Heavy steps followed up the stairs as the clinking of keys against each other echoed through the stairwell.
Though it was illuminated inside, the occasional window here and there did show the opposite; a dark, cloudy sky with no moonlight suited the cold, uncomfortably stinging cold temperatures outside.
When the steps came to a halt, a door was unlocked.
Shoose stepped inside his own apartment, just after taking off his wet, slightly snowy shoes to leave them outside.
Having been quite busy lately he was blissed to finally be home for longer than just two hours without having to work again.
He immediately made his way into the kitchen, heating water and taking out a cup and a tea bag to relax through the evening.
His flatmate wasn't there yet as he had some business to attend to himself.
Shoose thought to himself.
What could he possibly do to make the best out of his free evening hours?
He, for now, merely settled on relaxing and warming himself up.
As the temperatures were really low outside, and he could barely feel his hands, that idea sounded more than appealing.
The tea was done, and the brunette was sat on the sofa, with said beverage in hand.
Before, he had changed into a pair of sweatpants, but did not bother changing out of his thick, comfortable turtleneck sweater.
Its colour even matched the grey, comforting blanket he had wrapped around himself.
The television was now playing, his mind more or less focused on whatever nonsense was displayed.
As he took a sip from his steaming hot tea, he sank back into the soft cushions of the sofa and let out a satisfied sigh.
The TV was still playing some occasional nonsense that he didn't care about, so instead he got lost in his own thoughts.
Thinking about his work and, though he wouldn't admit it, his flatmate, he didn't notice how fast time was running by as he suddenly held a cold tea cup in his hands.
Rubbing his eyes groggily, he sat down the cup and got up to change rooms.
He thought laying in bed, in his own room, would be more fitting when his friend returned home.
With the blanket still around him, he threw himself onto his bed, not even thinking about closing the door behind him.
He was laying down now, so there was no way he would get up again, just to close it.
He was alone, anyway.
It did not matter.
As he rolled from side to side, occasionally checking his phone, only to put it away again and repeat that same action a few moments later, he also closed his eyes a few times in between.
He was tired, but he did not seem to be just tired enough to sleep.
His own room was almost pitch black. While that did help his attempts to sleep, it did not fully do justice.
So he had to think about a way to tire him out.
He was alone at home.
It was dark.
He was lying in bed.
... There was only one option left.
At least only one he could possibly think of.
Still hesitating, he let one hand slowly slide into his pants, gasping as he accidentally touched himself down there.
How long has it been since he last jerked off?
He was never alone at home so he didn't even have the time to do it but he also lacked a reason to.
Though, he could not deny that the more often his hand brushed against his crotch, the more he found himself becoming eager.
With slightly tired, half-closed eyes, he rose one hand up to his mouth.
Lightly, he bit his index finger as he looked down at his other hand.
It was hard to see in the dark, but he was still able to faintly make out things.
Though it had not been long, and despite his touches being quite light, his hips still jolted every so often.
The light, faint pleasure made him squirm slightly.
Yes, it has been quite some time since he last felt these sensations so he's quite sensitive - which was made audible through the occasional whines his finger-biting couldn't hold in.
Deciding that he teased himself enough he fully hid under his blanket, getting rid of his pants and shorts and let out a pleasured sigh when he started stroking himself.
He started out slow, though that did not stop him from moaning and panting rather loudly.
Not even once did his mind register that his hand's pace quickened. Although, he did start whining more loudly than before, and his back arched lightly every now and then, too.
The air in room he was in felt thick and steamy, and with the blanket, he was starting to get slightly hot, his breaths also increasing in temperature.
In his hand, he could intently feel himself twitch a few times.
Cold sweat started to form on his arms, legs and back due to the pleasure he was feeling.
With every stroke he felt it more intensive, already nearing his climax.
As he drowned himself in the thought of feeling extremely good, though, he heard a key chain rustling and the front door being opened.
As much in a blurry state of mind as he was in, he instinctively jolted up, frantically grabbing his boxers first, putting them on.
His face was flushed, and he whined quietly as he stood up, the pleasure still evident as his legs trembled slightly.
He felt weak and slightly feverous.
"Shoose? Are you home?"
He stormed out of his room, the blanket still wrapped around him to hide his visible erection, to greet the younger.
"Y-Yes. I'm here. I-I didn't know you would be home so soon!"
The younger watched him stutter with an confused expression, not knowing why the elder behaved this way.
"Are you okay? Were you sleeping? Sorry, I didn't intend to wake you."
"No, I was- Uhm- D-Drinking tea! I was drinking tea and reading something! You know, just the usual stuff, haha."
nqrse still didn't believe him but settled on letting it slight for now.
He would find out what the brunette was hiding later.
"I see..."
He was putting away his bag and other belongings to their respectful places as he eyed him slightly suspiciously, though did not directly ask him about it.
He walked into the living room, where the elder was now sat on the couch.
