Forth stumbled back to bed, he sat on edge of bed with elbows perched on knees with head hung low he wants to shout and throw things in the room he just want to shout on top of his lungs
Lam who seen beam running out he got worried he sprints to forth room he knew forth hates it if someone intrudes his privacy but at that moment he could not think about anything except for his friend he worriedly sprints to forth and was shocked to see the knuckles bleeding, he immediately fetched a first aid box and joins to sit beside forth
"give me your hand," lam can only see forth being dejected his friend is only staring into space with blank eyes, forth is not being himself he took hold of forth right wrist to treat the blood dried knuckles but forth got his hand back
Seeing his friend being reluctant he forced to grip the wrist and started treating the wound stubbornly "don't hurt yourself, what if porr sees this, he will get more hurt," he remained forth that he should not keep worrying David who is aged
Cleaning with spirit he said "sterilise the wound regularly until it heals."
"yet my wounds will not heal," he said with a deep pain and with dazed look
Lam is worried he has seen forth in the same way when his mother passed away he is being dazed always looking into space as if his eyes are searching for a hope, he wrapped a hand around forth shoulder and forth lean his head on lam shoulder "why my loved ones are always leaving me,"
Lam felt sting of tears in his eyes he curled his fingers tightly on forth shoulder "come on don't speak like a loser," he request
"I am lam, the day beam rejected me and I lost my mae, the day itself say I lost everything I am loser and now I am even more to say I am just a fool, I got fooled by beam he said I am his experiment, can you believe it," he asked with tears forming in his eyes as lam is rubbing his back
Lam shook his head "I don't," he replied to forth's struggling mind "you're never fooled because I witnessed your love," he answered
Forth hugged lam he keeps holding his sob trying hard not to cry like a kid "but ....why he is doing this to me lam,"
He is rubbing his friend back to console him "first tell me, what did you talk with him?"
Forth getting away from lam hug he explained everything and lam asked hiding his laugh "so you're finally moving on..."
He glared "do I look like I am moving on..." he questioned in hasty tone of a child
And lam lips broke into a teasing smile while forth is about slap him he half hugged forth, telling him "lets have a drink and get this shit out of your head, let me help you,"
Forth pushed lam hands away "I don't want to drink,"
"aiee forth, I have things to explain" he demands
"alright," he yelled but only to get dragged by lam to one of the bars
**
Sitting in the bar lam ordered for his friend favourite branded alcohol, while forth hissed on his friend "lam, tell me.." he shouts on lam
"its about beam, so be patience,"
"that is the one last thing I am surviving with otherwise beam would be wrecking by now," he hissed and lam laugh out "I know my friend will never harm my little brother," he laughed
Forth smirked "just wait and see,"
Lam shrugged adding ice to glass "I think beam is hiding something,"
The latter frowned at lam's quotation "what do you mean by hiding?"
