Third, 's Person POV
Ming cheek getting red and reddened to his ears " ... I think maybe I am jealous of him Phi... " Ming uttered in low voices. Beam shook his head. Then both of them chuckles.
" Tammai ?. " Beam ask and he just couldn't stop chuckling.
Ming scooped his face " Phi na... " Ming sigh deeply
Beam staring deep to Ming's eyes " So why did you feel jealous, Champ... hmm? " Beam asks again. His tone of voices is soft. He smiles towards the younger bumped their shoulders, encouraged him to talk, more like to be honest with him.
Ming sigh, his hazel eyes streaming at Beam fondly " -- I guess because I miss the time when we were together na Phi.
I mean... it is 3 weeks ago since we have talked properly, not just briefly and such Phi... and today and for a whole damn week I thought it would be Cupcake and Champ time, but your King the Dare-Devil is here with us... I just can't help but try to win you too. " Ming said. Then he chuckles.
Beam raised his eyebrow, shook his head as he chuckles " -- Silly... We almost meet every day though. " Beam can't stop chuckles
" Aww, it is not the same Phi... " Ming protests
" You stopped coming to my room. Your pillow missing you too. I bought half dozen of beers every week now I have so many beers inside my fridge Phi... I just miss the time with you, my buddy damn much, that devil took all your time Phi. " Ming whined.
Beam blinks just then the front yard full of laughter, the laugh of happiness, his corner of eyes watery as laugh out loud when he had calmed, he managed to speak his mind " You miss me that much na Champ... oh God... what should I do with you hmm? ... " Beam shook his head. Then he smiles fondly staring at the younger face beside him.
Ming shyly nods " Hey...Can't help but yeah, You are my partner in crime Cupcake...you are so important to me. " Ming paused.
He cheeky smile make a come back " So... you owe me ours time. You oblige to accomplish it, for me Phi... " Ming pointed his index finger to himself.
Wayo is my best friend... but you are more than that, you are like my own brother that I never have.
Beam nods his head while chuckling " Of course I will Champ...i would make time for us. I promised you... " Beam utter as both of making a pinky promises sign.
" Good one Phi. " Wink his eyes, he raised both of his thumbs to Beam.
Beam shook his head "--- Are you always like this? a smooth talker with Kit and such... ?. " Beam asks.
Ming " Well you know me Cupcake...you know Phi Kit too...for him I could be a Romeo when I was with him. That how I make that tsundere friend of your fall for me..." Ming said with proud.
Beam chuckles softly " Well I can tell that is totally you, Champ... totally you! " Ming chuckles too.
" Champ...what do you think about him? " Beam asked. His eyes showing how much he wants the younger spill the truths about his opinion. Not that his opinion really matters...but that what he wants to know right now. Have to ask while he has a gut too.
Ming adjusted his body, he lowers down his position so his body could lean on the table behind him with his both of arms supported his weight.
Taking his time to answers his Phi "--- Phi Forth... well he is a good man. Indeed. I can feel the honesty when he courting you.
I can see the amount of love in his eyes to you... but I don't like how he was trying to dominate you... aside from that, he was the finest man. He is the leader of the pack that prove him enough as he is a responsible man. I know you don't like someone come to be dominating you and you order this and this. That is not loving after all. That was too much of overwhelming possessiveness. " Ming uttered softly.
Both were silent for a while
Beam smiles " Hey... no one can dominate me when it happened that mean I allowing him to be the lead. I want nothing but fair relationship... there is the time I would submit to him...but I am still Beam Baramee to the other and to myself... "
Ming nods " I know... I just hope that how it goes between two of you...be tolerance and compromise... after all, love is not like love game in tennis... don't you think so? "
Beam chuckles and nods " How can you know more about love than me ?...please remind me again that I am much older than you..." Beam muttered.
Ming laughs " I was born to be a Romeo after all Cupcake...when coming to love, you are destined to be dumb about love...that is why I am here to help you Phi! " Ming raised his eyebrows and that naughty smile showing.
Beam shook his head " Yeah yeah... I shouldn't have asked..."
Ming laughs " Yeah... and I will make sure my love journey would not end like that Romeo and Juliet story. Trust me I will!. "
Beam laughing " Yeah...that is totally you Champ...totally you..."
