(I know there birth names but we are using fake ones k? K)
* trigger warning in this Chapter kinda djndkx*
Justin's pov :
"BITCH!" I say to raegan rolling my eyes. "AT LEAST IM NOT A LIL SLUT!" he yells back to me.
I'm not a slut.
That always goes around my head.
24/7
Every.
Day.
He's annoying omg with his lil friends makes me wanna die. He bullies ppl wrong istg.
I walk home alone like normal I broke up with my girlfriend like normal. She wanted to fuck me. No. I'm not fucking anyone. Not a girl at least.... anyway I head home and I hate going home bc my mom hates me for being trans. Calls me by my birth name. I've talked to every teacher possible for them not to expose my birth name.
At Justin's home
(Jm = Justin's mom j=Justin)
"Hey Rachel! How was school?" My mom said.
J: "mom. My name is Justin. Please respect me." I say getting sad
Jm: "NO! Your a girl not a boy! Your Rachel not Justin the fuck!"
J: "respect me.. " I say softly
Jm: "no. I respect you. You don't respect yourself! Go to ur room!"
J: "whatever.."
I literally am 15 and can't move out till 18. I hate my life. I have nothing to live for anyway.
I keep remembering
"Your a girl not a boy!"
And
"Slut"
My heart hurts.. I need love..
Raegans pov -
(Rd= raegans dad R=raegan)
I'm home and my dad is here. No... no no no no.. run up to my room as fast as possible. He grabs my arm and yells at me
Rd: "WHY THE FUCK ARENT YOU WEARING A DRESS!?"
R: I get out of his grip and yell back "BC I AM BOY!" He pushes me to the steps and I run up and I go to my window and there was someone crying next door. But it was they got broken in half.. I felt so bad.. I open my window and knocked on the their window they looked up. And it looked like I knew them. There eyes were all puffy from crying and his hair was a mess. And then I realized it was..
R: "Justin?"
J: "w-wha-"
J: "RAEGAN?!" He wiped his tears
R: "Justin what's wrong?"
J: "why the fuck do you care? Bye!"
R: "jus-" he shut his curtains
Why was he being a dick? Is that how we usually? Are- wait. I called him a
S l u t.
That couldn't have hurt him tho.
Why do I care??
Fuck
Feelings. Shit why? I'm straight. I only care for girls.
Justin pov
He called me a slut..
I'm not.
I've never had sex before
Well.
It wasn't my fault... I scream why. And my mom comes in screaming at me.
Jm: "SHUT UR FUCKING MOUTH YOU WHORE!"
J: "m-mom s-stop I'm going though a-a lot" I start crying
Jm: "kys the world would be better off!"
J: "MAYBE I WILL!" I yell back
She leaves.
I hate her I turn my music one.
And sing with it.
And I cry.
And I think about
Death.
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I'm sad if that's why this book is going to be sad. But there will be happy chapters trust me.
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