Sad Song (Lauren/You)

By Maclue

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"I'm tired of feeling alone Lauren. " Y/N pulled her hips close to his hearing his favorite little gasp that... More

A/N
~Prologue~
Part 1- Superheroes
Ch. 1 ~A Sky Full of Stars~
Ch. 2 ~The Edge of Tonight~
Ch. 3 ~One Of Those Nights~
Ch. 4 ~Middle of the Night~
Ch. 5 ~Stargazing~
Ch. 6 ~Passing Time~
Ch. 7 ~Hanging by a Moment~
Ch. 8 ~Standing in the Dark~
Ch. 9 ~Rock Bottom~
Ch. 10 ~Real Friends~
Ch. 11 ~Invisible~
Ch. 12 ~Flicker~
Part 2 - Hope and Despair
Ch. 13 ~Angel~
Ch. 14 ~Night Changes~
Ch. 15 ~Wake Me Up~
Ch. 16 ~Fix You~
Ch. 17 ~Love Drunk~
Ch. 18 ~Believer~
A/N
Update on the Update
Ch. 20 ~Youth~
Ch. 21 ~Ghost of You~
A/N
Ch. 22 ~No Filter~
Part 3 - Purpose
Ch. 23 ~Complicated~
Ch. 24 ~Young & Relentless~
Ch. 25 ~Good Life~
Ch. 26 ~Heavy~
Ch. 27 ~Bad Liar~
Ch. 28 ~New Man~
Ch. 29 ~Two Ghosts~
Ch. 30 ~Demons~
Ch. 31 ~Always~
Ch. 32 ~So Close~
Ch. 33 ~Sad Song~
Epilogue
New story
Special Epilogue
I'm back!
New Fifth Harmony book?

Ch. 19 ~Nervous~

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By Maclue

A/N: Surprise update. Seriously it's a surprise even for me. I didn't expect to write anything for a while for this story. But I guess the unexpected happens! Enjoy my beautiful readers.

-B

"Disgraceful! "

"Pathetic! "

"Shameful! "

"Miserable! "

Y/N's body shook as unshed tears clouded his eyes. His father had been shouting at him for only a few minutes but it felt like a lifetime.

"Your math score barely passed. What have you been doing in school? Sleeping? Or maybe even fooling around with girls? This grade is as worthless as you! " Y/N father ripped up Y/N report card in front of him.

Tears was now streaming against Y/N face. His little fingers shook as he shakily wipe them away. He didn't understand why his father is so angry at him. Every subject in his report card says he passed.

"B-but I passed— "

Y/N felt fear as his father loom in front of him. His cold, furious eyes trained on a young and shaking Y/N.

"Pass? Pass!? I don't care if you pass. I want you to get the highest grades possible. If it wasn't for my contacts you wouldn't even be in the prestigious school you're in. You really think you— "

"Joel, that's enough, "

"Mommy! " Y/N ran into his mother's comforting arms.

"It's okay, Y/N. " Y/N mother smiled softly at him.

"You always treat him like a baby. " Joel spat in disgust. "Sooner or later he'll know that passing and succeeding are two wholly different things. " He cast one more hard look at Y/N before storming out of the living room.

"Mommy, " Y/N whisper as he sniffle in his mother's embrace.

"What is it, my love? " The soft fingers combing through Y/N hair calmed him down.

"Does d-daddy h-h-hate me? "

Y/N heard his mother sigh before her fingers left his hair and gently turn his head to face hers.

"Your father doesn't hate you, darling. Not one bit. " She smiled softly. Her eyes showing the love and care Y/N received all of his life. "Your our beautiful boy. No one could hate that big heart of yours. "

"Y/N, Y/N, earth to Y/N, "

"Huh... What? "

Camila raise one eyebrow at him. "You were practically daydreaming on your breakfast. "

It took a few seconds for Y/N to grasp the situation. His hand immediately wipe the drool on his mouth as his other hand rub the sleep out of his eyes.

"Sorry, I didn't get any good sleep last night. "

"Yeah, I can see that. "

Y/N could feel exhaustion clouding his brain. He just wants to fall into his soft bed and sleep for a week. But he regretfully can't. Today is the day he'll take up Sarah's recommendation for work.

"Are you sure you should go today? You look like you haven't slept for a week. "

"That's cause I didn't... " Y/N grumble.

"What? "

Y/N shook his head. "Nothing. I'm fine. It's been a few days; I know I'm ready. "

Finishing his breakfast in a flash Y/N stood up and place his empty plate at the sink. His leg didn't ache that much that he has to rely on his cane, but he still can't go for long periods of time without it.

"Want me to drive you there? " Camila asks, leaning herself against the wall as she watch Y/N grab his cane and stared at himself in the mirror.

"No thanks. " Y/N shook his head, groaning mentally at the eye bags visible in the mirror.