" Phi Forth, really have fallen for you Phi... no doubts about it... but I am not really sorry for what had happened today and onwards... Besides, it feels so nice to make him getting envious by such trivia. " Ming chuckles.
" Hey, don't be such meanie!!!" Beam too chuckles
Then, as both of them keep talking about stuff they haven't told each other for those 3 weeks, there is an Alpha listening to their rambled. He was there since the two brothers talking about those 3 weeks time and most of it about Ming and his Kit. But of course, it still makes the wolf felt very uncomfortable with the sight in front of him.
And luckily he didn't have to hear the earlier talked when his junior apparently likes to make him envy and jealous. And Forth, he still doesn't like everything about the younger that have taken a big part of his future mate life. He wants less of Ming. He wants more of him. And he did...for Beam...Forth and Ming has become a big part of his life. And Forth might be the one who sits on top.
Just then Ming feeling restless, he sighs deeply " Huh, I can feel an ominous wind swirling around..."
" Eh ?? " Beam blinks
Ming shook his head as he can see clearly that Forth standing not too far from them when he stole a glance at behind them. Beam also noticed it now that Forth was there too.
Did he heard everything that we have said just now?. Beam gulped.
Speak of the Devil and he is here for his Angel. Huh...look at those eyes...that damn Devil... he looks so ready to kill me at any time.
Ming taps on Beam's shoulders before he gets up " Your man is here for you. I will go inside and don't be naughty!! " Ming whispered to Beam. Beam rolls his eyes, his hands try to hide that dusted cheek but Ming being Ming, he giving him his sneaky smiles as a tease to the older man. Beam bit his lips.
How can he make I feel like I am 15? Damnn Champ!!
***
Somehow, they went silent for a moment. Forth take a sit beside Beam at the same place where Ming sat just now. The wind blowing them softly, Beam knows he has a lot to tell the man beside him. Knowing Forth really are, that the man must be curious about so many things that had happened today. So he wanted Forth to speak first.
Forth is feeling much better now, he did felt jealous. He admitted it to himself. Was today is a very bad beginning?. He doesn't know too.
What he wants now is to be with Beam, the man he cares so much. What he wants to embrace him in tight hugs.
Forth glances at Beam, he taps the space just between them " Mah nee noy... " Beam just follows what Forth want, he scooting much closer to Forth, their arms only a few centimetres apart.
Both had smile unknowingly. Liking the rhythm and pace. Both looking far at night sky, the night blue sky is indeed beautiful with half moon and accompanied by the stars, glimmering brightly.
" Don't you feel cold? " Forth asks
Beam shook his head " No...because I have you right now. " Beam uttered which later he says on his own words.
Eh, how can I say those words?
Forth blinks for a second, he can't believe that his ears just hearing some sort of the magical words instead. His lips curled into a big smile. He needs to bite his lips not to smile much widely. Taking his good time to stole a minutes glance at beside him, he can see those cheek getting red to his ears.
Cute!!!
" Then I need to come closer... so I could make you more warmer.." Forth said as he is too scooter to Beam to closed that few centimetres gap they have.
Beam chuckles softly " Err err... I feel more warmth now. " Make Forth chuckles too with his flustered replies.
***
" About Nong..."
" Nong... "
Both of them speak at the same time and not surprised they have wanted to talk about the same matter and that is about Ming.
" I want to know more about you and Nong Ming... if you don't mind... " Forth stated.
Beam sigh in gladness " -- About Nong Ming...about this house.
Here is the place we have met again after high school time. We have come across each other in here. The place that nobody would expect that two moron had encountered. " Beam smile softly.
While Forth ready to be all ears for him.
" Forth... you know I have bad past right ... bad moments. " Forth didn't say anything. But just taps Beam hand, to make him just continues his talk.
" I have become stubborn and rebel towards my parents. Being delinquent, and Trouble Maker is my second's name. Not to forget the title I have, a Casanova. " Beam chuckles.
" At the age of 16, during my high school time...that is the time I have always envied Pha and Kit. They have such a good time with their loving family. I always come to their house, in turn, every day for dinners. And I have forgotten how is the taste of my mom homemade.
Maybe I don't care much about it before. But I have become Beam Baramee that so needy... craves for attention. Bargain their space with my stupid insecurities. Have two guardians that always stay by my side... Cleaned the messed I made.
