Larry's POV
After I was done dancing I finishing letting the crowd cheer. I looked into the spot where at least I though Yn was but she wasn't there anymore.
Me:Thank you guys have a blessed evening
I walked out of the circle and looked around for Yn. Me being me I started panicking.
Me:Yn!
People were walking around so of course they had to seen her.
Me:Hey have you guys seen a short girl with really curly hair she's a little bit darker then me?
They all shook their heads no.
Me:You've got to be kidding me
So it made me panic more I walked down the street and finally seen her sitting on the curb.
Me:Yn oh my god I've been looking for you everywhere
She stood up and had been crying
Me:Bebe what's wrong?
Yn:...y-your dance
'Me:I'm sorry
Yn:No don't be it was beautiful it just moved me
Belle is truly hurt...I just hate that there's nothing I can do to help her. I wrapped my arms around her and held her tight.
Me:I promise you no matter what I'll always be here for you
Next day
Jacob's POV
So today's Sunday and it's like 7:15 a.m. I decided that we all should go to church. But of course I'm going to invite Larry and Lylah so I called Larry.
Phone convo
Larry:Hello
Me:Hey Larry I want you and the girls to come to church with us today
Larry:I'm all in we need some church
This guy.
Me:So how are y'all doing?
Larry: well when I got back lastnight we had a talk and after that it's been pretty decent
Me:Good well church starts at 9:30 so I'm about to go get everyone up and ready
Larry:Alright catch up with you
End of convo
Yn's POV
I just woke up and it's early as crap it's 7:30. As I was literally rolling out of the bed Jacob came through the door.
Jacob:Bonita What are you doing?
Me:Jake I'm tired
Jacob:Oh well
Me:What do you mean oh well
Jacob:We're going to church this morning
Me:But it doesn't start until 9:30
Jacob:But you still have to get yourself and two babies ready
Me:You right
He walked over to their cribs.
Me:Are they woke?
Jacob:Laurence is
He picked him up and rocked him in his arms.
Jacob:Hey Baby you look just like your mommy only she's beautiful and you're handsome .... can I take him downstairs with me I'll get him ready for you
Me:Of course Jacob you're his godfather
He went in the closet and picked out some clothes and stuff for him then left the room. As soon as they left Langston started crying so I hopped up and grabbed him.
Me:Awww it's ok baby your brother is just going to get ready and I'm going to get you ready ok
Then I thought about something Langston loves Larry that's like his bestfriend so I FaceTimed him gladly he answered.
Me:Hey Larry
Larry:Hey Yn Wassup
Me:I got a surprise for you
I turned the camera on Langston and he started smiling.
Larry:Awwwww hi uncles baby why you cry for? You a big boy big boys don't cry
Me:Jacob took Laurence to get ready for church and Langston started crying so I guess I'm going to try and get him ready so that he can be back with his brother
Larry:That's so cute and we're going to church too
Me:Really...wait we're?
Larry:Don't worry belle just me and the girls
Me:Oh..well I'll see you then ok someone's getting a little backed up if you know what I mean.
He laughed.
Larry:Ok belle
We got off the phone and I started changing Langston's diaper and washing him up.
9:10 a.m
Everyone's ready we're actually in the car.
Jacob:Everyone got everything
Me:Yes
Nique:Yes
Jacob:Ok lets roll
The whole car ride I was looking at Jacob and Nique like their relationship is perfect. Hopefully one day I can get something like that. Anyways we arrived at church and Nique helped me get the babies out the car while Jacob and Larry were talking.
Me:You know Nique you're a very lucky person
Nique:What do you mean?
Me:You and Jacob he's lucky to have you I've seen Jacob get played like a game of poker but you're different I'm happy for you both
Nique:Thank you Yn...I'm happy to have someone like him in my life and someone like you.. our past was horrible but we're bigger and better
I smiled at her and we went inside.
Lilo:Aunt Yn can I sit next to my cousins?
Me:Of course baby
30 minutes later
We had devotion and now it's testimony time. Like five people had already stood up so I decided to go ahead and give a little testimony. When I stood up pastor looked shocked.
Pastor Roy: Is that miss Yn?
Me:Yes sir it is?
Pastor:To god be the glory we've missed you
Me:I've missed you guys too.. I've been gone for what a year now but I really have been through alot as most of you guys know.....I had a miscarriage..two
People in the crowd were just like oh my goodness. I was trying my hardest not to cry
Me:The doctors told me that I would never be able to have kids
A tear fell and Jacob rubbed my back.
