the doctor finished examening eunsae to say happily that she recovered completely... so he wrote her the leave paper from the hospital but to commit the instructions that he gave her vicky promised him to do it for her...
eunsae left the bed and inhalde the fresh air before she left the hospital... in a few minutes vicky finished backing her things in a pesonal bag ready to leave the hospital quitely... a far voice stoped her... they looked quickly behind them when T.K was standing with his seriousness and calmness behind them saying:
-"good morning... how are you eunsae?"
T.K presence made her worried and sad... but she hide her feelings and welcomed T.K who steped forward saying:
-"tomorrow you both are invited with the rest of the girls to a dinner party organized in honor of eunsae in the big hall... i hope you be ok eunsae to come"
eunsae and vicky looked at each other confused... vicky stand straight and steped forward from eunsae talking to T.K saying:
-"but ray didn't tell me about this..."
-"i know... that an order from the general command..."
eunsae and vicky get out from the hospital after they tell T.K that they would love to come to the party... and when they came back to the dorm everyone surounded eunsae happy that she came back good again... flowers filling the place... the dinner was on the table celebrating her... and laughing every where... ray was the only man like what hyuyoon said he was prettifying the small party in the dorm... eunsae was staring at everything... the flowers... the girls...the dinner... the dorm... she felt like she wanted to scream and cry... a small tear fell from her eye she wipe it with her hand apologising to everyone that it was happy tears..
ray steped forward to eunsae when he saw what in her eyes and everything from her heart... he then said:
-"the room got prettify because of you my friend..."
eunsae smiled and said:
-"with you too my friend..."
-"for sure everyone of us want to say something to you... but me i want to tell you that i get you a three days vacation to go see your uncle... and you'll stay two days in the village..."
eunsae felt alittle happy and thanked ray his kindness and for standing beside her in her problems... and they both knew that they hide the truth from each other... which eunsae didn't know if anyone knew it...
-"the party was amazing... i don't know how to thank you..."
eunsae said her sentence while preparing her bed to sleep... but hyuyoon pull up the covers from her face and said:
-"you're fine now when you know how much we love you huh?!... you're my best friend and i don't like to see you weak..."
eunsae sighed sadly and said:
-"i wish I'm just weak... but I feel raged... lost... i feel that all the world's problems in my heart and it's dead..."
hyuyoon looked at her and didn't say anything... to not made sad again... but she was sure that everything she felt was right and truth...
the girls started to go to the dinner party with smiles all over their faces... it was 8pm when ray and T.K arrived eunsae was in the middle of her friends smiling... but when she look at the chair that the commander always sit in it she felt sad again... she tryed to get of all the memories which started to attack her to begin from the start...
hyuyoon's voice cut their chit chatting when she said:
-"i have an important question"
-"what is it hyuyoon?"
vicky replyed with carelessness... hyuyoon straighten her sit and refered to the food which was in the other room and said:
-"do we have to go to the meeting first... or eat dinner?"
hyuyoon made them laugh... while she continued saying:
-"eunsae you have to reject... it's your decision specialy that the dinner on your honor..."
eunsae looked with love at hyuyoon and said joking with her:
-"I'm afraid you won't eat anything from this food my friend..."
vicky and Tia laughed in a high tone when they imagin hyuyoon's situation when she forbid alone from dinner... but she stand up rejecting and said:
-"if ray is the commander of the camp for now then everything is fine..."
eunsae didn't want to give up for pain and sadness but she smiled agreeing on hyuyoon's words and that made vicky mad when she said rejecting saying:
-"wait a minute... don't flirt with my fiance... I'm here you know..."
hyuyoon stoped the talking with her hand and eyes refering to the door saying with full surprise:
-"Wait A Minute... Look Who Came"
all the eyes looked at the door to see who came... it's the Commander maru!!!.... who made everyone shut up with wide eyes from his arrival when he said with an attractive smile and calm voice:
-"good morning"
everyone was surprised and confused... they stand up... greeting their commander with confused faces... with alot of questions in their minds... how did he come? did he cut his traveling? what happened? all these questions no one found their answers even in eunsae's eyes which didn't closed them because of the surprise... her heart beats were getting faster in every step the commander step it forward to his seat... she hide the tears and looked away from him so she won't explode the feelings in her heart again... she doesn't want to know anything... she just wanted this meeting to end... the commander refer to them so they can sit after he hug ray a brother hug... his smile was charming everyone loved it... all the expressions started to change from surprise to relief and love... except eunsae who took vicky's hand with her shaky hand even with her trying to be careless... eunsae didn't know how many rows separate her from the commander... the tears which fill her eyes didn't let her hide those feelings...
the commander calm voice... was filling the room when he straighten his sit then he said greeting the recurits:
-"at the beginning... i want to thank you all for the great welcome... and i greet you and I'm happy that you keep working hard even with my absence..."
the commander's eyes was tansfering from one to another like he's looking for someone... eunsae tryed to hide... but the hall even if it's big she felt it so small... she closed her eyes to run away from all the feelings around her... but the commander's voice was filling her ears and heart and made her more nervous while he continued saying:
-"my friends there is some moments of our life... change so much from our situations and maybe change everything in our life... maybe we sacrifice important things because of it... or lose the person we love... specialy if those moments were stronger than us..."
everyone felt that the commander is explaining his marriage to sena... which in their opinion was bad... but no one said anything because she became the commander's wife... eunsae wished in those moments to close her ears and disappear from the earth so she won't stand in this hard situation.. finally the commander found with his eyes eunsae which he hardly found her... he felt that she's the only person infront of him... while her eyes were closed... the commander release alittle bit of his nervousness stepping a step forward an said:
-"love and friendship are the most wonderful things in the world if they accompaioned... and they are the worst if we decided to choose one of them... i know exactly that you all hated my marriage from sena... I'm here today to explain why... not defending myself but because you don't want that marriage..."
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important: he didn't mean to tell all the camp about his marrige but because she won't listen to him if he tryed to tell her alone and because he didn't confess his feelings yet so that made since right.... xp
ok thanks all for reading ;)