Before I went anywhere, I made sure the crossword was done.
However, after I had gone off to change, Luke went off as well leaving me the rest of the crossword. I couldn't help but sigh considering I wanted him to help me finish it.
He was nowhere in sight, so I finished it quickly and made my way outside.
I was absolutely astonished by what I was met with. Absolutely everyone was screaming my name and I must've looked like a deer caught in headlights as I watched them all. I tried to take pictures with as many people as I could but it truly got to the point where I could in no way satisfy everyone there.
It made no sense to me why so many people were calling for me and begging me for pictures. All they know me as is the girl who works with the tour.
I was confused up until the point I heard someone say, "She's the one Luke wrote the song about."
Once I heard that, I quite literally sprinted inside not wanting to be known as that at all. I'm sure Calum's slip up yesterday is going to cost me and the last thing I want or need is more attention than necessary.
I found my way to the VIP company and they asked me to help set up the tables and what not. I didn't mind considering it gave me something to do while all the guys got ready.
Currently it's so calm considering the storm hasn't begun. I feel relaxed as I set everything up and really don't have much to worry about yet. I have a few hours of down time luckily as opposed to yesterday where I felt like I barely had a second to breathe.
I'm surprised by how many people purchased the VIP package and how many will be here tonight. But then again, the amount of people at the bus should've been enough of a sign.
I finish off setting up the table when I hear someone call my name. I turn to see Drew making his way over as I luckily had finished off everything I needed to.
Walking away from the table, I meet him halfway as he wears a big smile on his face.
"What's up?" I ask curious as to why he's so happy.
"Nothing, just excited for the show," he says pulling me into a tight hug which surprises me only further. Not that it's weird for him to hug me, it's just that he's overly happy right now.
"I'm happy that you're excited," I laugh as I hug him back and pull away. "Is everyone getting ready?"
"Yes," he says grabbing onto both of my hands and holding them. I don't push him away as I look up to him, searching for any signs of why he's acting like this. "We have some down time so I wanted to spend some time with you."
I raise an eyebrow considering he's not wrong. We do have a decent amount of time before VIP even starts so I can't say I'm opposed. I'd be down to do anything that doesn't involve going outside.
I didn't think much about what I'd be doing with the rest of the day but seems as if I know now.
"You know, preferably do something we haven't had a second to do," he says tugging me closer. His eyes drift to my lips and it doesn't take long for me to catch on. I raise an eyebrow and slowly nod my head as I finally catch on.
Ah, he's horny, I should've predicted that.
I bite my lip in order to refrain from laughing but can't say I'm opposed. We do have time and if all the guys are on the bus, I'm sure the dressing room is empty.
Drew gives me a look as if waiting for me to answer and I just shrug my shoulders. What's the use in turning it down? I have desires too.
"Why the hell not?" I say rolling my eyes teasingly as his face lights up. "Let's just make it quick, the last thing I need is any of the guys finding out and holding it above me for a lifetime."
Drew lets go of one of my hands and immediately starts pulling me towards the dressing room. I follow him as I can't help but laugh at how fast he drags us through backstage.
He keeps a firm grip on my hand and I'm thankful no one else is back here yet. I'm sure Calum would go out of his way to make sure he made as big of a commotion as he possibly could.
I jog behind him in my heels that I really would not like to be running in. He doesn't seem to take this into account as he pulls me along with him and I practically stumble. I'm about to tell him to slow down when I spot the dressing room door and contemplate if this is really the best idea. Is this messed up for us to do this when all the guys have to be in this room shortly?
I don't have time to think it over as Drew opens the door to the dressing room and pulls the both of us in it.
I barely have a second to question it as he doesn't hesitate to press his lips to my own. I kiss him back with an urge I haven't felt in a while. I can't help but wonder if that urge is coming from my desire to kiss someone else.
I push the thought out of my head and quickly pull away in order to say, "Lock the door."
He reaches in front of him and locks the door with ease as he fully presses my body to the wall. I look into his brown eyes that don't hold the same intensity Luke's blue ones do. I can't help but wish I was staring in Luke's crystal blue eyes that always left me in a trance.
Whenever I was in a moment like this with Luke and he looked me in the eyes was when I was truly left weak in the knees. I knew it was game over for me and I felt as if I was under his complete control.
