Camilla ( Mrs.Crawford ) P.O.V
"Zae, you and Jae come here." I said walking into the kitchen sitting in a chair
Anthony and Jaedyn walked in and sat at the kitchen table
"What's up momma ?" Anthony asked concerned
"That incident. What was all of that about? And dont sit here and tell me it was nothing." I crossed my eye at both of them
"Momma it was nothing. Can we just drop it." Jaedyn said leaned back in his chair
"Didn't i just say dont say it was nothing cause apparently it was if Anthony was crying, you stormed out of the house and Dee disappeared for a couple days."
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"Me and Jae was playing the game and he started telling me that him and Dee had sex-"
Camilla cut Anthony off before he could finish what he was saying
"Did y'all have sex while they was together?" Camilla asked Jaedyn
"No." Jaedyn spoke irritatingly
"Wait, what was that?" Camilla questioned
"No, Ma'am" Jaedyn sat up
"Im not about to start y'all to arguing. Jaedyn, step out of Anthony and Diamond relationship no matter what you two had going on. If it didnt happen while they are together then drop it and Anthony please stop being up things about your father Devonte, he hates that."
"I hate that i had to live with him.." Anthony mumbled
"Why, you begged to go live with him" Jaedyn said looking at Anthony
"I didn't want to live with him. Mom, you always knew when i was lying or scared.. How come you didnt see it?" Anthony said biting his jaw
"I'm sorry baby, i was hurting and i wanted my life back." Camilla told him holding back tears
Anthony looked at the table trying to find the right words.
"So many terrible things happened. I never thought i would get through. I didn't think i would get back to you or Jae. One of those night of hustling.. i got shot and had to have surgery. I didnt wanna call you because i felt like you had already been through alot..i started looking up to dad since he was the only one i was gonna be with. He smoke alot, always had a female. He was a pimp and drug lord. He made me start selling at 14. Some drug deals would rob me because i was small but i got better at the game. I got stabbed and more things that left marks."
Anthony let the tears slip from his eyes as he finsh talking to his mom and brother
"That's why i was saying those things Jae. You wasn't there with me for those situation. Nobody was there when i got shot and the bullet was 6cm away from my kidney.I was on my death bed. No doner. No family that i knew i could call."
"I-Im sorry." Jaedyn stuttered
"When D-dad s-s-s" Anthony started stuttering
He couldn't get the words to flow out his mouth. He was started crying as the memories started to flood into his head like a waterfall
Your mother a worthless piece of shit that's why i beat her
A wife is like a slave to her husband but your mother was a piece of shit with no tissue
I'll beat her and your ass again if i get disrespected
Anthony ran to his room slamming the door as he fell to the ground and started crying
"Stop it." He mumbled to his self over and over holding his hand to his ears
Anthony go with her, consider her your new mother..
It's only for tonight Zae and you know i need this smoke. Your the only thing i have to give away
Dad, w-what do you mean? I'm not going with her or that man! Idk them
Anthony Miller you will give them what they ask for or they will make you!
-Anthony screamed as he felt someone grab him.
"Stop it! Please dad don't!" Anthony cried
"Anthony calm down, please calm down. It's Laya."
Anthony pulled his legs to his chest still rocking as he held his hands tight around his ears
"What's wrong Anthony?" Laya asked him trying to stop him from rocking
"I can't Laya. I-i just cant." Anthony told her sobbing harder
"Anthony im your bestfriend no matter how bad you think it is. Im here for you and im gonna listen even if we have to cry together. I'm not leaving until you tell me.'
"H-He raped...me" Anthony cried out
Laya couldn't find the right worlds as she watched her bestfriend break down.
"W-What ?" Laya stuttered
"He sold me for drugs..my dad is a sick bastard that i hate. I wish i would've stayed here. Age of 13, he sold me so him and some friends could get high. He didn't have money so they took me. He didn't care, he took the drugs and shut the door after we walked out
You can keep the piece of shit. He doesn't make me money. He ain't shit just like his stupid ass mother
Anthony dad voice eco in his head.
"T-The man that my dad sold me to told me i was gonna sell drugs."
Listen hear boy, You not gonna sit here and think imma give you shit i work for you gona make it your damn self.
"I was scared..I went out to make my first drugdeal...the man licked his lips and kept winking at me..i kept walking in he hit my butt...i sold the drugs and when i was leaving the same man chased me...i got trapped and he raped me..my screams wasn't heard nor my cries. I slept in that ally for a week. No foor nor clothes all i wanted was to die right then and there."
Laya grabbed Anthony letting him cry on her shoulder.
"I ran away at 15. I couldn't take it anymore. I walked and walked. I stole food. I started selling drugs to get back here..i tried to rob a drug dealer before i stop the drug game and he tried to shot me but missed and shoot Aj mother in her chest..She dropped Aj car seat and hit the ground. He took off running...i tried m-my best to help her. I screamed for help but..no one was around."
Anthony cried harder. "S-She died in my arms.I could do nothing about it."
"She is in a better place, Ant , her momeries are still here. You two have a child together."
"She was falling for me and it was all just a game. All the money i made selling drugs was put on a plan ticket and getting everything and anything Aj needed."
Anthony cried and cried letting everything he'd been holding in out. Laya wiped the tears coming down her face as she stood up.
Dee walked in and Laya left shuting his door.
"Baby, come on. Get up" Dee grabbed his hands
Anthony got up and Dee hugged him as he sat on the bed. He tears soaked Dee stomach.
"I wish i could help. Tell me what to do." Dee asked rubbing his back
"I feel so weak. I hate him so much. I let him break me down i feel like a bitch" Anthony mumbled into Dee stomach
Dee got down and looked Anthony in the eyes wiping his tears.
"You let it out. You feel a relief now, your not hiding it. Even though that happened your still becoming a better man then he was. Your raising Alejandro up the right way. You don't want him to go through what you went through"
"Getting raped is something i want to forget. I hate the flashbacks..All the memories. I want to start over."
"At least you didn't turn gay. You to sexy to turn gay but if you did i would have to turn you back straight cause that dick to dope to be going into a nigga ass." Dee shrugged
Dee put her hand on her hip. Anthony smiled and wrapped his arms around her waist
"You always change my moods. I still feel like a pussy ass nigga tho."
Dee wiped his tears and kissed him. Anthony laid back pulling Dee on top of him not breaking the kiss, their tongues wrestled until Dee pulled away
Dee laughed. "Anthony, your moods are so stupid."
"I feel like a pussy so if i tear that kitty up i would probably feel better." Anthony smirked
"You fighting your sleep. Your eyes are blood shot red like your high-"
Anthony cut her off.
"I'm only high when i smoke."
"Let me see you smoking and I'll shove the blunt down your throat"
"Why do i find your threats a huge turn on?"
"Cause you need jesus. Let me stop you from feeling let a pussy cat...LAYA!"
Laya walked in and sat by Anthony.
"What?" Laya asked
"Anthony feel like a pussy."
"Go to sleep Zae and we will go to Kick boxing"
"Alright"
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