I guess this is just how we are supposed to live, one day you celebrate your good life with your family and friends and the very next day you find yourself alone...staying away from people you once called your life is miserable and when you know you will be alone on the days you once celebrated with them is even more disorienting, I know I sound ridiculous but...this is life I guess. You have to just go with the flow, turn right when it turns right and turn left when it turns left. Leaving you with no other option but to follow the road, it's a road full of negatives and positives and all you can do is wait for when the good times will come and cherish those after a night full of darkness...
I hope this never happens to a single soul on Christmas that they have to stay away from family and friends.