life goal: ride luke hemmings until he can't breath ...
wow, i need jesus rn.
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Chapter forty-three
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Still in the twins bedroom with Calum, they laid silently asleep in their cribs while we sat on the floor. I sat in Calum's lap as he ran his fingers through my hair, twirling it around every now and then. It's times like this that make me forget about everything, the only thing I'm focused on is Calum right now.
"Baby," Calum said shifting underneath me so he was comfortable, his arm was wrapped around my waist as if he was cradling me in his hold.
"Hmm." I hummed, his fingers still running through my hair. It's quiet soothing to me, I've almost fell asleep three times while we've been in this room.
"I think our friends might get suspicious as to what we're doing." He chuckled lightly, now twirling my hair around his finger. At this point I didn't care what they thought, if they think we are having sex then okay, I just want to spend this time right here with Calum.
"Let them," I said trying not to sound tired, my eyes were starting to droop and I didn't want to sleep, not now at least, "I just want to be here with you." I smiled up at him.
He smiled back down at me, leaning in so our lips brushed against each other. My breath hitched in the back of my throat, I had to control everything in me to not grab his face and start having a full blown make-out session in the twins room. "Don't tease." I breathed out heavily, Calum started smirking.
I then started to trail my hand down his chest all the way to his rock hard abs, tracing the outline of them. I started to tug at the bottom of his shirt, he let out a shaky breath, "Who's teasing who now?" He chuckled, now trailing up and down my sides causing goosebumps to form on my arms and legs.
I laughed lightly as he placed his hand under my shirt on my bare waist, gripping me tightly he pulled me into him, now leaving sloppy kissed down my neck. "Calum." I said as my fingers got tangled into his hair. He kept going trailing down to my sweet spot, a low moan escaped the back of my throat and Calum smirked even wider, "Calum." I said tugging at the end of his hair.
"Huh." He said against my neck, his hot breath sending chills down my spine. He started to nibble on my neck a little, leaving sloppy and sweet kisses on my sweet spot, and that's when I lost it completely. I don't know what he was doing but I had the sudden urge to just, fuck him. But I need to control myself right now.
"Not in the twins room." I reminded him, he stopped kissing my neck and looked at me in the eyes, smirking at me. He stood up with me in his arms as he carried me bridal style to his room, which didn't have the girls in it anymore. They must have went downstairs.
He laid me down gently before climbing on top of me picking up where he left off. There was something wrong with us, I didn't know what it was but we don't normally act like this, we at least know self-control and right now we've forgotten the meaning. "Baby, I'll make it a quickie." Calum whispered seductively into my ear, more chills ran down my back as his voice became deeper.
"Calum." I moaned as he bit down on my neck and running his tongue over it. He began to trail up my body, his hands inside my shirt. I didn't know if I wanted this or not, we have guest downstairs and Calum wants to have a quick fuck up in his room.
"I can make it quick, I can." He said with determination, now kissing my neck and slightly sucking in it.
"Okay." I said trying to hold back a moan. In one swift move Calum already had me in my bra as he threw my shirt down on the ground. Were we really about to do this, again? I guess so since Calum decided to get in on the shirtless party.
My chest was rising and falling quickly as Calum connected his lips with mine after a long while of teasing. The kiss was hungry but passionate, cupping the sides of my face while my fingers got tangled into his hair once again. He started to bite my bottom lip, gasping that's when Calum took the opportunity to slip his tongue into my mouth to deepen the kiss, "Check my back pocket." He said against my lips. I didn't know what he meant but I got the hint after awhile. Feeling into his back pocket I pulled out a tiny silver square and held it in front of him.
"You got one?" I asked, for once we were going to be safe about this, no more kids, three was plenty. Calum nodded continuing to keep our lips in sync with each other.
"Yes I did." He said, his hand now sliding into my leggings as he slowly pulled them down my legs, leaving me in only my bra and underwear. He threw them aside as well, kissing down my chest to my stomach stopping at the hem of my underwear.
"Are you ready baby?" He asked me, I nodded my head yes as he started to take off his skinny jeans and threw them with the rest of our clothes. He started to kiss my inner thighs as I gripped onto the sheets, my back arching up from him being so close to my area.
"Calum we- holy fuck." Startled Calum covered me up with his body, not really wanting anyone else seeing me like this. I could barely see who it was but the voice was all too familiar, "I didn't need to see this." I realized who it was, Ashton.
"Try knocking next time." Calum groaned as he gave Ashton a glare. Ashton covered his eyes before smirking.
"Michael!" He called from down the stairs, why on earth is he sending Michael up here?
"Yeah?" Michael answered back.
"You were right." Ashton said as he turned his back from us, leaving the door wide open.
Michael laughed, "You owe me ten bucks! Pay up Hemmings." I heard Michael say to Luke. Groaning I pushed Calum off of me and wrapped the covers around me, my face was against his chest, hiding.
