Cameron Pov:
The alarm chimed as we walked through the front door. From the expression on Jr. Face I knew he wasn't in the mood to talk about whatever it is that's going on in his life.
He walked passed me as I stopped in the kitchen grabbed me a battle of water. Taking a drink from it walking into the living room. Oliver sat in the living room as I looked behind him to Chris standing there with a confused shrug.
"He just popped up looking for you" jordan whispered walking pass me before he called for Chris. I stood there as they both walked up stairs.
"What are you doing here?" I asked walking into the living room as I sat my backpack down. "Well I thought you would've been here before me, anyways, we need to talk" he mumbled looking behind me as Jr was walking towards the kitchen.
"Can we go up?" He asked as I smirked starring at him. "We can talk here" I stated as he sighed. "Speak!" I yelled as he shook his head at me. "This is what I'm talking about, you've never been like this towards me" he softly spoke.
Rolling my eyes, letting out a soft sigh. "Oliver". His face bunched up as if he already knew the words that were about to leap from my mouth. "Cam". His hands intertwined with mine as I unwrapped my fingers pulling away.
"Please". His voice filled with sorry, his body language matched the emotions he felt. Oh how the tables have turned as I read defeat and felt victory through my veins.
Shaking my head at him as I stepped back. "Please what Oliver?" I asked as he approached me again. Pushing his chest back as he reaches for my arm. "I'm sorry Cameron, look" he frowned moving closer to me.
"You know how hard this is for me, but I'm trying. I know you see that, you love me Cameron, I love you, why are we doing this?" He asked rubbing my arms as I chuckled. "You love me?" I chuckled again.
"You loved that you had me first, you loved that it was easy to manipulate me, Oliver" I groaned aggressively forcing his arm off me. "You took advantage of my love, you brought me more pain than joy. I was the stupid one, but I'm so passed that now" I smiled.
"I'm not even mad at you Oliver, if it wasn't for you. I wouldn't be this happy." I softly spoke. "I'm happy" I mumbled thinking out loud. "You've never made me feel what I'm feeling right now." I spoke as he stepped back.
He took a deep breath as his nose was turning red. He stared at me as I watched him control his anger. Oliver was never the type to cry so I knew a tear wasn't going to fall. He nodded his head bumping into my shoulder as he walked towards the front door.
He shifted his hat forward as he opened the door looking back at me as I approached him. "Take care yourself Oliver" I mumbled as I put my hand on top of his. He pulled away as I watched his jaws clinch up.
Christopher Jr Pov:
"I'm proud of you" I yelled as Cameron walked passed the kitchen. He walked back, entering as he leaned on the side wall. "Cam, don't second guess yourself" I mumbled shaking his shoulder as he had his head tilted against the wall.
"How many more times will I feel like this?" He asked as I shrugged. "That all depends, was he a blessing or a lesson?" I asked as he shrugged at me. "How do you feel?" I asked as he shrugged again.
"That's the thing Jr. I don't feel anything, I've never been hurt to the point where it's numb. I'm incapable to feel towards him now, that boy took love from me" he groaned as I massaged his shoulders.
"Now that the door is closed, don't open another one right away. Which brings me to Francisco?" I questioned. "When? How? Where did you two meet?" I asked as he smiled extremely hard. "Oooooh wooow, is that a real smile" I laughed as he pushed me back.
"Relax" he chuckled. "Soccer practice, he's just" he sighed in a lustful way. "Oooookayyyy, ew" I laughed as he smiled. "Are you like sexual active?" I whispered as his eyes bucked at me. "Nooo, I'm not talking about that with you" he said walking out the kitchen. "Cameron" I yelled running behind him.
"Are you?" I asked as he was walking up stairs. "La-la-la-la" he sung running up the stairs as I chased behind him. He tried to close his door as I pushed it open. "You know I'm stronger than you, why?" I laughed as he jumped face down on his bed.
"You are? Ooooo. I'm telling" I yelled as he jumped up grabbing me from behind. We both fell on the floor wrestling as I screamed jordan name. Cameron covered my mouth as he locked his legs around mine. "Christopher stop" he groaned out as our parents room door opened.
Cameron let me go as jordan stood there looking at us both. "You telling him or am I?" I said as he rolled his eyes at me. "It's nothing to tell Jr. Seriously stop" he frowned as I smiled. "Tell me what?" Jordan asked walking up to us both.
