Yn's POV
...I'm pregnant.. I can't believe this I'm literally crying tears of joy right now.
Jacob:Yn can I come in.
I wiped my eyes.
Me:Y-Yes
He came in and sat next to me.. I gave him the test.
Jacob:Oh my god Yn
He smiled and gave me a hug.
Jacob:When are you going to tell him?
Me:Tomorrow
Jacob:I'm so happy for you
Me:I can't believe this...wait how am I going to do this I can't not say anything Jacob I'm going to panic
Jacob:No no you're not calm down ok listen just go in there and act normal ok
Me:I'll try
I gave Jacob the test and he took it up stairs. I went in the living room with Laurent and laid next to him.
Me:I love you so much Laurent
Laurent:I love you too Yn
He kissed my head and we crashed out on Jacobs couch.
Next day
Laurents POV
Yn has been acting weird all day but I haven't really made a big deal of it. She told me that she wants to go to the beach tonight Well when the sun sets. That's where we are on the way to now. I look over at her and she looks really nervous. So I put my hand on her thigh and she jumped.
Me:Belle why you so tense and weird today?
Yn:What you mean silly I'm fine
I just brushed it off and we made it to the beach just in time for the sunset. We sat in the sand and I really couldn't get into the feel of the beauty of it because the way Yn is acting is really bothering me.
Me: Ok Yn what's up? Why are you acting like this.
I put my knees to my head and took a breath. Then I felt her slide something in my lap. It was a red box with a white ribbon.
Me:What's this?
Yn:Open it
I opened it and couldn't believe my eyes. It was a pregnancy test....and it was positive.
Me:Are you serious?
She shook her head with tears filling her eyes.
Me:Oh My God!
I quickly got up, picked her up and spun her around.
Me:I can't believe this
Yn:Me either
I put her down got on my knees and started kissing her stomach.
Me:I'm going to be a dad.. I'm going to have a little me running around
I stood up and looked her in her eyes.
Me:We're going to be parents
She smiled and I kissed her.
Me:You just don't know how happy I am right now... oh god I can't go on tour
Yn:What no baby you're going on tour
Me:But I need to be with you and the baby... our baby
Yn:Laurent you're going..you're only going to be gone for 6 months that leaves 3 months of us together
I just looked at her and picked her up again then quickly put her down.
Me:I can't hurt the baby.. oh my goodness is this why you was acting weird oh I should've caught on.
She just laughed at me.
3 months later
Yn's POV
Laurent and I have FaceTimed each other every morning and every evening. I've been sending him pictures of my baby bump and he just adores them. We're actually on FaceTime right now.
Laurent:I miss you guys so much
Me:We miss you too
Laurent:Let me talk to him
Me:Her
He's just laughed and I put the camera down to my stomach.
Laurent:Hi baby, daddy's gonna be home very soon so that he can spend time with you... you're getting so big baby I can't wait until you are born you're going to be so spoiled.
Larry:Hi belle hi uncles baby
Me:Hi Larry..have you talked to Lylah and Lilo
Larry:Of course both of my babies are visiting mom
Me:That's good I miss my little Lilo
"You're on stage in 5"
Laurent:Ok baby I gotta go I love you and the baby get some rest ok
Me: Ok I love you too
We hung up and I decided to get some rest like he said.
11p.m
I woke up to a sharp pain in my stomach.
Me:Owww!
Jacob came running in the room.
Jacob:What's wrong?
Me:My stomach it hurts
Jacob:Shh it's ok I'm going to take you to the hospital.
He picked me up, we got in the car and he rushed me to the hospital.
Laurents POV
Well the concert is over so I figured I should text Yn and make sure she's fine. But as soon as I grabbed my phone I seen I had three missed calls from Jacob and he was calling again.
Me:Hello?
Jacob:Laurent! I'm had to rush Yn to the hospital
Me:What?! Is she ok what's wrong?
