At the dining table the food is served but, it is full of shrimp menu only beam is getting tense he cannot eat shrimp in the first place he should not eat high-fat food, he is getting nervous and staring at the food
“only shrimp dishes because forth loves shrimp, lam cooked dinner for us as he lost a game with forth.”
“uncle, I will win next time” he replied with his annoying face and sulking tone, everyone were laughing at the table
David observes beam looking to dishes in hesitation as beam just staring at the food
“beam son, I will serve your plate” he started putting prawns fry and some rice in beam’s plate “eat more beam, you're so thin”
beam gives a thin smile “thank you uncle,”
“I told you call me porr, son”
he nod “thank you porr”
beam eyes stick to the plate contemplating whether to eat or not! he cannot eat these many shrimps there are really high fat containing food, forth observes beam constantly staring to the red looking delicious prawns, as he sat beside beam he grab beam wrist under table and held it tightly, he lean in “beam, I told you before I hate rejections and don’t make my father upset, come on eat up” forth whispered into beam ear which mostly sound like a warning to beam
beam struggling with his hand under the table, he gives an angry glare to forth, which made forth to leave his hand
beam started eating it nervously and consoling himself it’s okay it will not be a problem, this is the only once I eat later I will take care of myself he said to himself and started digging into the plate
Forth observed beam feeling difficult to eat spicy food and David thought the same
“cannot eat spicy food” David concern
And Beam gives him a tight smile, saying it’s okay he can manage
David, glared back to his son “don’t you know beam cannot eat spicy food”
forth gives a frown for his father glaring at the same time he is confused he knew beam can eat any food “porr, you glaring on your son, it’s been years people change,”
‘people change’ that hurts beam he is the same he did not change his feelings for forth are same
David shook his head “I will prepare something for you, beam, don’t eat it,”
Beam denied he don’t want David to get up in middle of dinner and especially cook for him “porr, I am fine with this, please don’t bother yourself”
David gives him a calm smile “it’s okay, it will not make me any tired, so wait for me”
Beam smiled for David kindness it remains him of his father, which makes his eyes pool with tears
Forth slid an arm, looping around beam waist “porr you’re actions says your pampering your son who return from foreign,”
His father smiled and did not miss out forth being close with beam “I agree, he is my son too, wait for few minutes, beam” he asked and beam nod in reply
Beam heart started to beat fast against his chest he glare to forth “Dr.Forth, hands off” he gritted yet feeling his waist is tightening up
“shall I make you stay with me!” he smirked
Beam eyes widen, he halts peeling off forth hand around his waist and look back to forth eyes flaring in anger “stop plotting against me, a rejection does not mean you have every right to make my life miserable”
Forth smirk, leaning closer to beam nervous face “oh five years of my feelings are such a waste”
Beam shook his head “ I thought of you as a good and well-being, taking care senior, nothing more than that” he replied gritting through his teeth
Forth glared to beam glassy eyes “really! Everyone on the campus said you just used me”
Beam gulped his throat down “mind your language Dr.forth, I never ask you to use your money on me, you are the one..”
Forth smirk “stop it, before you spout some nonsense, you’re trying so hard to save your face, you’re just a selfish beam”
He felt immediate sting of tears in his eyes “I..I..am..” he swallowed the hurt “you are just a pyscho, who cannot take rejection and so your grudging on me…you’re just a pyscho” he glared spatting every word to forth pale face which turned red soon
“you don’t know with whom you’re fighting, I will just show you” he pressed beam waist curve pulling him near
Facing in a closeup, beam can feel forth breathing on his lips while the dark orbs are piercing his eyes with hurt and emotions “I will make you stay here, I told you I hate rejection from you, so be prepared”
Gulping a loath of saliva he looks back to forth eyes “Dr.Forth, this is not fair, you don’t have any rights on me to do this, rejection or accepting depend on once individual, you cannot force yourself on me” he glare back
“oh! Beam, spare me your moral quotes, when you just used my every penny for five years”
beam can fell the tightness around his waist “I will pay your every penny you spent on me” he looks to forth red watery eyes, feeling each other breath
Forth tracing his thumb under beam bottom lip which is quivering “then what about my feelings, my hugs, my pampering’s, my care, my support, my emotions which you played with”
Beam eyes sting with tears remembering every moment he spend with forth, he tried not to cry, but forth is breaking him he is avoiding forth eyes, his nose turned pitch red with glassy eyes
“come on, where is the moral beam?” he is tracing a finger along the side profile of beam cheeks making beam spine shiver with coldness
“it’s been ten years, I don’t understand why you’re doing this to me” he sniffled a cry “please stop this, you and I won’t gain anything in this”
“self-satisfaction, I can gain self-satisfaction”
Learning the loath of hate forth carrying, Beam feel horror, while forth dangerously making their close up even more in close up
“I won’t let you play with me” he snarl trying to wriggle forth arm around his waist
“remember you’re doing an internship under me”
Beam can feel the danger inviting him he sacredly shook his head “it’s my hard-work, please don’t, not my profession” he know it’s the starting stage of his profession and he wants protects his hard-work his ambition to become a doctor.
“Then you’re going to stay with me”
Beam fell in complete silence of how forth is making him stay, as David walking in forth left beam waist and beam tries to squirm in his seat
“here, I am some bland fried chicken rice with curry,”
Forth fell in thoughts when did beam stop eating spicy food, beam use to eat everything.
David is asking beam “son, you can stay here, forth said your university is near to hospital”
Beam felt a thunder fallen on his head, Forth exclaim “when did I porr?”
David sigh “make some arrangements, beam will stay here.”
“no porr,” beam shakes his head
“it’s okay porr, I will make him accept to stay here”
Beam glared to forth while david gives a hearty smile “beam, be comfortable son, you can stay here and concentrate on your studies”
lam utter under his breath “with forth beside him, I doubt”
As if they heard lam words, beam and forth glared back to lam, and lam turned into cat digging his empty plate
**
In forth bedroom “I am not going to stay in the same room with you” beam snarls
“I won’t allow you share a room with lam neither with my father” he snarls back making beam annoyed
Beam shake his head with annoyance “doctor forth, you don’t have any rights to do this to me”
Forth closes his steps near to beam making beam whacks a step back touching his legs to the edge of bed, he feels trapped under forth’s gaze
“you will do whatever I say”
Beam fisted forth collar “why?” he tried to control his tears shaking forth collar
Forth held beam shoulder and one arm hugging his knees he rise him into his arms and tuck him to bed, while beam wondering of forth actions without leaving his collar
Forth laid on top of him, he stokes beam’s hair “sleep now, you’re tired with all-day work”
Beam squirms away feeling forth face is so near to him, forth slide beside beam, he covered both of them with a thick quick.
Under same room, sharing same quilt, beam was experiencing all different circumstances with forth, he always think one day he will meet forth and apologize to him proper way, but seeing forth misjudging him he was totally taken aback. With all the hell of reasons he rejected forth he still has the same concern for the man who cuddles to sleep with him wrapping his stomach under protective arms, he takes a close look to forth sleeping face he is mind speaking to himself then and now I still love you p’forth, please don’t hate me.
He can read forth being different with him, one time forth is speaking as if forth is seeking for vengeance and the other time he hears forth using soothing voice he is surprised when he heard forth caring tone saying “sleep now, you’re tired with all-day work” he touched his hair where forth stokes him in last minute, he cannot believe what is happening around them
Aish..forth you could directly ask beam to stay with you 🙄
I don't know how beam will cope up with forth 😬
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