I'm snapped out of my thoughts as Drew begins to unbutton my plaid pants and brings me back to reality. I shouldn't be thinking of Luke right now. I should be thinking of Drew who I'm insanely attracted to and also has the ability to make me feel amazing.
However, the only thing I can think of is that he doesn't make me feel anywhere close to the way Luke made me feel.
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I lay out on the couch, quite literally exhausted due to what had just happened between Drew and myself. I had barely managed to throw on some clothes considering the only thing I wanted to do was lay down.
I didn't bother putting on my previous outfit as Drew had just lent me his shirt to wear that I managed to make into a tshirt dress. I try to catch my breath as he gets changed into his outfit for the show and walks off.
I had been so caught up in the moment that I left marks on his neck and I can't help but regret this as I look it over now. I know I'm not going to hear the end of this from the guys.
The sound of the door to the dressing room attempting to open is heard making me immediately shoot up. I hear Calum's voice as he's curious as to why it's locked. My head shoots around to Drew who's already making his way to the door in order to unlock it.
I suck in a deep breath, knowing what's to come as soon as they take in the scene. But unfortunately, there's absolutely no where for me to hide.
Drew opens the door and all the guys stand behind it as their eyes immediately take in the scene. I sit there, frozen not knowing what to say or do as they look between the two of us with amused expressions on their face.
"I thought I smelled sex," Calum says as he walks into the room making me roll my eyes as Michael snorts and Ashton follows. Luke is the last of the four to walk in as his eyes fall on me and then on Drew.
"Took you long enough to get here," Drew says jokingly, throwing a shirt over his head.
"Yeah, you would know," Ashton says making me blush once again as I try to subtly make myself look not so disheveled.
"Fuck off," Drew laughs as he flips off his finger at Ashton.
I notice Calum walking up to Drew as he flicks one of the hickies left on his neck and snorts.
"Yeah, that definitely wasn't there this morning."
I groan in frustration considering I can't help but wonder when they're going to give my sex life a rest. It's as if they feel they have a right to be a part of it. The day they stop commenting on it is the day I will truly be a free woman.
"Do we have outfits out for tonight?" Luke asks loudly, seeming to change the subject and I can't say I blame him.
I stand up from the couch, immediately pulling the shirt down as it had ridden up and walk over to the hanger where I brought all the outfits.
"Yes, I have them all here," I say trying to prove I did accomplish more than sex today.
All the guys seemingly run over to grab their outfits as they know instantly which is their style. Luke stands off to the side, observing the outfits.
I can't help but feel embarrassed that he knows what just happened between Drew and me. Especially after last night, I would've much rather have gone on with my day without him knowing.
But of course, luck is absolutely never on my side.
Deciding to say something to him in order to cease any awkwardness, I say, "I picked this out for you, I figured you'd like it."
Walking up to the other side of the hanger, I grab where all of his stuff is hanging. I grab the blazer with a wife beater including dress pants and black boots. I decided to go for a different look than the usual button down and have nothing but confidence he'll pull this off like no other.
"Try this out," I say handing it over.
Luke takes the outfit in his hands and seems to stand still for a moment. I stand just as still as I wait for him to speak up, hopefully not saying anything against the outfit I picked out.
He finally speaks up as he says, "Okay."
And with that, he walks off. I don't call for him to come back or say anything further as he walks away from me with the outfit in his hands. I watch him hopelessly as Drew comes up to me and squeezes my waist.
"Alex texted me and said they need us on stage for mic checks," he says to me. "I'll see you out there for VIP."
I smile and nod my head as I expect him to kiss me goodbye or something. Instead, he just squeezes my waist one last time and walks off. I stand there, staring at the back of him, almost waiting for him to turn around and kiss me.
But he doesn't, and I really shouldn't think twice of it.
The door shuts and it's second after that Calum speaks up, deciding to put in his two cents.
"Yikes."
I turn around and give him a look considering it really isn't yikes. He doesn't owe me a kiss or hug or anything. It's unfair for any of us to expect him to do that.
"Did you guys get your outfits?" I ask, wanting to change the subject.
"Yes, so now you can fill us in on the tea," Calum says, deciding to change right here in front of everyone.
I just shake my head, not wanting to fill anyone in on the events that just took place between Drew and myself.
"Just get changed."
"You're not mad at him for last night?" Ashton asks me making me sigh considering the last they saw me, I was mad. Actually, I was more upset than I was mad.
