seohyun... that girl who lived in the opposite room to eunsae and her friend's room.... she's a beautiful quiet girl who seems always sad ... she couldn't smile unless she's with eunsae's friends and specialy hyoyoon they became all best friends in the camp (eunsae,vicky,Tia,seohyun,hyoyoon) after they became friends everything change but not for seohyun even though you can always hear happy giggling ,because of hyoyoon's jokes ... she's the happy girl between them... but no one know what her heart has.
the camp rules forced the girls to be in there dorm at 7pm and no one can come in or out after that except when he takes the commander's permission ... so in that time everyone go there business after seven and that was how eunsae and her friends do they all stay up at night laughing and playing ... this night was special because Tia started it with saying:
- girls i want to ask you a quiestion.
everyone stoped laughing and looked at her waiting her quiestion when she said:
- the quiestion is ... what if hyoyoon went alone with the commander to a trip... what will happen?
the girls started to laugh hardly... while eachone of them have different answer when the remember that hyoyoon and the commander are totally different vicky said:
- he will die laughing
and seohyun said:
- hyoyoon will die angry and frustrated or they will both die from the differences between them.
eunsae after a while from imagining and surprisingly said:
- I think that his mother will be angry on him
hyoyoon standed up and whispered:
- the strong quiestion is ... does the commander has a mother like us?!... no i don't think so.... does she hug him like every mother in the world?!... i can't imagin that ever.
a moment of silence appeared between them trying to remember what hyoyoon said about his mother... hyoyoon looked in all there eyes then she focus on vicky who said with a big smile on her calm face:
- i think that the commander has a side of love and giving doesn't appear except for the people which he love and care about only.
hyoyoon jumped from her chair saying:
- then we have to choose a girl who can extract the deep love from him so we can be relieve from his roughness and his serious face.
all of them giggled when hyoyoon said sarcasticaly:
- it's seohyun, she has been chosen ... what do you think girls?
seohyun's name ended the night while vicky was smiling a strong smile no body understand it because she didn't hear anything from what they say :p (AN: where did she was ?!!)
days passed and the girls accustomed with the situation in the camp... the things was clear now even eunsae noticed vucky's changed expresions when everybody went to bed because of the cold weather eunsae. looked at vicky and said:
- vicky ... tell me what do you feel now?
vicky surprised by her quiestion and she answered:
- nothing ... I'm not sick
- Aha...
- what di you mean with (Aha)?!
eunsae hid her face under the blanket while she giggled, but vicky attacked her and said in a rough tone:
- you tell me or........
eunsae tried not to tell her but she give up and said:
- I mean ... I mean ... ok i will tell you but leave me after it ok...
- ok , i will leave you ... but tell me what do you mean?
- I mean ... how do you feel when you be in love?
vicky was shoked by her words and stayed quiet for a while then she took a deep breath and said quickly:
- who?! who do you mean? i'm sure you get it wrong ...
eunsae shut her mouth for a moment and felt guilty for embarrassing her best friend so she apologised to her before she go back to bed:
- vicky ... honey ... I'm sorry
- don't apologise ... i'm not mad at you ... but tell me how did you know and who is he... ha ...?!
eunsae jumped from her bed giggling and said:
- he's ray ... right?!.... and how i knew that easy... it's from the looks and smiles you send to eachother ...
vicky sighed while she's hiding her plushing face and said:
- you became profassinal in love my friend...
eunsae standed up from her bed to vicky's bed happily saying:
- no my friend... oh please keep me away from it i can't stand it .... and i can't stand to love anything else but my mom my uncle rome and my beautiful village.
that's how the camp feel the rain big drops of rain make us feel the love in the air , didn't they say that the rainy days are for lovers to admit there love, but for eunsae rainy days doesn't mean anything but that she's so similar to seohyun's tears which she was hiding it by the rain , eunsae tried to see what in her best friend's heart from pain and sadness she want to help her and make it less if she can, eunsae took her friend's hand and squeezed it and looked at her in caring mother's eyes not a friend eyes, seohyun tried to hide her eyes from eunsae when eunsae said sighing:
- seohyun... please seohyun.... what are the things that makes you weak and sad that much? tell me my friend.
she moved her fingers from eunsae's hand and started to cry hardly for a while then she stoped and wiped her tears and said:
- nothing... it's just sadness
- what the sadness that stay in your heart for so long?
- sadness that doesn't has a begining or end
- seohyun... tell me... please... maybe i can help you ... or i can even remove this sadness in your heart and make you smile again
- how can i smile and my heart is sad so sad
- everyone can live happily no matter what ... everyone can remove the sadness with a smile and forget it to live more
- and everyone can live without a lover ... if he's happy because we are far from him
the moment that been with eunsae and seohyun was strange, has misery and sadness that eunsae couldn't reach it so she can help her friend remove it or even help her to be happy again.
- eunsae...eunsae
the sound was far and quiet and sad ... eunsae felt vicky calling her but in her dream so she get back to her deep sleep again ... but then vicky made her voice louder so she woked up and heared vicky saying in a shaky voice:
- eunsae... wake up so you can know what happen
eunsae looked at vicky in her sleepy eyes and saw something strange and thought ... was vicky crying?! ... she got scared and said:
- vicky what happened?! tell me
- eunsae ... it's ... i don't know how to say it ...
eunsae got scared more and more and couldn't stand it so she shout in vicky's face and said:
- tell me what happened?
- seohyun......
and before she say anything more eunsae stand up scared and said:
- what's wrong with her?... speak
- she ........ she killed herself
- killed herself .... seohyun ... how?.... when?.... yesturday she was with me , oh my god ... i was the last face she wanted to say goodbye to....
her tears started to fall.... she was so sad and shoked not just her the hall camp was in shoke too... eunsae stoped crying when she heared vicky say:
- eunsae..... aren't you the last who was with seohyun last night and spoke to her?
eunsae nodded and didn't say anything when vicky said:
- that's why.... the commander wanted to see you now in his office.
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