Nika pov
I woke up happy asf man. Me and L'a officially been together for a year. Today's our anniversary so the first thing I did was call him.
"Hello?"
I could tell I woke him up out his sleep. He sounded irritated and annoyed.
"Aww, did I wake you up baby?"
He groaned.
"Nah it's straight. But what's up?"
"Wym what's up?"
I asked confused.
"Like, what you calling me for?"
"I was just wondering what time you was coming here."
I heard a lot of shuffling in back ground then echoing. I guess he's in the bathroom now.
"I can't, I'm busy today."
"Wym you're busy? We are supposed to spend today with each other."
He stayed quiet for a minute.
"Can't we just pick another day? I got a plans for the day already."
"No we can't pick another day Leonard!"
He sucked his teeth.
"Wtf is so important about today why we can't pick another day man? I told you I'm busy.
I just shook my head. He would forget our anniversary...
"Today's our anniversary L'a."
I mumbled looking down. The fact that he forgot dead ass broke my heart.
"Wdym our anniversary?"
Is this nigga dumb or dumb!
"It's been a fucking year since we been together dumb ass!"
"Wait that's today?"
"I've been talking about this for the past month Leonard!"
"Ok I'm sorry! I just got more important shit to do."
"More important?"
"Nika you act like we don't have one every year."
"This is our first one and you don't even care."
"Man don't start. I said I'm sorry."
"I swear everything that's important to me is never important to you."
I said on the verge of tears.
"Omg bro."
"You did the same shit on Valentine's Day! Any day we supposed to be together, you make plans on."
"I'm a busy person. I gotta go and get this shit so I can make sure the people I care about are straight."
"But it's our anniversary L'a!"
"I heard you the first time man but like I said, I'm busy."
"But if it was anything else you actually cared for you'd make time for it! Why can't you make time for this?"
Anything that has to do with me and him or just me in general, he never remembers. If it's something for him or someone he really cares about he'll definitely remember.
"I got more important priorities."
"But I told you a month in advance!"
He sighed and kept quiet.
"You know what? Fine! Bye!"
I said hanging up. What was the point? It didn't seem like he cared anyways. I wiped the tears off my face and laid back down on my bed. I'm so tired of everything being more important to him than me. Last year he did the same shit. While everyone was all boo'd up with their nigga I was at home by myself eating ice. I woke up to nothing from Leonard, not even a good morning text. And he still ain't even say happy anniversary to me...
"Bitch what's wrong with you? Ain't you post to be getting ready for your day with L'a?"
Ken said coming and sitting on my bed. I shrugged.
"He forgot...just like always."
"You been talking to him about this for a month tho. How he forget?"
"Cause he didn't care to begin with."
"So y'all not doing anything?"
"Apparently he has more important plans."
"More important than y'all?"
I shrugged.
"Isn't everything?"
I mumbled.
"You really are of no importance to him..."
"I always have been and I always will be.... clearly."
"Aww I'm sorry. He ain't shit, we already know that and like always he will come around."
"But this is not like every other time he's done this. It's our first anniversary, you only have one Ken! He can't come around tomorrow and expect me to be like 'oh it's ok we can celebrate our anniversary on the day after our anniversary because you were being selfish and only thought about yourself'? Yea no."
She shook her head.
"It's not fair at all that he treats you like this."
"It's fine, I'm over it. I just wish I had a boyfriend who actually cared enough to put work into our relationship."
I'm so heartbroken by this. Like I really wanted our first anniversary to be great but he had other plans. I shouldn't have to beg him to care about us at all cause if he actually loved he he'd find a way to make the time for us. My phone buzzed it was from Tori.
Toritori♥️: Girl why you ain't tell me yo nigga was a rapper?
Me: Girl what to you mean? He ain't no rapper. He may be a höe but not no rapper 😂.
Toritori♥️: Bitch look at this.
Me: Tf is that?
Toritori♥️: Watch it!!!