Just before doing so, he had taken out his contacts and put on his glasses to rest his tired, burning eyes.
As he sat himself on the sofa, next to his flatmate, he sighed.
"Today was exhausting... What were you doing? Besides drinking tea and reading, I mean."
"Uh... Nothing much..."
Rubbing his legs against each other rather suspiciously, nqrse grew more and more interested in knowing what was happening to his fellow band member and pal.
He didn't want to ask him directly, though, so he held back and watched in silence.
"Uh, you know... It's great that you're back. I-I'll go to my room and sleep for a while, so don't come in, okay? I'll make us dinner afterwards. See you!"
The elder immediately jumped up and rushed off into his room, though he forgot to lock the door behind him.
He threw himself on the bed, cuddling under the blanket again, slowly pulling down his shorts that he just put on.
He could not help but bury his face in the blanket slightly, shutting his eyes close as embarrassment washed over him.
He really almost did not hear him.
He was way too into it.
Bit by bit, he freed himself from the blanket.
Though, some parts were still covered.
He squirmed slightly, the fabric of his pulled-down boxers clinging around his thighs as he slightly spread his legs, his length still as hard as before.
He quietly groaned at the faint sight, seeing it jolt slightly as he moved his hot hand to wrap it around himself again.
Eüven just that contact caused him to cover the lower half of his face with his arm, letting out a sigh of pleasure.
He knew he had to be quiet.
But it was hard.
This pleasure that he hasn't felt in such a long time was hitting him all at once, leaving him panting and gasping for air.
Meanwhile in the living room, nqrse was still sitting on the couch, scrolling through his timelines on his phone.
The apartment was quite, so if the pink-haired listened closely, he could easily make out the groans and huffs that came out of Shoose's room.
Was he imagining things?
He knew he was not just delusional.
He wasn't stupid, he could easily match the noises he was making to what he was probably, most likely doing.
While the elder was biting down onto his sleeve, trying to keep down his moans that were turning into whines, he closed his eyes again, throwing his head back as his brunette hair framed his face.
He was deaf, only hearing his own breathing and lewd sounds, and his eyes were closed, so naturally he didn't notice how someone opened his door and stood in the frame, watching him with a smirk.
nqrse never thought that the elder was the type of guy to just masturbate with other people being present - but apparently he was wrong.
He watched as Shoose threw his head back, biting down onto his sleeve to contain his moans, which slipped out anyways.
The younger felt his own pants tighten at this sight.
He didn't want to just stand there and watch.
He would love to just join him.
It was hard to fully see him.
The illuminated corridor, though, gave him just enough of a view of his flatmate to even surprise him slightly.
Even as a faint light flooded into his room, Shoose's mind didn't register anyone's presence.
He just kept on stroking himself, his hips bucking upwards and his voice sounding higher as he failed to keep his whines in as it began to become too much for him.
He forgot about nqrse, he forgot about potential neighbours, he forgot about people might walking by and hearing him.
What he did notice though was nqrse leaning over him one moment later, lifting his shirt up to suck on his nipples.
"n-nqrse!? Wh-What are you do- Hng...!"
The latter was not fazed in the slightest.
He merely glanced up at him indifferently as he caressed his chest with one hand, which sent pleasurable shivers down the receiving person's spine.
"You seem to be taking long, I thought you needed help."
To that, the elder let out a whine, not saying anything as he looked at the head of pink, wavy hair that was in front of him.
"D-Do you know what you're doing...?"
"Yes, don't worry, I'm experienced."
"Th-That's not what I- Ngh..."
The younger went back to his prior activity, sucking on the elder's nipple while pinching the other, eliciting more lewd noices from the latter.
It turned him on so much that his hand wandered to his own crotching, slightly brushing over it, shivering in pleasure.
Shoose noticed that nqrse's hand was trembling so he looked down at him, seeing him pleasure himself right in front of his eyes.
The sight alone made the brunette so vunerable, so sensitive.
In complete contrast to him, nqrse was anything but ashamed.
While he was latching his mouth onto the other's skin, he could not help but moan himself.
He, quite gently, surprisingly, was kissing the taller male's chest, having to hold up his sweater that slipped down again every so often.
The only thing the latter felt capable of doing was watch him, react to his touches.
"n-nqrse... S-Stop that, you're insane-"
"Insane? I'm just making us feel good, I don't see your problem."
The elder tried to argue with him but all that left his mouth were small moans and whimpers.
He had long stopped touching himself, only concentrating on the feelings nqrse gave him.
But the latter wasn't satisfied with that.
He leaned down, leaving Shoose' soft spots unattended which made the brunette grunt, and gently placed kisses along the elder's shaft.
With a harsh buck of his hips and a stuttered, shy apology, Shoose let his eyelids flutter close for a split moment, before opening them again.
He did not dare to fully close them.
