Laurents POV
What is wrong with Jacob?? I️ get that he doesn't like me but he doesn't have to take it out on belle. When we got to the house she went and laid flat on the couch. I️ walked over to her and she had a blank face.
Me: Belle
Yn: It's ok Laurent I'll be fine
Me:... well I'm here if you need to talk... are you hungry I️ can go get you something to eat
Yn: A basket of junk food
I️ went to the store and got her what she needed when I️ came back she was watching some scary movie.
Yn: Yayy
Me: Don't eat too fast
Yn:Ok father
She sat down and I️ started walking the other direction.
Yn: Where you going?
Me: To the room
Yn: Nooo come in here with me
Me: But
Yn: Pretty Please
Me:Fine But I️ want to talk to you we can watch the movie later.
Yn: Ok
She was sitting on the floor with her legs Kriss Kross. So I️ laid on my back and put my head in her lap.
Yn: Soooo
Me: Sooo lets get to know more about each other the basics.
Yn: Ok what you wanna know about me?
Me: What do you not like?
Yn:...ummm good question... well for one I️ hate bar soap?
Me: Wait What?
Yn: Yeah I️ hate it Well I️ only hate it when someone else uses it
Me: Why?
Yn: Germy germs hun
Me: I️ guess..what else?
Yn: Scramble eggs.. they are gross
Me: Weirdo
Yn: I️f you say so.. I️ hate people that smack also
Me: Of course
Yn: What do you hate?
Me: I️ don't hate anything....
Yn: Come on there's something that you have to dislike
Me: Well actually there is...
Yn:And that is...
Me: When girls where makeup
She stopped what she was doing and got up making me hit my head on the floor.
Me: Ouch belle what's wrong?
I️ rolled on my side proped myself up on my elbow and rubbed my head.
Yn: You and Jacob are exactly the same ok you don't have to judge me cause I️ wear makeup.
Me: Belle Chill I'm not judging you I️ just don't like makeup
Yn: Whatever
She started moving stuff around and picking stuff up.
Me: What are you doing?
Yn: Cleaning leave me alone.
Me: Baby come here
She just kept cleaning so when she got closer to me I️ grabbed her arm making her fall on me. She tried to move but I️ held her.
Me: I️ wasn't saying it as any way to offend you
Yn: How do I️ know that?
Me: You don't know... but look at you .. baby you beautiful with and without makeup but preferably without
Yn: Why Laurent look at my face..
I️ sat up and put my back against the couch. I️ pulled her on me to where she was straddling me.
Me: It's beautiful more than beautiful.. you know what.. tell me what you don't like about yourself
Yn: Really?
Me: Really
Yn:... my eyes
Me: They're gorgeous
Yn:.. my lips
Me: There juicy and soft
Yn: Laurent
Me: Keep going
Yn: My body
Me:I️ love everything about you body I️ could tell you a whole story about it.. it's not about what everyone else thinks you know that
Yn: But..
Me: but nothing don't worry about what people say about you I️ love you the way you are.... you wanna know who else loves you the way you are
Yn: Who?
Me..Jacob... before you say anything I️ understand why Jacob is upset at you right now
Yn: Well Why? Why would he just kick me out?
Me: He just wants you safe he's protective over you how I'm protective over my brother..he really loves you the fact that he barely likes me and that he found out we had sex just makes him feel like we do even respect him-gco
Yn: Don't
Me: Don't correct me
She chuckled a little
Me: Anyways.. we didn't even talk to him
Yn: But it just happened
Me: I️ know but we should've thought about him before we did it.. plus we didn't use protection so I️ know he really hates me..
Yn: actually... I️ didn't tell him that part
Me: What why not?
Yn: I️ just thought that he would've been happy for me that I️ can have sex now without going to the hospital
Me: I️ know babe.. looks it's all of us fault.. I️ should've waited we should've talked to him and he should be happy for you.
Yn:yeah I️ guess
Me: So.. you clean when you mad... umm maybe I️ should make you mad more often
She hit my shoulder.
Me: ouch
Yn: Make me mad you'll get something worse then that
She got up and sat back on the couch then started back eating.
