Kai.. Kai... Kai...
I kept thinking of him.. At least that's what I'm trying to do. Think of him. Or anyone. Not Kris. Never. He ruins everything though I don't know what he ruins specifically.. but.. urghhh !!
Kai and I had a perfect second date but he turned out to be someone who's already in love and he went out with me to ask tips on how to impress his crush. I didn't mind helping, he's good. He's Kai, a good friend. :) Though, I told him to never be a dancing partner for anyone else except me. That was the only deal :)
My night today probably would turn out great .. I'm going out with Lay! I can't believe this.. I'm actually excited! But still... nope.. there's no deep feeling about it :) It was just friendly.
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my dinner with Lay
" Isn't it weird? " I asked him during our conversation
" Weird? What's weird? Ohh noo.. Is it my head? I know its big, is it-"
"Hahahaha no !! Hahahaha! " I couldn't stop laughing at his cuteness!
I continued " Isn't it weird? I'm dating you and your friends?"
"No.. its not weird, I mean we are good friends right? I could go out with you everyday, wouldn't be a problem" He smiled as he answered me.
I thought to myself " Ermm so he doesn't like me huh? So much more amazing date. "
" Are you okay? " He asked.
" Yeaaa I'm fine :)) Sure , we could do this again sometime, before I leave that is " I smiled back as I replied.
" Yeaaa we 12 boys would be happy to go out on a date with you before you leave"
" No.. Just 11."
"What?? You're cutting me out already? "
"Hahahahaha no!!! Stop making me laugh Lay!! Its not you who I excluded.. "
"Let me guess.. Kris?" He looked at me gave a smirked.
" Urghhh yes!"
" Why? Don't you like him?" Lay asked me.
" No . Never. It wouldn't be in my head. Dream. or Nightmares. Kris is insible to me. "
" Wow there.. Chill!" He replied and I looked away from his gaze .
He continued his words " You know.. I've never seen him so into someone before you came"
"What do you mean Lay?"
" I mean.. He never disturbs anyone before , he never makes time for anyone even if its just for teasing, pranking or disturbing. "
" Whatever Lay. All I know now is he's crazy. Like kookoo . "
" Maybe.. You should go out with him"
" Uhh bad idea . Anyways I'm tired now, do you want to go anywhere esle?"
" No, I don't think so but I'm planning to stay over at your place tonight after dinner. I'm coming over with Kris and Sehun. You don't mind right?"
" No no.. Not at all " I managed to fake a smile but I was boiling up. I had to force myself to see that guy again. How amazing.