He saw the younger's eyes meet his as nqrse looked up at him, slightly gripping him with one hand.
"I don't think you want me to stop."
"Yes I do! Stop it! I'm serious!"
"You don't look serious at all..."
Taking his length in, the younger bobbed his head, letting the tip of Shoose' occasionally hit his throat.
The elder threw his head back in pleasure while he gripped the sheets to prevent himself from thrusting deeper into nqrse.
"I- I-If you continue like that, I-I'll-"
"Cwome? Thwat's dshe pwoint of dwshis, ishn't it?", nqrse mumbled.
The way he talked with his mouth full of himself made Shoose lose all his sanity as he couldn't hold back and bucked his hips into the younger's throat.
The latter did not mind.
When he began swirling his tongue around the tip, though, another harsh movement of the elder's hips made him gag slightly, as well as audibly.
The way nqrse moved around him was bringing the brunette to tears.
As he lifted his head again to look at him, his lips shining with precome, the pink-haired merely smiled.
The gagging and moaning from nqrse vibrated around his erection, making him feel even better which lead to more erotic sounds from him.
The elder's moans brought nqrse over the edge, he released into his hand with a loud moan and the name of his flatmate on his lips.
"Hng... Ah, Shoose...!"
Seeing his friend ejaculate nearly did it for Shoose, too, but the younger wouldn't let that happen so fast.
After calming down from his high, the pink-haired latched onto the elder's crotch again, sucking him off with joy, a smile never leaving his pretty features.
He moaned, he whined as he got closer again.
nqrse could feel his muscles tighten as he squirmed and twitched inside his mouth.
"Ahhh, I- I'm... Ah-?!"
Though, just as the elder's whines got higher, as well as louder, nqrse released him again, looking at him with that same smile as he lifted his head, humming in question as Shoose panted.
"Y-You... You can't just stop when-!"
"When you're about to come? Well, you told me to stop earlier, didn't you? It was fun, thanks. I'm leaving now, I still have work to do, so-"
As the younger turned to get up and leave the room, the brunette catched his sleeve and held him back.
"You... Please, don't leave. I-I need you...", he whispered inbetween pants.
nqrse smirked sadistically.
"Huh, is that so? Do you really need me? To get off?"
With yet another whine, Shoose nodded.
He had sat up when preventing the younger from leaving.
Each time when his length would brush against the mattress when he squirmed, his eyes would flutter close and his mouth would release a quiet moan.
The younger's smirk grew as he slowly creeped his hand up the elder's leg, teasing him for fun.
"P-Please, do something..."
Still holding his sleeve, Shoose' grip got weaker as nqrse's hand began to painfully slow stroke his twitching length.
He bit his lip rather harshly as his gaze was focused entirely on how fluent the younger's hand's movements were.
The pressure he put into his strokes was light, but he still felt it all.
nqrse eyed him looking down, face flushed and about to cry.
At that sight, he had to smile in amusement.
His movements got faster, the elder was going crazy.
His mind was hazy and his vision clouded as he reached his climax, coming all over the younger's hand.
Breathless, he slumped back into the soft cushions, releasing a sigh and a few huffs as he tried to calm his breathing.
"Are you satisfied now? Go to sleep already, you've had a tough day, too, didn't you?"
"nqrse- ... Goodnight."
The younger flashed him a smile, leaving for his own room.
Seemingly tired, the brunette got comfortable under his blankets again, yawning and closing his eyes.
Tomorrow would be a rough day.
……………………………
When he awoke, he felt groggy.
It must have been quite early, as it was still dark outside.
His phone only confirmed that assumption when it showed that it was around six in the morning, where, especially in winter, the sun hadn't risen yet.
He felt uncomfortable, unable to sleep even.
When he got up, he was, even in his half-asleep state, flustered about the fact that he was not wearing any pants, or underwear for that matter.
Conveniently enough, his previously discarded pair of sweatpants was still lying right in front of his bed.
He, after putting them on, found himself on the couch, lazily cuddled up in his blanket.
As he could not fall asleep at that moment, his mind drifted off elsewhere.
What he had done yesterday night, or what had been done to him, as well.
He shivered at the thoughts, for he had enjoyed the previous evening way too much, and it worried him.
Was it just the prior feeling of pleasure that overwhelmed so much that he let the younger do what he did?
Or was it the younger he craved?
He didn't know and he also didn't know if he wanted to find out.
The more he thought about it the more uncomfortable he got.
He missed his touch on him, missed feeling his warmth against his own skin.
If he was being honest with him he'd had to admit how good it felt and that he wouldn't mind going any further with him.
Just as he thought that, a certain pink-haired male entered the living room, rubbing his eyes sheepishly.
Having laid down onto the sofa while being deep in thought, Shoose turned his head to look at the other.
"Morning."
He blinked, tired all of a sudden.
nqrse nodded, sitting on the edge of the furniture, which caused the elder to move his legs to make room for him.