Me: Hey I'll be right back I'm going to run upstairs real quick
Yn: Hurry up
I️ smiled and went upstairs. I️ got my phone out my pocket and called Jacob. He answered on the like fifth ring.
Jacob: If you're calling about Yn you might as well hang up
Me: Bro just listen to me
Jacob: What now
Me: I️ know you mad bro but you're taking it out on Yn and you should be taking it out on me...I️ admit we did wrong by not letting you know but you have to understand it just happened it's not like I️ went through the day saying oh I'm going to have sex with Yn today or vice versa you know.
Jacob: I️ know but she really hasn't been paying attention to me and you guys could've said that something might happen even if it didn't feel like it I️ didn't know if she was safe or not she didn't call and tell me that she was staying over your house and you didn't call to see if it was ok
Jacobs POV
I️ know you guys are like why is he so dang protective.. it's because she's the only thing I️ got I️ can't lose her or my mom. My mom told me to always look after her keep her safe, know where she's at all the time. If I️ don't feel safe with the person that she's with I'm not going to just let her go without saying anything. I️ don't mean to be so hard against Laurent but I️ honestly feel some type a way towards him.
Laurent: I'm sorry do you think you could forgive us or at least Yn and talk to her
Me:Maybe me and Yn need some time apart
Laurent: What?
Honestly I️ think that we do need some time apart cause she's doing her thing and I️ don't want to get in the way of that.
Me: Yeah.. she's doing her thing with you and I'm not trying to get in the way of that like I️ don't know I️ guess we grow up and start drifting apart and she just happens to be the one to start.
Laurent: No Bro Yn loves you I️ can tell you can't just leave her like that you know more about her then me and I️ don't want it to get to when something happens to her and I️ have no clue what to do.
Me: Laurent you're a smart guy I️ can tell by the way she looks at you that y'all aren't leaving each other no time soon.. I️ just want you to take care of her..
Laurent: I️ will but she needs you Jacob and I️ refuse to just let you up and leave.
Me: What more is there for me to give her
Laurent: Your love Jacob she needs your love in order for her to not fall apart. You two are like peanut and butter... Jacob just don't leave her think about your mom
Me: ... I️ guess you're right but Yn doesn't see how much I️ love her not just as a best friend but like a soulmate.. Like you don't have to be in a relationship for a person to be your soulmate
Laurent: I️ know but she will...just come talk to her
Me: I️ will... but how about tomorrow
Laurent: Ok don't change your mind either
End of convo
1 week later
Yn's POV
Me and Jacob are back close and I'm glad. Of course I️ go back and forth from his house to Laurents house but I️ don't mind and Jacob and Laurent are getting a little closer. I️ have a class today and Laurent was going to take me but he had some stuff to do so me and Lylah are going together. Which is kind of better cause it's all girls with heels on and he doesn't need to be looking at all of that.
Lylah: I'm ready sis
Me: You sure sis my class look all dead and stuff
Everybody started laughing cause they know how crazy we are. I️ had on a long sleeve hoodie with some tights on and of course my heels. And Lylah had shorts on with a sports bra with heels. Sometimes I️ wish my body was like hers so I️ could wear things like that but anyway let's get started.
Laurents POV
I️ had a meeting this morning with my manager and all that stuff so that's why I️ couldn't take Yn to her class. But now that my meeting is over I️ decided to go pop up and see how's everything. And when I️ tell you I'm glad I️ did that. I️ was looking through the mirror and seen her and Lylah dancing to B..belle looks so beautiful when she dances. Especially when she dances like that I️ have so many thoughts going through my head but I️ have to keep calm... she's teaching ok Laurent this is not for you. She got done and she better be lucky she had a class in there cause lord knows. Anyways she called out her next group to go and her and this girl was playing around but when the girl turned around my mouth flew open....
Me: What the fuck....
I️ can't believe this like I️ have to be just seeing things.. the girl that I'm looking at looks like Valerie.. if this is then I️ need to go. I️ looked closely at her and it was so that's my cue to leave like now.
Yn's POV
My next group went up and might I️ say my girl Valerie was getting it.
