135 (Capital Steez)

By AltSadness

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It's like I can't think of the words only a melody, looping in my mind but my heart still skips a beat. I adm... More

1β€’ Autumn
2β€’ After School
3β€’ Make The Right Move
4β€’ There's Plenty Of Fish In The Sea But See My Fish Is On The Line
5β€’ Meaningless
6β€’ Take It Easy
7β€’ I Have You Here With Me
8β€’ Love Again
9β€’ Take You Higher Than The Stars Up Above
10β€’ No One Else Seems To Know
11β€’ Sonder
12β€’ Exactly Where They Fall
13β€’ I'm No Good
14β€’ Until You're All Alone
15β€’ No Devotion
16β€’ Don't Let Her See Divide
17β€’ Can't I Fake It Again
18β€’ There's So Many Things That Can't Be Done
19β€’ I'll Be So Cruel For You
20β€’ Psyrens
21β€’ Skipping States
22β€’ You've Got To Be Curious
23β€’ I Believe We Can Fly, But We're Too Busy Running
24β€’ They All Throwing Dirt On My Name Lately
26β€’ Drown Me
27β€’ Haze
28β€’ Euphoric
29β€’ Epitaph
30β€’ Evol Love
31β€’ My Heart Stops Beating
32β€’ Subconscious Is Dishonest
33β€’ Blur My Hands
34β€’ Cyber Worlds
35β€’ Like Most Men He's Certain
36β€’ Deep Like The Ocean
37β€’ Endors Toi
38β€’ Profess Infinitum
39β€’ Right Through Me
40β€’ I Just Want A Shallow Girl
41β€’ Save Your Morals For Him
42β€’ Save Your Morals For Someone Who Can Swim
43β€’ I Can't Give You Tomorrow, But I Can Give You Tonight
44β€’ A Memory For The Rest Of Your Life
45β€’ I Won't Want You Tomorrow B/c Tomorrows Complicated
46β€’ Tomorrow Doesn't Always Come
47β€’ Save Your Morals For A Love Deep Enough To Swim
48β€’ Make It How It's Supposed To Be
49β€’ I Just Want A Pond
50β€’ Girls Put Boys In Cemeteries
51β€’ I Keep Killa's With Me
52β€’ I Want It All
53β€’ I Don't Belong
54β€’ Ain't That Amazing
55β€’ Rigor Mortis
56β€’ My Sweet Rigmarole
57β€’ Stone Cold Miracle
58β€’ Blind Faith & Mind Games
59β€’ Imma Make It All Happen
60β€’ Cinnamon Eyes
Thank You

25β€’ Stockholm Syndrome

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By AltSadness

"You'll never leave me right?" Steez asked.

I laughed. "You're so paranoid. Chill out will you?"

"We have to start our jobs today."

"Are you serious?! I'm not even ready! I don't wanna do this! Fuck all this!"

"Don't give up on me. Stripping ain't that big of a deal anyway." He shrugged.

"Reallllly?"

"Mhm." He pulled a thread out of his sock.

"No. I have toooo much self respect."

"Steffy we need the money!!" He pleaded.

"If I'm stripping what are you doing?" I asked.

"Sell drugs. I already have some weed I can sell. Baby we gon make big money! We can move out this shit hotel and get our own place."

"Mhm." He chewed my bottom lip and scratched my shoulder.

"Come on! Lighten up. Why are always debunking my ideas?"

"Because we can't mess anything up! It's either we get what we want and need or we get caught. There's no time for mistakes. We can't make any. I just wanna make it." I said.

"Word, well Imma drop you off at work and I gotta start my job too. You wanna eat tonight right?"

"Yeah." I said with depressingly.

"Alright lets go."

I walked into a strip club. The place was pretty quite obviously because its only 12 in the afternoon. I was welcomed by an extremely attractive man and woman around their early 20's. They have to be about 18 or 21

"Can we help you?" The girl asked.

"Yeah, I'm looking for a job." I said strictly.

"And you came here?" The boy asked.

"Yeah. Something wrong with that?"

The girl smiled and the boy put his hands up surrendering.

"I like you already." She said. "What's your name thickie?"

"Stephanie." I answered.

"My name is Toni and this is your caregiver Prince. Nice to meet you Steph." Toni said.

"Caregiver? What?"

"Yeah, his job is to make sure you're doing fine and getting what you want."

"Basically a sugar daddy." I shoved my hands in my hoodie pocket and rocked back and forth on my heels.

"Somewhat but younger and more caring." She smiled. "It's a system we have here."

"More caring." I laughed. "Okay. I already have a boyfriend that cares about me, thanks but I don't need a caregiver."

"Yes you do. You wanna work here right? Having a caregiver is crucial." Prince said.

"Alright fine, so I call you Prince?"

"Yeah but I prefer Daddy."

My eyes widened and I pursed my lips. Toni chuckled.

"It's okay Steph. You'll get used to it. It was weird for me too at first. Plus you're his only babygirl so you good sweetie."

"Okay. Cool. When do I start?"

"Tonight. We lost a good number of strippers last week so we're recruiting more girls like you. Come on to the back and I'll show you some moves. You know what you're doing?"

I shook my head.

"Alright." I followed her to the back and Prince followed us.

Once we got to the back Toni sat down. "Prince is gonna talk to you first alright? Then I'll show you some moves."

He motioned me over and I jogged across the room where he was sitting. The room was big as fuck and dull with only a couch, arm chair, white walls and a pole.

"How are you?" He smiled. He has white straight teeth. The kind of smile that makes you wonder if he's up to something but it looks too sincere to have anything behind it.

"I'm fine. How about yourself?"

"I'm good, you're very respectful."

"Yes, I am." I smiled and stood in front of him. "Just don't try me."

"I already like you, you sure yo man ain't a simp?"

I wrinkled my nose and made eye contact.

"What? No! Don't ever disrespect me or my man. Fuck wrong wit you?"

He laughed.

"That shit ain't funny! Watch yo mouth b cuz I'll switch up on you anytime, any day. The fuck?"

He finished laughing. "Alright, alright, calm down babygirl." He grabbed my hand and kissed it.

"Whatever. So is Prince your real name?"

"Yeah."

"Cute name."

"Is Stephanie your real name?"

I rolled my eyes.

He giggled and grabbed my hand tightly. "I'm just playing mama. Cool out."

I sighed and sat down on the floor in front of him.

"So what's the move?"

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