They started back talking again.
"Take your time baby"
Me: One day I took a pregnancy test and it said I was pregnant...I didn't believe it,I believed the doctors.. I thought maybe it's just a crapy test...... but now I have two beautiful babies
Everyone clapped. "Praise the lord" some said.
Jacob gave me Langston and he held Laurence.
Me:I love them with all my heart...and I thank the lord for letting me be able to give birth to them.. at the time that I wasn't able to give birth before it was just him telling me that I wasn't ready I wasn't ready for my life to change or to be a parent..but now I am
They clapped again and I sat down.
Pastor Roy: Yn come up here
I walked up there to him.
PR:I've known ms.yn since she was 7 years old she has been through so much and I'm so proud of her.. and to see Jacob still here by her side makes me so happy. But I want you guys to have another reason to love her Yn has a voice on her and you all need to hear it.
Me:Oh pastor I don't-
PR: Come on Yn we haven't seen you in so long.. don't you guys want to hear her??
They all clapped and yelled yes so I couldn't say no. He handed me the mic.
Me:Ok guys I'm a little rusty but...I have this one song that's just been stuck in my head lately. It's by Smokie norful it's called I need you now.. if you guys know it please sing with me.
Jacobs POV
As she sang she cried...I'm sure we all felt her.. Yn has made almost everyone in the audience cry. I'm speechless I look at Larry and he was speechless too. When she was done singing she got down on her knees.
Yn:Father god I'm so sorry for all the wrong I have done... but I'm hurting god I'm hurting so bad right now I know I have sinned so much last year but I'm...im trying to fix myself better myself for my babies I-i just need you to help guide me into the right direction ...
"Amen amen" was all I heard in the congregation. Yn was breaking down...Larry and I went up there with a fan and some tissue. Other people were coming up too putting their hands on her back. After about 3 minutes she got up.
PR:Yn you are a blessing to everyone you come in contact with... the lord has plans for you right now he's just taking you through obstacles which you may not feel it but it's making you stronger... I remember when I first met you, you had no emotion what so ever but now I see every little ounce of happiness, sadness everything. You're in our prayers Yn you don't think you can handle it but trust me things happen for a reason.
Later that day
Larry's POV
I was in the room with Yn helping her put the babies to sleep.
Me:Yn They have your nose and it is so cute
She smiled.
Me:Every chance I get I'm going to try to make you smile
Yn:Thank you Larry
The babies were finally sleep and we put them in their cribs.
Yn:So what are you about to do
Me:I don't know you want me to stay in here
Yn:I would like but...
Me:But what?
Yn:I just don't want Lylah to-
Me:Yn Lylah will be ok she's not the one hurting every single day
Yn:I guess
Me:Now I'm gonna go get something to drink
Yn:ok
I walked out and closed the door as soon as I turned around I seen Lylah standing there.
Me:Hey babe
Lylah:Really Larry
Me:What?
Lylah:I've been standing here the whole time...."every chance I get I'm going to try to make you smile"..
Me:Lylah please don't start
I walked downstairs and she followed me.
Lylah:Larry you spend too much time with her
Me:Ok first of all I only see her when we're over here and we barely come over here now because of you..second of all why are you still acting like this Yn is hurting and you haven't even spent 5 minutes with her
Monique was downstairs and she heard us.
Moni:Guys What's going on
Me:A bunch of nonsense
Lylah:He's trying to fuck Yn
I jerked my head back at her.
Me&moni :What??
Me:Ok now you're doing the most for no reason
Moni:Wait Wait Wait.. are you?
Me:Noooo she was married to my brother why would I fuck her??
Lylah:You almost did once
She's really making me upset I'm trying my hardest but I can't.
Me:Just like you almost fucked every dude that you speak too...never mind you did fuck them
Moni looked shocked almost like she wanted to laugh but didn't. Lylah got close and smacked me. I just closed my eyes because I'm not about to fight her while my child is in this house.
Moni:Aye chill out now if you fuck them you fucked them
Lylah walked into the living room and started gathering her things
Yn's POV
I thought Larry was coming back with something to drink but he's been downstairs for awhile so I went down there and heard Monique talking.
Moni:Aye chill out if you fucked them you fucked them
I walked into where they were and seen Lylah putting on her shoes.
Lylah:Great
Me:Great? What's going on?
Larry look mad as hell
Me:Larry what's wrong?
Lylah:Might as well suck his dick while you're at it
Me:Whoa what the fuck?