"It's all good," is all I say as I walk around the room and try to make myself look busy.
"That must be why him and Luke talked this morning," Michael says making me immediately snap my head over to look at him. "Luke was absolutely livid last night."
I know Luke was mad and I can't help but admit I was curious when I saw the two walking in side by side this morning. But if they talked it out, I guess it all makes sense.
"They talked?" I ask curiously.
"Oh yeah," Michael says. "They went out to get coffee in order to do so. Luke realized it was no use having tension considering we're all on tour together."
I feel my heart rate pick up at the thought. I want to know what they talked about and what was said. However, I have a feeling I'll never know.
"I mean, I'm surprised you're not pissed at him," Calum says sitting back on the couch and laying back. "He ditched your party to have sex with some girl."
I shake my head considering he has the story all wrong. Drew had been up front with me and told me he and the girl didn't end up doing anything.
"No they didn't do anything," I say simply as I turn to Calum.
Calum furrow his eyebrows as he looks to Michael then looks back to me, "Yes they did, he literally told us all not to go on the bus so he could fuck her."
My stomach drops and I look to him in disbelief. There's no way that actually happened. Maybe he just said that to make it look like he was getting laid? I just shake my head in response considering I trust Drew and I believe what he told me.
"Hell, I ran into the girl as she was sneaking off the bus," Michael snorts making me feel sick to my stomach.
So you're telling me Drew had sex with a girl last night? When he straight up told me he didn't? The thought of him having sex with a different girl not too long before he had sex with me makes me sick to my stomach.
Did they even use protection?
Not only that, but he lied about it. He told me that he didn't do anything with anyone last night when really there was a girl on the bus. I must look like a ghost as my face is sheet white.
The matter isn't him sleeping with someone else, it's the fact he had sex with someone no more than 12 hours before me and lied about it. I would've in no way just did what I had just done if I knew that.
"I have a feeling you would've been better off not knowing that," Michael says barely above a whisper.
I groan and run my hands through my hair in frustration as I try to keep calm. I feel dirty. Did he even shower between having sex with the two of us?
The thought of him having sex with this girl and potentially not using a condom makes my stomach drop low. Why didn't he just tell me the truth?
"And you're sure it was Drew?" I ask wanting more than anything for this not to be true.
"I'm positive," Calum says putting his hands up in defense.
I try to stay calm before losing my mind. I don't know what to say or do as I stand here like an idiot trying to process this all. God, I want to shower more than anything right now.
Before anyone else can say anything, Luke steps back into the room and everyone falls silent. I slowly look up at him as I feel my heart sink and everything inside of me freeze as I take in the view.
He wears the outfit I picked out for him with such confidence. The jacket is buttoned at his stomach and he looks as if he's right out of a magazine. I can't even find it in me to take my eyes off of him as any thought of Drew escaped my mind. The only thing I can focus on right now is the blue eyed beauty in front of me.
My mouth just barely drops open and I try to remain calm as his eyes stay on mine.
"Does it look okay?" he asks simply.
I take a few steps towards him, knowing I want to do something to fix it and then it will be absolutely perfect to me. Everyone seems to watch me do so as I don't say anything and Luke's eyes don't leave me.
Reaching towards the jacket, I unbutton the button so the jacket is open as opposed to closed. It gives him more of a relaxed look while still making him look like a damn supermodel.
His eyes watch my hands fumble with the button as he towers above me and makes my heart race. My stomach feeling sick and my heart racing is enough to make me feel as if I'm about to puke.
However, with Luke standing in front of me, I can't help but admit he eases the feeling.
I look up to him slowly and catch his gaze as his eyes don't leave mine. I feel small under his gaze and as if he could get me to do absolutely anything at the snap of his fingers.
Sucking in a deep breath, I don't stop myself as I say, "You look great Luke."
a/n
hello its me and this shits FINALLY FIXED lmao thank u for being patient
hope u guys are doing swell
lots happened here and sorry if the end was a little messy
but major tea was spilled
what do u guys think is going to happen next??!?!?! lmk
love u thank u thank u see u soon
also if ur looking for a reason to scream i was sent this video of ashton deADASS calling luke professor hemmings and i am not well. i screamed at the top of my lungs when i heard it so listen and scream with me ok https://www.instagram.com/p/B3CG9lqgQcW/?igshid=1mdbbuaq0hpkw