135 (Capital Steez)

By AltSadness

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It's like I can't think of the words only a melody, looping in my mind but my heart still skips a beat. I adm... More

1• Autumn
2• After School
3• Make The Right Move
4• There's Plenty Of Fish In The Sea But See My Fish Is On The Line
5• Meaningless
6• Take It Easy
7• I Have You Here With Me
8• Love Again
9• Take You Higher Than The Stars Up Above
10• No One Else Seems To Know
11• Sonder
12• Exactly Where They Fall
13• I'm No Good
14• Until You're All Alone
15• No Devotion
16• Don't Let Her See Divide
17• Can't I Fake It Again
18• There's So Many Things That Can't Be Done
19• I'll Be So Cruel For You
20• Psyrens
21• Skipping States
22• You've Got To Be Curious
23• I Believe We Can Fly, But We're Too Busy Running
24• They All Throwing Dirt On My Name Lately
25• Stockholm Syndrome
26• Drown Me
27• Haze
28• Euphoric
29• Epitaph
30• Evol Love
31• My Heart Stops Beating
32• Subconscious Is Dishonest
33• Blur My Hands
34• Cyber Worlds
35• Like Most Men He's Certain
36• Deep Like The Ocean
37• Endors Toi
38• Profess Infinitum
39• Right Through Me
40• I Just Want A Shallow Girl
41• Save Your Morals For Him
42• Save Your Morals For Someone Who Can Swim
43• I Can't Give You Tomorrow, But I Can Give You Tonight
45• I Won't Want You Tomorrow B/c Tomorrows Complicated
46• Tomorrow Doesn't Always Come
47• Save Your Morals For A Love Deep Enough To Swim
48• Make It How It's Supposed To Be
49• I Just Want A Pond
50• Girls Put Boys In Cemeteries
51• I Keep Killa's With Me
52• I Want It All
53• I Don't Belong
54• Ain't That Amazing
55• Rigor Mortis
56• My Sweet Rigmarole
57• Stone Cold Miracle
58• Blind Faith & Mind Games
59• Imma Make It All Happen
60• Cinnamon Eyes
Thank You

44• A Memory For The Rest Of Your Life

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By AltSadness

• September 21, Friday •
• 10:43 a.m •

   I woke up next to Steez and was confused as fuck. I fell asleep on the couch, he must have carried me to the bed. I can't wait to see Kirk again, I really hope he's doing fine and he's on his way over here. I really do care about him and I owe him one.

"Hey..." Steez said in a raspy voice while waking up. "Whatchu thinking about so early in the morning?"

"It's 10 almost 11 o clock and nothing. Just thinking about what I wanna do today."

He laid on my chest. "Whatchu wanna do?"

"I'm tryna find out." I played with his hair and kissed his forehead.

"You have plenty of time to think about it."

"Yeah. I'm still tired though."

"Go back to sleep. I don't have any plans."

I made a face. "Well shit Jamal! You didn't have to say it like that!"

He chuckled. "I love you."

"Love you too."

"So I got a friend right..." Steez started.

I rolled my eyes and sighed.

"Uh uh. Don't do all that. He lit. His name is Kwon. That's my bro. He's gonna come over around two. You'll like him. He's funny as fuck."

"Yeah?"

"Yup." He popped the P.

"We'll see."

"Ain't nun to see lil bit. He's likable."

I rolled my eyes again. "Mhmmm."

 

The doorbell rang and Steez got up to answer it. 

"WASUHHHHHHHHHH!?!?!?" I heard a male voice.

"What's up Kwon!?! Come on in." Steez gave Kwon dap and he walked in.

Kwon smiled at me. "Hi there. What's your name?"

I shook his hand. "Stephanie but you can call me Steffy if you want. I know you're Kwon."

He poked his lips out. "That's right babygirl! Kwony poo in dis bitch!"

I giggled and Steez smiled and shook his head. "You hungry Kwon? Can I get you anything?"

"Nah bro, thanks. I just ate some McDonald's before I came."

"Alright Bro."

Kwon sighed. "Man it's been a minute. Look at you, you have a nice ass house, a beautiful girlfriend, man I'm jealous. I thought you moved down to Virginia. What happened?"

Steez laughed. "Well. I did move down there. We ran away."

Kwon started laughing and we sat down at the kitchen table. "Are you serious!?"

I nodded my head.

Kwon's smile faded and he stopped smiling. "Are you serious?"

I nodded my head again.

"That's crazy! How did you get this nice ass house? How did you guys get all the way up here?!"

"I sell drugs bro. We drove up here, lived in Philly for a little bit." Steez said.

"Courtney you know that shits dangerous-"

"I know." He cut him off. "You gotta do whatchu gotta do though."

"You right. Aye you still rap? The Pro's made a mixtape."

I raised an eyebrow at Steez. "You rap?!"

He nodded his head. "Why do you think I carried that notebook around at school?"

"I thought it was a Diary or something."

He wrinkled his nose. "Hell nah. I was writing raps and shit."

"That's cool though! Can you do a little something?"

"Nah, you gotta wait till we get to Joey's place." He replied.

I rolled my eyes.

"You're gonna love the rest of the Pro's. We're all pretty laid back."

"Yeah?"

He nodded his head.


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