From the room next to the living room, the bathroom, the sound of the shower running indicated that it was currently being used.
As he mindlessly tapped away on his phone, not bothering to turn off the TV despite paying no attention to it, Anku yawned.
Not out of fatigue, but boredom.
The television screen's light was dim and flickering due to the displayed scenes rapidly changing.
Therefore, the room was faintly lit in a comfortable manner.
Though it was cold, and already dark, outside, in the middle of january, he wasn't cold.
The heating table provided him with a comfortable, soothing warmth as his crossed legs were tucked underneath the thick, checkered and reddish cloth that was laid on top.
Absentmindedly, he ruffled his hair with one hand as the frequent scrolling through various social media became more than boring.
The trickling that could be heard from the bathroom stopped and a dripping wet, cled only in a towel, kradness stepped out.
"Haaah! That was refreshing!"
Glancing over, his gaze fixated on Anku's sitting form, examining his every expression.
He looked at him briefly, nodding before putting aside his phone and looking at the television.
"Good work today. It was exhausting, huh?"
He rested his head in his palm as he leaned forward slightly.
Though, he tried discreetly glancing at him every so often as the blonde dried his hair with another towel.
"It was, but it was fun, too."
And just before he pulled a shirt over his head, his eyes met Anku's as he glanced over at him, the elder quickly avoiding his gaze.
The younger tried to analyze his best friend's actions but decided to let it slide.
As he, once again, was about to put on a shirt a sudden pain rushed through his neck and shoulders, making him flinch.
Humming, Anku looked at him fully, asking if he was okay.
To that, he nodded sheepishly.
"Must have headbanged too hard today.", he said and laughed.
Returning the laugh hesitantly, he watched him leave the room for a minute, only to return with the towel previously around his waist replaced with actual clothing.
Regular, grey sweatpants.
"What you watching?"
He sat beside Anku, nestling his legs under the table's blanket at well, slightly rotating his shoulder.
"I'm not really watching anything. The TV is just running, and-"
They looked over to the TV, seeing some kind interview starting.
"Oh, look, it's Nikuchomo!"
"You're right!!"
They laughed a while while watching the interview, exchanging memories with Meychan, Gero, Kony and XYZ.
They once again realized why they were best friends-
They could talk and laugh about everything together.
Their chemistry was perfect.
All of a sudden, though, Kradness was once again interupted by a sharp pain stinging on his skin.
"Ouch... My muscles are really sore..."
As he was sitting a slight bit closer to the television, right next to Anku, the latter could easily see him turn his head towards him.
"Can you massage me? My shoulders, I mean?"
He seemed confident.
Though, on the inside, he felt embarrassed, as well as excited.
"You serious? ... Sure. Turn around."
Anku didn't seem to have any inhibitions towards his requests so he simply agreed.
"R-Really!? Thanks, you're my life saver!! My shoulders really hurt..."
As he shuffled around to sit in front of him, the blonde looked around.
"Ah, wait- now I'm cold. I'm not under the blanket."
To which Anku opened his legs slightly, patting the space between them.
"Are you sure...?"
"How else am I supposed to massage you?"
"Well then..."
The younger scooted over, getting comfortable between the elder's legs, close to sitting on his lap.
Not seeming to really mind, he adjusted the blanket so that both of their legs would be covered.
As the elder's hands rested on kradness's shoulders, the latter began tilting his neck slightly.
Soon, Anku began moving his hands, working on trying to relieve the male in front of him of his pain.
"Hah... You're really good at this, aren't you?", the blonde sighed, relaxing against Anku's chest.
The elder smiled to himself, moving his hands swiftly across Kradness' upper body, earning more sighs from him.
He had stopped watching television long ago, unlike the younger.
Instead, he focused on the way his blonde, still slightly wet hair moved when he tilted his neck every time the elder would hit a right spot.
Sometimes, his shoulders would tense slightly, only to relax again after a few seconds.
Though, he did not expect to be met with his brown eyes as he turned his head around to look at him.
"Can you go harder? Just a bit?"
His eyes looked relaxed, and doe-like as always.
Anku didn't find the need to answer, he simply let his actions speak.
Pressing onto the younger's shoulders with more force, he elicited a soft moan from his lips.
Anku was taken aback.
Sure, he had heard some weird noises come from his friend sometimes, but he never heard him moan.
Especially not through his own hands.
Not commenting on it, though, he kept on pressing the right spots, making Kradness feel even better.
Thus, he merely listened to the sounds that the younger made.
None of them seemed to really mind it, as they did not stop doing either of their actions, so it continued happening.
Anku could see how Kradness shifted in his seat, his back seemingly relaxing as his hands rested on his sides, shifting his weight.