Jacob:I don't know she woke up screaming in pain saying her stomach was hurting.
Me:Listen I'm on my way I'm only 2 hours away
We hung up and I ran to tell my crew that I can't be in tomorrow's performance.
Larry:Laurent what's wrong?
Me:I can't perform tomorrow
Larry:Why?
Me:Yn's in the hospital
Larry:What???
Me:I'm sorry guys but I have to go she's carrying my child
Guys:No it's ok go
Larry:I'm coming too
Yn's POV
I got in the emergency room and and there were so many doctors and nurses in the room. I was on some medicine that made me a little sleepy but I refuse to go to sleep.
Me:Is my baby ok?
I said through my tears.
Doctor:Ma'am I need you to relax ok you're losing a lot of blood.
Me:What... blood?... no no no
Jacobs POV
I'm sitting in the waiting room when I see Laurent and Larry bust through the door and I stood up.
Laurent:Where is she?
Me: I don't know they haven't said anything yet
The doctor finally came out.
Laurent:I-Is she ok?
Doctor:Yes
All of us: Thank God
Doctor:But...
Me:But?..but what?
Doctor:... The baby didn't make it..
I looked over at laurent and he put his fist up to his mouth... then he just broke down
Laurent:You can't be serious...
He got weak and Larry caught him.
Laurent:This is the second time...the second fucking time why is this happening??!
I just closed my eyes and let the tears that were stuck fall.
Laurents POV
This is some fucked up shit... why does this keep happening to us. All we want is a family and to be happy..... but some shit always happens.
Yn's POV
I lost my baby... again.. what did I ever do to have this happen to me.. I seen Laurent come in the door and I just started hysterically crying. He came to me and we cried together.
Next morning
I woke up to laurent beside me and I'm still in the hospital bed... I was hoping it all was a dream but I guess not... I really don't even remember what all happened last night. Laurent was asleep but I didn't want to be woke thinking about this by myself so I woke him up.
Me:Laurent
Laurent:Ummm
Me:Can you wake up...
Laurent:What's wrong baby?
Me:I-I just want someone to talk to... Where's Jacob and Larry?
Laurent:Jacob went home and so did Larry because they said only one person could stay and they both decided to let me stay.
The doctor came in to talk to us.
Doctor:How you guys doing?
Me:Horrible..
Doctor:Right... I do apologize about your loss....
He talked to us more about the whole situation and he basically told me that I'm not able to have kids...
3 days later
I'm out of the hospital and at Jacobs house Laurent still hasn't went back on tour but he made Larry go back just so their fans don't be disappointed. I was sitting on the couch with my knees propping my head up. Laurent came in and sat in front of me.
Me:...I'm sorry
Laurent:Sorry For What belle?
Me:Not being able to give you a family
I started crying and he held me.
Laurent:Non Bebe... no matter what those doctors say we will have a family it's just a matter of time...maybe we're just not fit to be parents right now.
Me:But you wanted this
Laurent:Of course I did but things happen for a reason ok... our time will come one day we just have to be patient.
He kissed my forehead..
Laurent:I love you Yn ok
Me:I love you too laurent..
2 months later
Eventually things got better Laurent went back on tour but recently came back for their little break. So we've been spending a lot of time together. Today we just been walking around everywhere right now we are at the park.
Laurent:It's so beautiful out here
Me:It is
??: Well Look here
Laurent turned around and so did I..oh god. It was my What they called a "master" at my strip club... I haven't seen him in so long. How does he remember me?
Laurent:Do I know you?
??:No but this beauty does
Laurent got upset and was about to hit him but I grabbed him.
Laurent:You know this guy??
??:Well of course she does maybe I need to introduce myself to you... Shawn or to her "Master"
Laurent:What? Yn why aren't you talking?
Shawn:So what happened? You got you a man you're too good for us now?
Laurent:To good for what? Yn fucking talk!
Me:L-Laurent please calm down
Laurent:I will once you talk...