Lylah:Y'all two clueless fuckers will be perfect for each other
Me:Hold up..first of all I don't know what the fuck is wrong with you but you not about to talk like this with your child right here. Lilo baby come here
She got up and started walking towards me but Lylah blocked her.
Lylah:you're not about touch my child
Lilo:Aunt belle
Lylah:Hush Baby
Larry:Lylah let her go
Lylah:Larry shut the fuck up
Larry walked up to her.
Larry:I don't care how you feel about this situation right now but you're not about to continue to cuss around my daughter
He reached around her and grabbed Lilo and she ran over to me.
Me: Go upstairs baby....Lylah what did I do to you?
Lylah: You're always all up on Larry and he's all up on you I know you guys have fucked before and for y'all just rub it in my face
Me:Lylah I don't know what's going on with you right now but we have never fucked
Lylah:Yn shut the fuck up you want his fucking sympathy you mope around everyday just so that he can be all in your face
Larry:Are you-
Me:No...Lylah you are one of the last people that I thought would feel this way about me... I thought you were my friend I have always given you my last.. when I wouldn't get any sleep because of my living situation I still made sure to check on you and make sure you were ok.. when I was always in the hospital I always checked and make sure you were ok even though you barely came and saw me.. Lylah I literally have given you the clothes off my back until I ran out I would come from the club to see you sitting on the porch bawling your eyes out because you always thought you were pregnant... I didn't have a lot of money but I had enough for the both of us. But I should've known that something like this would happen one day.. because everytime I needed something or somewhere to stay you weren't there for me but the excuses were..
Lylah:You're saying all of this and it doesn't make sense..
Me:I'm just throwing the things that I have done for you out there so you can get the fact that I have always been there for you but even at my worst you aren't here for me... you're mad because Larry actually cares how I feel he actually takes the time to come talk to me. When you went through that horrible break up that one one time I was there every single day all day. Lylah you've changed at the time that I need you most. And now it's not just him hurting me you're hurting me also .
I had some tears fall.
Me:And you're standing there looking at me like you don't give a fuck..
Moni:Guuuuuurrrrrrrlllllll you about to piss me off... this girl is standing here crying telling you how much she care about you and has done any and everything for you but you just looking at her. I know me and her wasn't the closest back then but she's hurting and I'm not about to stand here and let you treat her like this
I stared at Lylah and she didn't even blink. Larry grabbed my arm.
Larry:Yn
Me:No Larry I want to hear from her mouth that she don't give a fuck about me then I'm done ok
Moni :Say it bitch I promise you
Me:Say it Lylah..tell me that you don't care about me and I promise you I will leave you alone
I stepped closer to her.
Lylah:Yn im not falling for your little games.. I don't care how you're feeling or about your feelings just stay away from my family
I closed my eyes..
Me:You got it
Moni:Oh hell no
She jumped on Lylah and I didn't even care to stop her. I walked upstairs and seen Jacob had just woke up walking down the stairs.
Jacob:What's going on?
Me:Your girlfriend and Lylah are fighting
Jacob:What?!
I kept walking as he went down there. I sat in the room with the door locked. You know how I said my heart broke cause of Laurent... its starting to crack in other places. I looked at a bottle of pills that I had on the dresser and grabbed them... my head is throbbing and I feel dizzy. I walked into the bathroom and sat the pills down. I grabbed a razor out of the drawer and did it... I cut myself but not too deep.... Just wanted to feel the pain.. There was banging and yelling at the door and the babies were crying. My head felt like a bulldozer was continuously running over it.
Larry's POV
I don't even know who Lylah is anymore. When Monique jumped on her I didn't want to break it up but Jacob came and made me help. Once we got them apart Lylah just ran out.
Jacob:Monique What the hell?!
Nique:Don't What the hell me
Me:Jacob it's not her fault
We heard the babies upstairs crying.
Me:We need to go check on Yn
We go upstairs to the room but the door is locked.
Jacob:What the.. Yn can you open the door
No answer. He looked at us and I knocked on the door.
Me:Yn I'm sorry about what just happened we just want to talk to you can we come in.
The babies started crying harder and we heard something as if someone fell so we started panicking. Jacob banged on the door.
Jacob:Yn!! Open the door!
Me:Belle unlock the door let us know you ok!
Still no answer
Jacob:Watch out
He kicked the door in and we went in. Monique went over to the babies but then screamed so we ran to see what it was. Yn was on the floor with blood all on her arm and a pill bottle on the floor. Jacob rushes over to her with a towel and wrapped it around her arm.