One hand, due to their position, rested on the elder's clothed leg, just above his knee.
In complete contrast to the younger, who was wearing rather short, slightly above knee-length sweatpants, as well as a large t-shirt, Anku was seemingly colder than him.
He was wearing a sweater and pajama pants, both long and warming, fitting for the cold season.
"Anku... You're doing this so good..."
His noises motivated Anku to go further, so he slipped his cold hands under Kradness' shirt, moving them up and down beneath it.
Kradness didn't seem to mind at first as he just enjoyed the sudden coolness.
"Ah- It's getting a little cold now, I mean, the windows are opened. Could you let my shirt down, please?", the younger pleaded, but Anku didn't even think about doing so.
He just looked at him trying to turn around slightly, a smile making its way onto his face.
"I'll continue."
Despite the younger's complaints, the raven-haired could feel the warmth his skin radiated, as well as how smooth it was to the touch.
It was calming to him, as well.
Running his thumbs over his skin, focusing on the sore muscles, he hoped to minimize their ache.
"Your hands are cold, too, though. The air, too..."
"But doesn't the cold feel good and relaxing? Just calm down and focus on my touch..."
Kradness inhaled deeply and only concentrated on the cold against his back.
After a while of getting used to it he started to feel unusually, tilting his neck so Anku good massage that, too.
Anku smirked, moving his hands up and applying pressure onto his neck.
When he leaned down to lick it, though, Kradness flinched.
"Wh-What are you doing?"
When he hummed slightly, he smiled.
"Don't know. But won't it feel better than my hands?"
After having waited for any signs of discomfort or disapproval, he had received nothing but a slight nod from the blonde.
"Isn't that kind of unusual, though?"
"As long as it makes you feel good it shouldn't be a problem, right?"
"True... Okay then."
Proud of his convincing skills the elder leaned down again, licking over a certain part of Kradness' neck.
He thought about it for a moment but then bit down lightly, kissing and licking over the mark.
"Ouch! Wh-Wha- That's not feeling good, that hurt!"
"I can make you feel good though..."
After a short pause, and only a hesitant 'how?' from the younger, he did not bite, but rather lightly nibble at various spots on his neck.
Left and right, at the base of his neck, as well at the top, nearing his ears.
The blonde, at first, just sat still, anticipating what he would feel next, as he undoubtedly felt good due to Anku licking and lightly biting his neck.
"You want to know how...?", he whispered into the younger's ear, making him shiver.
"A-Anku..."
The way name rolled over the younger's lips made him speechless but excited.
"Lay down... On your stomach... That's easier, you know?"
Kradness nodded, lying down as said, anticipating Anku's next moves.
Anku sat down on top of him, his legs on either side of his hips for more stability.
He started massaging his back again, now able to apply even more pressure to make the man beneath him feel good.
"Hng...", was almost all that could be heard from the blonde.
He was feeling this way too much.
But he couldn't stop.
After continuing this for a while the elder became inpatient.
He started grinding his hips slowly against the younger's, releasing a soft whimper at the contact.
As kradness felt him moving against his partially bare back, he squirmed.
That, though, only resulted in the raven-haired male to receive more friction against his crotch, making the latter's hips jolt slightly.
He swallowed down a moan as he kept on caressing his now significantly colder skin.
As he did so, he never fully stopped rolling his hips.
And, without fail, Kradness felt his back get hotter as the elder kept grinding against it.
It made him inhale shakily.
Anku could feel the cold sweat starting to roll down the younger's back, showing him that he wasn't the only one seeking for some friction.
"A-Anku, wh-what are you doing... Ngh-"
"Hmm? Nothing, what does it look like? I'm massaging you."
"But-"
"No buts. Your muscles are really sore. I think I have to look down there, too..."
Reaching out one hand to the younger's crotch, the elder moved his fingers and earned some loud, erotic moans from him.
"Hah- Mmmhhaaa, A-Anku, s-stop-"
"Can't do. I need to relieve your muscles."
Sure, the younger was complaining on the outside, though his reactions showed just how much he really liked it.
He arched his back underneath the elder's weight, as well as lifting his lower half slightly, which only lead to anku gaining even better access to palm him.
And that, he did painfully slow.
He could practically feel him twitch out of impatience.
Though, the moans only increased in both volume and frequency.
"The- the window is still, it's still- wait, ah, please-"
The elder had no idea whether he was only referring to the open window, or to the time, as well.
It indeed wasn't that late, though already dark.
Through the open window every sound they made could be heard.
"I'd tell you to be quiet if you don't want to be heard, but your cute voice letting out such lewd noises really turns me on...", the elder whispered huskily, grinding greedily and rolling his hips in sync to Kradness' hip lifting.
He could feel himself become more and more aroused by the second.
