Author: Author Lee.
Requester:Cassinspirit
Scenario: sad.
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Your POV
“Aren't you coming to eat?” your friend asked while you shook your head. You wanted to be alone for a while.
“Okay I'll got get lunch and then bring some over here for you.” She stated brightly as you thanked her. You took out your phone and went through your gallery.
You missed him.
You could remember how bad your breakup had gone and you knew it was all your fault but you had been to stubborn to admit it and now, he was gone.
“(y/n)?” a familiar voice called as you saw his girlfriend handing you a chocolate bar. You collected it with a sincere smile as she left waving at you.
Looking down at the chocolate bar, you sighed knowing he used to give you Sweets a lot.
Should ’ ve held on
Should ’ ve held on
I miss you , my heart aches
It was a snowy winter night, oh no
I couldn’t do anything
You don’t cry cry cry
My turning heart is aching , yeah
You say you understand me but you ’ re turning around
You ’ re not even shedding tears, I hate you so much
Whenever I think about that , I hate you so much
But I keep thinking about you
You missed him but you lost him.
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“Ya! Why are you playing with your food? It will get cold” you scolded him as he smiled staring at the food.
“Jagi, it's the first time you've cooked for me, I'm scared" he said as you huffed.
“Eat up. It's not poison” you scoffed taking your plates into the kitchen. Grabbing a napkin, toy decided to wash all the pots you had used.
“Thanks” a voice said wrapping his arms around you. You faced the figure properly with soap in your hands.
“You are welcome. Do you want to watch a movie?” you asked, hugging him. He drew circles around your back, enjoying the warm hug.
“Hmm. Can we just cuddle in bed? I just want to hold you” you heard him say as you nodded releasing him.
“Okay let me finish up, I'll be with you soon”
“Where's the Salt?” your roommate asked as you opened your eyes to stare at her. You remembered she was going to be cooking today.
You got up leaving your room, you wanted to take a walk and forget him but it was difficult. Why?
Why did you end things especially with him?
You both were happy but you just had to ruin it.
Flashback.
You watched her hold unto him like her life depended on it. You were angry and mad that Jinwoo didn't tell her to stop.
He only smiled. You knew he didn't like her but you were pissed cause she was flirting with him and he was to dumb to see that.
She leaned closer placing a kiss on his lips as you moved towards them pulling her away from him by her hair. “Can i talk to you Jinwoo?”
He sighed knowing what was coming next. He was dead. You stopped in the hallway.
“Are you kidding me? Jinwoo you know she's been trying to get into your pant for days but you still hang around her!” you hurled.
“Jagi calm down, I love you not her okay? I only keep her around cause she's my coursemate” He told as you shook your head.
“No. You should hang out with Boys and not girls..”
“I love you but it doesn't mean you will dictate who I talk to..”He said in a loving way but you were tired of fighting with him this way.
“You know what? This relationship is unhealthy for us. I get jealous every time and you don't look like you love me”
“What are you talking about? I love you” he proclaimed while you smiled painfully.
“Park Jinwoo, let's break up” you didn't wait for a reply before running away from him. You entered into the bathroom and let all your tears out.
Why did you do that? You wanted him back.
You felt stupid.
*End of flashback*
He called. He tried to talk to you. He tried getting your attention but you didn't look his way. Jinwoo loved you but now, he loved someone else.
Alright boy , we used to talk all night , we fell asleep together,
I bought you medicine when you were sick,
I texted you to meet you in front of your house,
I can only feel better if you’re not sick baby,
When I pass by places I used to go with you,
I just stand there quietly,
When memories of you pass like a film,
I miss you even more, sadly.
He must have forgotten about you. He must have forgotten about the memories. You sat on an empty bench as a figure approached you.
“You liked holding unto old memories so I figured you'd be here” he said standing right in front of you as you nodded.
You couldn't say a word. Jinwoo was standing right in front of you, after a year.
On my way back,
Memories of us together float up like a movie,
When I think about that , I feel like such a fool,
Tears keep falling.
Jinwoo's hands touched your face as he wiped your tears. “...Why are you crying?”
I should’ ve held on, should’ ve held onto you,
I’ll understand even your greed , come back,
I wasn’t good enough to handle you,
So now I finally realize why you left.
The small present you gave me
Is that everything about me has changed
I couldn’t even say my last goodbye
If I have one more chance
Baby please take my hand
“Nothing” you replied placing your gaze on a lamp post. It was hurtful, This moment.
“How have you been?” he asked.
Terrible.
“Fine” you muttered but Jinwoo knew cause he wasn't stupid.
“I want you to move on Just like I did. Maybe it was meant to be this way” he said sitting beside you. “Its not your fault you lost me..” hugging you, he said. “I should have held unto you but this is how fate wants it. I had to let you go too”
You cried as he spoke. It was going to be hard, to let Jinwoo go.
(I should’ ve held on)
When did love start ? From our destiny.
(Should ’ ve held onto you)
Where does this destiny stop ? From our love.
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Sorry it took so long. I hope you liked it.
-Author Lee