— Two years later —
"Kiran," he whispers in his ear while beaming as I'm holding our little baby. "How are you? Did you eat well? Did mommy give you enough milk for you to be as strong as daddy?" he burbles his son's lips, his eyes sparkling as our big baby's ones are staring into his with amusement and wonder. A little smile appears on his face, making the both of us react like two crazy people that never saw any child grinning on earth. "Aww! I made him smile!" Jungkook almost jumps on his spot dropping his head on my shoulder while caressing Kiran's cheek. "Look how cute he is...jeez...he's my own reflection..."
I throw him a glare, feeling offended. "Ya...you always said, "Oh I hope he's going to be as beautiful and amazing as you"! "He's going to be the best baby in the world"!"
He giggles and presses his lips on mine, "I'm joking honey, you're cute as well and our baby is perfect because of your face," he pecks my lips one more time, before gazing back at our child. "I love him so much...I always feel like crying from extreme happiness whenever I see him..." he rests his head on my shoulder, rubbing his fingers on our baby's face delicately. "Can I hold him in my arms...?"
I smile and nod at him, moving Kiran up gently and he's playing with his fingers in his mouth, I lift him up and put him in Jungkook's arms as softly as I can, while I can see my husband's eyes sparkling like ever and not drifting away from what must be the most wonderful and precious human on this earth. I can't help but smile at the sight of them wearing the same clothes, white t-shirt, and grey sweatpants, I have a normal Jungkook and tiny Jungkook in my life now.
He holds him up as I'm beholding them together, our son being very calm as Jungkook is beaming unceasingly and acting like the typical parent making weird things to get their child's attention cutely. He keeps him against his torso and holds his head carefully for them to face each other. I lean over him even more and rest my head on his shoulder to enjoy the moment between us.
Jungkook puckers his lips and presses them on his son's ones in the tenderest manner, both gazing into each other's big gleaming eyes. Once he pulls back, he cannot help but giggle at Kiran's reaction, he stares at his father for some short seconds, before beaming and Jungkook does it again on different spots of his face.
Since he talked to Daehan about the issues one week ago, he's feeling better and less bad about the way he gives them their attention. I relieved to see him okay about it and not worried.
"Do you want daddy to tickle you?" he speaks in a low-pitched voice, gazing at his son as if he was the most beautiful thing on earth. Kiran smiles at him, not understand just a word of what the man is telling him. "Is my baby ticklish just like his mommy?" he holds him closer to him to bring his fingers to his small neck and move them slowly, making our son's body twitch and laugh in the most precious way ever. That's like a sound that you cannot hear while remaining serious, it's impossible. "You are?" Jungkook giggles, tickling his son and being more than blissful at the sound of his laughter and his adorable face.
"I guess I'm the one who will have to go pick Daehan up at school?" I look at him, feeling my heart melting at his behavior. "If Kiran is sleeping I will go, don't worry," he pecks his son and gazes at him without drifting his eyes away.
"You know Daehan ends school at 3 pm which is in one hour and Kiran always takes a nap at that hour, that means I'll already be waiting in front of the gate," I watch the time it is while Jungkook is totally lost in his own world with our baby. "Then...I'll hurry to go pick up Daehan and let you here with Kiran but I will hold him till he goes to bed."
"You know you can sometimes let him crawl on the couch or floor..."
"I know but..." he pouts and takes his tiny baby's hand in his, that's more than five times smaller, that's adorable. "I like having him against him, it makes me feel good...he makes my heart beat fast all the tim—" his sentence gets cut off by Kiran, he leans towards his face and wraps his arms around it to hug his head and let his cheek against his face. My laughter instantly goes out, "He wants to suffocate you."
"Ya~!" he gives raspberry kisses to his chubby cheek playfully, making our son giggle at the sensations. He moves back in a haste to just stare at his father's face with a large beam, he looks intrigued and curious in from of him, maybe the big eyes are captivating him as well, no one can resist to those sparkling marbles that make you fall deeply into a trap of love you cannot ever leave. "If you keep on looking at me that way I'm going to faint..." he rubs his back with his large hand. Kiran touches his cheekbones and starts to play with his nostrils or eyelids, making Jungkook feel amused.
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'JUNGKOOK'S P.O.V'
I walk back into the house with Daehan, holding his school bag to make sure he doesn't break his back with the weight. "What do you want to eat for dinner today sweetheart?" I take my shoes and coat off as he's doing it, paying attention to him. "Can we eat Hamburgers? The one you make?"
"Okay," I nod with a smile and enter the house with him. Daehan runs in the living room, but no sight of Y/N yet.
Oh no...I was wrong. She's slouched on the couch, sleeping like a baby out of energy. I beam at her position with her lips parted but tell Daehan to walk towards the kitchen on our right. "Isn't cuddle the one who was supposed to be helping me with my homework today?"
"She was supposed to, as you said," I smile but put the school bag down on a stool, to lift his body up and place him down on the one next by. "What sweets do you want love?" I get into the furniture that keeps the candies and more safe, from which he's allowed to get one thing every other day. I lay the box onto the kitchen bar for it to face him. He applies some pressure onto the flat surface with his arms to peek into the container and plunges his hand into it, to rummage through all those different colorful wrappings. "This," he picks a Chocopie with a broad smile. "Okay," I nod and put the heavy box back in the furniture to close it. "You can eat it while playing on your phone a little bit, I need to check on Kiran, alright?"