If he wouldn't get him any time soon, he doesn't know what he would do.
"Anku, i-is that really normal-? It f-feels so good...!"
It made the aforementioned male chuckle slightly, how submissive he seemed in that moment, how he felt every movement of his, no matter how small.
"Very."
He looked at him amused, bending forward.
Then, his movements periodically slowed down, only to speed up again.
It teased both him and the male beneath him.
By then, both of them were having a hard time holding down their noises.
The risk of being heard existed, though they most likely could not care less.
Kradness' voice was unusually unstable as he gripped onto the warm blanket slightly.
"Hey... C-Can you... Ngh... U-Uhm-"
"What is it?", the older asked, still grinding against the other.
"N-No, nevermind- Hng-"
"Kradness, please. If there's something you want please tell me."
The younger still hesitated but eventually gave in to his desires.
"C-Can you put it in already...?"
He hid his face with his arms as he lay on the floor, body restless as he couldn't bring himself to stop moving.
Just feeling Anku move against him, even nowhere near an erogenous zone, made him feel unusual pleasure.
He was panting heavily into his arms, and the elder could hear him whine rather loudly when his hand was removed from the blonde's sweatpants.
"You really want me to do it? Are you sure?"
"You're asking that now!? After everything you did already!?"
"You were the one who started this."
"I was simply asking for a massage!!"
"Shut up already."
Pressing his lips onto the younger's, his the latter's body, turning it around and positioning himself on his lap.
Now in the right position, he started grinding again - this time against his visible erection.
"Oh my god, please- just-"
Gripping Anku's shoulders weakly, the younger's head hung low as moans left his opened mouth, swallowing every so often.
As his legs went to wrap themselves around the elder's waist, he pulled himself closer.
His hips were bucking against the other's as the elder, quite suddenly, let out a higher whine.
"S-See? You want it to, so please... Anku-senpai..."
Anku's eyes widened at the way the blonde called him and he couldn't hold back anymore.
He unbuckled his belt ans quickly got rid of the other's pants and underwear in one swift motion, freeing Kradness' erected member.
"Haaahh, oh goood-"
On his lap again, a relieved moan left his mouth as he rested his forehead against Anku's shoulder.
Feeling the younger tremble in anticipation, he felt the need to steady him by gripping his shoulders, mimicking the blonde's actions.
In his frenzy, the younger was almost too eager.
His fingertips barely managed to graze the other's twitching length before the raven-haired stopped him with a short moan.
He chuckled as the blonde slowly lifted his head, impatience clearly written on his face as he was breathing raggedly and unevenly.
The look of bewilderment was evident.
"Don't stop me- ahh,,, why did you-"
"I'm the one who's supposed to make you feel good, it shouldn't be the other way around, right? So just relax, I'll take care of you..."
Although Anku really did want to give in right now he was unsure of how much to prepare the other.
But just one look into his eyes and he knew the answer-
Pushing two fingers in, Anku immidiately started fingering Kradness, making him a moaning mess.
His chest heaved unevenly, his lips were slightly parted and his hair was disheveled.
The more Anku looked at him, the more erected he became.
He could feel the younger squirm and move against his fingers, eventually meeting them at their base before they were pushed out again.
That repeating action made Kradness forget about the fact that, at any moment, people could be walking by and hearing his variety of lewd noises that anku caused.
Eventually, when the latter removed his two digits, the blonde already seemed exhausted from just that.
Anku was about to make the next move, already holding one of his hands against the younger's waist, when the latter spoke up.
He readjusted his legs around the elder, looking hesitant.
"Can you kiss me? Please, Anku?"
He was trying his best to look him in the eye, biting his lip as he requested that through brief moans and panting.
Anku had to hold back from just attacking kradness and fucking him senselessly, his cute request driving him insane.
Though he may look calm and composed on the outside, the elder was already dying inside and couldn't handle this whole situation.
He leaned forth, his own lips meeting those of his best friend's, pressing against each other and moving them in sync.
Anku could feel Kradness squirm underneath him and moan into the kiss as he inserted his fingers again - three this time.
The latter now began tightening his grip on his shoulders. it was as if he stopped clinging onto the older, he would instantly fall down.
Every so often, with the younger's restless movements, their hips would meet.
Both male's lengths would brush against each other, and even if it was only lightly and briefly, it still caused the two to temporarily interrupt their more intense-getting makeout session.
Their lips would part, their bodies would tense as they let out a variety of sounds.
Moans, groans, whines - each sound the other made only riled the other up further.
With every new thrust of the elder's long digits, Kradness seemed to become more and more submissive.
He was practically melting in Anku's arms, focused entirely on the sensations he made him feel.