Shawn:Ohhh he doesn't know does he...yikes
Laurent:Know what? Yn I swear if you don't say something right now.
Yn:It's not the right time for this Laurent let's just go
Shawn:Aww leaving so soon... maybe I'll get to see you in my favorite outfit again.
Laurent turned around and started pounding Shawn's face in.
Me:Laurent please stop!
Some dudes finally pulled Laurent off of him.
Shawn:You're too scared to tell him... I will.. you're little angel there.. is a stripper.. now you can't keep dodging me I need my money
Laurents POV
Shawn:You're too scared to tell him... I will.. your little angel there.. is a stripper.. Now you can't keep dodging me I need my money
I squinted my eyes and looked at Yn.
Me:Please tell me he's lying.. what money ?
She didn't say anything
I grabbed her arm.
Me: Yn what fucking money?!!
She jumped.
Yn:I-I can explain
She can explain...she can explain..you got to be fucking kidding me..
Me:Let's go.
We walked to the car and I got in and slammed the door.. a stripper really. The whole car ride was silent I dropped her off at Jacobs house and just kept riding.
Yn's POV
I can't believe this is how he found out... I have never seen him so mad. Couldn't tell Jacob cause he doesn't know so I called Larry.
Phone convo
Larry:Hello
Me:L-Larry
Larry:What's wrong belle?
Me:He found out...
He knew exactly what I was talking about.
Larry:Where is he?
Me:I don't know he just dropped me off and kept driving.
Larry:Listen belle it's time for you to tell Jacob ok don't worry about Laurent I got him..
Me:I don't know how to tell him
Larry:The same way you told me
Me:Ok...
We hung up and I went into Jacobs room.
Me:Jacob can I talk to you
Jacob:Yeah Wassup?
Me:Please don't be mad
Jacob:Mad? Why would I be mad?
Me:... Jacob I use to be a stripper.
He took a deep breath.
Jacob: I know
Jacobs POV
I knew Yn was a stripper I'm not slow I been her bestfriend for all eternity.
Yn:What how did you know?
Me:I'm not slow Yn.. when I would wake up in the middle of the night you were never there I even found your wardrobe.
Yn:How come you never said anything?
Me:Because I wanted you to come tell me yourself....why you decide to tell me now?
Yn:Because Laurent found out and now he probably hates me
Me:He doesn't hate you he's probably just hurt.
Larry's POV
I drove all around town looking for Laurent when I finally found him at the studio.
Me:Bro I've been looking for you everywhere
Lau:Why?
Me:You can't be mad at Yn
Lau:So you knew and didn't tell me?
Me: I promised that I wouldn't tell anyone
Lau:So you just walking around knowing that the girl that I love was being a hoe...
Me:Don't say that Laurent .. she wasn't being a hoe she only did it so that she can make money
Lau:Make money? I give her everything that she wants and needs.
Me:She was a stripper before she met you ok she only did it probably two times while knowing you but not recently cause she quit.
Lau:Larry you don't know how that feels to know that the only girl that you love was out here selling herself to people.
Me:Lau she never had sex with them all she did was dance
Lau:How you know all of this...
Me:She told me...when she lost her first baby...she wanted to tell you so bad but you weren't there..maybe if you just hear her out you will understand...
Lau:I get that Larry but
Me:But Nothing You just trying to come up with an excuse...go talk to her
Laurents POV
Larry left and it gave me time to think... I mean we all have a past... so I went back to Jacobs house. I knocked on the door and he came.
Jacob:She's in the guest room
I walk in there and seen her cuddling a pillow. Then she sat up
Yn:You're here to tell me how much of a hoe I am... I get it laurent ok I Here it all the time
I stopped her talking by kissing her.
Me:I'm sorry for the way I acted... it just caught me off guard. It's in your past so there's no need to be mad. Plus we don't need to be fighting cause we need each other more then anything right now.