For once I hope my parents would be around and lectures me as any other normal parents do. All they said is to make sure I didn't go overboard to Pha and Kit. When I got a good grade, excel in the exam... for once I want them to congratulate me... direct to me... I don't want to hear that word coming from anyone else.
Well, I can't blame them for being so ambitious to save others life. My parents are both doctors... they have to work in many different countries, sort like Doctors without Borders for humanitarian organizations. Going abroad for such a long time...being in the country only for a month or two then travel around.
But at the age of 16 to 19, I guess I can't understand it much. I don't know that love have held so many definitions before... I have become more understanding then. My parents are doing a great job out there. I should be proud of them. Yes, I do. I just miss them so damn much sometimes.
And when it comes to what I called Casanova time. I have been sleeping around... and girls would come entertained me. And you know that much... you saw that much. " Beam rambled.
Beam sigh deeply " I am lonely... all attention I got wasn't enough... that night I have spent with those girls become my nightmare every darn time I have tried to close my eyes. Still... I played around with hope I wouldn't get lonely. But I did. Been wondering whatever would I have without Vongviphan Wonpihat attached to my name. I have nothing that for sure.
People come and go. I never have any other friends other than Pha and Kit. They might never judge me...they may have. I don't mind...because I know them so well. Fucking the judgment and my endless whole damn insecurities... my parents want nothing but me to do best...graduate in first class is theirs dream... for me to being a great an excellent neurosurgeon in future.
They have set the future for me. I oblige to it. I don't have any complaints to it since I want it too...that wasn't the issue. My parents are strict one. All they wanted is for me not to tainted their reputations... more like not to mess up with Vongviphan name. My father Vongviphan, is the heir off one of the biggest Pharmaceutical Corporations in the country... might bringing more than 15 % from 35% than any other private sectors could offer to the government. All they wanted me to be the best son...all I want is their attention for me...and that comes from me when I was a rebel.
Too young to understand the meaning of the sacrifice. That when I met him, Nong Ming... the lost soul the same as me. When I see him... I can't help but saw my own mirage. Reflecting. I guess that when I began close to him... when my parents nagged at me to be nothing but a good son, enough with night wildlife... Ming said he still can see the old Beam Baramee inside. I didn't change.
Too bad I am still Casanova Baramee that time...maybe...and not when I come to wonder how many masks I have worn. I didn't even know since when I have worn my mask. More like I don't want anyone to know that I am just a lonely soul that wandered around. The night when I cried in the sleep...the night when I scared of being true for myself.
Nong Ming always there... he told me he can still see the real me behind those fake smile I have shown. Which is always make me wonder which side of me did he have seen. There is time... I don't know which smile I have fake.
And the time when he said he saw love in my eyes... the day I ask myself what if I want for the first time I am seeking my heart, I can feel the beats... it makes me feel I am still alive.
He is my family... my brother... my saviour. This house, all the kids...have become part of me. When I come to this house... kids teach me more about love, I felt more human. They are my family. " He took a deep breath before continues his story.
Beam smile " That is why I bring you here with me... I want you to be here with me so you can see the bright world in my eyes, full of laughter and joy. The day I ask myself what is my answers for my anxiety or my doubt. The day he said...love is meant for everyone... that word love bugging me so many days...but then I know, I have found my answers. " Beam uttered. There is a shiny sparkle in corners of his eyes...he wipes it away very quickly...but Forth saw it... all of his vulnerable sides.
Forth bits his lips when he realized that jealousy he felt was nonsense. Deep inside he never ever doubt Beam. The jealousy he feels is more like he was jealous because Ming got to know him longer than him. Even better than Pha and Kit.
" I talk too much right... I am so-- " Forth cut him out before he finished his words.
Soft kisses landed on his forehead make Beam stunned for a moment. He closes his eyes...allowing the taller one hugging him in tight. The nice smell must come from Forth make him felt so much comfortable.
Forth wipes the last strained of the tear on his corner of eyes, touching a bit of his eyelash " You deserved to be love...and I would give everything for you. You have them...and now you have me too. " His lows sort of whispers voices make Beam calmed and he always feels safe with him. Not that he weak that he needs some sort of protection... but that it is. Once again... Beam fell for him. It called as love.