It was a hard time for him, struggling to speak with his voice weak and his words being interrupted by his own moans.
Therefore, he merely settled on that, if he was going to voice anything out at that moment, it would be his best friend's name.
"Anku, ngh- Ah-"
Anku decided to use his other hand to rub both their lengths against each other, giving the younger double friction and trying to get some himself.
Now they were both a panting, moaning mess, struggling to hold back their climax.
They didn't want to cum yet, they wanted more.
But Kradness soon couldn't hold it in anymore and came with a loud moan, his friend's name on his lips.
"A-Anku, I-I'm cumming! I- Ahh-!"
His moan faded out into a small whine as he looked down, his eyes shut.
Anku felt how the younger's come trickled down his hand that was still grasping both of their members, though rather weakly now.
Glancing at the disheveled blonde, he observed how he was biting down on his bottom lip, sounds of pleasure leaving his mouth despite that action.
He was whimpering every so often, slowly and lightly bucking his hips as he was riding out his orgasm.
The sight alone sent shivers down the elder's spine as he slightly shook in pleasure.
Soon though, the younger relaxed again.
His brows were not longer furrowed as he opened his eyes again, only halfway, looking apologetic as they met Anku's.
"I'm sorry- ah... It's- nn, just-"
He was still panting as he opened his mouth slightly, his cheeks flushed.
"Don't worry. I'm not done yet, though. What are you gonna do about this?", the elder asked, retrieving his fingers.
"Hng...!"
Shivering in pleasure yet again, the blonde sat up, positioning himself on Anku's lap, hovering over his pre-cum leaking erection.
"I could make us feel good...?"
At that, he could not help but smile.
His enthusiasm was endearing to him.
The elder had to keep himself from thrusting upward right away, the temptation of the younger about to sink down onto him just too intriguing.
And when he did just that, with Anku's help as he held the blonde's still slightly trembling body still, both men were obviously showing their pleasure.
The raven-haired was quietly moaning, the feeling of the younger slowly, tightly, engulfing the whole of his length made him arch his back slightly.
Kradness proved to have a hard time keeping down his moans.
As he only came mere moments ago, he was still overly sensitive from the former sensations.
Still, he did not hesitate one bit.
Though, it was quite painful.
Not only due to him being stretched out slowly, but because his still remaining sensitivity caused him to feel pleasurable pain as he felt himself being overstimulated.
"Wait- Anku, that- that feels, ah-?!"
He looked into the other's eyes desperately as he squirmed, now entirely sitting on his lap.
Mixed with sweat, tears had started rolling down his cheeks.
"How does it feel?", the elder asked, thrusting up into his friend, whining and whimpering all the while.
He felt good.
Really good.
"I-It feels amazing! Ahn- Ngh-"
"Yes... Ngh... I-It does... Haha, hng-"
Kradness hand reached down to his own length, stimulating himself from both sides, gaining more friction than he could take.
Anku though grabbed his wrist, turned them around and pinned him down.
"You're not the only one who's supposed to feel good."
With that, he increased his speed and threw one of the latter's legs above his shoulder, gaining access more easily so he can thrust even deeper.
"Oh god, Anku... It feels so good...!"
The called man could hear Kradness' voice becoming more strained.
He would definitely have trouble singing at tomorrow's rehearsal.
Still, the tremendous pleasure that ran through his whole body made him forget about that.
He was sure that the male under him was not thinking about the aftermath of this at all, either.
Resting both forearms on the carpeted floor, on either side of Kradness, Anku was steadying himself.
Both of their still clothed upper bodies were almost touching each other, as were their faces.
Kradness occasionally felt strands of the elder's black hair brush against his cheeks, as well as hot breath.
The whole air around them felt steamy.
Anku connected their lips again, sticking his tongue into the younger's hot cavern.
Kradness was drooling shamelessly, the pleasure he received was too much for him.
"A-... nku... I-I'm... - Hngg- Comiiinnnnngg-"
With one last thrust Kradness came again, dirtying his own and Anku's stomach.
"I'm sorry, your c-clothes-", he stuttered, calming down from his high.
"I still haven't cum yet."
While still panting, the younger looked up at him, his hair bouncing up and down as he was still thrusted into.
Opening his mouth, he tried to say something.
For him, it was getting way too much, only being able to focus on the feeling of intense, excessive pleasure deep within him.
As expected, he was only able to moan loudly.
"Ahh, but-! It-"
He, after looking up and down the elder, nodded obediently, screwing his eyes shut.
He was squirming, not knowing whether to meet the elder's hips or not as his hands grabbed the other's arms.
"It hurts, Anku- it hurts! Ngh- ahhh!"
The mixture of pleasure and pain made him indecisive regarding what to do.
