135 (Capital Steez)

By AltSadness

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It's like I can't think of the words only a melody, looping in my mind but my heart still skips a beat. I adm... More

1β€’ Autumn
2β€’ After School
3β€’ Make The Right Move
4β€’ There's Plenty Of Fish In The Sea But See My Fish Is On The Line
5β€’ Meaningless
6β€’ Take It Easy
7β€’ I Have You Here With Me
8β€’ Love Again
9β€’ Take You Higher Than The Stars Up Above
10β€’ No One Else Seems To Know
11β€’ Sonder
12β€’ Exactly Where They Fall
13β€’ I'm No Good
14β€’ Until You're All Alone
15β€’ No Devotion
16β€’ Don't Let Her See Divide
17β€’ Can't I Fake It Again
18β€’ There's So Many Things That Can't Be Done
19β€’ I'll Be So Cruel For You
20β€’ Psyrens
21β€’ Skipping States
22β€’ You've Got To Be Curious
24β€’ They All Throwing Dirt On My Name Lately
25β€’ Stockholm Syndrome
26β€’ Drown Me
27β€’ Haze
28β€’ Euphoric
29β€’ Epitaph
30β€’ Evol Love
31β€’ My Heart Stops Beating
32β€’ Subconscious Is Dishonest
33β€’ Blur My Hands
34β€’ Cyber Worlds
35β€’ Like Most Men He's Certain
36β€’ Deep Like The Ocean
37β€’ Endors Toi
38β€’ Profess Infinitum
39β€’ Right Through Me
40β€’ I Just Want A Shallow Girl
41β€’ Save Your Morals For Him
42β€’ Save Your Morals For Someone Who Can Swim
43β€’ I Can't Give You Tomorrow, But I Can Give You Tonight
44β€’ A Memory For The Rest Of Your Life
45β€’ I Won't Want You Tomorrow B/c Tomorrows Complicated
46β€’ Tomorrow Doesn't Always Come
47β€’ Save Your Morals For A Love Deep Enough To Swim
48β€’ Make It How It's Supposed To Be
49β€’ I Just Want A Pond
50β€’ Girls Put Boys In Cemeteries
51β€’ I Keep Killa's With Me
52β€’ I Want It All
53β€’ I Don't Belong
54β€’ Ain't That Amazing
55β€’ Rigor Mortis
56β€’ My Sweet Rigmarole
57β€’ Stone Cold Miracle
58β€’ Blind Faith & Mind Games
59β€’ Imma Make It All Happen
60β€’ Cinnamon Eyes
Thank You

23β€’ I Believe We Can Fly, But We're Too Busy Running

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By AltSadness

• Same day •
• 11:22 a.m •

I woke up and Steez was next to me asleep. I shook him and he woke up.

"Hmm?" He stretched.

"You found what you were looking for?"

"Yeah. I put the food in the mini fridge."

"Alright. Thank you baby."

   I slipped out of the bed and freshened up. As I was washing my face I heard him moving around the room frantically and whispering to himself.

"You ok?" I yelled from the bathroom.

He didn't answer back.

"Steez!" I called out.

"I CAN'T FIND IT!!!" He screamed.

I stepped out of the bathroom. "Find what?! What are you looking for?!"

He ignored me once again and continued searching the room. I rolled my eyes and went back to the bathroom fixing my hair.

"Steez I need a phone." I said.

"A phone?! For what?! You can't call anyone!"

"I just wanna call some people."

"No. No! Are you crazy?! Do you know we're hiding?!"

"I don't wanna hide anymore! Jamal I just wanna go home!!"

"You can't." He looked at me in the mirror. "You don't have a home."

"So I can't call anyone? Are you FUCKING kidding me?! This some bullshit." I left my hair alone and sat on the bed.

"Not until next year when you're 18 and I won't let you expose yourself."

"Watch me." I challenged him.

"You wanna try?! I WILL NOT let you go outside without hiding yourself or let you get near a phone."

"Wowwwwww! Are you fucking serious?!"

"Steffy you agreed to run away with me! I never said it'll be easy, I never said it'll be fun and I never said I'll let you do whatever! You don't understand how serious this is! Stop whining and being immature!"

"Immature?! I'm being immature?!" I shot back.

"Yup! You are!"

"Fine then! Since I'm being soooo immature and you're being a mature adult. Imma go somewhere else and be immature. Shit, I might take my childish ass back home to Alexandria because I can't handle the real word. I'm too immature."

He lowered his voice and put his hands in his hair. "Stephanie no. Come here. I'm sorry."

"Nah, imma come back when I learn to be a civilized adult." I stuffed everything in my bookbag.

He snatched my bag away. "Stephanie Im sorry! I don't want you to leave."

I chewed my bottom lip and put my hair up. "Ok...I won't leave."

"Promise?" He asked.

"I promise."

He smiled shyly. "So...you tryna go out to eat?"

"Eat where? Mostly just businesses around here. Didn't see any restaurants." I looked out the window.

"There's a Waffle House a couple miles down from here. You ok with a 25 to 35 minute drive?"

"Sure. How are we gonna pay. You know, we gotta get a job real soon."

"Shit." He rubbed his face. "You right, you right. We can't get a normal job though."

"So what're we going to do? I'm not working at some shitty McDonald's. don't have time for people's shit."

"Stephanie you know I care about you right?"

"Mhm..." I said confusingly.

"And you have a lot of respect for yourself."

"Ok...?"

"And you're a beautiful woma-"

"Steez what?!"

He cringed. "Strip. You gotta be a stripper..."

My jaw dropped.

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