I clicked on the video and watched it. From the start I saw L'a, Rondo, Mak and some others. There was an intro song which I could tell was Rondo. Then the actual song started and that's where I saw L'a leaning on a car and Rondo was in the car. Rondo started rapping first and I must say he wasn't bad at all, he actually sounded pretty good. I skipped to see if L'a actually rapped in this and for surely he did. I noticed that was he was wearing in the video was the same shit he wore 2 weeks ago when he had "shit to handle". After he was done rapping I searched up his name on YouTube seeing hella videos and music by him. My mouth dropped, he really is a rapper. I decided I play another one of his songs. Well at least I know my nigga actually is worth something and not just a fuck nigga 💀. Makes sense where he getting this money from. I clicked on a song it was by him featuring Huncho Hoodo, it was called Some More.
Watching the video I was enjoying it. It was catchy and he looked fine in it 😭. I was mad at him tho— well now I'm twice as mad. So I texted him, imma hear his explanation before I go off on him.
Me: So when was you gone tell me you a big upcoming rapper in Chiraq?
Myworld❤️🌎: What are you talking about I'm not no rapper Nika.
Me: You know what I'm talking about Leonard.
Myworld❤️🌎: you sound crazy...
Me: So this is not you?
Myworld❤️🌎: That don't even look like me 💀.
Me: Stop playing with me Leonard...
Myworld❤️🌎: Ok
Me: Why didn't you tell me? I'm your girlfriend and you not telling me big shit like this? Ion even know what my nigga be doing.
Myworld❤️🌎: Because you didn't need to know 😐.
Me: so ion need to know what big things my niggas doing?
Myworld❤️🌎: You woulda found out eventually.
Me: Well it would have been better finding out from my boyfriend..
Myworld❤️🌎: Why I gotta tell you everything?
Me: Because— ok Leonard.
Myworld❤️🌎: Ok I rap. There, is that better?
Me: why you always gotta be an asshole? You never take me seriously.
Myworld❤️🌎: Wtf do you want me to say?
Me: when where you gonna tell me you rap?
Myworld❤️🌎: When you stopped coming between me and my grind...
Me: I never come between you and your grind dumb ass.
Myworld❤️🌎: you just did it less than an hour ago. You got fucking mad I was busy.
Me: Because it's our anniversary...
Myworld❤️🌎: well that's why Ian tell you. Like I said, I got more important shit to do.
Me: How long you been rapping?
Myworld❤️🌎: This ain't a damn interview. Stop asking me questions🙄.
Me: I thought we agreed no to hide shit from each other?
Myworld❤️🌎: Who wants to hear your annoying ass complaining all the time tho? Ion tell you shit to avoid hearing you complain about shit ion care about. You do it all the fucking time, it gets mad annoying.
Me: Wow...
Myworld❤️🌎: I'm just being honest. This typa shit is important to me and imma always make time for what's important.
Me: But you can't make time for us?
Myworld❤️🌎: this exactly why Ian tell you. You always get in your feelings when I tell you what's up.
Me: because you always make me feel like I'm not worth anything to you. I mean you hide shit from me, I'm always the last person to find out anything about you, then I'm always the last priority on your list. You make time for me when you have the time. You always break promises and nothing about us seems to even be important. You didn't even care about our anniversary, you canceled on Valentine's Day because shit came up.
Myworld❤️🌎: You really the type of stress I don't need man.
Me: Why would you even say that?...
Myworld❤️🌎: Because it's true! You said you want me to be honest with you and I am.
Me: So what am I? Just a negative impact on your life.
Myworld❤️🌎: no, you're just annoying. I got to go. I'll talk to you later.
I put my phone down and sighed.
"What's wrong?"
Ken asked looking at me.
"Well I just found out L'as a rapper.."
"Bout time! I'm tired of keeping it from you."
I looked at her. This bitch knew?
"You knew?"
She nodded slowly.
"He told me not to tell you."
"And you listened to him?"
She shrugged.
"He wasn't ready."
"Did you think he was ever gonna be ready?"
"Girl I don't know wtf?"
I laughed.
