i am not real , but you were

By catsuoka

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a collection of thoughts i refused to let slip away with the wind More

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By catsuoka

I forgot how addicting it was.

to need that escape, to feel the bliss of pain in somewhere other than my heart, even if just for a moment.

I forgot how helpless I feel after.

anxiously applying vaseline to make the scars go away faster, so I can join in at the beach with everyone else.

I forgot how good it feels.

to know I always have something to lean on.


that something is suicide, you know.

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