She put her head in my chest and started falling asleep.
1 month later
Yn's POV
I've been a little stressed lately but I have to finish out my classes. I have day and night classes everyday and it's wearing me out. Laurent and I really haven't been talking due to us both being busy as heck. Jacob has a new girlfriend so he's over there with her most of the time... Lylah and Larry have gotten back together again and I haven't really seen either of them nor Lilo ... right now I just got done with my night class and a couple of my students came up to me.
Shiyan:Yn we know you've been pretty stressed lately
Ash:So we think you should come with us to the club tonight
Me:Umm I don't know guys
Taylor:Come on it'll be fun
You know what I do need to get out the house.
Me:I guess I can come for a little while.
Shiyan:Great we'll be at your house by 11
They left and I gathered my stuff and headed back to Jacobs house.
Laurents POV
So I'm just at the club with some of the bros just to clear my head.. we just had a show like 3 hours ago and I'm tired as heck. It's like 1a.m I should be in bed but the more I'm in bed the more I think about everything. Me and Yn haven't really been seeing eye to eye the last few days....like when I want to be with her she's busy or when she wants to be with me I'm busy.. honestly I haven't heard from her in two days when I go to Jacobs house she's not there and when I try to call her she doesn't answer or text back. I decided to just go sit at the bar and scroll through instagram you know just look at my notifications. But as soon as I got on it I seen some girl twerking on one of my bros and I'm like he finally getting danced on... then I thought to myself that looks like Yn. So I got up to look where he was and it was...it was Yn and when I tell you I got to heated. I went over there and grabbed her arm.
Me:Yn what the fuck are you doing?! With my bro!
I looked over at him.
Me:D.A you knew this was my girl! What the hell is wrong with you?!
D.a:Listen bro she came on to me
Me:I don't give a fuck! If she fell on you.. Yn lets go
Yn:No Laurent I'm staying
She was drunk I could tell but that still doesn't give her any leeway.
Me:Yn you're drunk so I'm going to be calm we're going home right now.
Yn:Fuck you laurent! I said I'm staying
My anger just took control of me. I gripped her arm really tight and pulled her closer to me but then one of her students pulled her away.
Ash:What the fuck is wrong with you?..you don't put your hands on a woman like that!
She made it seem like I hit her or something. I ran both of my hands down my face trying to calm myself down.
Me:...Yn I'm going to say this one more time.. let's go..
She walked up to me stumbling.
Yn:Laurent...I want space. No matter fact I want to break up.. I can't do this anymore you don't care about me you don't love me... you don't even care about our children that we had.. I was depressed every single day and you didn't care
By now she was crying..and I was clenching my jaws trying not to cry.
Yn:Don't cry now you bitch...
I looked at her as she walked away and they just came falling out. I walked out before I did something crazy..
Next day
Yn's POV
I have the worst hangover but thanks to my girls they helped me home..But I feel strange I feel like something happened I just can't remember what. I looked at my phone and had so many notifications and people sending me links to a video. So I pulled it up and watched it.... I watched the video like 5 times. I am so disappointed in myself.... how could I say that..then I thought.
Me:Laurent..
I found his contact and called him at least 15 times and everytime it went straight to voicemail. I texted him never got any text back. He probably hates me I didn't mean any of that stuff I said though. If anything he was always trying to check on me and see if I was ok..I was the one ignoring him.
Laurents POV
After last night I just feel like Yn was right..I need to give her space I just be wanting to know she's ok.... but I'm going to leave her be. It's going to be hard but I'm going to give her what she wants... I'm not going to lie I cried all night I didn't even go to sleep I cried this morning I'm crying right now. There was a knock on the door so I went to open it and it was Larry I haven't answered none of his texts or calls I haven't answered to anyone after what just happened. I just looked at him and walked back in the room.
Larry's POV
I came back home because Lylah took Lilo to her doctors appointment so I just wanted to come see my brother. But i can feel that something's wrong... he opened the door and he looked horrible. He didn't even say a word to me just walked to his room so I followed.