"You're feeling good, right? You're tightening around me, so don't lie... I know you like it."
"A-Ahh, I d-don't! Nnghh-"
"Really? Let's see."
Anku pulled out painfully slow, looking at the panting mess that was lying beneath him before he thrusted in even harder, aiming to constantly his the blonde's prostate.
"Ahh, i-it feels really good- There-"
"Does it? So, what do you want me to do? Do you want me to stop?"
He stopped moving, waiting for the younger's request to continue.
"You- Please, Anku- Please thrust into me!"
"How?"
"Fast! Hard! Deep! I don't care, please, just fuck me!!"
That was just what he did.
Even then, the younger's pleads did not stop.
He, through his moans, was still begging for the other to go faster, to do anything but stop.
By now, one of his hands had nestled into the elder's black hair, gripping onto it slightly, as well as his other hand tightening its grip around his arm.
The sound that he heard was almost drowned out by how completely engrossed into everything Kradness was.
Still, he was able to hear moans and high whines gradually increasing in volume.
He felt two, warm hands grip his shoulders as the elder pulled out of him.
"I- ah-"
With a moan, and a few, stuttering thrusts of his hips, he came onto the younger's stomach, holding his position as his body tensed.
His heavily heaving chest was still clearly evident, even when he was wearing a sweater.
The blonde felt his own legs tremble as he watched the other calm down, being left on edge after having cum two times already.
"Ah... A-Anku... Make me come, please..."
"Didn't you have enough already?"
"It hurts... So, help me...?"
Hesitating, Anku lowered his head, licking the tip of Kradness' still erected member.
"Ahh... Wh-What are you doing...?"
"Teasing you."
"Wh-Wha-"
Anku's mouth took the head in, circling his tongue around the tip, occasionally sliding across the slit.
"Oh god... Anku...! Anku!!"
When he noticed his dick throbbing, the elder quickly released the younger's, denying his climax.
"Wh-Why are you stopping!?"
"I said I was teasing you, didn't I?"
Anku's antics made him pant heavily. Plus, the sight that met his eyes when looking ahead made him whine.
He could see the head of messy, black hair further downwards, the other's eyes looking at him curiously as he blinked.
Wrapped around his own length, Kradness could see one of the elder's hands as it squeezed it occasionally.
He saw himself twitch.
He threw his head back, resting it on the floor as he shut his eyes, tears of frustration starting to form as he whined.
"Please- ngh, you can't do this!"
"Are you sure about that?"
Bobbing his head up and down, Anku tried to take in of Kradness as much as he could.
The younger could feel his tip touching the throat of the older male sometimes, his vision turning black everytime he did.
He was scared.
Scared because it felt too good.
"An... ku... I can't... anymore... Please..."
He didn't have any strength left to talk, only moans and whines were leaving his mouth by now.
Every so often, he tried lifting his head to look at just what was being done to him.
When Anku noticed that, he took the younger out of his mouth, smiling at him while meeting his eyes.
His lips were shining with saliva and what he assumed was pre-come.
"Anything the matter?"
The blonde gulped, his hand sinking into Anku's hair.
"H-Hey..."
With slight force, he pulled the elder up to him and smashed his lips onto his.
While making out lewdly, kradness moved his free hand to Anku's ass, letting one finger enter him slowly after he wetted it a bit.
"Wh-What are you doing all of a sudden- Ah, ngh..."
In all honesty, he didn't know himself. He wasn't sure what exactly he was doing.
Though, he die know that he was aiming for a way to release.
The lack of attention paid to him made him whimper.
"Please don't- ah... You can't just tease me like tha- ah!"
While still moving one finger inside of him, his other hand gripped the fabric of the elder's sweater tightly, a whine interrupting the kiss.
"That' so- so cruel- ah!"
"Anku... You're making such lewd noises..."
He didn't know what's gotten into him but he suddenly felt the urge to turn their roles around.
If Anku could tease him, he sure could do the same.
Adding one finger, the younger started stretching the elder's hole, earning a gasp and following moans from the latter.
Even while just listening to his moans, he felt his body starting to shake from anticipation and excitement.
He watched as the elder was on all fours above him.
His hands rested on the blonde's stomach as he saw his arms tremble.
"Ahh- so what?"
Anku's back arched a bit as he bucked his hips into nothing.
"Nothing... It's hot."
"Is that- ahh- so?"
Kradness nodded, adding a third finger and increasing his pace.
As Kradness thrusted harder, Anku could feel himself getting close so he stopped the younger by lifting his hips.
"I-I'm gonna cum so stop."
Though slightly irritated, Kradness removed his fingers to which Anku let out a disatisfied sigh.
He hovered over the younger's crotch, ready to let himself sink down and endulge in the pleasure of being filled up.
