We're now here in school.
"Thank you, boggumie hyung" - I smiled to him
"Always welcome tae, next time again" - then he wink at me and he walk away
/
3 weeks later, it's already vacation. And yes it's been 3 weeks since I try to distance myself to gguk, although I miss him, i miss his bunny smile, his kisses and his hugs. But I need to do this for gguk and myself, I need to erase this feelings for him.
I'm here at school, for clearance.
"So where did you guys go?"
I startled when someone speak behind me.
"M-Mygod Jungkook! you scared me!"
"Where did you guys go?" - gguk ask again
I furrowed my eyebrows while looking to him, he's looking at me seriously.
"What? With who?" - I ask
"Weeks ago, where did you and bogum go?"
Last last last week? Is he pertaining when me and bogum eat outside? VITCH? HE STILL REMEMBER THAT? EH WHY HE'S ASKING NOW THIS?
"Oh that? We just eat together outside"
"Why you didn't said to me, so I can join?"
I smiled and he furrowed his eyebrows.
"As I remember, that time is your moment with the girl you were courting, so why? I'm going to interrupt your moment?"
"Still, you should said to me, wait what-"
I just sigh then I sit at the bench.
Gguk sit beside me.
"Where's Lisa?" - I suddenly ask
"I don't know but wait-
"Sshhhhhhh"
I sshh him because I don't know I don't want to hear his voice... hays. He glared at me.
"K. Wanna go to amusement park?"
I shook my head and look away from him.
"Don't wanna"
"Why? I promise it's gonna be fun, com-
"You should invite Lisa" - I quickly said
Silent...
Silent...
"Why?" - he ask
I look at him and smiled widely even though I'm not really happy...
"You know, a date"
He just stare at me for a seconds and I look away from him.
"Look tae w-
"Hey gguk, hi tae"
I look at Lisa she's smiling at us and smiled at her too.
"Hi Lisa"
"What are you guys talkin about?" - Lisa ask
"Jungkook want to go to amusement park with you" - I said
Then gguk immediately stare at me, like he's going to kill me. Ohmygi.
"What? Really gguk?" - Lisa ask smiling, a little bit shock
"Okay guys, I have to go" - I smiled and stand up
It's okay tae, you doing good. I sigh.
/
"Oh tae-
"I'm going to my room"
I went to my room and quickly lay in my bed. I sigh.
"It's okay tae.... it's okay" - I said to myself
I felt my tears drop.
I didn't realised that I'm already crying.
"Sshhh tae, you're okay.." - I said to myself
Minutes has passed and I'm still crying, my eyes are swollen. I don't know but I feel so hurt, heartbroken.
*tok tok
I quickly wipe my tears and sit up straight.
"Taebear?"
"Ji-jinnie hyung"
Jin hyung furrowed his eyebrows and quickly sit beside me.
"Oh taebear, what happened? Why are you crying?"
"H-hyung..."
I quickly hug jin hyung and he patted my back. I sniff and just hug him tightly.
"Ssshhh tae... Tell me everything" - jin hyung rub my back
I pulled away from him and wipe my tears that still flowing.
Silent...
Silent...
"Taebear.."
"I-I love him hyung, i-i miss him, h-hurts"
He smiled sadly and nod and wipe my tears. I look down and sniff.
"Sssshhhh.... tae.. hey look at me"
Jin hyung wipe my remaining tears and smiled at me.
"You love him?"
I sniff and slowly nod. He caress my cheeks and smile sweetly.
"Aww my taebear...."
Jin hyung hug me and I hugged him back. I don't know but I bursts out to tears..
"Everything will gonna be okay tae? just breathe okay?"
I calm a bit but still crying silently on his shoulders.
"Jin hyung, don't tell to anyone please?"
He pulled away from me and caress my cheeks and smile.
"Yes taebear, yes"
'JIN POV'
I stare at my baby brother, I knew it. He loves Jungkook and I know and I feel that Jungkook loves him too. I just don't know why would Jungkook will court that Lisa.
I walked downstairs and saw my mom look worried. I smiled and walk to her.
"What happened to tae?"
"Nothing mom, we're just talking and talking then he fell asleep"
/
It's already 7pm, Taehyung is still in his room. Hays.
*dingdong
"Oh Jeongguk?"
I look at the door. What is he doing here?
"Hello Mrs.Kim, oh Jin hyung! you're back" - I just nod and smile slightly at him
"Oh I'll leave you two" - mom said then I nod
"Jin hyung, where's tae?" - gguk ask
"In his room" - I said
"Can I go there?" - gguk ask
"Yeah sure, but gguk wait"
"Yes hyung?"
"I don't know her but are you really courting Lisa?"
He furrowed his eyebrows and chuckled a bit. I smiled slightly.
"What? No hyung. Who said that?"
I sigh and shake my head slightly, still smiling. I knew it.
"Taehyung"
He just chuckle.
"You know hyung, I really want to tell him that earlier but he just didn't listen to me, he always cut what im sayin, and lately I notice.. he's ignoring me" - he said almost mumble the last part making me to smiles and just nod
"Ok hyung, i'm going to see him" - he said and walked upstairs
I smile. I felt relief. I knew it.
'TAEHYUNG POV'
I've been starin at wall for hours, I'm lazy to stand up. haaaaaaaaaysssss.
*tok tok
I groan, furrowing my brows. I stand up in bed then I open the door.
"Tae..."
WHAT?!
WHAT IS HE DOING HERE? WHY HE DIDN'T TELL ME THAT HE'S GOING HERE. WAIT MY EYES, NO. OHMYGOD.
"Hey angel, did you cry?"
I raised my eyebrow, don't know what to say. He enter at my room and he closed the door.
I just look down. SHIT.
Gguk walk closer infront at me, he hold my chin to look up then our eyes met.
"Hey angel..."
His soothing voice. I feel anytime my tears are going to fall.
♡