"Ashton, what do you want?" Calum sighed, I knew he was mad about being interrupted like that, I mean Ashton could have knocked but instead he barged in.
"Well, the guys wanted me to come get you so we could all have some beer and watch movies but," Ashton trailed off, "Looks like you had other plans." He said chuckling a little.
"Get out, we'll be down in a second." Calum said, I heard Ashton chuckle again.
"So you'll do a quickie and-"
"Get out, Ashton!" Calum yelled. I'm sure Ashton got the message since he shut the door behind him. I rolled out of the bed and grabbed my clothes, tossing Calum his own as well. After we were all dressed Calum pulled me closer to him.
"Yes?" I said raising my eyebrows at him.
"We can finish this, later." He smirked as he laced our fingers together. I blushed as we headed downstairs into the living room where everyone was, all smirking and grinning at Calum and I.
"So, how was it?" Harry asked breaking the awkward silence between us all. I buried my face into Calum's chest as my face became hot.
"We didn't do anything since Ashton interrupted us." Calum sighed, again I blushed and pressed my face further into his chest, he started to rub my back.
"Mhm." Luke said like he didn't believe us, more specifically Calum.
"Didn't look like nothing to Ashton." Michael smirked.
"Shut up, we didn't do anything." Calum groaned, giving my cheek a kiss.
"Camber come with me." Rosie said, I was about to say no but she yanked my arm and took me into the game room.
"What is it?" I asked, curious as to know if something was wrong.
"Nothing." She said smiling widely at me. I looked at her, arching my eyebrows.
"Then-"
"I want to know what happened up there?" She smirked, my mouth formed an 'o' shape.
"Well um, we just kinda-"
"Fucked." She laughed cutting me off.
"No we didn't fuck, we were about to though, but Ashton barged in so Calum stopped." I explained to her, she nodded as she continued to smirk.
"Kinky little shits." Rosie giggled, I smacked her arm and laughed with her. "You guys must have been-"
"Don't say that word," I said cutting her off, "I don't like it." I mumbled. It's true the word itself bothers me so much.
"Maybe it's an urge since you haven't done it in awhile." Rosie suggested, I was about to say something but I didn't know what to say.
"Maybe we did have the urge-"
"Maybe," she laughed, "I'm sure you guys did." She smirked, I rolled my eyes at her and laughed lightly.
"Whatever, it didn't happen so it's not a big deal." I said. I don't see what the big deal is.
"Okay," Rosie grinned, "But how is it to, you know have sex?" She asked randomly. I arched my eyebrows at her.
"Why?" I asked her, Rosie blushed and looked down.
"I've never, done it before. You have, I just want to know how it is?" She asked. This made me kind of excited, maybe Michael would be her first!
"Oh," I smirked at her, "It's nice, hurts at first but it's nice." I told her, she nodded and thats when I took it further, "Are you and Michael planing something?" I asked grinning widely.
"What, uh no." She stammered, looking everywhere in the room but at me.
"Liar! You and Michael are going to do it!" I said jumping up and down. Rosie clapped her hand over my mouth to hush me.
"Cam not so loud, Michael doesn't know about it." She said removing her hand from my mouth.
"He what? Doesn't know? About what?" I questioned. I wasn't understanding what she meant.
"I don't know if he wants to do it yet, he may not be ready.." She trailed off.
"He'll let you know when he wants it, trust me." I said putting a hand on her shoulder. She smiled at me and gave me a hug.
"Don't mean to interrupt you fine ladies," I looked up and saw Louis grinning, "But your boyfriends have requested you." He said opening the door wide for us to come out. We nodded and headed out of the room to see Michael and Calum crossing there arms and staring at us.
"Um, did we do something?" Rosie asked looking worried. I was worried too, I didn't know what we did.
"No you didn't." Michael said with a straight face. If we didn't do anything then why are they mad at us?
"Are you mad-"
"Or nah!" Bentley giggled, cutting off Rosie. I looked at Luke who blushed nervously as Bentley looked up at him.
"Cute, but what did we do?" Rosie asked getting serious now.
"Nothing babe, were just messing with you." Michael laughed, it wasn't nice of them to scare us like that.
"You guys are mean, you had us thinking we did something wrong." I told them, Rosie and I too folded our arms.
"You know I love you baby." Calum cooed as he ran up to me and gave me a big hug. Lifting me up off my feet to spin me around in circles.
"I love you too." I giggled, he set me down and gave me a big kiss, smiling into it.
"Rosie I l-" Michael froze not sure how to find the right words, "I uh, I like you a lot." He smiled weakly. I saw in Rosie's eyes that that's not what she wanted to hear. Her and Michael have been together for two almost three months, I knew Michael loved her he just couldn't say it yet.
"I like you too, Michael." Rosie fake smiled. I saw her about to cry so I got out of Calum's hold and rushed over to her.
"Not out here you don't." I whispered to her, taking her hand I ran to the bathroom down here and locked the door.
Rosie then started to cry, I hugged her as she cried, just sitting there with her for comfort.
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