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i know i haven't updated for like one or two days and it feels like years.
after that day of crying i was really enclosed and scared and then yesterday/saturday i cried all day long ( no joke whatsoever ) over johannah/jay and then i went to a party that night, which i couldn't stop thinking about how i was missing the louis performance livestream and then this morning i slept until eleven ( because i was up 'til 2:30am crying ) and then i went shopping with my friend and the only thing i could afford was frozen yoghurt ( it was fxcking eleven dollars for a small cup that you fill yourself. WHY ) because i used all my money on this really ugly jumpsuit for the party i went to ( why did i pay sixty-five dollars for that shit ) and a new shaver ( oh and can i also add that that was another extra thirty dollars because i don't like the cheap plastic unreusable ones.
ANYWAYS, SORRY BOUT DAT. LEMME JUST TO CRY SOME MORE.
ok i'm back.
my tesars are typjing with evewwry drop omkg.
bye nofw.