Jacob:Bonita bonita Open your eyes baby come on
She opened her eyes and I grabbed the bottle and went down to her.
Me:Did you take these?
She shook her head no. I turned my head because I heard more crying and it was Lilo so I ran and picked her up to take her out the room.
Lilo:Is Aunt belle hurt?
Me:No baby no stop crying ok everything is going to be ok
Monique came out the room with the babies.
Me:Go with Monique for me please
Lilo:But I want to be with Aunt belle
Me:I promise you, you can see her once she gets better ok
Monique took her downstairs and I went back in the room.
Jacob:Larry help me get her on the bed
Yn:I'm fine you guys
Me:Yn why you do this
Yn:I just wanted to see what it feels like again
Me:Again???
Yn:Look I'm fine
Jacob:Not if you're back doing this bonita
Yn:I'm done I promise
Me:Belle please we care about you too much
Yn:I'm sorry
2 days later
Yn's POV
Monique insist that I go out with her because I've been stuck in the house. Jacob and Larry told me to go out and they'll watch the kids. So right now I'm just waiting in the car while moni is being all kissy face with Jacob. Honestly I do miss being in a relationship but now I can do me and have fun.
45 minutes later
We made it to the club and been here for about 25 minutes. It's cool and all but I just keep thinking about my babies so I called Larry.
Phone convo
Larry:What's wrong belle?
Me:Oh nothing I just wanted to check on my babies
Larry:Yn it's literally been 30 minutes
Me:I know but
Larry:I promise you they're fine you wanna see
He FaceTimed me and put the camera on them. They were laying next to each other in the bed.
Me:Hi mommas babies I miss you guys so much
Larry:We miss you too momma
He said in a little baby voice and I laughed.
Me:Thank you Larry
Larry:No problem now go have fun
Me:Ok ok
End of convo
I went back out there with Moni and she was around a whole bunch of girls. When I walked up this one girl was just staring at me.
Moni:Finally Yn come dance
A song that I haven't heard in a long time and it got to me so I started twerking.
Nique:Ayyyyyeeeee get that shit sis!!
The girl that was staring at me came behind me while I was twerking. I can't lie she's sexy as fuck. She picked me up and sat me in the chair. Some sexual song came on and she started grinding on me and shit. I felt like I was getting weak I wasn't about to let that happen so I somehow got her on the floor and straddled her. I had to get sexual just like her so I licked her neck then started grinding and dance on her.
"Ooooo shit"
Nique:Fuck it up !
We got done and I helped her up. "I'm Nyah by the way" she whispered in my ear.
Me:Yn
She smiled at me and I looked at Nique but she was dancing with some people.
Nyah:How about you come with me real quick
Me:Where we going?
Nyah:You'll See
We went outside to I'm guessing her car.
Nyah:When I first seen you walking into the club I was like damn she's fine as fuck
Me:You are not too bad yourself
Nyah:Soooo
She bit her lip at me.
Me:Soooo
Nyah:Ever been with a girl?
Me:No
Nyah:Well maybe you should try it out
She opened the back door and got in.
Me:Come on
When I got in I closed the door and when I turned around she kissed me.
Me:Wait
Nyah:The way you licked my neck don't seem like you want to wait
Me:I don't know about this
Nyah:Just relax a female knows best
She kissed me and then started sucking on my neck.
Nyah:Lay down
I laid down and she took my pants and underwear off.
Nyah:Nice
She came back up and kissed me then slid a finger in.
Nyah:Chill
The way her finger just slid in and out slowly felt so good. She kept sucking on my neck and I rubbed my hand down her back.
Nyah:You like that?
Me:Yeah
She inserted another finger.
Me: You like how my fingers go deep into your pussy
Me:Mmmmmmm
I started feeling myself about to cum and she went faster.
Me:fuck.. right there
Nyah:you're so fucking sexy
Me:Ahh please don't stop
Nyah:cum for me
Me:Fuck!
I'm so close she went down and started eating me out.
Nyah:Mmmm you taste so good
Me:Oooooohhhhh ffffuck
I seen her start rubbing herself and the look in her eyes was so sexy. She put her fingers back in and started fingering and eating me. At that point I lost control.
Me:Fuck yessss right there ahhh I'm gonna cum
Nyah:That's right cum for me
Me:Don't Stop don't stop ...ahhh yeeeeesssss
My legs started shaking and I came.