"Man, idk what to do with L'a."
I said sighing.
"Wym?"
"I'm just starting to feel like he really only wants me here for his entertainment. Ion really think he cares about this relationship as much as he says he does. He makes his choices and he never even thinks about how any of this will affect me. Like he's busy and he forgot our anniversary, that shit hurt cause I was looking forward to this for the past month. You know, just thinking that we made it this far but he could care less, it's like any other day to his ass."
"But it's not! It's y'all first anniversary."
"To him it is. He don't care as long as he gets what's important to him done."
"You know how that nigga is man. He always does this, then makes it up to you."
"But our anniversary is on one day. I thought he would have changed by now..."
"He's a good nigga bitch! What typa change you looking for? You lucky he even got a soft spot for you."
I shrugged.
"He's still a fuck nigga and he always will be one. Only thing is he's probably kill my ass if I tried to leave him."
She laughed.
"Hell ya he made that clear. Don't play with my nigga L'a sis."
I shook my head. I miss Breezy man...when l'a was acting like this, he'd keep me occupied and stop my ass from being sad. I haven't seen him in a long ass time, I should go check up on him.
"Bitch imma go pay a visit to a friend."
I said to Ken getting up and getting dressed.
"Ouuu I look good!"
I said spinning around. Ken looked at me.
"Bitch who you going to see dressed like that? You don't know nobody."
I picked up my phone and texted Breezy.
Me: I'm coming over♥️
Breezy💕: Mmm Aight. I'll be on look out for you ma ♥️.
I looked at Ken.
"Bitch L'a gone kill yo ass for even leaving the house dressed like that!"
I rolled my eyes.
"Let him then. I'll see you later. If Mak asks, say I went to see L'a."
I said grabbing my bag and leaving
Ken pov
I shook my head. Common sense would tell you she ain't going nowhere she should dressed like that. She doesn't know anyone and the only time she's leave is if she's going to see L'a who is currently busy. So she's probably going to see Breezy... makes sense why she's dress like that and she sees him anytime L'a makes her mad. I shook my head, I know she's gonna regret this and I'm not gone let her do my nigga L'a wrong like that AGAIN. So I sent him a text, it's for her own good.
Me: L'a I love my best friend so imma just tell you this for her own good cause she's really gonna fuck up y'alls relationship. This bitch is on her way to Breezy house 💀
my dawg . 🥴❣️: How you know?
Me: she just left the house. Who else could she be going to see?
my dawg. 🥴❣️: Aight bet. Thanks.
I know Nika gone be mad, but I don't want them to mess up their relationship. Plus it'd be fake to L'a if Ian tell him. She stay doing shit to other people that she never wants done to her. And plus, I hate that nigga Breezy 💀.
L'a pov
I literally dropped everything I was gonna get for this girl. Once Ken sent me that text I was so over it, I didn't even care anymore. I felt bad for forgetting our anniversary so I cut my studio session short FOR HER.
"What's wrong nigga?"
Doy asked standing beside me.
"Take me to Breezys house."
I said taking a deep breath. He could tell I was pissed, anyone could.
"I thought you was finna get some shit for—"
I cut him off.
"That girl don't deserve shit from me rn. Ong I'm probably gonna end up fucking her up in front of everybody on 600."
We got in the car and drove to Breezys house.
"Need me to coming with you?"
I shook my head.
"Nah, you just stay here till I come out."
I said as we pulled up in front his house.
"Don't do nun you gone later regret man. You know how shits coming for you rn."
I thought about it.
"Ion do that fake shit Dot! You know how that shit go."
"Make sure you leave no evidence man."
I nodded. Ian stupid. I got out the car and went up to his house, the door was unlocked so I just went in. Breezy ain't exactly the smartest nigga on the block so Ofc his door would be unlocked. I went upstairs quietly, I smelled straight loud as soon as I got to his room. I heard them talking and she was laughing.
"Man, I wish you'd leave that nigga and get with a real one."