Lam laughed out "hiding mean keeping secrets,"
Forth is about to smack lam but he dozed it saying "you have to restart and start a fresh page,"
"can you make your language simple, the reason I choose medicine is because I don't understand those code languages like c+, c++++++++ and JAVA," he sniped
Lam again laugh "it's only c+ and c++ but not c++++++++,"
Forth shook his head for being a drunk yard and spouting nonsense he too gulp down a glass and looks to lam who is trying to abuse a waiter
Forth hissed on lam "oiee...let go of him,"
But lam is being stubborn he is not leaving the waiters wrist "I have been seeing you for six months," he is speaking in alcoholic tone and gripping the young boy wrist more than necessary while the young boy is scared and his skin tone turned pale he trying to get his wrist out from the grip but instead he got pulled onto lam lap
Forth shook his head while the boy is trying to get free form lam's lap, "you should start making beam fall for you forth," he said while he hold the sacred boy in his lap
Forth nod with drowsiness "I will," he answered while lam is snuggling into the boy neck "you should start fresh utilise the time and make him fall head over heels for you, make your irresistible and get him into your lap" he suggested and forth nod gulping another glass
The young boy on lam lap was holding his sob "sir....please,"
But still lam is not leaving his neck and biting him while forth smirk at lam
"who is he?" Forth asked, he knew lam always have one beside him while having a glass of drink with ice-cubes, but lam was not dominant neither he never forced anyone like now
"he is my crush I have been following for six months in the same club still he is so reserved and acting like he don't mind me, what should I do?" he asked to the boy who had tears in his eyes
Forth sighed "but this is the not the way lam, let him go,"
Lam pinned the boy to couch and started opening his shirt while boy is wailing "no sir ...please," he is screaming his lungs out
*****
Kit is shocked to see beam crying his life out he squatted beside beam, he is worried while beam is cleaning his wet eyes
"what happen beam?" he asked cupping beam's left cheek and beam once again looked down "its nothing,"
Kit held a hand on beam shoulder "you're crying so hard, tell me beam" he requested in a worried tone
"its really nothing kit," he answered again in a low strained voice as he cried his lungs out
Kit caught the sight of a silver chain and rings hanging out form beam white shirt collar, he hold the rings, lingering his eyes he is studying the couple rings "what are these rings? I never seen you having these rings,"
Beam slowly pulled the chain and dropped it back into his collar, he gives a faint smile to kit "those are nothing kit,"
Kit got frustrated knowing beam is hiding things he asked softly "you keep hiding things from me right!" he questioned in a betrayal tone "you never accepted our friendship,"
"kit...no.." beam shook his head vigorously
"then why you're keeping secrets with me, even when you're in pain, you're not sharing with me, why? You don't like my friendship and my care," he asked
And beam lowered his head again "I don't want to be burden to you, you already having a lot of stress, I don't want to add more,"
He softly gripped beam shoulder "what are we friends for, beam you will never be a burden to me," he mentioned "don't ever think in this way, I want to be happy, as a friend I wish you will receive my comfort and consolation, its has nothing to bother me, you have none to share your pain, at least have me as a friend, and share with me, you will never be my burden beam,"
Beam immediately hugged kit sobbing over kit's shoulder "kit I am broken," he is sobbing more and more while kit is hugging him tightly letting him cry
"tell me what happen? Who gave you those rings?" he asked in a soft tone
"its..it's p'forth," he murmured between his sobs while kit hold beam's face in worry he is asking "when?"
"its long back," he answered
Kit frowned "tell me in detail, what is going on beam?" he asked
Ming and yo were laughing as they entered the room, because yo is telling ming how the tall handsome doctor phana is falling for yo and by seeing kit and beam, ming and yo stops their steps in track while yo runs to joins crying beam in kits hug
Ming just stared at how kit is combing beam's hair while yo is holding beam's hand "he never change,"
The comment made kit to glare on ming and ming glared about "did you forgot we have a date plan for dinner,"
Kit sighed "cannot see my friend is not good,"
"I see that every time, I wonder how you still care about your friend when your fiancé is still standing here," he asked with a glare
Which made kit gulped down his throat, yo joined on kit side asking he will take care of beam and kit nod to yo while he helps yo to have beam head to rest in his lap "check his blood pressure yo, he is being weak,"
Seeing yo nod while looking to beam with concern he left the place with ming following him when they both reached to ming room, kit turned facing ming
"what?" ming asked
"I should ask you, what is wrong with you, cannot you see how beam is!" he sniped
"oh god, beam beam beam..." ming pulled his hair out of frustration "don't you care for your soon to be husband but for your friend," he snapped back
