I came back to school with dead stares at me. Everybody was getting out of my way. Someone yelled out, "slut." Another yelled, "whore." Where are the staff in this school? I started walking faster after every name. "Hoe." "Thot." "Tramp." "Hooker." I was almost on the verge of tears when I finally made it to the gym. Adam didn't even talk to me today, he just gave me a blank stare. Jess walked in. Boy, was I glad to see her. "I can't believe you." She said and walked past me then to Adam. What the hell is going on? I knew what I did was wrong but it wasn't even my fault, Max was sober and I wasn't. I was wasted. Maybe it was the other things I did. PE was over quickly and I went to my second class. In photography Max didn't say anything. He just kind of smirked at me when he walked in. Some people glared at me after whispering to other people. I was still on the verge of tears. Ashley only stared at me. I'm pretty sure she was the one who yelled out whore. Maybe the next class will be better. It wasn't any better. Ross smiled at me the whole class. Shelby wasn't really aware of what was going on so she didn't really talk to me or make any comments of what happened. I walked out of the door right before I was pinned to the wall... by Ross? He didn't say anything, only pressed his lips against mine. His eyes were closed so it was okay for mine to be open. I didn't kiss him back but he held me so tight I couldn't get away. People everywhere were taking pictures. I didn't recognize any of them. I was finally able to push him away. With him stunned and me hardly able to speak, I stutter, "I, um... I need to... go." I run off to the closest bathroom. Still following me with phones. I didn't know if I was so angry that I wanted to punch someone, if I wanted to sob my eyes out, or if I just wanted to throw up. What was happening? I didn't want to call my friends from where I used to live. I didn't want to call my parents. I didn't know what to do. Can I just stay in the bathroom all of class period and just stay in a stall? Should I call my parents? I finally decided who I was going to talk to. I pulled her contact up and started to type
You: can you please meet me in the bathroom by the soda vending machine.
They didn't respond after and I knew she was always on her phone even in class. Now I guess I just have to wait here.
*spongebob narrator voice*
thirty minutes later
I was just about to fall asleep before I hear the bathroom door screech open. I couldn't have been happier to see Jess. "Oh my god, whatever I did to you I'm so sorry, I was drunk and I don't know-" I started sobbing into her arms as she held me tight. "It's fine, I'm not mad at you anymore." She let me go.
Well that was a long one. Idk what else to say but go check out my new book G.U.Y. Yeah, self advertisement.