Me:Laurent you look horrible what's going on?
We were standing up and he turned around to me and just started crying. I went up to him and hugged him.
Laurent:She doesn't want to be with me anymore Larry....
Me:What? What do you mean?
Laurent:Last night she was dancing on someone else and she told me how she wanted to break up cause I didn't care for her but you know I care about her you know I love her.
Me:I do listen we're going over there
Laurent:No Larry I can't
Me:You will
Laurent:Larry if I see her I don't know what I will do
Me:Thats why I'm going to be there
Laurent:..not today
Me:Laurent this is the girl that you claim to love...if you really loved her you would go see her
Laurent:I do love her Larry! Its just the fact that she doesn't want to see me and everytime I try to do the right thing something happens and you know that
Me:Alright Laurent...well I'm going to see her.
I understand that he's trying to go by what she said but... I don't know. Anyways I went to Jacobs house to see Yn. When I got up to the door it was partially open.. that was a hazard so I ran in and didn't see her anywhere.
Me:Yn!
I heard something that sounded like glass fall coming from the basement so I ran down there.
Me:Yn are you in here?
I stopped panicking because I seen her laying on the bed. (Yes there's a whole room in the basement).
Me:Yn you know that's not safe to have the door unlocked and open like that.
Yn:....I was hoping Laurent was coming.
When she said that my heart ached... I sat in front of her and she looked just like Laurent with the tear stains and everything.
Me:Yn..tell me what happened
Yn:I..I got drunk and I dance on one of his bros....and I told him I wanted to break up.. but I didn't mean it Larry I swear I didn't mean it laurent is everything to me why am I so stupid.
She started crying harder.
Me:No Belle you not stupid
Yn:Larry can you talk to him for me please I just need to see him.. he's not answering any of my calls or texts and it's hurting me not to see him or to know that we're so called broken up..
Me:It's alright belle..
Yn:....you know what....I can't talk to him
Me:What?why?
Yn:He left me... he left me
She cried in my chest.. it's hurting me to see both of them like this man.
10 minutes later
Yn eventually cried herself to sleep. So I laid her down gently and went upstairs to call Jacob.
Phone convo
Jacob:Hello
Me:Jacob we have a huge problem
Jacob:What's wrong?
Me:It's Yn and Laurent
Jacob:Oh god what's wrong now?
Me: So apparently last night Yn got drunk at a club and was dancing on someone and it wasn't Laurent and he just so happened to be at the club then Yn told him that she wanted to break up.. so now both of them are just horrible Laurent looks miserable but he doesn't want to come talk to her because he says everytime he tries to do something right it goes bad then I just came to see Yn and she just cried herself to sleep and begged me to get Laurent to talk to her.
Jacob:Damn. Ok listen I'm about to come home matter fact you stay there with Yn I'll go get laurent and bring him there.
Me:Ok
End of convo
Jacobs POV
I haven't talked to Yn in a couple of days and I know that's bad.. I got a girlfriend and she hasn't really let me out of her sight but I have to go now.
Me:Hey babe I gotta go ok I'll be back later
Baj:Where you going?
Me:My bestfriend is kind of going through a situation.
Baj: she's a grown woman don't you think she can handle this stuff on her own?
I have no clue why she doesn't like Yn.
Me:You know what I'm not about to keep going through this with you
Baj:Do you care about her more then me?
Of course I do but I'm not about to hurt her feelings.
Me:Can we talk about this later
Baj: whatever jacob.
I left and went to Laurents house. I know how these two feel about each other and I will not sit there and let them go through this. I walked up to Laurents room and seen him on the edge of the bed.
Me: laurent let's go
Laurent:Jacob
Me:No Laurent I swear if you don't come with me right now
Laurent:fine
45 minutes later
Laurent and I was sitting in the car in my driveway and we've been here for 30 minutes just sitting here because he's second guessing.
