Listen to the song while reading this. This is angsty shit that I wrote because I was on roll. Hehe
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〔part 2〕
Next day came crushing down like some unexpected rain droplets in the middle of the summer day
It felt negative
Whole day felt like a mistake. Whole day felt like a big black hole that is not able to fill itself with some sort of happiness
As Taehyung walked down the loud school hallways his head became fuzzy with different thoughts
He had this weird feeling in his guts that today will be different
In a bad way, sadly
Taehyung went inside his classroom and took a seat in the very back corner, Jungkook was sitting next to him but they never really talked
Rather... Jungkook always avoided Taehyung at all cost
The day flew by without a word from Jungkook's pretty, chapped lips that Taehyung wanted to taste
It was a weird craving he had. He wanted, so desperately to just hold smalled boy close to him
Hear Jungkook's heartbeat against his
Kiss his forehead
Hold him
Cherish him
Maybe even make love to him
But none of that happened, ever
That day Taehyung was doing his homework when the plastic cup hanging on the side of the window shook and Taehyung lifted his head
Looking across the street to see tired-looking Jungkook smiling at him
Stop, please stop, stop smiling like that, Taehyung wanted to scream out but stayed quiet as he waved and grabbed the cup and put it up to his ear
"How are you?" Taehyung heard sweet voice of none other than Jungkook
"A little tired. You?" Taehyung replied and it took a while to receive an answer
"Same" After that Jungkook just sat at his window, gazing at Taehyung and Taehyung stared back
Weird feelings, emotions and shapes were created in few minutes as two held an eye contact for a solid 5 minutes
Eye contact was broken when Jungkook spoke into the cup and Taehyung quickly brought it up to his ear to hear Jungkook's words
"We won't... be able to talk... anymore" Jungkook's voice came in and Taehyung's eyes widened as he looked at Jungkook
Jungkook had a face that showed something in between sadness, regret and maybe some tears in his eyes
And his lips, oh, those cherry lips were chapped and it seemed like he was whispering apologies that never came out of his mouth
Jungkook stood up and smiled one last time
Stop
Jungkook waved one last time
Don't
Jungkook smiled one more time, rewarding Taehyung
Don't let go... please don't
Jungkook let go of the plastic up... rather, it slipped through his fingers and Taehyung's eyes widened
DON'T GO...
Jungkook smiled, one more time... one last time as he started to disappear
Disappear into the thin air
Drop! a tear slipped from Taehyung's eye as he watched Jungkook dissapear
Taehyung's face became serious out of sudden when he looked at Jungkook with unexplained expression, his eyes hooded
However, before Jungkook vanished completely Taehyung heard, very velvety, distant, broken voice murmur
"I am a star in the night sky Tae. It's time for me to go home. Sorry angel"
don't leave...
please Jungkook, don't go...
i love you
but it was too late... it was late from the very beginning
〔the end〕
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If you did not understand what happened let me explain
Jungkook was a star, descended from the sky to be amongst humans for few weeks
When Jungkook started developing feelings for Taehyung he started to fade because stars are forbidden to love
He wanted to kiss Taehyung but he would have killed older boy if he did so
It was all the part of being a star
So Jungkook spared his and Taehyung's feelings and disappeared before things got serious
What Jungkook did not know was that it was already serious for Taehyung...