"Are you ready to change roles?"
Without hesitation, he nodded eagerly.
He was excited, and could hardly keep still.
"Hurry, please- ah-"
As the elder did as Kradness wished, he slowly started to take him in, hissing slightly out of pain between his whimpers.
"God..."
"Oh god, you feel so good! It's so hot and tight...!"
"Sh-Shut up..."
Trying to adjust to Kradness' size, Anku started moving slowly, getting up slightly just to push him in again.
The males were sweating from exhaustion and pleasure, collapsing anytime soon if they wouldn't release themselves anytime soon.
The older male's face was flushed more so than Kradness'.
He furrowed his brows as he looked down onto the blonde's stomach, focusing on nowhere in particular as his eyes closed slightly.
"You're embarrassing me- ngh-"
Kradness looked at him and took in the sight before him.
He could barely keep his eyes open as he let out a sudden, loud moan.
"Ngh- N-No, don't-"
Anku had stopped moving and reached down to play with the younger's nipples.
His head went to lick and bite one while his other was being stimulated by his hand.
"It feels weird, s-stop-"
While making smacking noises with his lips, purposely, of course, he lifted his head slowly.
"You want me to stop?"
His gaze seemed calm, but he himself was out of breath as he looked at the blonde.
The latter swallowed hard as he eyed him back, quietly moaning out of frustration.
The lack of movement took a toll on him as he tried moving underneath the elder.
"I- I don't know..."
"Then I'll continue until you know..."
Leaning his head down again, he simultaneously lowered his hips with a quick thrust, moaning onto Kradness' nipple, eliciting and even more lewd sound from the younger.
"Ah- Anku, it's not enough..."
Twitching, the blonde turned them around, now hovering above the elder and quickly thrusting into him.
"Nghh, Krad-"
The elder hid his face with one arm, the other clinging onto the bedsheets.
"I'll make you feel good now, Anku..."
The sleeves of his sweater covered the lower half of his face as only his eyes could be seen.
They were focused on the younger's as he looked at him, struggling to keep them open.
His hair was messy, and a few strands stuck to his face with sweat.
It made Kradness even more determined.
He moaned as he moved his hips, becoming weaker by the moment.
It was hard for him not to already collapse onto Anku's body, though the pleasure that came with every thrust of his hips made him keep going.
That, as well as the whines that were heard from the elder.
Both were seemingly and slowly becoming unable to talk, the fatigue and ecstasy creating a burden leaving them as two moaning, needy messes.
The younger could feel the other's legs wrapping around his body in an attempt to pull him in closer.
"Ahh, fu- fuck, ngh!"
Both could feel themselves reaching their climax, moaning out the other's name without taking a breath.
"A-Ankuuuu... I'm coming again...! C-Can I release inside of you? Please, ngh-"
"Y-Yes, let it all out inside... Hng-!"
With one last, hard, deep thrust, Kradness came and released all of his into the elder, making the latter clench around him as he also went over the edge.
Both were panting uncontrollably, trying to calm down as Kradness rode out his high.
The latter had, in the meantime, weakly rested his own body on the other's as he gripped Anku's sweater.
He let out a whine as his head pressed against the elder's chest, his eyes shut tightly.
The other male was biting down on his sleeve rather harshly, his hips desperately moving still at he blankly looked at the ceiling.
As Kradness seemed to have calmed down he pulled out of Anku, leaving the older shivering from after-pleasure.
"We... We need to take a shower now.", the latter suggested, earning an amused huff from the blonde who got up nonetheless.
Extending a hand, he pulled Anku up who fell forwards from the force, right into the taller's chest.
"Oh, sorry..."
"You're saying that now?", the blonde grinned, amused at the brunette's shy behavior.
"Well, yeah.", the elder answered with a smile, closing the window - which let Kradness to blush - and walking into the bathroom.
"Come on, let's shower together."
As the blonde was already there, he could see the other walk towards him.
He was walking quite wobbly, legs still visibly trembling. his sweater was covering everything, as it was long enough to cover half of his thighs.
"I'm here, I'm here..."
He was looking rather flushed still, his gaze noticeably set downward as he held onto the doorframe.
"Can you walk?", Kradness asked him, his worry clearly noticable.
"I'm fine. What about you? I didn't go easy on you, either."
The elder smirked, passing by the blonde as he walked into the still cool room which yet needed to be heated.
"I- W-Well, you may be right, but-"
He interrupted himself when he could see and hear Anku laughing and smiled to himself.
He loved seeing his best friend happy.
When his laughter faded away, the elder looked at him, as well, still smiling.
He seemed tired.
Nevertheless, he was happy to be in the situation he was in right then.
He almost forgot that one thing was left unresolved.
