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No one had come to see me whilst I was in hospital; I suppose I have no family left for them to come anyway.
When you have no family left you feel so empty inside.
Such a horrible horrible feeling.
There are many people who have it much worse off than me, so I try to forget about my life.
That sure is hard...
Sometimes I fall asleep and rewind myself back in time.
Back to when my mum, dad and brother were alive.
And do you know what I dream about?
-things that may have happened, if this didn't happen.
These are the good dreams I have!
The bad dreams are the nightmares that I could once call reality.
I say 'once' because I like to think that that part of my life is over.
God I hope so!
I see it almost like starting a new chapter.
Oh dear that was cringey...
I often think of Niall whilst I am in a blank world of my own.
I think of how lonely he must feel in that prison cell.
I think of how guilty he must feel now the damage is done.
But whatever he has done I forgive him, as much as I shouldn't; I do.
I love him too much to be angry at.
As soon as I leave this hospital I am going straight to the police station.
Give him a surprise.
The more I think of him, the more I miss him.
The longer I'm not with him, the more broken I am.
I love him...
~Alessia<3
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