I shook my head, that nigga made outta plastic its crazy. I opened the door and saw them kissing— swallowing each other's faces. I shook my head, Mfs ain't even noticed I came in the room. I ran up and dragged Nika off the bed by her hair making her fall right on the ground. She looked up and once she noticed it was me she got up rubbing her head.
"Nigga wat you doing here?"
Breezy said getting up. I took my eyes off Nika and looked at him.
"Nigga shut up! I let yo dumb ass off with a warning last time."
I said shaking my head and grabbing Nika by the arm tightly.
"Ow L'a you're hurt-"
"Bitch shut up damn!"
"Let me go!"
She said tryna get out of my grip. I let her go and she fell right on her ass.
"What's your problem?!"
I just stared at her, so many things were playing through my head. "You love this girl L'a. Don't beat her ass man!"
Was the only thing stopping me from slapping tf outta her.
"Shut up bro!"
I yelled at her. I wasn't having it today, she already pissed me off this morning with that bs she pulled. It was taking literally everything not to fuck her up and put a bullet through this nigga head. I took a deep breath and grabbed her dragging her downstairs and out the house.
"Stop fucking dragging me like I'm your child!"
She said getting out my grip and pushing me. I pushed her against the car.
"Keep fucking playing with me and I promise you, you gone wish you never met me!"
She looked at me as tears started streaming down her face. At this point I didn't give a fuck. She started shaking so I could tell she was scared. I let her go and opened the car door pushing her in then shutting it.
"Make sure she don't leave."
I told S. Dot as I went back into the house to deal with this nigga. I walked back upstairs and into his room.
*Bang!!!*
I shot that nigga right in the leg. I wasn't finna kill him....yet.
"Fuck that talking shit nigga!"
I said walking out his room as he started screaming.
Nika pov
I cried as L'a was yelling at me as he had me pinned up against the wall. His grip was hurt me real bad too.
"I'm done with that talking shit now Unika!"
"You were being an asshole! You didn't even care about-"
His hand wrapped around my neck again.
"Lower you damn voice when you talking to me! Cause I'm dead ass not playing this game with you today."
I kept quiet. He's never been this mad at me before and it was scaring me. I pushed him off me and got out him grinp. He literally slammed me back into the wall even harder than before.
"Stop fucking slamming me into the wall like I'm a fucking doll!"
"Why were you at this niggas house AGAIN?!"
He asked me.
"Because you don't fucking care about me! He does, you always put everything before me and he doesn't. You didn't even care about our anniversary! You forget anything important to me like it never even existed!"
"Ok so your fucking mad, that doesn't mean you go and disrespect me again. When Mfs told me where you was at I was at the store getting yo dumb ass shit because I felt bad! I cut my studio session short for your ass!"
"You always get mad at me for what I do when it's your fault I do the shit I do! Maybe if you weren't such a asshole I wouldn't!"
"I really suggest you get tf outta my face because I'm really bouta smack tf outta you!"
He said letting me go. I stood there looking at him.
"It's always ok for you to do shit!"
"Why would you even do the same shit again? Cause istg I apologized to you 1000 times for what I fucking did, I did everything for you. I even sat and talked to you about me cheating nothing is good enough for you at all!"
"Cause you're such a ass hole. You didn't even care about our anniversary!"
"And you think that nigga Breezy cares about you at all?"
"He's always there for me when you wanna be a asshole! It's your fault Leonard!"
"If I'm such a asshole then why you with me? Why tf don't you take ya ass and go with Breezy and leave me tf alone? I'm not gonna keep doing this with you! I'm not about to fucking chase you at all. I'll do anything for you, but if I gotta stop you from being with another nigga...then you're not really all for me like you say you are."
After that he walked out the room and shut the door. I'm tired of everything being my fault!
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Does L'a care about this relationship the way he says he does?
Was Ken wrong in telling L'a? (Ken is not allowed to answer this.)
Did l'a care if he forgot their anniversary?
Why do you think L'a says all these hurtful things to Nika?
Was Nika wrong again?
How you think L'a feels now?
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