Me: Fuck it up val!
She just kept smiling and dancing. Me and Valerie have gotten closer these past few months only cause she was with Jacob. I️ can't wait to tell her about Laurent she's like a sister to me so I tell her almost everything . When class was over I️ texted Laurent to let him know that I️ might be a little late. Valerie came over to me and we started talking.
Valerie: Heyy girl
Me: Hey bitch I️ miss you
Val: I️ miss you too * she hugged me* so what you been up to?
Me: Nothing much just this
Val: Oh really well have you got a new boo?
Me: Well... that's what I️ was gonna tell you
Val: Really girl I'm so happy for you as long as you're happy
Me: He's so sweet and he treats me so good
Val: Which type of good?
Me: Both *we laughed* I'm just playing but he makes me feel worth it you know.
Val: Yeah So what's the lucky guy name?
Me: Laurent
She kind of jerked her head back just a little and frowned her face up while her head was bending down looking at her phone.
Me: You ok?
Val: Oh um yeah I️ just seen some crazy post but I'm happy for you girl
Me: Thank you
Val: No problem but I️ Really should get going I️ have to meet my cousin
Me: Ok go ahead I️ might be here a while but How about I️ text you.
Val: Ok see you later
Laurents POV
When I️ left I️ went to the diner down the street. I️ just needed to think about some things. You guys are probably confused but look Valerie is like my girlfriend I️ guess. I️ mean we broke up but we still fuck with each other like literally fuck with each other. I️ know I️ know but you fuck with Jessica I️ cheated on Jessica with Valerie and just never stopped talking to her. I️ really hope Yn didn't tell her about me.... I️ was about to leave when I️ seen Val walk in but she looked at me and her eyes got really glossy then she ran out. I'm guessing she did tell her.. I️ ran out after her and grabbed her arm.
Me: What's wrong?
Val: What's wrong Laurent? Really?
Me: Did I️ do something?
Val: First you ignore me for a week then come to find out you have a whole fucking girlfriend and you're obviously treating her like a queen!
She had some tears come down her face and she snatched her hand away from me. She walked to the car and tried to open the door but I️ pushed it close and made her face me.
Val: Get the fuck off of me
Me: Listen to me Val
Val: Why? Why should I️ Listen to someone that doesn't want me
Me: Valerie I️ love you more then anything ok I'm sorry I️ was just going through some things and you was gone. I️ didn't know that you were back you didn't call me or anything
Val: So What Laurent
Me: Baby stop crying look I'll stop talking to her I'll cut her off
Val: But she's my friend what if she finds out about us she seems so happy
Me: Don't worry she won't ok I'm sorry
Val: Why do you keep doing this to me?
I️ pulled her head into my chest and she cried harder.
Me: I'm sorry baby ok I️ won't do it anymore I️ promise.
I️ Love Yn But I️ don't know. If I️ don't leave her then Jessica would find out about both Val and Yn and vice verse on everything. Why did I️ do this to myself? I️ have to think on all of this.
Val: I️ kind of had something planned for us but I️ didn't think my coming back would end up like this
Me: Valerie I️ am so sorry I️ will do anything for you to forgive me.
Val: Well break it off with her today then I'll feel better
When she said that my heart dropped in my stomach. I️ am truly in love with Yn..I'm not in love with Val or Jessica I️ might have love for them but I'm not in love with them...
Me:Ok..
Val: I️ want proof too now let me go so I️ can go home and rest I'll text you later.
Me: Ok
Val: I️ love you
Me: love you too
She got in the car and left and I️ just sat in my car for a minute.
Yn's POV
I️ thought Laurent would've beat me to his house but I️ guess not. I️ left the studio around 4 and it's 6 now.. well maybe this is one of their real important meetings cause I️ know those last long.. I️ picked my phone up to call him but then I️ heard the front door open. He went upstairs then he came downstairs and walked in the living room and he looked a little sad. I got up to hug him but it's like he pulled away.
Laurent:... can we talk?
Me: Did I️ do something?...am I️ not making you happy?
I️ don't know why but I️ just got real nervous when he said that so I️ just started blurting out stuff.
