Rose's POV:
"When are you finished?" Shawn calls out for the fifth time now, causing me to roll my eyes.
"Just because you ask all the time doesn't mean I will be ready sooner." I shout back, applying a red glossy lipgloss before admiring my make up in the mirror.
It looks pretty good I think. I decided to add a bit more this time because I looked like a mess the last three days. It's honestly a wonder that I could cover up my eye bags from the previous sleepless nights.
No, Carter still hasn't called or texted and the fact that it doesn't bother him that I told him, I have been at the bridge more than once kind of hurts. I still don't get it.
He says he loves me but doesn't even have the balls to send me at least one text. I shake my head, trying to get rid of the thoughts of him since I don't want to start crying again.
I did that enough the past days and I'm surprised Shawn didn't get tired of comforting me.
Without him I would probably still lay in bed with ice cream while watching Netflix. "Rosieee." Shawn whines, causing me to chuckle. "Don't call me that or I'll stay here." I warn after opening the bathroom door.
Shawn has annoyed and begged me to come with him to the AMA's for days now and I finally gave in. I'm probably going to regret it... but oh well.
I smooth down my red velvet skin tight dress which the stylist of Shawn picked out for me, not being sure if it really fits that good me like she said.
"Is it okey?" I ask shyly as Shawn props himself up on his elbow from his laying position to eye me up and down. "Wow." He mumbles and I could feel the heat coming up in my cheeks. "So?" I ask, clearing my throat since he still hasn't said anything.
"Rose you look gorgeous." He replies, approaching me while biting his lower lip. "Thanks." I smile, wanting to walk past him but he gently grabs my waist. "I don't know if I want to go anymore." Shawn says, moving his large hands over the fabric of my dress.
"Why?" I question, my eyebrows furrowing. „I don't want other boys staring at you. They won't be able to take their eyes off." „Too bad that you are not my boyfriend, so you have to suck it up."
I respond, sticking my tounge out as I head towards the bed to put my matching high heels on. Shawn chuckles, slipping on his suit jacket before grabbing my hand to walk towards the door. „Not yet" Shawn winks, bringing my hand up to his mouth , placing a kiss on my knuckles.
"Hmm." I hum, shaking my head but still not being able to hold back a smile. „What did you say are we doing after?" „You know the girls from Fifth Harmony?" „Yeah." „Camila is a good friend of mine and they said we all should go to dinner after.
So it going to be them, the boys and you and me. They are excited to meet my girlfriend." Shawm explains grinning. „Where is she?" I ask, sarcastically.
"Haha." Shawn mocks, as we walk towards the already waiting limousine outside. We sit down and Shawn pulls the lid between the driver and us shut. „Planning on murdering me?" I question, raising my eyebrows. „Maybe..." "Haha." "I'm kidding.
I'm just planning on kissing you and the driver doesn't have to watch." Shawn smirks as he leans over but I put my hand on his chest to stop him. "I have lipgloss on." "Yeah that's why I brought that with me." Shawn says, pulling my little lipgloss bottle out of his pocket.
"Really?" I chuckle, raising my eyebrow. "Yes." He smiles proudly, placing his hand in my neck to pull me closer. Just before our lips could touch his phone rings, causing a groan to escape him.
"I hate you sometimes Andrew." He mumbles, pulling back to answer the call. I quietly laugh, before looking out of the window. A weird feeling comes up in me, realizing how many people are going to be there. I actually hate that... "Is that okey? Rose?"
"Huh?" I hum, turning my head to Shawn. "Andrew said you should stay with me all the time. You know for pictures and interviews-" "Wait so I have to pose in front of cameras and paparazzi?" I ask, my chest tightening at the thought.
"Hun, don't worry about that okey? You look gorgeous and everything is going to be fine." "I-I don't know..." I murmur, playing with ring on my finger. Shawn slips his hand in mine, making me look up into his eyes.
"I'm right beside you all the time and believe me it's going to be over sooner than you think." "Fine." I sigh. Shawn gives my hand a soft squeeze as the car comes to stop.
My heart starts to thumb quicker as I already see the flashlights outside the car window.
He grips the doorhandle wanting to push it down but I stop him. "Shawn-" "Hey look at me." Shawn says, cupping my cheeks gently.
