* trigger warning: deep thoughts*
Justin's pov:
He said that. I literally can't even think. I blushed sooo hard after he said that. Like damn. Me? No. But he said it. But me? How? What. Mk.
"HEY FAGGOTS!" A girl yelled. I couldn't even see where she was so Raegan all of sudden picked me up and got into the car and drove off.
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"Where are we going?" I say looking at him. "I don't know." I looked away just thinking. Maybe I do like him, I mean he calms me down. He's cute, funny, smart, I get butterflies when I'm around him. I can't like someone I bully. That's dumb, like hey yeah I bully you but really like you! Like no. Maybe though, he knows everything well.. not everything but a lot. No one knows the things I told him. I guess I do really like him.. fuck. I don't even want to, I don't want my heart to get broken again. He doesn't like me anyway, so no flirting.
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Raegans pov.
I'm not okay, everything is falling apart. My heart, my life, justin, my school life, my friends. Everything. I feel like I shouldn't even live. I'm not enough, ha shit I'm a straight up faggot. My dad is right I should kill my self. I mean I'm nowhere near a boy, like I wanna be. Plus I'm fat, ugly, stupid. No one likes me anyway. No one would be sad if I died, shit they would be happy. My friends don't even like me no shocker there, I'm a mistake.
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3rd person
Raegan was too deep in thought and started to 'drift away' and his eyes started to shut. And the car was about to crash until Justin grabbed the wheel and turned it so they wouldn't crash. Raegan woke up and grabbed the wheel and pulled over. Raegan put his head on the wheel and started to sob
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Justin's pov.
I almost died. With Raegan, what happened? Did he just not care we were going to crash? Did he want me to die? No. He cares about me. What could've happened?
R: " I-I'm s-so s-sorry." Raegan stutters on his words, sobbing.
J: " I have no words for you." I snapped at him.
R: "I'll take you home." He says breathing hard.
J: "fuck you!" I yell at him.
He starts the car and starts driving. We arrived at my home and I don't get out I just sit there and he runs his fingers through his hair. He seemed so stressed and.. sad. "I'm sorry" I say softly looking at raegan. He just nods his head "why aren't you fucking talking Raegan!" I snapped.
He looked at me.
"Get out"
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Sorry it's so short :(
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