Both were not quite awake yet, but the lack of words exchanged did not bother them.
It felt like a normal morning - except for that weird feeling that crept up in Shoose.
He somehow felt unsatisfied and he had to urge to take care of that.
Or rather-
Have someone take care of it.
"Did you sleep well?"
The elder was slightly taken aback as the younger suddenly spoke up but quickly composed himself and replied.
"I guess you could say that..."
"Then why are you up at this hour?"
"I-"
"Don't lie to me, Shoose."
He closed his eyes, resting his head on a nearby pillow.
He could feel the younger watching him as he did so, but decided to, at this hour, do his best to ignore it.
"Why are you even awake? It's not even seven yet."
To his confrontation, he merely countered with a question himself.
"You're not obliged to dodge my question with a question."
"Why ain't I!?"
"Because I asked first. And now answer me!"
The elder sighed, letting himself sink further into the couch, head still resting on the pillow.
"I... I just woke up because I didn't feel so well, okay?"
Judging from the sound of something shuffling, he figured nqrse was coming closer.
"Are you alright?"
His voice sounded like it was nearer, too.
h
He just hoped he was not too impatient with him taking some time to reply.
The elder bit his lip slightly.
"I don't know."
"What's bothering you? You can talk to me, you know that."
The brunette felt hands brushing the hair from his face, slightly caressing his cheek.
"I... Don't even know what's wrong. My body just feels weird, somehow..."
They were slightly cold.
He did not dare open his eyes.
He did not want to, anyway.
A faint hum, followed by the younger's calm voice filled his ears.
"Weird? Do you feel sick?"
"Kinda...? I just... No, nevermind. I'll try to sleep again. Here, on the couch. Could you leave?"
"Are you sure you want me to leave? If you're not feeling well-"
"I'm fine. Don't bother."
The younger was surprised by the sudden cold tone in his friend's voice.
He paused, contemplating whether he should actually leave him.
Though, he seemed visibly unwell, and part of him truthfully did not want to leave.
It was rare for him to lose his confidence.
He stood up, and exited the living room, leaving the brunette, making the latter sigh...
... only to return again with quiet footsteps and a thicker sweater.
Without saying a word, he, too, went to lay down onto the sofa.
"What are you-"
"Be quiet and sleep."
"What?"
"I said - Be quiet and sleep."
"But-"
"Do I have to make you shut up?"
Leaning in dangerously close to the other's face, the pink-haired caressed the elder's lips with his thumb, humming quietly.
The elder blushed, surprised by the younger's sudden actions.
"nqrse-"
"Shhh..."
With a sudden move, nqrse crashed his lips onto Shoose's, taking away his breath.
"Mhh-!"
He was way too taken aback to reciprocate the kiss in any way, and just stared at the younger in shock when he pulled back.
Unlike a few hours ago, the sky way not as cloudy, but rather illuminated by a great, great number of stars.
Both could see the other's face very well.
Their expressions were contrasting with each other.
nqrse wasn't fazed, and Shoose could not believe him.
"What did you just do...?"
"I kissed you."
"I know..."
"Then why bother asking?"
Shoose blinked a few times, trying to fully grasp the situation.
He was lying on the sofa.
His friend beside him.
That friend that just kissed him.
On the lips.
... Was he dreaming, after all?
It might have been his imagination, but he could feel his lips tingle still.
He rose one hand to lay it upon them, looking away.
Then, he quickly turned around, facing his back towards the younger, clearing his throat.
"I'm gonna sleep now. Don't- Just don't come any nearer!"
Blushing, the elder curled up and hid his face in the cushion.
The younger smirked, sneaking his arm around the elder's waist, making the latter jump with a gasp.
"I just told you, didn't I!?"
"What? I didn't do anything."
Startled, he retorted with an almost trembling voice.
"Of course you did! I said not to come any closer..."
On the outer side of the sofa, he scooted further away until he had to stop, as he was almost falling off of its edge.
Although he kind of expected it, he was startled as nqrse scooted closer, pressing himself against the elder's back.
'He's warm...', the latter thought to himself.
Immediately blushing, he hid his face in the pillow again, pressing it firmly against it.
The younger's hand found it's way into the brunette's locks, playing with a strand.
Both knew that the other was not against it.
The elder unconsciously let out a faint sigh, which made the shorter male smile slightly.
"So, what's bothering you?"
"Uh..."
"Still don't wanna tell me, huh?"
The younger gave in and settled on cuddling against the elder's back for now.
Shoose's heart started beating faster as he felt the younger against him, struggling to keep his breathing calm.
If only he knew that nqrse was having the same troubles as him at the moment.
He was sure the elder could feel, even hear his heartbeat.
Though, if he didn't, he was glad.
In that position, they stayed for a while. No one said a word, and soon, Shoose fell asleep, limp against the younger.