Laurent:.. no no just... just sit
I️ sat down and he sat in front of me then took a deep breath.
Laurent... yn.. I️ just think that... maybe this isn't working out
Me: What? What do you mean we've been good from my point of view you've been happy I've been happy.
I️ felt slight chills go through my body. I'm trying to stay calm I️ refuse to use any other personalities.
Laurent: I'm not.. I'm not happy like I thought I was.
Me: Ok so you don't wanna be with me anymore?
Laurent:... I️ don't want to say it in a harsh way.
Me:*I️ giggled* no it's cool.. umm imma just go ahead and pack up my stuff then I'll be out your way.
He didn't say anything he just looked at me shocked like he expected me to cry or get mad but ... honestly I️ just give up if that's what it's going to be like then I️ give up. I️ went upstairs and got the little things that I️ had but I️ kept hearing notifications and I️ know it was his notifications cause of the sounds. I️ went and looked at his phone and I️ see that he has multiple texts from a Valerie..now I'm not sure if this is my friend Valerie or not but I️ Really hope not. I️ looked at some of the texts and seen one that said :" She said that you make her happy when she said that I️t really hurt cause you haven't made me happy in a long time... I️ only told her that I️ was happy for her cause she's my friend but I️f you're serious about being with me I️ need you to stop messing with her and stop hurting me." When I️ read that I️ knew it was her she's the only person that told me she was happy for me. Knowing that hurts more cause now I️ know why he's breaking up with me... but it's fine. I️ put the phone down grabbed my bag and walked downstairs straight to the door and he was right there .
Laurent: I'm sorry
Laurents POV
That was so hard tell her that. She didn't cry or anything which kind of made me scared. When she came back down stairs she went straight for the door but I️ stopped her. I really plan on leaving both val and Jessica alone so that I can get back with Yn and focus on just her.
Me: I'm sorry
Yn: No it's fine we all go through break ups.. it just so happens that...never mind I️ hope you find someone that really makes you happy you know. Maybe that someone is Valerie.
She said that and I️ froze I️ didn't move or anything.
Yn: Yeah So see you around
She opened the door and I️ grabbed her.
Me: Wait Yn What are you talking about?
Yn: You left your phone upstairs I️ might be dumb but I'm not that dumb.
I️ hate when she talks down about herself that Lowkey made me mad.
Me: You're not dumb
Yn: Well if I'm not dumb then why treat me like I️ am?
Me: How the fuck do I️ treat you like your dumb Yn?!
Yn: First of all don't yell at me...Second of all you breakup with me making it seem like I️ do things wrong when really it's just that you want her that's all you had to say it's not the first time I've been traded out for better.
Me: You know what
Yn:What?
Me: You just want people to feel bad for you. You just want the sympathy and the attention I️ see it now ...
Yn: That's What you think of me?.... (she laughed) cool
What did I️ just say?? What the fuck dude I️ just fucked up big time again.. cool she said cool that's not a good word coming from her.
Yn's POV
So is that what people think of me.. that I️ make up fake stories about my life just to get empathy... Every word Laurent said hurt.. the way he said it hurt there was no emotion to it. I️ walked out the door and just started walking . I️ guess I️ just need to learn when I'm not wanted I️ guess that why he's been acting weird. I'm not even going to call Jacob to come get me I'm just going to walk. I️ need time to myself. The one guy that I️ thought I️ actually felt love from just hurt me. I️ can't even cry like why cry I️ should've knew it was coming sooner or later. After about 30 minutes I️ made it to Jacobs house I️ unlocked the door and walked in then I️ seen Lylah sitting in the kitchen and when I️ walked further in Jacob was on the couch. They looked at me and automatically knew something was wrong.
Both: What's wrong?
I️ held it in while over there but these two know me and I️ just can't hold it in around them so I️ broke down into tears.
Lylah's POV
I️ was siting in the kitchen while Jacob was in the living room when we heard the door open to see Yn. She had a bag and I️ could tell something was wrong with her.
Jacob and I️: What's wrong?
As soon as we said that she just started crying. I️ held her and Jacob came over.
Jacob: Did he hurt you?