Making kit eyes pooled with tears "ming, when did I never cared for you, I don't understand why you still say I don't care for you,"
Ming sighed "no you never, you never cared for me, I am one who is running after you, checking whether you had proper meals and taking care of you, you never once showed up for me, I am one who is dragging you for meals and dates I am one who is arranging my schedules matching to you, I am one who is looking after our relationship," he groaned out in frustration
Kit looked away feeling debated ming is always debating the time kit is spending with ming, he is always calculating while the latter is loving to enjoy his fiancé company and feeling refreshed to join the dates with ming, he is all good to go on dates with ming, he is also caring for ming, he always look upto ming he always wonder how ming is so scheduled on to be on time for kit the same point where kit fails to prove he could not give as much as attention as ming gives him he agree to the point but he never neglected ming he always loves him but just being a heir of Ittnochar is keeping him at more busy schedules ofcourse ming is a heir of Daichipanya too he is busy too, he did not understand where he is lacking
"I am sorry, I am unable to reach your heights," kit eyes pooled with tears,
While ming was shocked and rooted to his spot this is not he is saying, he too knew kit loves him but he is asking him to pay attention to his boyfriend alas fiancé too, he just want them to spend time when they agreed to have a date, just like now kit is always being busy with friends or someone he wants kit to stick to the scheduled date and spend the time with him instead of worrying about
"you're speaking insecure manner kit, do you even remember the last time you messaged me, a simple good morning and good night, is it tough for you, I am waiting for your messages and calls, at least do you remember we have a date today," he asked with hope filled eyes and looked to kit attire who is still in the duty of a doctor, "we arranged for this date a week back, for whatever sake I don't understand what is going on with you kit," he groaned and about to leave the room
But kit ran to ming hugging form behind "sorry..ming," he pleads
Ming looks up and then drops his head with a sigh, he looks to kit hands which are engulfing his abdomen he softly turned in kit arms facing kit teary eyes "do you remember me now?" he asked
Kit tiredly touched ming's chest with his forehead "I hardly have time to remain myself ming," he hugged ming torso tightly and buried his face into ming chest
While ming stands still asking "what is stressing you babe?"
"about beam," ming asked as kit is giving silence
"stop involving that innocent, ming" he said and keeps hugging ming
"then what?" he held kit shoulders taking a deep look into his cute eyes
"I am tired of my father," he replied with tears forming in eyes ming hugged him understanding kit's father is pressuring him to start his own hospital while kit and ming are planning to have their own hospital once they are experienced to stand on their feet
"you're making me more tired, ming" he sobbed into ming chest while ming tighten his hug "sorry kit,"
"stop being possessive when I am with beam, he had no one to take care, he is broken miserably beyond repair ming, please let me help him, I know I don't even have time for you, but please beam need a friend too.." he sobbed more and more and keeps hugging ming close to him
Ming holds back of kit head and keeps patting the weeping back "I am sorry for putting in more troubles, lets be with beam, I am not against your friendship with beam, kit." He mentioned and leans down to kiss kit and kit raised on his toes going near to the tilting head they both kissed while ming hold his neck to get a proper kiss until they break apart from being breathless with teary eyes
Consoling each other they went to check on beam who is sleeping peaceful on bed while yo is taking care of beam, they both informed yo about their date and yo assured them he will stay with beam with that the couple took their leave
While yo is thinking about beam crying his heart out and he took a clear look to beam's face his cheeks are tear dried he is trying to find what is going on with his friend
When he is in deep thoughts yo phone range which he is kept in vibration he answered the call "hello Dr.phana," he answered with blush creeping over his cheeks
"no phee, I cannot, I am taking care of my friend,"
"oh..th..at, you don't need to trouble phee, I will have my dinner"
After ending the phone call he keeps playing with phone as he is avoiding to fall asleep suddenly the tall and handsome doctor stood infront of him with lunch box "oh...phee," he surprised
"have dinner, I will look after your friend," pha said linering his eyes down to yo's puppy eyes
And yo nod in shy "thank you phee," he answered receiving the box their fingers lingered feeling each other heat letting each other know how the later presence is affecting them while yo is displaying his cute smile while receiving the box the tall doctor was long last in the puppy smile, he sat on opposite stool to yo, looking to yo eating up he asked "how is it?"
