Psycho~Fillie

Por _Ishipmostthings_

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He traces tiny little circles on the lines of my palm, looking all so serious. "Can you really read palms?" I... Mais

Millie
Neighbor
Random dude
Cute Boy
Psycho
Noah
Ruined.
Scream
Lean in
Weekend
Black.
Finns house
Lips.
Sadie and Ava
Road trip
Sucking face
The cliff
Lap
Hotel
Beach
Paddleboard
Your eyes
Jump.
Daddy.
Starbucks
Good hold.
Best and Worst.
Bruises.
4 months.
I wonder.
2:14 a.m.
First base.
Wouldnt work.
Bug
Elevator
Dent in the wall.
Neck.
I think.
Malignant.
Water
Treatment.
I love you.
Strawberry.

Top of the van

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Please don't complain about the chapters being short I try my hardest okay

Millie's pov

"Guys, we are so going in that." Sadie said, and Caleb stopped the car.

I looked out, and saw a cliff. And at the bottom was water.

"No way in hell I'm jumping off of that." I said, and Sadie laughed, and went to the trunk to get our swimsuits.

"Let's go Millie." Sadie said, pulling me to the bathrooms over by it.

"Someone save me please," I yelled, and the guys laughed.

We changed, and walked out to see the guys were already by the cliff with their swim trunks on.

"Who's jumping first?" Sadie asked, and that made the guys all turn to us.

I walked over next to Finn and looked over the cliff, then looked back to Finn, who was still looking at me.

I nudged his side. "Stop," I said, and he laughed.

"Okay, we can go in pairs of twos. I'm not going first. Nose goose." Sadie said, and literally everyone said it except Finn and I.

"Really? Make the girl who doesn't wanna do it go first? Real smart." I said, and I felt someone's fingers intertwine with mine, holding my hands.

"Well I'm here, so you won't be as nervous." Finn said, and smiled.

"Aweee." Sadie said, and I looked to her.

"Shut up Sadie oh my god." I said, and they all laughed. I rolled my eyes and pulled him to the edge of the cliff. It wasn't that big of a drop, but it was pretty big. It could've been higher.

"Okay." I said, and Finn and I backed up, not letting our hands separate.

We both ran and jumped off the cliff, and I screamed.

It felt like I was in the air for more than 5 seconds, but it wasn't that long.

Finn was screaming too, so I was laughing at the same time I was screaming.

We hit the water, and it was freezing.

I swam back up to the top, and started laughing really hard, and Finn looked at me, smiling.

"Why are you laughing?" He asked.

"Your scream-

I got cut off by the sound of my own laughter.

"Don't make fun of my scream." He said, and I laughed more.

"Fine, you have a cute laugh, so I'll let it slide." He said, and our eyes met.

But it quickly went away when we heard screaming from above us.

Oh my god they are about to land on me.

Before I had time to react, Finn grabbed me and pulled me towards him, our bodies colliding, his hands secured around my waist.

I set my hands on his shoulders, and moved back a little.

"Sorry." I said, and he laughed.

"I'm glad I saved you." He said, and I smiled. His eyes flickered down to my lips, and then back up to my eyes.

"Sorry Millie," I heard Caleb say, coming up from the water. I parted my lips and let go of Finn, and he let go of me too, after tightening the grip on my waist out of reflex.

"That was so fun." Sadie said, and she looked at Caleb, and she kissed him. Caleb kept the kiss going though.

That just made things awkward for Finn and I.

But luckily, they stopped when we heard screaming by Noah and Gaten.

They crashed into the water, and I laughed a little.

We messed around in the water for a while, until we made our way back up to the van, and we grabbed towels.

We were all just standing outside of the van, everyone having their own little conversations. I wasn't really talking, just looking at the sky, because it was getting dark.

I got dry, and I grabbed a change of clothes, Sadie and I going to the bathroom to change.

I also brought a toothbrush and a hairbrush, with my shampoo. I just put a little on my hairbrush and brushed through it with water, and it didn't have the hay feeling anymore. It felt smooth.

I also changed into some shorts and a T-shirt, and brushed my teeth, along with Sadie.