"The birds in the bees" I mumbled as jordan quickly turned to Cameron. "Are you having sex?!" Jordan groaned at him as Cameron face tensed up. "Nooo dad I'm not oh my god Jr." He bucked out pushing me hard.
"I'm joking pops" I chuckled as he was still looking at Cameron. "Go" jordan said pointing to their room as cam stumped passed him. Jordan flicked my ear as I grabbed it. "Ouch, why? Gesh" I groaned out.
"Wish we would've had the talk with you, now you're walking around with a baby on the way. And you think you about to have this big birthday party?" Jordan chuckled walking away as I followed.
"Wait. Wait. Wait. Wait a minute" I strongly spoke walking into their room. "I'm not having my house party anymore?" I asked as Chris looked at me. "You can have one at your house, you grown now right?" Chris said as I stale faced him.
"Wow". "Yo this isn't right at all" I mumbled as jordan gave me this stank face. "What's not right is you having a baby at sixteen, that we will have to take care, so damn right you not have no big party, and that's the end of that" he groaned.
"Talking about a damn party, should be looking for a job, I know you don't want to raise your child around people like us" he smirked as he shook his head at me. "You're excused" he added on as he held their room door open for me to leave.
"Wow" I mumbled. "Dad I said I was sorry" I mumbled looking at him. "Stop being sorry and be responsible" he spoke flicking my ear again as I smacked my lips at him.
• • •
Cameron Pov:
Jordan called for me as him in Chris were in the bathroom. Slowly walking over as he turned his chair towards me.
"Sit" he mumbled as I did so. The chair turned towards the mirror as I watched him and Chris looking down at me.
My eyes widen as Chris opened a dresser filled with different types of condoms. "Seriously dad" I sighed looking at them both a little embarrassed.
"Don't be embarrassed" jordan calmly spoke sitting halfway on the counter. "This is really important" jordan said holding my chest. His hand hovered over my heart as he let go. "It's extremely important to trust your heart first" he smiled.
"Sharing yourself with someone, at the right age of course" he pointed. "Should be beautiful, it's a life changing experience." He spoke as Chris cuffed my shoulders. "Are you having sex?" He asked as I shook my head 'no'. He smiled nodding his head.
"Good Cameron" jordan said as I could see relief leaving his body. "There's so much you should know about intercourse" he said as he titled my head back. "I know this isn't a topic anyone wants to have with their parents but it's important that you're aware" he said looking at me.
"I know dad, wait until I find the right one" I mumbled as Chris massages my shoulders. "That's true, but that's not the risk factors we're talking about" Chris said as jordan joined in. "STD and STI play a huge role in our lifestyle" jordan said as he leaned my head up towards him.
"HIV plays a huge role within the black community, aids as well, and this cycle generates back. It's a disease that will carry into every generation to come, which is why it's important to know your partner" he spoke looking into my eyes.
"I'm not telling you this to scary you, but to make sure you're aware before you go out there being like your brother" he said as I chuckled. "I've witness y'all generation" Chris said as we made eye contact through the mirror. "I've witness fourteen year old girls giving birth, woman finding out their HIV positive after pregnancy blood work" he said giving me that look.
"Mhmhum, I'm sure you've crossed the path of the ' downlow ' Boys tend to think with there penis and not their brain, and two man together are like horn dogs, especially at your age" he said as I nodded my head agreeing.
"Don't let anyone trick you into not using one of these" Chris said handing me a full box. "Not that you should be having sex, but we were your age at a point of time" jordan said as I looked at him.
"How old were you?" I asked looking at jordan. "Fifteen" he said as I was judging him. "Oooo" I mumbled shaking my head as he chuckled. "What about you?" I asked tilting my head back looking up at Chris. "Thirteen, it was just head" he said looking at me. "That's not the point here" he said with the box of condom pressed to my chest.
"You don't be out here having sex with anyone until you know the time is right" he said as my stomach was tingling. "Okay?" Chris asked. "Yes sir" I mumbled. He let my shoulders go as he walked out the restroom.
Standing up as jordan mumbled my name. "Be sure okay" he mumbled cuffing my face. Grabbing his hands "I will dad, promise" I said doing our secret hand shake we made up years ago as he laughed. "How will I know if I'm ready?" I mumbled turning back towards him.
His eyes looked back as I followed his eyes looking at Chris. I couldn't help but smile. "You won't feel any regrets going in nor coming out" he said cuffing my head.