Through the struggle

By mirrydunn

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strug·gle ˈstrəɡəl/Submit verb make forceful or violent efforts to get free of restraint or constriction. More

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By mirrydunn

2 years later..... iris Pov.


Adian has become my bestfriend he's been there for me trough everything and he even spoils the mess out me. He graduated high school about a year ago but no one messes with me anymore because they know he'll still beat their asses. I'm 18 years old now and over time Adian has shown me nun but kindness. There are some times where that bad boy came out when some one would mess with me but other than that a perfect angle.

I'm hanging out with him now laying on his stomach,and no we haven't done none sexual Adian tell me he doesn't see me like that. I mean it kinda hurts that he looks at me like his little sister but I'll mange. He has a girlfriend named Mia and she's pretty nice most of the time when she's not telling me to back off of Adian. I just laugh it off cause he doesn't want me.

"Adian I miss you,I barely get to see you now." Me and Adian barely get to see each other because I have school but it's my last year. I'm finally a senior.

"Baby girl it's okay this yo last year then it's just gon be me and you time I promise." I look up at him and smile. I get on him and straddle him.

"You really promise your job keeps you working a lot and I understand-" he cuts me off.

"Nah I promise ima make times for you iris and that on me." I smile at him and hug him.

"I love you bestfriend."

"Mmmh you better with all the shit I do for you." I start to laugh. Adian has done a lot for me through out theses two years we've known each other. My mom beat my ass when I was 17. She beat me so bad that I had an concision. Adian told me I'm not going back there and I moved in with him. He pays all the bills. Don't worry I have my own room but I mostly just sleep with him in his bed.

The only down side to it is when he has his girlfriend over. They stay moaning and I can't sleep. He tells me I'm not allowed to have a boyfriend which is crazy cause I'm old enough and he's not my dad. I'm not going to lie I have feelings for Adian but I know he doesn't see me like that.

"Adian can we watch shameless." He rolls his eyes.

"Im so fuckin tried of you and that show,I'm tired of it." He tells me. I give him the puppy dog eyes and he sighs.

"Fine one more episode." I kiss him on the cheek.

"Thank you Adian." I say laying back down on him. We watch one more episode then he tells me to go to sleep I have school in the morning. I fall to sleep.

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I get woken up by kisses all over my face and I giggle.

"Adian stop that tickles." I tell him.

"Mmmh then get up and I'll stop." I finally get up and kiss him on the cheek.

"You could have gave me 5 more minutes to sleep." I tell him crossing my arms.

"Get yo we gota go,I have to get to the trap house." He tells me. I quickly jump up and put on some clothes. I don't like what Adian does it's very dangerous job and he could get killed.

"Adian you don't have to take me to school a friend is coming to get me." I tell him I don't want to say he because I know he will go off if he finds out it's a boy.

"Mmm and what's this friends name iris." He tells me putting his shirt on.

"Oh umm do you have to know."

"You know my rules what's the friends name."

"Corey." I tell him real quiet.

"Now I know Corey bet not he no nigga." I put my head down and don't say nun.

"What the fuck I tell you about theses niggas iris?"

"That they only want one thing and stay away from them." I mumble.

"Yeah that's right,Now how do I know this?"

"Because you are one and want the same thing but not with me." I say rolling my eyes. He comes up to me and grabs me.

"What I say about that attitude shit iris." I look him in his eyes and roll them again. He smacks my ass.

"Ight keep on before I make you not sleep in my room no mo with yo scary ass." His heavy ass hands hurt.

"I'm sorry Adian you know I don't like sleeping alone." I say hugging him tight.

"Yeah I know that's why I use it against you,now call this Corey nigga and tell him he no picking you up." To late for that he already texted me he outside. I quickly run for my bag and dash out the door.

"Sorry I love you Adian!!" I say yelling before racing to Corey car. I see Adian come running after me but he's to late. I get in his car and tell him hurry up now and he drives off. Leaving a mad looking Adian. I already know he's going to be mad at me when I get back home.

"Hi Corey."

"Hey iris why was you in such a hurry?"

"Oh umm I thought we where going to be late but mc clock must me wrong." I say making an excuse for why I was running away from Adian.

"Awe Ight we still on for our date tonight." I give him a big smile and nod my head.

"Of course we are silly." I just have to find away to sneak out and not get caught by Arian.

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I get home and Adians not here right now because he usually gets off at like 5. But little did I know he's sitting on the couch waiting for me.

"A-Adian w-hat-"he cuts me off and comes over to me.

"Why the fuck did you leave with that dude,do you know how mad you fucking made me!" He yells at me.

"Adian can you chill out he's a friend and-"

"And fucking none thing don't play with me iris you know the fucking rules." I'm really mad right now he acts like he's my dad. Ion even know why I can't date. It's just a stupid rule he made up when I first moved in. I'm tired of bitting my tongue.

"Fuck this Adian I'm not listening to you,I'm tired of you controlling me." I tell him calmly. He looks at me like he wants to kill me.

"First of all iris you live in my house and have been forever I pay the fucking bills so you will-" I cut him off.

"Your not my father Adian stop acting like it."

"I'll stop when you stop acting like a fucking child,I'm tired of this shit."I start to laugh. Your tried of it.

"You know what fuck you Adian." He gets in my face and ducks down to my size.

"Fuck you too iris,get the fuck out my house I'm tired of you and your childish ways." I slap him across the face.

"Fine I will,you'll never be hearing from me again." I turn around and run to my room crying. I start to pack my bag and I text my friend Casey to come get me.

I open the door and standing there is Adian.

"Look I didn't mean what-" I cut him off pushing pass him but he holds me in place.

"Look I'm sorry I was mad,I love you and you know that I don't want you to go I was just mad." I wipe my tears away. I don't say anything. He makes me looks at him.

"I said I'm fucking sorry iris,you know Ian mean nun I said." I look him in the eyes and kiss him he pulls away.

"Wow iris you know I don't feel that why about you,your like-" I cut him off. I just completely embarrassed myself.

"I know and I forgive you I'm sorry for over reacting let's just pretend that kiss never happen.

"Yeah but-" I quickly close the door in his face. I text Casey that she doesn't have to come anymore and I also text Corey that I can't go out tonight. I just want to sit in my room and cry. Me and Adian have never had this big of a fight and i fucked up with kissing him. He has a whole girlfriend and I don't want that to ruin or friendship,but I do love Adian but he doesn't see me like that I guess.

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