So, he merely stood in the room, gripping his sweater slightly, looking away from Kradness' eyes, setting his gaze elsewhere.
The other's confusion, Anku sensed without having to look.
"You go first."
Suddenly embarrassed, he didn't know what to do, the situation seeming quite real all of a sudden.
To him, at least.
About the younger, he didn't know.
The latter had to surpress his laughter.
The cute, shy behavior of the male in front of him let him feel many things, but the most apparent feeling were 'butterflies in his stomach'.
He just then noticed that he got unbelievably happy everytime he got to see, hear or spend time with Anku and that, maybe, his feelings for him exceeded those of just normal friends a bit.
I mean - Normal friends wouldn't do what they just did...
... Right?
"Sure, I'll go first. But promise me to join soon!"
He nodded, secretly snuck a glance at the younger as he walked into the actual shower part of the bathroom, closing the small sliding door behind him.
With him being gone, Anku let out a sigh, trying to cool himself down by blowing air upwards, his bangs moving slightly at that.
Collecting himself, he went to take off his sweater.
With yet another frustrated sound, he eyed the stains on the soft fabric.
Though, he realised that paying too much mind to it would not help any further, so he quickly threw it into the hamper near him.
As he went to the door himself, he quietly and hesitantly slid it open, only daring to stick his head in at first, still quite nervous.
"Uhm, Kradness...? I'm coming in, okay...?"
"Come on, don't be shy, we did worse things just now. Just wash yourself off and then join me here, okay?"
Hesistantly, Anku made his first steps into the room and sat down on the small bucket that stood in front of the bath tub.
Spilling water over himself, he washed his arms, legs and fluffy hair until he was ready to join the blonde male.
He had not realised for how long he had been actually mentally preparing himself until he saw the bathtub already filled with water.
The blonde was already sat in the tub when he hesitantly stepped in.
He felt vulnerable, with the other's eyes on him as he sat down, unsure about how to position himself.
"How, uh- do I... ?"
It seemed like the younger really enjoyed the elder's sudden nervosity, as he merely chuckled.
Seeing as his back was already facing him, Kradness gripped his shoulders, guiding him closer towards him, to which the elder only let out a quick "oh, okay-" as his body slowly relaxed, letting himself breathe and calm himself down as he enjoyed the feeling of the hot water against his skin.
"That's relaxing, isn't it?"
"Yes...", the elder replied, barely audible as he let himself sink deeper into the younger's chest with a sigh.
"Hey, should we... Talk about that?"
The blonde held his breath, trying to think as he slowly wrapped his arms around the smaller's body.
"Do you want to?"
Only a nod indicated that he, in fact, was willing to sort things out.
Kradness saw, as he had been looking at the back of his head absentmindedly, and took a breath again, moving slightly.
He could feel a feeling of sudden anxiety slowly settling down in his stomach.
Though, before he could say anything, the elder began talking.
His back was still facing him, as he did not turn around.
"What are we, Krad?"
"Well... What do you want us to be?"
Anku was surprised at the proposition the younger made and tried to only concentrate on the warmth of the water and the heat of his buddy's.
"I... Don't really know, to be honest. But I do know that I like you and I don't want it to be awkward between us."
A slight silence made the raven-haired utterly nervous.
Just the fear of him messing up and missing his shot caused him to want to leave immediately.
Despite this being his flat.
Soon the blonde spoke up again, way too sudden for Anku.
"I like you too."
He trailed off, and slowly started playing with the other's hair as to distract himself.
He found that it worked just fine.
"... You do?"
"Of course I do. You're my best friend."
"I meant 'like' in another way."
"I know."
Anku was starting to get annoyed, with a slight hint of sadness, since Kradness has been trying to dodge his question.
"Do you like me or not?", the elder hissed at the younger.
"Anku..."
The blonde stopped playing with the elder's hair for a moment, grabbing his chin to turn his face to him.
"What do you think?"
"... You do?"
"Of course I do. You're my best friend."
"I meant 'like' in another way."
"I know."
Anku was starting to get annoyed, with a slight hint of sadness, since Kradness has been trying to dodge his question.
"Do you like me or not?", the elder hissed at the younger.
"Anku..."
The blonde stopped playing with the elder's hair for a moment, grabbing his chin to turn his face to him.
"What do you think?"
Rurning the rest of his body around to feel more comfortable, Anku felt oddly small like this.
He started looking elsewhere, watching the water, the walls, but not Kradness.
"I- don't know..."
That's what he had said while the man holding him was eyeing him attentively, noticing his hesitant actions and how unsure he got every now and then.
Though, he had to say, his doubting aggravated him, which caused him to quickly give him a peck on his lips, somehow not able to convey his feelings verbally.
Now he was the one scared to look at him.