He peeks at me while opening his snack and smiles to give me his answer. I press my lips on his head and walk up to my son's bedroom, quietly entering it to not wake him up. I close the door behind me in case someone could make too much noise and stroll to his crib with slow and smooth steps. My single dimple curves itself in my cheek as my eyes twinkled, I lean over his bed, checking his breathing to let a soothing emotion reassure me. As cute as his mother, jeez.
I chuckle like an idiot all by myself but straighten up, to leave the room now that I'm sure he's fine, no matter how much I would want to stay there for hours and behold my baby who means so much to me, he's more precious than any other thing in this world and I can't help but worry about everything concerning him, after all the pain and struggle I went through with Y/N, it's hard to get my mind free of those preoccupations.
"Already?" Daehan enjoying his food and little break pouts at the sight of my come back. I smile at his reaction but get closer, to see what he's doing. "Don't worry, you can take your time," I ruffle his hair, but take hold of his school bag, to open the zipper and take his diary out, in order to check what he has to do today like I always do once he's back home to have his break before working.
"Oh you have mathematics to do today," I look up at him after losing my mind in softness at his cute handwriting. "Yes, but I had a lesson with my teacher and I was feeling left aside because of a subject earlier..." he puts his phone down on the kitchen bar to get a bit more serious. I close the diary and give him all my attention, worried that this could be something bad. "What is it about?"
"The teacher was talking about god and asked to the students who believed in it but I was the almost the only one who didn't raise my hand...did I do something wrong Kookie...?" he pouts at me, some chocolate left in the corners of his lips as he seems sad about it. I pass my hand through his hair and lean closer to him. "You didn't do anything bad at all my baby, it's your choice to believe in it or not, no one should tell you to do it so don't worry about this."
"But is god real? You believe in it?" he inquires with his eyes staring into mine. "I personally don't, but then that's just my own opinion and point of view. It just depends on your religion, if you are Christian then you will believe in god, if your Buddhist then you won't, you will just pray to Buddha and all but most of them don't believe in a God itself. For me, there are no creators in this world but each human has its own belief and faith so don't feel different or bad only because you don't think like they do, okay?"
He nods and puts the last piece of his snack in his mouth. "Thank you Kookie," he smiles at me, bringing delight and joy to me at the sight of his relief. A wild yawn catches my attention to the left, Y/N stretching her body as if she hadn't moved for years. I walk up to her while giggling, "Here is the drooling princess who sleeps in the most beautiful and elegant position," I speak sarcastically to tease her. She complains with a cute "tsk" but straightens up, her head very close to my thighs, I pass my hand through her messy hair and ruffle them to put them back properly and not let the single flat side remain, even though it makes me laugh hysterically inside. "Why didn't you wake me up...? How long have you been here?" she leans her body to the side, resting her head on the front of my thigh, does she know that my crotch is at one inch of her features or she's too sleepy to realize?
However, I cut the little wires in my head that make me want to take her on the bed and make love like two beasts, and I pass my fingers through her hair. "Just some minutes, he's enjoying some free time before doing his homework with you but don't worry, it's just math."
"Okay," she nods and gets up on her feet sluggishly. As she's walking towards Daehan, I wrap my arms around her waist from the front and pull her closer to me for a short second, to peck her cheek but then let all my emotions take over, to encircle her neck with my arms and shower her face with kisses. "Yah! What is happening with you?!" she giggles and turns around to face me as I can't help but kissing her. "I love you..." a smile forms on my face softly, feeling absorbed by my feelings. "Are you hiding something?"
"No, why do you always think that when I show you my love...?" my lips curl down to expose my disappointment. She simply smiles as an answer and pecks my chin since she cannot reach my lips, her steps make her go away to wrap her arms around her little brother to kiss her and get all her attention on him.
Now that she's taking care of him, I land on the couch behind me and lie down. We don't have any break lately with Daehan going to school, his homework, the food that we always cook ourselves, Kiran and the schedule we have to follow for his meals, sleeping time and rests, to which I have to add the lack of sleep at night for me since I'm way too anxious about our baby. I'm not complaining though, I love this life and I could not have asked for a better one, this is even more perfect than the one I always dreamed of.
I take a look at my wife and my cute boy walking up to his bedroom to go work into a quiet and lonely space together. I close my eyes once they shut the door and relax for short minutes, today I have to cook the hamburgers for dinner at around 6 pm then feed Kiran at almost nine to put him to bed. Let's take a break...
I'm going to rest till Kiran wakes up. He should be sleeping till 7.30 pm so I have the time, more than one hour.
Thirty minutes later...
The sounds of some cries wake me up, coming back to consciousness with my mouth closing as I must have slept with it opened...thank God Y/N was not here to take a picture or else I would have heard her mocking me for the whole week. Maybe I don't mind since she's even cuter when she's laughing because of me...but whatever, I hurry to stand up and check the baby monitor on the coffee table, before rushing to Kiran's bedroom.