When it comes to you... I don't want to be late anymore, Beam...
I don't afraid of losing you like I am afraid of touching butterflies scared that you will fly. Now...knowing you are mine. I will be protected you Beam.
***
" Hey...I am sorry for what happened today na... " Forth said as now he right hand on Beam's shoulder.
Beam chuckles softly " hmm " Beam mumbles.
Forth bits his lips " That Nong really make my blood pressure become higher... he...just... "
" Oh, God... I really wanted to smack his head for once and more..." Now Beam laughing.
" I know... but Forth...you know me better right ?... and am I still a man, right? ... " wiggles his eyebrows.
Forth face got reddened " Shiaa... that is my most embarrassing moments na ... " Beam chuckles harder.
" Oh, God... how could I? " Beam still chuckling
Beam shook his head " I can't get mad at you just because of that, you know it too... and you two just make the kids formed a war today. Fiat and Aie... those two for the first time I saw them fighting each other... " Beam retorted
Forth feeling sorry " I am sorry na... I will make sure they fight in a healthy way after this one... " Forth said with enthusiasm.
Beam nods in laugh " You should... you two should work it out. But hey... my kids not for army training look like... don't use your SOTUS on my kids. Okay? " Beam said.
Now Forth turns to laugh.
"---All right, all right...I will teach them to be a real man... " Forth said while taps his chest.
Beam raised his eyebrows " Err err... I wonder now how much different it may be na "
Forth chuckles " Don't worry... I will show you"
" You better " Beam chuckles. Forth showing his gummy smile " I will..."
" Beam... I am so glad to be here. To be with you. I like everything here. So much fun...Thanks na for bring me here with you... " Forth uttered.
Beam nods and winked at Forth " You're welcome na... I am glad you liking it... Forth...welcome to my life na..." Beam said as he staring at Forth.
Forth smile fondly at Beam and giving another soft kiss on his forehead " I love you, Beam... " Beam smiles softly.
He didn't reply back the confession...but his gestures showed the love he radiates to Forth.
After a while...
" It is pretty late now... maybe we should get inside na..." Beam stated.
Forth nods " Yeah you are right...let's get in...bpai na..." Forth hold onto Beam's hand. Beam smile ear to ear. Beam nods.
When they go inside the dorm, going to where their bed at.
Just then... Beam eyes widened.
Beam need to put both of his palms to his mouth not to burst into loud laughs. Bit his lips because it wasn't enough, he chuckles softly.
" Oh, God... I should know better this wouldn't end just like that... " Beam whispers to himself. He facepalms.
Forth shook his head in disbelief, streaming straight to the man that lay on his back so comfortable on the bed he had chosen this afternoon.
(How the beds were arranged in dorm hall )
Ming just moves to the bed that Forth has chosen instead, make him sleep in between Beam and Forth's bed now.
Forth just have calmed down from his ragged this evening but now seem like tonight someone might sleep in furious. And Forth thrown another curse word inside his mind.
Forth don't hate on his junior...but he now he questions himself...how much it gonna take for not liking him anymore. His junior had helped him to get those clues. Guide him to his Beam... Forth can only sigh and sigh.
He really wanted to pick him up and put him in another bed too...but it takes too much energy.
Forth see how Beam couldn't stop himself from chuckling. Forth growled.
How can it happened like this...and this Nong really couldn't stop challenging me. Should I throw him outside instead ?. Grrghhhh
At this point, Forth has no other better choices but to laying in another bed. Adjusted himself to that single bed. Counting 1 to 3 and inhaling a deep breath.
When he went to turned his body to face Beam in another side of the bed ... and that someone so called his junior end up back facing him instead. Again Forth growled... from his side he can't see Beam's face so well.
Oh God... one day I will kick this junior of mine on his butt. And I am not sorry anymore... fuh Calm down Forth...calm down. Forth talk to himself inside his mind.
And the little devil smirks in his sleep... oh he didn't sleep yet. Beam shook his head. He too can't see Forth's face that well... the skinny taller man between them make sure he did well as a wall tonight.
I am a good brother right... so I should protect my Phi from this hungry wolf. Ming is proud to himself.
A/N: ✌😘😘✌😉😉 Hope you all enjoy this chap na. Thanks na kha...