"its taste delicious phee," yo replied aware of the silence and sensing they were alone and he is having lunch with his crush his heart is thumping and his cheeks are turning morning red suddenly he coughed out making the doctor hurry for a bottle of water and yo is falling for the man who is caring for him just like his father do
Taking sips from the water bottle he returned the bottle to pha saying "thank you,"
Pha received the bottle and he too taking sips from the same bottle for a second yo gasped for the indirect kiss they shared, he urged to taste the lips yet he just blushed for the doctor staring him intently so he is silently finishing the box
After done with dinner yo asked "did phee had dinner?"
The doctor nod "what about you? Do you want to eat anything?" he asked
Yo chuckled "I am already chubby phee" he whined
Which made pha to lean forward and hold yo fingers "you being healthy is all enough, you can be more chubbier that makes you look cute..."
That seems more like a confession which made yo to cringe at pha sentences he is totally turned like a bubbly boyfriend while the handsome doctor reached for the cute doctor cheek which amused the junior with a gasping eyes looking to the doctor leaning, his eyes turned dreamily wet and hoping for a kiss to land on his lips he closed his eyes its past a second he could not feel anything on his lips except to hear his on-going triumphant of heart beat
right then when pha is just an inch distance to yo's lips feeling each others mingling breath when its about the time to feel the angel kiss beam's phone rang in the silent room making the anxiety couple to pull apart and rub their necks in embarrassment
Beam woke up to his phone ringing sounds while yo picked up the phone from side table and he starred at the screen displaying the number with name 'porr'
yo is taken aback as long as he knew beam lost his parents a long back so with a confused face he hands the phone to beam who is sitting on bed and stretching his hand to receive his phone
while beam noticed another senior doctor presence in the room so they exchange a senior and junior smiles with beam bowing his head a little and pha smiling gently to the junior doctor
He thumbed on the touch screen green button and slid it to answer the call, feeling worried on why forth's father is calling him this late night "yes porr"
As soon as he answered the call he heard david worried voice "hello son, I got a call from a club saying forth and lam are drunk, I am out of town...I hand your number to the club,"
Beam replied "porr porr...don't worry I will take care of both p'forth and p'lam, don't worry porr..I am going to the club." He hurriedly fetch down the bed and giving worried look to yo
"where are you going beam? Whom are you calling porr?" he asked
"yo I had no time to explain, I need to club and pick up p'forth and p'lam," he answered worriedly
"but...wait how are you planning to go, sorry to say this I have night shift so my driver left long ago," yo worried as he cannot offer his help
Pha interfered "sorry to the interruption, forth and lam are my friends too I can help you to pick them,"
Yo smiled for the doctor helping them and both beam and yo thanked pha and run after each other to the parking lot
Once they reached for the club beam rushed inside the alcoholic smell is everywhere which he hates it so much he quickly scanned for the room and find forth and lam sleeping to backrest of sofa he rushed towards them he tried to wake up forth, its so dark in the club room
When all the three reached for lam and forth, they were shocked to see lam misbehaving with a waiter, beam is more surprised when he sees forth he flirting with a boy tears pooled in his eyes the displaying is hurting him, he is seeing the boy trying to seduce forth by opening his shirt button and rubbing his thigh
When he is about to pull the boy out form forth side, he heard a cry from lam side seeing the familiar figure he was shocked while pha help lam to make the boy free from him. The abused person stand up trembling he is buttoning up his shirt and pant button, beam held a hand on his shoulder "p'park" he called out
Park with tear stained cheeks and wet eyes he stopped buttoning up his shirt and hugged beam tightly "beam.." he cried
Beam is patting his back consoling him while he keeps staring to the doctor who is not even sobered he is still in alcoholic state, beam made park to sit on the single sofa handing him a glass of water he is back to forth, pulling the boy out from forth arms he glared making the step out from his owner
Forth slowly opening his dreamy eyes to find beam leaning closer to his face he grinned immediately "my baby beam"
beam felt his heart is tugged smoothly with the tone it's been years he heard the tone, he asked "lets go home phee"
forth pulled beam onto his lap and looped his arms around beam waist "sure baby let's go home" he leaned into beam flustered face