As nqrse listened to the elder's steady breathing, he soon calmed down and fell asleep, too.
………………………………
As he arose in the next morning, rubbing his eyes, he first had to remember why he was laying on the couch, his friend beside him.
As it came to mind, he smiled faintly.
Though still tired, he tried to wrap the blanket around the elder and get up, but that seemed to wake the latter.
"Nghh... nqrse...?"
He slowly opened one eye, realising that in his sleep, he had turned around, and was now facing the younger.
He seemed to have completely forgotten his former embarrassment, as he merely looked at him without scooting away.
He could hear nqrse's voice, raspy and tired, as well.
"Sorry to wake you up."
"Don't worry about it... Ah."
"'Ah'...?"
"N-No, it's nothing..."
His embarrassent immediately returned when he felt an uncomfortable warmth in his lower regions.
"Huh... You must have had a bad dream or something."
He pulled the blanket over the both of them, paying special attention that Shoose is covered well.
He adjusted the blanket several times, doing his best at draping it over his shoulders.
Their difference in laying down caused nqrse to almost entirely cover himself up to his head.
From then on, he looked at the brunette.
His hair was a mess, and he looked flustered.
"You really okay?"
"Y-Yes, of course!"
He quickly avoided his gaze.
He didn't want his friend to see his extremely flushed face.
nqrse hummes in confusion, wrapping his arm around the elder's waist just like before - but something was different.
"Uhm... Shoose, you-"
"Shut up! I know, okay!? Just shut up...!"
Slightly taken aback, the younger nodded absentmindedly and looked ahead, his gaze meeting Shoose's neck, as he was laying slightly more downward than the other.
"Why are you so nervous about it?"
He secretly smiled.
"Why...? How can you be so casual about it!?", he screamed into the pillow.
"Well, it's normal for a guy, right?"
"It is, but- It's still embarrassing! Especially when you're laying beside me!"
"Why is that?", the younger whispered into his ear, chills running down his spine.
He drew back, chuckling slightly at the sight of the elder cowering in embarrassment.
"Nothing... It's nothing."
He shut his eyes close, thinking about fleeing way too soon.
"I could help you, you know? Just like last time."
"A-Ah, you still remember that...?"
"Of course I do. Who wouldn't?"
"R-Right..."
As silence fell upon them, nqrse saw it as a chance to slide his arm a little lower and 'accidentally' brushed his flatmate's crotch, earning a whimper for his action.
"S-Stop that... I can take care of that myself-"
The younger sighed, repeating his action.
"You seemed to be having quite some problems last time. I could hear your moans for a few minutes already."
He looked at him, his expression innocent.
His tone was anything but that.
He sounded seductive and teasing, a faint grin making its way onto his face.
"Then why did you even listen... You could have just went into your room and listen to music or something... So wh- Ah, stop-!"
The younger slipped his hand into the elder's pants while he was talking, brushing against his visible erection again.
"Because I couldn't stop listening. It was hot.", he breathed out, making the other shiver in excitement.
"You're talking nonsense- ah!"
As he tried talking, he cut himself off with a moan as he pressed his hands against the younger's chest.
"Stop- Ah... Stop, stop...!"
Though he said that, his hips were having a hard time keeping still, squirming and bucking slightly.
Though he didn't want to, he was grinding against the younger as he turned around, making the latter smirk again.
"I don't even need to do anything, your body tells me what it wants."
Shoose covered his mouth with one hand, seeing the other's arm out of the corner of his eye as he stroked him, a pleasurable feeling in his stomach.
"No- That's not true, I- Ahh..!"
From a specific movement on nqrse's behalf, who had lightly squeezed just the right spot while gripping his length, Shoose let out an involuntary whine.
"Hng...! S-Stop it already- Ahh-!?"
Two fingers brushed against his entrance, the sticky and hot feeling arousing the owner.
"Hmm, you're already wet, huh...", nqrse mumbled, one hand still stroking his flatmate's member.
The mentioned male pants into his hand, closing his eyes as he squirmed at the feeling of one, then another finger entering him.
Tears were flowing down as he moaned still.
"Wait- Wait, nqrse, that- That hurts, ah-!?"
"Hold on, you'll get over the pain."
The younger whispered sweet nothings into the other's ear while scissoring him with his fingers that were already dripping with Shoose's juices.
"I-I can't- Hnngg, nqrse, it feels so good, please stop-"
"What are you saying? Why should I stop when it feels good?"
"B-Because- Ngh- I-It's not supposed to feel- Hah...!"
The elder's words almost weren't audible through all his whimpering, whining and moaning.
"Nonsense."
With that short response, the younger held one hand against the other's back as he kept going, slowly thrusting in and out of him.
Until, not too long after, he pulled out his fingers, leaving the elder's lower half trembling and him whining at the loss of pleasure.
"Oh- Oh god... nqrse, I- I can't-"
Shoose turned around, his disheveled hair slightly bouncing with his movements.
