~The good kind of bad
How much I love all that's bad
Does it feel good to fall off my bed?
How good it feels to dig deeper with a blade.
Never knew how fun it was to draw with my blood
To make art from its wasted color
There's no strength or power in red
It's a sign of failure.
How good high heels can hurt,
while I wait for a friend who I didn't know liked being a ghost.
I laughed with panic in my eyes when I heard she's sending her goodbyes.
Sweet heartache fills every empty memory
Bittersweet midnight
And since all is beautiful from a distance
you better stay away from me, I want to be your beautiful.
Step away and take a seat
from across the room where you can't see
the agony within me.
But don't you take the attention away from me
For your eyes on me is why I wake up and how I fall asleep,
Dreaming if my secret lover liked the lipstick I wore today.
Dreaming about the day you find me crying,
so I can finally pour you my pain
In a glass
and throw it away; I won't let you taste the fire that burns my eyes and ignites my heart
I'm sure it'll burn you; I wonder how I survived.
I fantasize about what type of sweet you are
what words will you whisper to me as I cry?
How much will I trust you?
How much could I tell you?
Love me and bring down your walls
Be my friend and let emotions thicken between the lines.
Saturated hearts and memories of when we laughed
I relive the sensation of the heavy wind blowing in our face
I could've sworn you whispered "I love you" but the wind dragged it away
We were called to get inside but I wanted to stay, even if it rained.
How come the moment I long waited for is the one you're rushing with? Leaving me uncared for.
These clouds won't carry me to heaven but you could
so I beg you to please stay
Do you have any idea how happy you make me?
Love me and don't leave me when it all runs out
I don't want to sell my time to someone else.
I don't want to be with yet another person, to swim in a different ocean
Fills up my heart then leaves me to drown.
Please don't be my reason to cry, you were my "one last try".
.comfort.