"It's not as bad as you think Rose. You are amazing and you are going to make everyone jealous out there." Shawn says smiling before he gives me a short kiss on the forehead.
The door gets pushed open and immediately like ten cameras are fixed on us. You can do this Rose. Shawn steps out, turning around to take my hand, helping get out of the car.
"Show them that there's nothing that can bring you down." Shawn whispers, intertwining our fingers. I smile lightly as we walk along the rolled out red carpet, left and right of us fans and paparazzi.
After some minutes of Shawn greeting fans and taking pictures we made it inside where Andrew and Josiah are already standing. I look around, amazed by all the celebrities and fans who are going crazy when there favourite walks past them.
I've never seen so many famous people in real. I wonder what's behind all those 'perfect' masks. "See half as bad." Shawn says, leaning towards my ear where he places a kiss just below. I blush, making sure that Andrew and Josiah haven't seen it.
After uncountable interviews and posing in front of cameras, I'm so done with walking in those high heels. How the hell do all the other girls do that all day?
"Want something to drink?" Shawn asks, as we sit down on a couch in the 'celebrity area'. "Yes please." I nod, watching Shawn as he disappears behind the people to get something.
I tug at my sleeves to make sure that nothing can be seen, shifting around on the couch. Can't he comes back faster? "Hey! You must be Rose right?" I hear a girly voice say behind me causing me to turn around.
A brown haired girl in a light purple dress, walks towards me with a bright smile on her face. I have seen her before... "Y-Yeah that's me." I say, forcing a smile.
"I'm Camila. Nice to meet you! Can I sit here? My feet are killing me." She huffs, pointing next to me.
"Of course. I thought I was the only one who can't walk anymore." "Oh trust me, you are not." She replies, laughing lightly. "According to the look on your face you don't know who I am." Camila chuckles. "Oh uh... I have seen you before I just-"
"Hey don't worry. I don't expect everyone to know me. I jus thought that I would introduce myself before the dinner later."
"You are in Fifth Harmony. Now I know." I say. "Exactly. Your first event like this? You seem kinda stressed out." Camila asks, chuckling.
"Yeah." I nod, fumbling with the ring on my finger. "Calm down sweetie. It's half as bad as you think." She smiles. "Yeah that's what Shawn said too." I mumble.
"Now that you are mentioning him. Where is your lovely boyfriend? The pictures of you guys are so couple goals it almost make me throw up." She remarks, causing me yo chuckle.
"Actually-" "Oh, I see you already met." Shawn says, appearing right in front of us. "Yes I already met your sweet girlfriend which you didn't tell me about. I'm disappointed." Camila pouts, as he gives her a quick hug.
"Well, now you know." Shawn replies, sitting next to me and handing me the cup of water. "Thanks." I say, quietly. They start to talk and I just listened hoping that this evening would be over soon.
I just feel so out of place here and it seems like Shawn rather talks to Camila so I excuse myself to the toilet. "Wait I'll come with you and wait outside." Shawn says and was about to stand up but I stop him. "Shawn I can go alone."
"Yeah Shawn I only have a few minutes left to talk and I haven't seen you in so long. She's an independent woman, you know." Camila says and I don't know why but the way she grabs onto him annoys me but that's my smallest problem now.
I feel so exhausted even this we are here for like only and hour. Dizziness overcomes me and I know that it isn't a good sign.
Before Shawn could say something else I nod, turning around to rush to the bathroom. Luckily no one is in there. I take a deep breath holding onto the sink, attempting to calm myself.
I'm probably just nervous. Did I take my medicine today? Yes... I did. I'm sure. I'm just a but nervous. My hands become shaky as I reach forward to turn on the water. Shit. I can't ruin my make up now.
It's fine Rose. I gasp as my feet suddenly give in under me but I could hold myself up by the sink. I stumble out of the toilets, my eyes wandering over the people to find Shawn. Where the hell are you?
I keep walking until I find him standing at a little bar with Camila, which is pretty close may I add. Oh my god Rose, they are like best friends.
I was about to walk towards him but stop as he lays his hand on her lower back, standing up to go somewhere.
Both of them laughing. Okey? If I wasn't seeing blurry right now I would probably get angry but I don't even have the strength for that.