the movie, I turn to look at the lads but they are too busy in a make out session, not even bothering to watch the movie. Zayn notices too and there's a sudden awkwardness in the air. I mean there is a couple right beside us, eating the faces off each other. I feel Zayn move over and I guess it's because of the kissy couple. Or he wants to get closer to me. Either way, I don't mind. I move slightly more to him until we are completely touching and he smiles at me. I freak inside secretly. What do I do now? Do I put my arm around him? Hold his hand? Kiss him...No, that's way past my comfort zone yet.
I decide with putting my arm around him and the only way that pops into my head is the yawn move, Yes, pathetic but it's worth a shot I suppose. Niall did tell me to make the first move. I pretend to yawn before streatching my arm behind him and lying it on his shoulder, moving slightly closer to him. I look to see his reaction and all he does is blush and look down at his lap. Is he uncomfortable with this? Does he want me to move my arm? I begin to worry that I messed everything up between us but then I feel a hand on my knee. I stare in shock at his hand on my knee because I seriously wasn't expected that. Okay, I'm ready. I can do this, Louis you can do this. I let out a silent deep breath before turning my head to him. We stare at each other for a minute or two before I quickly glance down at his lips and without realizing, I feel myself licking my lips.
I don't really know how it actually happened but slowly, I felt myself leaning forward to Zayn and I could see Zayn doing the same. Are we really going to do this? Do I really want to do this? I use my free hand to cup Zayns cheek and I tilt my head and watch his eyelids flutter closed before I do the same. I gulp before slowly pressing my lips to him. It takes me a few seconds to get used to his lips against mine and before I start to move mine against his and I feel him move along with me. We kiss slowly and smoothly and I must admit he is a brilliant kisser. I feel butterflies in the pit of my stomach which is strange since I never get butterflies and I mean never.
What have I gotten myself into now?