Thank the lord for clean bathrooms, I'd die if I had to do this in a run down abandoned one. I'd just feel disgusting.

I walked out to the van again, and put my bag in the back, and saw that the guys already out the seats down, with the blankets and pillows. The guys changed and did everything we did, and I was sitting in the van, checking my phone.

Eventually, everyone was laying in bed, passed out. Finn was on his phone, and I was on mine. I looked out the window, and I saw the sun going down. I smiled, and sat up, looking at Finn.

"Finn, come here." I said, and got up, and opened the van door, and climbed to the roof of the van.

He surprisingly followed.

"What?" He asked, and I smiled.

"Look at the sunset." I said, and he smiled.

"Really?" He asked, and I laughed and hit his arm.

"Just watch it." I said, and he watched it.

"Wow. It's beautiful." He said, and I laughed.

We stayed in silence for a little longer, until I broke it.

"Can you tell me more about Iris?" I asked, and he turned to me.

"Iris? She was just a bitch. She never let me speak my mind, it was always her decisions to do things, and say things. I kinda just got used to it, so I stopped talking. I'm getting better at it though. She's also a bully, and I can't stand bullies." He said, and I looked at him.

"What'd you guys do?" I asked, and he looked at me.

"You're asking me what we did when we hang out?" He asked, and I nodded.

"We watched movies, she talked shit about people. I just listened." He said.

"That's it?" I asked, and he shrugged.

"I mean, we made out a couple times. But I didn't like it." He said, and my heart jumped.

"You don't like kissing?" I asked, and he turned to me, his lips separated a little.

"No, I do. I guess it just has to be with the right person. She isn't the right person. And she kissed weird anyway." He said, laughing a little.

"Who's the right person?" I asked, and he didn't say anything for a while.

"And why am I telling you this?" He laughed, and I giggled.

"Because I want to know." I said, and he smiled.

"Well, I've only kissed two people before." He said, and I nodded.

"For you, it'd be an easier choice, because you've only kissed one person before." He said, and I met eyes with him.

"Actually, it'd be harder for me, because I don't know what a kiss feels like, besides that one person." I said, and he smiled.

"Well, if you kiss someone, well, make out with someone, then you can probably tell if you liked it or not. A two second kiss is just feeling their lips against yours, in my opinion." He said, and I nodded, and faced him.

"So basically you only know how it feels like to make out with Iris, and I don't know how it feels like to make out at all." I said, and he shrugged and smiled.

"Well, we can both help each other out with both of our situations." I said, and he looked to me.

"Now?" He asked, and I shrugged.

"Perfect time." I said, and he nodded.

We faced each other, and I smiled at him. His eyes flickered down to my lips, and mine did the same.

We leaned in, and pressed our lips together. I felt his hand go to the side of my face, and we opened our mouths.

"Millie!" I heard Finn yell, and I opened my eyes, shooting up.

We were on the van. I was just laying down.

"What did you say to me before you yelled my name?" I asked, and he furrowed his eyebrows.

"I told you about how if you made out with someone, you'd know, but if you only kissed for a couple of seconds, you wouldn't know that well. Why?" He asked, and I groaned.

"Psychosis." I mumbled, and he furrowed his eyebrows.

"What happened?" He asked.

"Hallucination. I only get them sometimes. I'm sorry." I said, and he shook his head.

"Don't be sorry." He said, and I smiled at him.

"I'm tired, let's go to bed." I said, and he nodded.

He got off, and I was getting off, but I slipped on the place where I was putting my feet, and Finn caught me, and we met eyes.

"Thank you, again." I said, and he smiled.

"No problem." He said, and let me go, and we got into the van, laying down under the blanket.

I didn't kiss Finn, it was a fucking hallucination.

But do I even want to kiss him? I told him I didn't like him like that, and I don't.

He doesn't like me like that either.

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You're fucking welcome

Also you should appreciate how I update every night, before I go to sleep, to have a chapter for you guys to read. Be really fucking grateful because most authors don't do that.

Sorry, I'm just in a bad mood. Hope you like the chapter!!

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