He was seemingly about to leave, squirming as he attempted to at least sit up.
Though, he found himself still too tired to do so, as he had just woken up not too long ago, paired with the pleasure his legs shook from.
"Really, I can't- Ah..."
"You have to hold on. It would be a shame to stay like this, right?"
With a swift movement nqrse pulled the elder back onto the couch, now hovering over him.
"Wanna try something to make you feel even better?", the younger whispered before blowing into the elder's ear and proceeding to leave bite marks all over his neck, making the latter shiver in pleasure.
His reactions were mostly whines.
He held onto the other's shoulders in a weak attempt to pull himself up again, failing way too quickly.
He watched the younger's body move above his own, knowing what he was doing despite not being able to see his face.
nqrse was being rather rough, which he, surprisingly, did not mind in the slightest, no.
The pain was enticing, he had to admit, very pleasant.
"Ah, that- That hurts, ngh... Haa-"
He was breathing heavily as his body trembled, embarrassed and wanting to vanish at that very moment.
nqrse wasn't even fazed in the slightest by the brunette's attempts to flee.
He pinned him down, holding both his wrists above his head.
As the younger grew impatient he started grinding against the elder, making the latter widen his eyes, the tears pricking on them threatening to fall down.
He tilted his neck as he tried taking in the intense pleasure that came from the other's movements, exposing the light marks perfectly.
The sensation was slowly becoming painful for the elder, pressing his lips together as he bit down on his bottom lip, more tears accumulating.
"Ah- Wait, you- Fuck, ahh-"
His voice was trembling and becoming quieter as he got weaker, his hips weakly moving despite the pain.
"It's too much, it- Hurts..."
"Tell me what you want."
"I-I- W-Want you to s-stop-"
"Don't lie to me, Shoose."
The younger squeezed his dick harshly, making the other scream in silence due to pain and over-stimulation.
"Ah, fuck-!! What are you doing!?"
The pink-haired didn't answer.
He removed his clothes in silence, revealing everything he had in front of the other male.
Blushing, Shoose bit down on his lip, anticipation bubbling up inside of him.
He was ashamed at himself for eyeing the other's body, but he couldn't help it with the way he was obviously moving on purpose, discarding every clothing item carefully on the floor as he made eye contact, one leg on either side of his body as he knelt on his stomach.
When the younger began lifting up Shoose's shirt by sliding it up his chest, the latter's hands instinctively went towards the cream coloured fabric's hem.
"What- What are you... Ah..?"
His cold hands touching his skin made the elder go insane, his erection growing further if even possible.
"Don't talk, just let your body speak for you..."
Gently removing his hands from the fabric nqrse removed the other's shirt along the way and tended to his nipples again - like he did the day before.
As whines left the other's mouth, his face flushed even further, embarrassed at the younger seeing him in such a state.
He remembered the day before, when that exact thing had been done to him, and just at that memory, he let out a moan, though shut his mouth quickly, shaking his head.
"Come on, I'll make us both feel good, so let it out..."
Quickly unzipping the elder's pants nqrse didn't bother taking his time and just thrusted himself onto the other male's erection, eliciting loud moans from both of them.
"Ahhh, what are you- Ngh- D-Doing- Ah...!"
nqrse answered him by lifting his hips and forcefully pushing them down again with all his strength.
"n-nqrse, if you keep doing that I'm-"
In between moans, the younger swallowed hard, looking at him with a flushed face.
"That's the purpose... Ah-"
Though, he quickly slowed down, stopping entirely, now panting as he tried to regain his cool.
"Unless you don't want me to?"
"No, oh my god, keep going, make me cum already please- Ahh-! Hng, you're so t-tight... Hahh-"
"Y-You're so warm... Deep inside of me... Hah, Sh-Shoose..."
One of his arms found its way to cover his eyes as Shoose whined.
"You can't say- Such things- Ah..."
And his volume did only increase as the younger began moving again, rolling his hips smoothly against the other's as he himself moaned as well, length bouncing with every movement of his.
Shoose didn't know what overcame him so suddenly but his hand found it's way to the younger's shaft, stroking it slowly and teasing the tip.
"Hng... Sh-Shoose... I-I feel so good... Wh-What about you?"
Their moans and whines mixed within the already steamy and hot room, filling the whole apartment with erotic noises and a suggestive atmosphere.
"I-I do, too... Ah, don't clench around it so suddenly...!"
Even in such a situation, the younger still managed to grin teasingly, repeating said action, which made the elder moan loudly.
He then bit his lip as the earlier already dangerously close to falling tears now began to stream down his cheeks, his lips then parting to gasp as his eyes were almost closed.
"No- That's too much- I- Ah!"
He was moaning, as well as ever-so-slightly sobbing as the younger kept further teasing him with his smile.