Me:You know what we're going in no if ands or buts
Laurents POV
This is going to be hard... We walked up to the door and Larry answered.
Me:Larry why are you here?
Larry:The real question is why are you just now getting here?
I rolled my eyes and we walked in.
Larry:Go in the basement
Me:What?
Jacob:Laurent we're not going anywhere if something happens we're up here
I stood at the door for a minute then walked downstairs....Yn was laying on the bed.
Yn:Larry?
She turned around and got up.When we made eye contact I felt something in my stomach... Her face started frowning up like she was about to cry.
Me:B-Belle...
A tear fell from her eye and I went over there and held her.
Yn:I'm sorry Laurent I'm so sorry I didn't mean anything I said
I just have to ask.
Me:What made you go to the club?
Yn:The girls were telling me that I need to stop stressing and have some fun so they took me to the club...but I didn't think that I would get drunk.
Me:Stressing? About what?
Yn:...you and classes we have barely talked in the last month
Me:I'm sorry belle I just...you know there's not even an explanation for not communicating with you...even though I was busy I still should've made time for you..I'm sorry
She looked up at me and kissed me.
Yn:Do you still love me?
Me:Of course like I said before I could never stop loving you...how about this
Yn:What?
I smiled at her.
Me:You didn't let me finish my sentence
Yn:Oh my bad
I laughed and kissed her head.
Me:Let's go on another trip...no matter fact we are going on another trip
Yn:Really when?
Me:Next week
Yn:What why so soon
Me:I really just need to spend time with you.. our last trip we had so much fun together and not separate..
Yn:But I have so much to do and so do you
Me:Belle the most important thing is us.. I have no shows or anything coming up you just have a few dance classes
Yn:Right and I can't let them down
Me:They'll understand...please belle
Yn:I guess I can try..
Me:If you love me you'll go
Yn:Don't try that
Me:Ok ok
1 week and 3 days later
Yn's POV
I ended up saying yes to going on vacation with Laurent and that's where we are now....London and it was beautiful. Laurent has something planned for us tonight and he wants me to get dressed but once again I don't know what to wear.
Me:Babe I don't know what to wear maybe we should just stay in.
Laurent:Yn this is a very special night if I have to I will go buy you something to wear.
Me:You don't need to do that
Laurents POV
Once again after 35 hours of Yn getting ready we finally got to dinner. We sat, talked and ate and had an amazing time.
Me:Belle lets go to the balcony
I grabbed her hand and we went up there. The view was beautiful. I stood behind her and held her waist then kissed her neck.
Me:You know I love you so much Yn
Yn:I love you too laurent
Me:Turn around baby
I kissed her and told her to close her eyes...you guys I pray and hope that this goes perfect.
Yn:Babe you know I get impatient
Me:It'll be fine
Yn:Well give me a kiss if it'll be fine
Me:I'm way ahead of you.
We kissed and kissed I almost didn't want to stop but I had to. I leaned to her ear and whispered.
Me:We'll finish later tonight
She bit her lip.
Me:But for now keep those beautiful eyes of yours closed.
I'm nervous but here goes Nothing..... I got down on one knee...
Me:Open your eyes belle
She opened them and looked down at me.
Yn:L-Laurent
Me:Will you...Yn( your first middle and last name)..... Marry me?
She started shaking and crying.
Yn's POV
Laurent made me close my eyes for the longest and he knows I'm a very impatient person.
Laurent:Open your eyes baby
When I looked at him I couldn't believe it then I looked at what was in his hand...a ring.... he can't be proposing to me.. he just can't.
Laurent:Will you... Yn/Ymn/Yln... Marry me?
I didn't know what to do before I knew it I started crying and my hands were shaking.
Laurent:....Baby?
This is the man I love the man I fell in love with...we have been with each other through so much.. but am I ready to marry him?
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Me:Yes