"Uhm... How should I take this...? Do you wanna go for another round, or...?"
"What? No- Well, I wouldn't mind that, either, but I didn't mean it like this!"
"Oh..."
The younger let out an exhausted sigh.
How should he tell him what he truly felt?
His hand released the elder's chin as it now rested on his shoulder.
Unsure of what to say, his grip tightened occasionally, before relaxing again.
That, Anku noticed.
"Listen, it's okay if you don't see me the same way I see you-"
He sucked in a breath as he looked at the blonde.
"-So don't feel bad. Or force yourself to do things you don't want to."
He would have loved to smile at the younger.
Though, he was unable to deduce his feelings from his actions right now.
He was not sure whether he liked him back or not, but the thought of the latter being the truth did disappoint him.
More than that.
He stayed true to his emotions, and just furrowed his brows slightly, his lips in a straight line.
"You seriously don't get it, do you?"
"Get what...?"
"Ugh... If kissing doesn't show you how I feel, what else should I do?"
Kradness didn't even think of telling him directly.
He was too embarrassed to admit his feelings openly.
"What are you trying to say, Krad? I seriously don't get it, please tell me..."
The mentioned male sighed and finally gathered up his courage to confess to his best friend.
"Yes, I like you too. As more than just my friend. Are you happy now?"
He had said it quite quickly, which is why Anku almost had to ask him to repeat himself.
Almost.
Though, he wasted no time in raising his head to try to look at him.
Surprisingly enough, the blonde was looking at Anku, brows slightly knitted as he saw his eyes becoming glassy.
He was about to cry, and so was the other.
For the umpteenth time that evening, their mood had changed rapidly.
"Hey, don't cry...", Kradness whispered reassuringly, carressing the elder's cheek.
"You're crying, too, you idiot.", Anku laughed.
He's never been so happy in his entire life.
"So... Wanna go for another round now?"
"Krad!", the smaller playfully punched the blonde, splashing water everywhere.
"What?"
Anku rubbed his own eyes with the pad of his thumb, looking at kradness as he laughed slightly.
"You completely ruined the moment."
Though, the more he looked at him, the more he realised that his feelings were being reciprocrated.
He saw the blonde's smile, him rubbing his shoulder where he had just punched him.
Though he had been splashed with water, it was still evident that the younger had been about to cry just a moment ago.
As he took in the image of the man in front of him, he reminded himself again.
Reminded that he really did love him back, and was not just messing with him.
Just how the droplets of water dripped from Kradness' hair into the tub again, Anku's tears were doing the same.
He couldn't hold back and attacked the younger with a hug, embracing him tightly as if he could leave him any moment.
"Hey hey, calm down, I'm not going anywhere.", the latter laughed, hugging his partner back.
He let his head rest on the other's, taking a deep breath to realize what happened in the last few minutes.
"We're a thing now..."
"Yes, we are.", Anku laughed.
"Oh, did I say that out loud?"
Embarrassed, Kradness was about to lift his head.
Although, with the elder soothingly rubbing his back, he quickly changed his mind.
He heard a laugh.
"You totally did."
Then a sniff as he felt Anku move his head to rest it on the other's shoulder.
"Well, that wasn't planned... But I'm still happy. That you like me like I like you."
"You're able to say such a sentence while taking a hot bath with your hot boyfriend?"
"I can't deny that last part..."
Kradness leaned down to the smaller and nibbled on his earlobe.
"Oh, come on, you were complaing earlier that you had to shower again, so stop it!"
"I'm just showing you my love, though?"
Anku sighed heavily, "In such a way...", before listening to yet another adorable laugh of the other.
For how long they had been sitting in the bathtub, they didn't know.
Though, soon they were in the living room again, settling down underneath the heating table.
Before Anku could sit down on the side next to him, with a small request from Kradness, he smiled.
"Can you sit right next to me?"
He followed it, squeezing into the same side right next to him.
The blonde was, although flustered, very happy.
The thing that he did not know was how to proceed, though.
He did not know how to treat Anku now.
"What... Do we do now? Watch TV, or...?"
Anku snuggled himself into the younger's chest, pulling the blanket that lay beside them over themselves.
"Actually, I'm pretty tired..."
"Oh, right, we did do sports not too long ago..."
"Stop talking about that already!"
A chuckle fell from the younger's lips.
"You're so embarrassed already."
Anku did not respond to that.
He decided to leave it at that, and to merely shuffle around to get comfortable.
As kradness did the same, he awkwardly fidgeted with his hands, hesitantly placing one arm around the other.
He rested it there, watching him close his eyes.
He felt himself get drowsy, too, and eventually drifted off to sleep with his most precious person safely in his arms.
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collab w/ weelilly