"Hey, does it feel good inside me? You're rubbing my insides so w-well, ah-"
"I-It feels good, now h-hurry-"
He didn't have to say that twice as nqrse suddenly picked up his pace, thrusting even faster, running after their climax.
"Ooohh god Shoose- I-I think I'm cumming-"
"Hng-"
He didn't have the breath to answer him but the brunette was close, too, bucking his hips in sync to nqrse's thrusts, both moaning loudly when their motions met.
When the younger eventually came with a moan, staining the other's chest, as well as a bit of his own, with come, Shoose let out a choked whine at the sight.
Still moving to ride out his orgasm, nqrse was lowly moaning along, groans from deep within his throat escaping, too.
Gazing down and beholding the sight underneath him made his erection grow again, though still sensitive from just coming.
He slipped out of the elder, panting heavily, trying to catch his breath.
As he saw the pleading look on the elder's face, though, he suddenly changed his mind and started thrusting into him with full strength again.
Yelping shortly, the brunette's eyebrows furrowed as the painful pleasure sped up his breathing again, his face glowing with tears that did not stop flowing down.
He was surprised as he clenched his jaw, the previous teasing now increasing the sensations he was feeling, making it hard for him to withstand the amount of ecstasy.
As he finally couldn't take it anymore, he grabbed the younger's hips, digging his nails into his flesh and helped him to thrust even faster, hitting all his deep spots over and over.
Both males were throwing their heads back in pleasure, moaning uncontrollably.
They felt their climax approach, nqrse coming for the second time, screaming the name of his flatmate.
He didn't care about the volume.
The whole building should know who was making him feel this good.
"Ah, fuck- nqrse, I-I'm- K-Keep moving please, I-"
The younger only nodded in agreement, riding out his orgasm once again to finally satisfy the needs of the elder.
Sobbing in between his moans, he never let go of the other's hips.
Frustration was building up inside of him, despite the tremendous pleasure that was surging through his entire body, somehow not being able to come just yet.
His hips were thrusting up against the other as his eyes were focused on nothing in particular, hair a mess.
nqrse seemed to notice his frustrations as an idea popped into his head.
He lay his hands on the elder's eyes, blinding him.
"Wha- Hng-!?"
Keeping his vision blinded, nqrse started thrusting again, hoping his idea would work.
Shoose seemed to take in a thousand new sensations as he focused on the younger male clenching around him, receiving double the pleasure.
Due to his unability to see his other senses have sharpened which resulted in a sudden release of his hot semen inside of the younger, filling him up to the brim.
The younger felt his cum leaking out of his hole as he gave the elder a few more thrusts to finish him off.
With faint sobs and ragged breathing, Shoose laid his hands onto the younger's, which were still covering his eyes.
nqrse felt just how wet his own hands were as the elder's tears were still forming, escaping beneath them.
"Hng... Gah- Hah... Hah..."
Burrying his face into nqrse's shoulder he bit down harshly and left a bite mark on the younger's collarbone.
nqrse hissed quietly in pain but quickly forgot about it, reminding himself that the other was still coming.
When he was finished, nqrse pulled out and dropped himself beside him again.
Immediately turning around, Shoose was too embarrassed to look at the other.
"How did it even come to this...?"
He hid his face in his hands, blushing madly.
"Hey, turn around."
"No! I can't look you in the eyes!"
"Then I'll just cover them again."
"I can't believe you..."
Shuffling around and putting on his pants that he was able to reach easily, he sighed.
He was now sitting on the sofa, wiping away his tears furiously as they still managed to, due to the still pleasurable feeling that hadn't faded away, trickle down.
He looked away from the other.
"Are you still feeling that good?", the younger smirked teasingly, though going unnoticed by the elder.
"Shut up..."
"Hey."
The younger gently laid his hand on the other's shoulder, earning his attention.
"Lay back down, okay? You're exhausted, you need to rest. Please, don't overwork yourself."
With a sweet smile, which the elder now noticed, the younger tugged on his sleeve.
His cute behavior made Shoose feel fuzzy as he considered laying with him on the sofa again.
Deciding against it he shook his head and got up.
"Where are you going...?"
"To my room. Wanna spend the night?"
Even though it was dark the brunette could see the younger's eyes sparkle, warming his heart.
"Yes, I'd love to!"
"Okay, let's go then.", the elder chuckled as he exited the living room.
With quick steps, which Shoose could hear, the other followed him after he had put on his clothes again.
None of them bothered turning on the light, as both knew where the bed was.
Having slept quite long after falling asleep again, plus their strenuous activity, it was evening again, the daylight long gone.
Shoose pulled up the covers, slowly laying under them as he felt the mattress dip down when the weight of another person was added.
The younger threw his arms around the elder's waist for the third time this day, snuggling up against his back and taking a deep breath, taking in his familiar smell and the warmth of his body.
Shoose, too, got comfortable and crossed their legs awkwardly, making the pink-haired laugh at him.
