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[Justine's POV]
"linisin mo lang siya everyday, then that's it, magiging okay din yan" sabi nung nurse.
tinignan ko namansi Crizel. medyo naiinis talaga ako sakaniya.
"salamat po" sabi ko at kinuha ko na yung mga gamit ko.
lumabas na ko ng infirmary.
"Justine I'm sorry, I'm just so pissed of that's why I did that"she said while walking.
kunwari nalang wala akong naririnig, in that way baka tigilan niya na ko.
"Justine, Alexander, Rean, I'm not going to stop until you listen to me"
Shit. I gave up. "ano ba yun? hindi ka pa ba masaya na muntik mo na akong mabukulan? hindi ka pa rin titigil?" naiinis na tanong ko.
"look, it didn't really meant to be thrown at your head, I'm sorry. I know I'm an annoying bitch. but I think we really started at the wrong foot" she explain.
"no we didn't, we started at the right one , you started screwing it up. asking dumb questions, so please, just leave me for now?" sabi ko.
maaga nga akong pumasok para hindi na ko makamiss na class ko, I stillended up missing one. damn talaga pag minamanalas ka.
[Jusmine's POV]
nandito ako sa library, nagrereview, Finals kasi namin ee. grabe halo halo na yung na sa utak ko, information overload na to. promise.
"Hi"
inangat ko yung ulo ko.
I smiled. "hey Allen"
"busy?" tanong niya.
"medyo, finals na kasi ee. tapos aalis na din ako right after ng finals, so I really need to do my best" sabi ko.
"huh? bakit san ka pupunta?" tanong niya.
"I'm leaving for singapore sa saturday" sabi ko.
"WHAT?"
tumingin lahat ng tao samin. kasi na sa library kami. nagsisisigaw siya.
"sssshhh..."
natawa naman kami parehas.
"I mean for good? aalis ka?" tanong niya.
"No, bakasyon lang, medyo namimiss na kasi ako nila mama this sem lang naman, I'll be back before the enrollment, marami kasing plano sila mom and dad ee, kasi first vacation daw ng family namin" I said.
"can I ask you something?" he said.
"yeah, ano ba yun?" tanong ko.
"Pwede ba kong manligaw?"
I almost chocked on what he said. nanlaki yung mga mata ko.
"Uhm--"
"Look I know I hurt you, and I promised I will never do it again. I did a mistake i know Ive changed, I know I became a jack ass, I will never do it again, I'm so sorry babe, can we just go back to the old us?" he said, and I can see in his eyes that he really means it.
I look down. I sighed.
He held my hand. unti-unti ko yung inalis.tinignan ko siya sa mata. "I'm not mad at you. I know in my heart that i have forgiven you, but its not easy to give my trust again" I sighed. "I think mas okay kung magkaibigan nalang tayo, its better for the both of us" I smiled.
He's eyes were turning pale, alam kong malapit na siyang maiyak. and I just can't see him do it.
"I better go" I said.
[Justine's POV]
right after my class umuwi na ko, ayokong makita si Crizel, napipikon lang ako sakaniya, lalo na pag naalala ko yung bukol dito sa ulo ko. ang hapdi kaya.
"goood afternoon po mam" sabi ni yaya narinig ko.
dalawa lang naman ang mam dito ee. si mamy oh si Jusmine. tinignan ko yung orasan ko, and its too early para umuwi si mom, so I know si Jusmine na yun.
nagkunwari akong natutulog. nasa sala kasi ako ee.
naramdaman ko naman na may umupo sa tabi ko.
"may sugat ka? san mo nakuha yan?" tanong niya at hinimas-himas niya yung ulo kong may bandage.
gusto kong ngumiti sa sobrang kilig. kaya lang baka mahalata niyang hindi pa ko tulog ee.
"kawawa naman yung baby ko, nagka-sugat" sabi niya.
at hindi ko na napigilan, at napangiti na ko.
binuksan ko yung mga mata ko.