She didn't say anything she just stopped crying.
Jacobs POV
Me: Did he hurt you?
She looked up and stopped crying.
Yn: Why me?
Me: Talk to us Bonita
Yn: Why can't anyone just love me ? Am I️ that bad of a person? What is it?...
Me: No Bonita they don't deserve you and you don't need them.
She wiped her face and picked her bag up.
Yn:Why am I️ even crying. *she laughed* I️ deserve this I️ deserve all the hurt I'm going through... I'm just gonna go to bed.
Lylah: Yn..
Me: Bonita
Yn: I'll see you loves in the morning ok goodnight
She smiled and walked away.
Me: This is not good
Lylah: At all
Whenever Yn gets in her bipolar moods or different personalities things happen....bad things. But I️ refuse to let that start back.
Me: You know what this means
Lylah: Yeah
Me: No where at all she's staying in this house
Lylah: What if we're sleep and she sneaks out I️ know my room is down here but I'm a heavy sleeper.
Me: Don't worry I️ got it just when I'm not around stick to her ok
Lylah: ok well I'm taking it in early so good night
Me:Night
I️ went upstairs and Yn was sitting on the edge of the bed. Now that I️ think of it she didn't tell us what happened. She had her poker face on again but then she looked at me and smiled.
Yn:Hey jake
Me:Bonita... no
It hurts me to see her like this. I️ went and sat next to her and held her hand.
Me:What happened?
Her smile went away and she turned her head to the floor.
Yn:He broke up with me
Me:Why?
Yn:...I'm not What he wants
Me:did he say that?
Yn:No but I️ knew what he meant... I️n his mind I️ was using him for my pleasure
Me: What? Why are you saying that
Yn:*laughs* that's what he told me.. he said that everything I️ said about my past is fake ... but I️ really don't care he wasn't in my past and won't be in my future... Jacob maybe I️ should change like go back to the old me.. the one that doesn't talk to anyone. I️ can just stay to myself but of course I'm going to talk to you guys.
Me: Yn no this You is better then the old you how do you think you and Lylah became friends how you and Valerie came friends
She looked at me and laughed again.
Me: What's funny?
Yn: You know Valerie is the reason he broke up with me...
Me: What?
Yn: They were texting and it looks as though they had been in a relationship and when I️ told her about him she found out he was cheating on her with me so she told him to break up with me.... which he did
Me: Yn you know what you don't even have to worry about that no more. You got me and you got Lylah you don't need him ok
Yn: I️ should've listened to you... he only wanted me for sex. I️ let my full guard down and gave myself to him I️ hate myself for that..
Me: Don't beat yourself up about it it's not your fault ok
She got up.
Yn: But I️ gave in jacob? I️ trusted him ... he told me that he loved me! And he told me that he wasn't leaving....that you're not like them but you lied! Laurent why lie?!
She broke down and I️ went to her and just held her tight in my arms.
Me: Bonita it's me...it's me Jacob
We ended up on the ground and I️ rocked her back and fourth.
Yn: He hurt me Jacob and I️ did nothing to him.
She cried in my arms and I️ cried with her. When she's hurt I'm hurt you guys know that. She needs a break from here honestly. I️ do too and Valerie just thinks that she going to get away with this. Now I️ know why she has been ignoring me that's really fucked up cause I️ really thought that we were getting somewhere..
30 minutes later
Yn ended up falling asleep in my arms. I️ picked her up and laid her on the bed then started walking to the door just to get something to drink but she woke up.
Yn: Where you going jake?
Me: I'm just getting a little snack
Yn: Can I️ Come?
Me: Just stay here I'll bring you something ok
Yn: Ok
She laid back down and I️ went down stairs. I️ forgot my phone was down here when I️ grabbed it I️ had messages from Valerie. I'm just gonna do it. I️ opened her message and just started typing.
Text message:
You know I️ actually had some feelings for you. Yn thought that you were one of the few people she could call a friend..if you found out about her and Laurent and you knew you had something going on with him why didn't you tell her? Instead of making her look like a fool. She loved him and really cared about him and he just used her you can tell him that he has something coming and for you thanks for the fake love.