"Are you sure? It's really not a bother- "

"Nah, I'll be fine, " Taking one last pitiful look at himself, he turn around and left his room.

"What about after? I have some time so I can- "

"I'll be fine, Camila. "

Camila frown for a moment before smiling. "Okay. You have my number if you need anything. "

Y/N nodded before bidding goodbye to the brunette.

A few minutes later Y/N is sitting at the furthest back part of a public bus. His head leaning against the foggy window, hands gripping his black pants, while his suit and tie crinkled — to be fair he didn't had any time to iron it since he woke up late (again).

"I'm a mess. " He sigh frustratedly. The tips of his temple furrowed in pain as a headache formed.

All in all Y/N felt like burying himself back in bed while eating some unhealthy junk food.

Not a good way to spend a day.

Ring. Ring. Ring.

Taking his phone out of his pocket — he smiled at the name shining.

(10:00 am) LJ: Yo 💣

(10:00 am) : Hey. What's with the bomb?

It didn't even take a second for Lauren to reply — which is one of Y/N's favorite thing about her. Some people answers minutes later, while Lauren answers less than 10 seconds. It goes to show who's interested and not.

(10:00 am) LJ: I'm the bomb! 😉

The laugh that came out of Y/N mouth was loud enough to gather looks from the passengers in the bus.

(10:02 am) LJ: You still there?

(10:03 am) : Sorry. I just laugh so hard at the oldest joke in the book.

(10:04 am) LJ: Joke? I was being serious 😠

This time Y/N laugh harder then last time. His hands kept banging against his lap as his mouth ache from smiling too much.

(10:08 am) LJ: You still there asshole?

(10:08 am) : Aren't you mean to your friend early in the morning

(10:08 am) LJ: Say's the person who keeps laughing at the fact I'm the bomb

Y/N bit back another laugh as he types back a reply.

(10:09 am) : Why do you think your the bomb anyway?

(10:09 am) : Ha! That's easy. Cause I make people's hearts 💥

Without really giving it a second thought Y/N fingers type out a reply.

(10:10 am) : You don't make my heart explode. Instead I feel it ache at your beauty.

That's what Y/N would have sent if he didn't came back to his senses.

(10:10 am) : Aside from your jokes — how's your day going so far?

(10:11 am) LJ: Tedious. The girls are either busy face-timing their families or stuffing there faces with food.

It didn't take a genius to figure out the person who's stuffing their faces.

(10:11 am) LJ: Wbu?

That was an easy question. Most people would type out there answers easily, but not Y/N.

It's not that his embarrassed about searching for a job in the city. These days good jobs are hard to fine. Especially when your handicap. It's just that he didn't want Lauren to worry, or maybe doubt him like Camila did.

(10:13 am) : Not much. Just surfing the net.

When Y/N didn't receive any immediate reply he figures Lauren probably when to the bathroom or something.

Now that Lauren is not texting him he could feel his stomach churning. Not wanting the nervousness to return Y/N looks out the window to distract his mind.

High rise buildings and several people in expensive clothing is the only thing Y/N could see outside.

"Seriously not helping, " Y/N mutter.

Ring.

Y/N quickly open his phone.

"What porn!? " This time several people gave Y/N weird looks.

Y/N sunk back as deep as his seat could offer as his cheeks blaze red.

(10:17 am) : What are you talking about???

(10:17 am) LJ: What kind of porn are you watching now?

(10:17 am) : Your joking right

Y/N didn't even add a question mark.

It's a joke clearly. No one would question another person that question — especially not Lauren.

(10:17 am) LJ: It's not a joke.

Several messages followed that made Y/N choke out of thin air.

(10:18 am) LJ: Are you the rough type that like bondage and slapping?

(10:18 am) LJ: Or what about being the submissive as a woman rides the guy hard?

(10:18 am) LJ: Or maybe your like everyone else that watches those threesome on the net

(10:18 am) LJ: You dirty boy. Your actually the type to see your girlfriend getting fuck.

By the time the messages stop Y/N felt so embarrass that he felt like he was actually dying in it.

Then a thought pops into his head. A thought that clears everything up.

(10:20 am) : Your not Lauren.

At least not anymore.

(10:20 am) LJ: Oh, then who am I?
Y/N felt stupid that he didn't realize this before. It's crystal clear on who the person is.

(10:21 am) : The game's over Dinah.

The bus took a halt and at one glance outside was a sleek and modern building that has at least from one look; a hundred floors.

He grin. Even though Dinah played a dirty prank at him and Lauren — it was fun. And plus it took his mind off from the nervousness that was building up in his stomach earlier.

(10:21 am) LJ: Have a good day Y/N!

Y/N laugh as he got off the bus. After paying the bus driver he  calmly took deep breaths to prepare himself for the rest of the day.

Ring.

(10:22 am) LJ: P. S. It's Ally 😊








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