Third pov
It's been three months since the raven haired last saw 'him'....the person he loved...he cared about...the mother of the unknown unborn. It was all the fault of that damn day....he was informed about eren still living but nothing else....he doesn't know if the baby is ok or even alive. He hasn't left his house after the demon said those last words....every since he was locked inside....he works inside his house...gets paid. Thanks to his crazy friend he was still alive...if she hadn't come that day....he wouldn't be here....not breathing in this beautiful but cruel world.
The raven has been drinking so much....but he never thinks of stopping....even if it kills him. He stopped doing what is necessary...like bathing, changing and other stuff....he was just laying or sitting in his sofa drinking his sorrow away. Every time he finished a bottle he would smash it against the wall and wouldn't care of the mess....he will never be stop....not after what he did.
Hange pov(found out is hange not hanji)
I've been really nervous and sad the past months....not only has eren forgotten who we are but levi has been trying to kill himself....i still remember that horrible scene....i found out about levi and that girl....but why didn't i tell eren? why did i let him pass? why would i thought he would of kill that girl!? and because of me he lost all of his memory about us!
"hange? you better go and looked how levi is doing" erwin said and looked at me
I gave him a sigh but nodded.....when sebastian told levi about eren, levi went crazy....he started to scream and throw things around.....he took his sadness and anger on a wall....he punched the wall without caring if he was hurting...he end up punching through it....he then started to scream and punch himself....it took all of erwins and other workers to make him stop....since then we had him work from home....but we didn't know he will try to kill himself....since i saw that i took everything he can grab or hurt himself....levi is an idiot....but that idiot was my first friend i made when i was little. He is special to me...and i hate seeing him like this.....i have never gone to eren's house but i might go and visit him....tell sebastian the truth....so he can tell eren, but....i won't be easy....sebastian hates levi with all of his heart, he is capable of killing levi if he dares to hurt eren again.
Anyway i stopped in front of levi's house and got out, i walked to the door and unlocked it...as i opened the door i heard a glass bottle break, I flinched at the noise and walked inside, i turned on the lights. My eyes widened seeing broken wine bottles everywhere, the whole place was a mess.....i let a sight and walked to where levi was sitting drinking another bottle. I went and took the bottle away from him.
"levi stop this! look at this place!?!"
"i *hic* i don't care *hic* shitty glasses!! *hic*" he yelled and grabbed the bottle and drank all of it, he then smashed it against the wall.
"do you think eren will like you like this!?!?"
"don't *hic* bring him up!! *hic*" he yelled and hit the wall
"well i will!! look at you!?!? look at this place!?!? what if eren walked through that door and looked at you like this!?! do you think he would like his child have an alcoholic for a father!?" i yelled
"shut up! shut up!! SHUT UP!!" he yelled while hitting his head on the wall
"you don't know how i feel!! i lost the person i love!! not only that but i lost the little family i was building with him!! i feel so empty without him!! he saw me! and probably hates me!! now i would never see the little life he had in his stomach!! all of this is all my fault!! since the problem started i would arrived at the house late because i didn't want eren to look at me!! i never wanted for him to see! i...i was just trying to protect him!! b-but i made things worse!! i'm a idiot! a fucking idiot! i never deserve eren again!.....LET ME DIE THAT'S WHAT HE WANTS! THAT'S WHAT EVERYONE WANTS!" he cried
"no! are you insane i would never!"
"JUST GET OUT! GET OUT AND LET ME DIE ALONE!....LET ME GO SHITTY GLASSES!"
"no you idiot! i would never let you go! you're important to me shorty! you are my best friend! heck you're like a brother to me!"
"i don't care shitty glasses!" he yelled
I glared at him and walked close to him, the next thing i did was something i wanted to do for so long, i went and slapped some sense into him. Levi feel down and grabbed his red cheek, he looked up at with shocked eyes but i just glared at him.
"you fucking stupid midget! for three fucking months i've been helping you, taking care of you! and what i get!? this!! i deserve much more! since little i've got your back! and i'm fucking tired of you treating me like shit!" i yelled angry
Levi looked down and sighed, he rubbed his cheek in pain. I also let a sigh and sat down in front of him, i reached to him but he just glared at me, he knows what i'm trying to do.
"levi....show me your arm" i glared at him
He sigh and gave me his arm, i grabbed it and lifted up his sleeve, i glared at him and wack him on the back of his head.
"how many times have i told you!?! stop levi! this will not help anything!!!" i yelled
"you told me so many times...but i don't listen...cuz it does help! all of my pain goes away! it's better this way!" he yelled
"no it's not! stop cutting you damn midget!"
"never!"
I let a sigh and bandaged his arm, i got up and leave him, and i left some paperwork for him to do and get distracted for a couple of hours.
I got inside my car and drove to eren and sebastian house. When i arrived i got out and knocked on the door, i heard footsteps walking to de door, when it opened i looked at eren, he looked the same but his eyes where different than before, that and the big baby bump. I smiled at him.
"hello there....do you need anything?" eren said
"yes i'm looking for sebastian" i smiled
"sebastian! somebody's calling you!" eren yelled and let me in
I looked at sebastian, he glared at me and crossed his arm, he told eren to go upstairs and not leave his room until he says so.
"what are you doing here hange?" he questioned
"i'm here to tell you everything....the truth"
"i don't want to hear it! i know what happened!" he yelled
"no you don't....you made thing up....i know what really happened"
"tch! i would never believe a word you say! you are just trying to defend levi!"
"i'm not defending no one....but i know you need to know this....don't believe me but at least hear me out"
".....fine go ahead"
"i know what happened that day....it's not what you think....well kinda....levi didn't cheated on eren...he was trying to protect him...he tried to avoid eren because he knew what he was doing was wrong...but when eren found out......levi let his anger out on the girl, he punched her and kicked her until she was left unconscious.....it took five people to make sure levi didn't kill her...after that we took a small break it's when you arrived....when you screamed all of those thing and left levi lost it.....he started going crazy throwing and punching anything that his hands can get to....he punched a wall and broke it.....since then levi hasn't left his room....getting drunk and cutting are his hobbies now....something he started doing and is now addicted" i said and looked down
"all of that....because of what i said" sebastian said
"yes.....i'm scared....he tried to kill himself once....i don't want it to happen again"
"i-i'm sorry hange but....i can't tell eren"
"why not!?" i yelled and stood up
"because the doctor told me! eren has amnesia! and if i bring a bad memory back to eren, eren can end up in a come for god knows how long! he can be in a coma for years hange YEARS!" he yelled
"oh....but please help me out....help me get the old levi back.....save him" i pleaded
"tch......fine"
"thank you!"
HOPED YOU LIKED IT!!♥‿♥ IT WAS A LONG CHAPTER 1413 WORDS ON JUST THE STORY!(ᵔᴥᵔ) THIS IS MORE OF OF HANGE POINT OF VIEW BUT NEXT CHAPTER WILL BE LEVI'S POV!!(◕‿◕✿) MORE INTERESTING THING WILL COME BACK! SO JUST WAIT!!(づ｡◕‿‿◕｡)づ
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