feeling forth face so near to him he could not doze away, after all the quarrel just few hours back he find it refreshing to be in forth arms he wants to turn selfish and stay in forth lap and arm circling him. he wants to use forth's situation to his advantage and hug me tightly which he always his dream to do he keeps looking for forth dreamy eyes who is just being in alcoholic state forth cupped beam cheeks and keeps looking to beam's honey eyes, beam wants to smell forth and kiss him to death can he do that? His wet eyes keeps staring to forth eyes
"who made my baby cry?" forth asked tracing beam's swollen red eyes which are again turning wet as forth is being affectionate with him, he is feeling the warm thumb that is caressing his swollen red lower eyelid he closed his eyes for a second
Then after He slowly held forth right hand fingers and lingered on the knuckles wound which looked still fresh "it is still hurting" he asked in a breaking tone
"not ...anymore," forth answered pulling beam into a warm hug and beam held his sobs by tightly sealing his lips he know whatever it happens now forth will not remember a thing
Besides pha and yo already helped lam to get into the car when they return back they were surprised to see beam sitting on forth lap and they both were hugging each other as if their life depends
Seeing the scenario pha and yo coughed simultaneously beam blushed he get down from forth lap while forth still trying to pull beam hand, while pha shook his head helping his friend to get to his feet
While beam suggested park to tag along, he wants to take care of park all four walk away from the club with beam paying the bills though he was shocked to see the bill yet he paid
Walking to the car all the friends stuffed in the car, as park is being scared of lam, they made lam to sit in the front seat beside pha, remaining the four got to be adjusted in the back seat
While lam is dumped in his room by pha and beam supported forth to his room and made him sleep on bed he help park to sleep on a couch and he requested park to sleep for tonight and they can in the morning, he hand pillow and a blanket to park
When beam was back to forth room, his helping forth to remove the shoes and socks, he is adjusting the pillow for forth head to rest in a proper way
Suddenly he was pulled and flipped on bed, he gasped with wide eyes "ph.i..p.hee..forth," he shuttered
While forth gives a handsome smile to the gasping beam he again said "my baby,"
Beam gulped down his throat feeling a certain emotion surrounding his heart, his cheeks turned blemish
"cute," forth murmured and his cheeks turned red too, he balance on one elbow and another hand fingers are caressing beam cheeks
Beams keeps staring to forth actions, he want to push forth away, yet he is being reluctant, then he heard forth asking him "tell me this is not a dream,"
Tears spooked in beam eyes "if it's a dream, what will you do?"
A smile broke on forth lips, shaking his head he replied "I will kiss you"
Beam chin and lips quivered with emotions while forth lean in quietly brushing his breath on beam pale pink cheeks, which made beam to close his eyes and feel his skin being rejuvenating with forth breath, then he heard a hoarse sober voice whispering in his ear "can I?"
Hearing the smooth husky whisper he slowly opened his eyes to meet forth drunken eyes a shiver run through this spine and heart beating thumps in anxiety he did not stop him, forth leans in kissing the lips the short kiss run thousand volts of currents in beams blood making it rush fast to his pants and brain making his heart squeeze to taste some more of his forth kiss on his long awaiting lonely lips
When forth sucked his bottom lip and fingers slipped inside, beam shuddered at the naked touch on his hip curve the lean long fingers are squeezing his hip and thumb caressing the smooth skin, he could not hold his moan and forth deep rooted his tongue feeling the warm salivating cheeks and tasting every corner of beam's mouth fucking him with tongue making beam leave lucid moans
While beam hold forth fingers over his shirt making him stop their while forth troubled to get his fingers move pass the hip zone and travel his fingers upwards and torture him all night but to his romantic dream, beam held his fingers stopping him where he was
"let me beam," he whined
While beam gulping panting from the kiss, forth lean down kissing and biting beam neck
Beam pushed forth down from him, he breathed a long breath, his entire body feels like he is having fever, he flushed out from the deep kiss, he look to his side of forth pouting his lips still forth is in a dream of kissing beam
A smiled formed on beam lips, he covered forth with a quilt and he got out of bed, he took an extra pillow and a blanket he moved out closing the door behind.
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