"sabi ko na hindi ka pa na tutulog ee" sabi niya.
tumawa nalang ako. "worried ka naman masyado sa gwapo mong boyfriend ee" sabi ko.
"oo nga ee! san mo nakuha yang sugat mo?" tanong niya.
"nauntog ako ng malakas sa classroom namin" reason out ko nalang.
"tsk tsk" she shook her head. "hindi kasi nagiingat ee" sabi niya.
"paano kasi, ikaw kasi iniisip ko nun ee, kaya ayan tuloy" sabi niya.
she looked down. "dapat bang wag mo na kong isipin para hindi ka nauuntog?" tanong niya sakin habang naka-pout.
I shook my head. "mas okay ng mapasahan buong katawan ko wag ka lang mawala sa isip ko"
she smiled.
days passed. last day na ng finals namin. sila Jusmine naman, tapos na. since tapos na ang finals niya, she's flying tonight sa singapore. I know na mabilis lang siya doon. pero sobrang mamimiss ko pa rin siya.
andito kami sa airport.
"mag-iingat ka anak aa. tumawag ka right after mag touch down kayo sa singapore aa?" sabi nama ni mom.
"yes mom" Jusmine said and kissed momy.
""you take care my princess okay? I'll see you after 2 weeks" sabi ni dad.
"we will see each other in 2 weeks dad" she kissed dad den.
"I love you bunso... mag-ingat ka aa" kuya kissed jusmine sa forehead.
then she turned to me. I soflty looked at her face. like memorizing each part of it. "ingat ka" sabi ko sakaniya at niyakap niya ko.
"you take care okay?" she whispered.
I hug her tightly, sa ngayon, wala akong pakeelam kung maka-halata sila mamy and dady. I'm going to missed her so much kaya yayakap na ko hangga't gusto ko. "i love you" I whispered.
humiwalay na ko sa pagkakayakap at kiniss ko siya sa cheecks.
and with that umalis na siya. we were left waiving our hands.
pumunta na kami sa kotse. I was stunned nung mag beep ang phone ko.
|From: Ampalaya|
I love you too. mag ingat ka aa? :* I'll see you in 2 weeks :)
Last day ng exam.
"what?, you did what?" I said to Crizel.
"I'm asking you on a date" sabi niya sakin.
"what makes you think na sasama ako sayo?" I said.
"cause I already got your dad's permission?" she said.
my forehead crease. "anong tingin mo sakin bata? na sasama nalang sayo basta basta dahil pinagpaalam mo? please, babae ka, and your the one who's asking me on a date? baliw ka ba? NO NO NO! makipag date ka sa sarili mo" sabi ko sakaniya at umalis na ko sa kinauupuan ko.
"wala ka namang gilfriend aa? why wont you go on a date with me?" tanong niya sakin.
"ee kasi ayoko! m-mas f-focus ako! tama! MAS focus ako sa pag-aaral ko" sabi ko.
"that's the dumbest reason you can give a girl Justine, kung sasabihin mong hindi mo ko gusto, I don't care, kasi I have no plans on giving up din naman" sabi niya sakin.
"A-Y-O-K-O is that really hard to understand? I don't care weather you throw your selt at me, basta walang date na magaganap" sabi ko at umalis na ko.
that girls is really annoying, how can she even asked my dad's permission, wala ba siyang delekadesa?
"Justine!"
napalingon ako sa tumawag sakin.
si sandy.
"hey sands! what's up?" sabi ko.
her forehead crease. "you look like a matandang binata because of your forehead, anong meron?"
"you know Crizel Yuri Quirino?" i asked.
"yeah kaklse ko siya sa Physics 2 bakit?" sabi niya.
"that girl just asked me out with my dad's permission" sabi ko.
her eyes widen. "HAHAHAHAHAHAHHA! so high school! anyways, why don;t you go? since Jusmine is not around?" she said tempting.
"sorry pero loyal ako" sabi ko.
She laughed. "i know you would say that" then she lookd at the folder she was holding.
"anyways, I just called you for this favor that you asked me" she hand me the folder.
"good luck Justine" she said.
*End Of Chapter*