"Hey, I don't know how this works okay? Stop laughing already."
Actually interrupting his laughter the younger helped Shoose with crossing their legs, now laying there, skin on skin, sharing their warmth and comfort.
The silence was comforting for both, given that they were quite exhausted.
Not only Shoose's legs, but also his hands were still trembling slightly, the events having happened not even more than five minutes ago.
nqrse noticed that so he searched for one of the elder's hands in the dark, intertwining it with his own when he found one.
"nqrse..."
"Yes?"
"You're really cute, you know that?"
Shoose absolutely didn't know why he was behaving like this.
He normally could never say something embarrassing like this, but, somehow, nqrse pushed his confidence.
And upon hearing that, the younger gave his hand a slight squeeze.
"I know I am."
The other chuckled slightly before being silent again.
This encouraged him to test the elder further.
"But your noises were so much better."
It might have been that he was unusually, secretly embarrassed about it, but nqrse couldn't seem to fully digest that previous compliment he was given.
"Sh-Shut up already... How did this even happen...?"
"Shoose."
The sudden change of tone in the younger's voice made the elder tremble slightly in fear, afraid that their relationship might change for the worse now.
"Do you want me to tell you why this happened?"
The latter gulped, nodding slowly.
"Because we both wanted it. I've been wanting this for so long. And you secretly did, too."
It was something neither could deny.
The things that went through their head frequently, things they would rather not admit, only confirmed that.
Confirmed that they've indeed had the mutual desire to engage in such actions. Together.
The brunette looked down, facing his clothed stomach as he saw nothing but darkness.
"Yes. You're right."
"See? So what's the problem?"
His hands found their way to the other's cheeks and tangled themselves in his brown locks.
"I guess there is... None?"
"Exactly."
The younger smiled warmly.
Though Shoose couldn't see it, he had a feeling that the other was watching him.
It made him feel fuzzy all over.
"Hey, did you... Just want that? Nothing more?"
"What do you mean?"
"We j-just had sex, right? Was that all you wanted?"
After a pause, which frightened the elder, nqrse chuckled.
"I would ask you to take a guess here, but I'll just say it directly."
He shuffled around a bit as to further make himself comfortable, gripping the other's waist tighter in the process.
"Of course not. That's not all I wanted."
"Th-Then what is?"
"I want you."
The elder took in a sharp breath.
He had not expected such an answer.
"That could mean just physically, though..."
"Then allow me to re-word it: I love you, Shoose."
He honestly did not know what he had expected.
What he did know though was that that was the answer he had always been wanting to hear.
Him having to reply is something he never would have imagined, and he was anything but prepared to do so.
He just gasped.
"Surprised? I'm sorry if that's not what you wanted to hear. I'm not trying to hide my feelings from now on anymore so if you want me to move our or-"
"No! Please! Stay! I- I... I wouldn't know what to do without you..."
Shoose's heartwarming interruption made nqrse lose his composure for a moment, embracing the taller in a tight hug.
He knew he eventually had to let go, but for now he just wanted to hold him in his arms.
"Okay, I won't leave... I promise."
Quickly, as well as quietly, he mumbled as his face rested in the crook of the younger's neck.
"Good."
He could feel his bare, warm skin where it was not covered by his shirt as he took calm breaths.
In.
Out.
The comfortable scent of the other clearly noticeable against his own, he refused to say anything, afraid that the moment would break.
So they lay there in silence, neither of them feeling the need to say something.
As nqrse went through what happened just now again in his head, though, he noticed that some things were still left unsaid.
"What about you?"
Three simple words to break the silence.
Three simple words to completely throw off the elder.
"What about me?", he mumbled into his neck, his hot breathing leaving a pleasant feeling on the younger's skin.
"You want me to stay. Does that mean you love me, too?"
About that, Shoose did not have to think about.
As nqrse could feel the other nod against himself, he heard his voice.
"Isn't it obvious?"
"It isn't, so tell me."
"I already nodded!"
The younger loved teasing him from the very beginning.
Ever since they moved together the desire to make him embarrassed grew even further until he couldn't hold back anymore.
And that's what lead them to their current situation.
He couldn't have wished for more.
"Hmm, no, I'm not accepting that. You have to say it properly or else it doesn't count."
"Are you a child or what?", the taller sighed.
He took a deep breath and gathered all his courage to say the words the younger so eagerly wanted to hear.
"Yes, I love you too, nqrse. I will never stop loving you from now on, so please don't leave my side..."
He said it so quickly, though it pleased nqrse.
He found it rather cute, he had to admit.
He smiled upon hearing it, holding him tighter.
"I won't."
And the elder's reaction, which was shuffling even closer, made him happy. Very much so.
Eventually they drifted off to sleep, holding each other close to warm not only their skins but also their hearts.
Now that they had each other, there was no way they would ever let go.
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