135 (Capital Steez)

By AltSadness

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It's like I can't think of the words only a melody, looping in my mind but my heart still skips a beat. I adm... More

1• Autumn
2• After School
3• Make The Right Move
4• There's Plenty Of Fish In The Sea But See My Fish Is On The Line
5• Meaningless
6• Take It Easy
7• I Have You Here With Me
8• Love Again
9• Take You Higher Than The Stars Up Above
10• No One Else Seems To Know
12• Exactly Where They Fall
13• I'm No Good
14• Until You're All Alone
15• No Devotion
16• Don't Let Her See Divide
17• Can't I Fake It Again
18• There's So Many Things That Can't Be Done
19• I'll Be So Cruel For You
20• Psyrens
21• Skipping States
22• You've Got To Be Curious
23• I Believe We Can Fly, But We're Too Busy Running
24• They All Throwing Dirt On My Name Lately
25• Stockholm Syndrome
26• Drown Me
27• Haze
28• Euphoric
29• Epitaph
30• Evol Love
31• My Heart Stops Beating
32• Subconscious Is Dishonest
33• Blur My Hands
34• Cyber Worlds
35• Like Most Men He's Certain
36• Deep Like The Ocean
37• Endors Toi
38• Profess Infinitum
39• Right Through Me
40• I Just Want A Shallow Girl
41• Save Your Morals For Him
42• Save Your Morals For Someone Who Can Swim
43• I Can't Give You Tomorrow, But I Can Give You Tonight
44• A Memory For The Rest Of Your Life
45• I Won't Want You Tomorrow B/c Tomorrows Complicated
46• Tomorrow Doesn't Always Come
47• Save Your Morals For A Love Deep Enough To Swim
48• Make It How It's Supposed To Be
49• I Just Want A Pond
50• Girls Put Boys In Cemeteries
51• I Keep Killa's With Me
52• I Want It All
53• I Don't Belong
54• Ain't That Amazing
55• Rigor Mortis
56• My Sweet Rigmarole
57• Stone Cold Miracle
58• Blind Faith & Mind Games
59• Imma Make It All Happen
60• Cinnamon Eyes
Thank You

11• Sonder

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"Hey mushroom head." My dad said as I walked through the door.

"Daaaad. Why are you here and my hair doesn't look like a mushroom!!!"

"I can't come home? And yes it does, it looks like that thing off a Mario. You know that red and white-"

"Yes Dad I know." I rolled my eyes.

"I think he's red and orange sometimes too, blue too-"

"Dad you're supposed to be at work." I sat down on the couch with him.

"I knowwww I just wanted to see you. You know I don't get to see you as much..."

I hugged him. "I know. So what's going on?"

"Oh yeah! So your brother is coming down here."

"Brother..." I starred into space.

"Yeah your brother...Issa."

"OHHHHHH! Damn-dangggg."

"Watch yo-self and yeah, when was the last time you spoke to him Stephanie?"

I cringed. "The beginning of summer break..."

"Steph you know you hurt Issa's feelings?"

"I know, I know. He's gonna be mad, not hurt. I don't like bothering him so I didn't call."

"You're bad at communicating. You need to work on it." He turned the TV volume down. "That's not good."

"I know...so will he be here tomorrow or..."

"Tonight. It's gonna be late though. Around twelve or one o clock."

"Oh..." I scratched my head.

"I bet I can stay up longer than you Steph."

"Yeet, you're old. It's the beginning of the school year though. Why is he coming down here and he has to go to school? It's his last year right?"

"He said he has a little break and yeah. He's gonna graduate soon. Damn, both of my mushrooms 'bout to graduate next year."

"Dad hush. Issa doesn't even have a mushroom head though."

"You right. He got them-them god damn....them things in his head."

"Them things?"

"Mhm anyway, Issa said he's excited!"

"Issa ugly."

"Stop talking about your brother. Go to sleep. It's late."

"It's seven twenty and it's a Friday. What're you talking about?"

"Stephanie if you don't get!!"

• September 15, Saturday •
• 9:53 a.m •

"What's up Dad?!" I heard someone yell downstairs.

I groaned and covered my ears trying to go back to sleep.

"Nothing much Issa! How's college!?"

"It's pretty good. Where's my sister?"

"Oh she sleep. She just like you, sleep for hours."

Issa chuckled. "Nahhh. I bought you guys some stuff from New York."

"Really? Oh you didn't have to do that son." My dad insisted.

"Nah. Y'all the fam. I love you guys. You really took care of us when mom left..."

   Because they were so, loud I just got up and brushed my teeth and put on my house clothes. I'm not even gonna try to go back to sleep. I'm a bit nervous about going downstairs but I sucked it up and went down. They were in the kitchen about to cook breakfast.

"Is that my beautiful sister?!?!?" Issa shrieked.

"Is that my dusty brother?!" I said jokingly. He hugged me tightly and we rocked back and forth as we embraced each other. Dad smiled as he started cutting tomatoes.

"Damn. Three years! And I'm sorry I haven't been video chatting with you. I've been hella busy."

"Same. Don't even worry about it. I missed you so much Issa! Finally seeing you in person. Three years video chatting. That's wild!"

We sat down. "Wow. You don't know how much I've missed you."

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