Nyah: Shit I've never had a girl to cum like that
Me:You've never had a girl like me
She rubbed her hand over my pussy.
Nyah:You're wet as fuck
Me:That felt so good
Nyah:I bet it did
1 hour later
She ended up eating me out again then we exchanged numbers and came back inside.
Nique:Finally girl I've been looking for you
Me:Here I am you ready to go
Nique:Yeah
We left and went back home. I went upstairs and gave my babies a kiss then went straight to sleep.
Next morning
Larry's POV
Lilo is knocked out so I just slid out of the bed so I don't wake her. I went into the living room and Yn already had the babies down here on their little mats.
Me:Good morning Yn
Yn:GoodMorning how did you sleep?
Me:Good what about you?
Yn:Good
Me:About time
She walked into the kitchen behind me and we stood at the counter.
Me:So did you have fun lastnight ?
Yn:More then fun
Me:What you mean?
Yn:Oh nothing I just had a great time
I was about to give her a kiss on the forehead but then I seen something.
Me:Hey what's this on you neck?
Yn:What's What?
Me:Is this a hickey???
She didn't say anything but she kind of looked embarrassed.
Me:Yn what the.. Jacob!
Yn:No no don't call him
Me:Jacob !
He came downstairs.
Me:Look at her neck and tell me what you see.
Jacob:Her neck?
Me:Yes
She tried to cover her neck but he tilted her head up.
Jacob:Yn ....explain
Yn:It's nothing just a little rash
Jacob:You have 2 minutes
Yn:Ok it happened last night
Jacob:So we let you go and you run wild
Yn:Jacob it's not that serious
Jacob:It is serious Yn I can't let you just be making out and fucking anybody
Yn:Calm down
Me:Yn he's right..who did it?
Yn:.....a girl
Me&Jacob: A girl??????
Yn:Yeah
Jacob:Wait hold up what do you mean a girl
Monique walked into the kitchen.
Jacob:You knew about this?
Moni:About What?
Jacob:This fucking hickey on her neck from a girl
Moni:Uhhhh
Yn:No she didn't know
Moni:Wait is it from that girl you were dancing on
Me:Dancing on
I started laughing
Me:So did y'all fuck? Well bump coochies
Yn:Larry
Jacob:Did y'all
Yn:All she did was finger me and ate me out
We all had our mouth open.
Me: I mean that's all she can do
Yn:It's not like I came on to her she came on to me
Me:And you came on her
She hit me and Jacob laughed.
Jacob:I mean he's right. So are you?
Yn:Gay?..no I just had a little fun
Me:mhmmm well I'm going to let you deal with this Jacob..me and Lilo are about to go home
Yn:This is your home
Me:The other one
Yn:I guess
Jacob:Ight bro hit me up later
Me:I will
Yn's POV
Larry left and Jacob just looked at me and laughed.
Me:What's funny?
Jacob:You fucked a girl
Me:Ok and
Larry's POV
I got to the house and as soon as I walked in a seen Laurent and couldn't help but laugh.
Lau:What's funny?
Me:Nothing my brother
Lau:Tell me is it something on my face
Me:No no
Lau:Then What?
Me:You mess up
Lau:What you mean?
Me:She's with a girl
Lau:Huh
Me:Yn she with a girl
I laughed again.
Lau:A girl?? What do you mean she's with a girl?
Me:She fucked a girl now they probably going to be together
Lau:Larry stop playing with me
Me:My brother I wish I was playing
Laurents POV
A girl... how could she fuck a girl? Guys I've literally been trying to text and call her for a while now but she hasn't replied.
Me:Why isn't she replying to me...honestly I don't even care about who she's talking to I just want to see my kids
Larry:You are horrible how could you not care about who she's talking to?
Me:Larry she 9 times out of 10 doesn't care about me anymore ok so I give up
Larry:You can no give up please don't laurent.... Lylah just fucked up their friendship and you know that was like her bestfriend... she has Jacob and me now come on Lau. I don't care how long it takes but you need to get you act together and get your girl back.
Me:I don't know..
Larry:You do know..she needs you and no matter how much it seems like she doesn't she does and I know it
Me:Larry it's not like I can go and tell her I want her back
Larry:Of course not but if you really love her you would do what you need to
Me:I do love her but
Larry:But what?
Me:I already kind of gave up
Larry:What the fuck you mean by that?
Me:I have someone...
He stopped what he was doing and looked at me.
Larry:Wow...you serious
Me:Yeah Larry I am
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