I Want To Do Bad Things With You
Chapter 14
My body ached as I sat in the hallway outside of the principal’s office. Jace was sitting next to me and Jason opposite me. I could tell that Jace was nervous but I just couldn’t’ care, Jason got what he deserved and it serves him right. He did get in a few punches though, one landing on the exact spot where Brian’s had landed and one splitting my lip, I came out good compared to him though. He had a split lip, a big black bruise forming around his eye and from what I could tell I’m sure I cracked a few of his ribs.
The principle had already spoken to us about what happened and now our parents were in his office with him. I wonder if my dad ever told my mom that he saw me and Jace kissing? Oh well, if he didn’t she sure is going to know that I’ve turned gay now.
I chuckled slightly as I imagined her reaction. She is going to be so pissed but instead of getting angry I about what I knew her reaction was going to be, I found it quite funny and ridiculous.
“What’s so funny?” Jace whispered from beside me.
“I was just thinking about how my mom was going to react to this whole situation,” I replied, taking his hand in mine and squeezing it.
I could feel him trying to pull away but instead of letting him I tightened my grip and shook my head at him disapprovingly.
“The whole school probably already knows, we don’t have to hide it anymore,” I said, smiling at the thought of op being able to openly show my feelings towards Jace.
“Your right,” he said, smiling at me and showing me that he was ok with it. His actions warmed my heart and I had to stop myself from grabbing him and kissing him right there and then.
“Fucken disgusting homos,” Jason hissed from the other side so I gave him an evil glare and then I did kiss Jace. Not a long passionate kiss like I wanted to since we were interrupted by the principles door opening but it was still enough to piss him off. I smiled at the thought
“Can all of you please come in,” the principle said as he stepped out into the hallway. Jace looked nervous since we just got caught kissing again but I wasn’t worried, nothing anybody said or does was going to change how I feel about Jace.
The principle had a whole discussion with us about how it was wrong what we did and that fighting wasn’t allowed but he also made it very clear that sexual discrimination was also off limits and that if anybody gets caught harassing anybody else about their sexual orientation they will be in big trouble.
All through the speech my mom kept on glancing at me and then at Jace with the strangest expression on her face. It was a mixture between anger, sadness and confusion. She didn’t say anything though, not even when we were all excused.
“We would like to talk to you two, could you please come over tonight?” my dad asked, looking a bit depressed.
I looked to Jace, not wanting to say yes if it wasn’t ok with him.
“Yeah, we’ll come,” he answered, managing to force out a smile.
“Ok then, I guess I’ll see you two later then,” my dad said looking a bit uncomfortable and then took off.
We were allowed to go home for the day, considering both Jason and I had to clean ourselves up and Jace refused to let me go alone since I had gotten hurt.
We went back to Jace’s house and I took a quick shower before allowing him to look at my bruises. My stomach was now a darker bluish color and I couldn’t help but flinch when he put an icepack on it.
“I’m going to kill him,” Jace hissed, his eyes filled with anger
“I don’t think that will be necessary,” I half joked, hoping that I was right. The thought of Jace getting into a fight with anybody terrifies the crap out of me.
“I won’t let him hurt you again, next time, if he even tries too, I will put him in the hospital,” Jace stated, his voice sounding serious and the look in his eyes told me that he wasn’t joking.
Jace insisted that I relax for the rest of the day.
When it was time to go to my parents we both walked to the car reluctantly, not one of us really wanting to go, but knowing we had to.
We had to go hear what my parents had to say. Maybe they wanted to resolve our issues, maybe they wanted to disown me, whichever one it is, we needed to know.
My mom had made us supper which we ate gratefully, not having had anything but take aways for a while, and then they asked us to join them in the living room. I sat down on one of the couches and gestured for Jace to sit down next to me. Once he did I took his hand in mine and focused my attention on my parents. I wanted them to see that I am serious about being with Jace and that being around them wasn’t going to change anything.
“We want you to come back home,” my mother blurted out, her eyes stinging with tears.
“Not without Jace," I replied, looking from her to my dad. There was no way I was going t leave him alone in an empty house.
“Oh, I didn’t mean just you. Jace is welcome to stay for as long as he wants. We want him to see our house as his,” My dad said, causing my mom to flinch a bit.
“Is this what you want mom?” I asked, squeezing Jaces’s hand as I could sense that he was starting to feel really uncomfortable.
“Yes and we have spoken to Brian as well. He won’t be giving you anymore trouble,” My mom answered, looking from me to Jace.
“Where is he now?” I questioned since I haven’t seen him all night.
“His gone out and will be leaving to go back to college after the funeral tomorrow so it shouldn’t be uncomfortable,” my dad answered, his words making me feel slightly better about coming back home but I still wasn’t completely convinced.
“So? Will you come back home?” my mom asked sounding desperate.
“I don’t know, we’ll think about it,” I answered, getting up and pulling Jace with me.
My parents walked to the door with us and just as we were about to leave my mom grabbed a hold of my arm. I turned around to face her and was about to ask her what she wanted when she embraced me in a tight hug.
“Please come home, you and Jace,” she choked as she started crying.
“We’ll think about it,” I replied again and the quickly dragged Jace out of the house, not wanting to have to deal with them anymore, at least not for tonight.
All through dinner and our little discussion with my parents I’ve only had one thing on my mind and that is being alone with Jace. I was craving to be close to him, wanting to show him just how much I wanted and needed him.
“I’ll drive,” Jace said as we reached the car, holding his hand out for the keys. I handed them to him without thinking twice and got in the passenger seat, knowing that he was still worried about me getting hurt today.
Once we were in the car and Jace had pulled away I switched on the stereo, turning it up loud and making sure that one of Jaces’s favorite songs were playing. He glanced at me with a cute smile on his face, letting me know that he appreciated it.
As we drove I just couldn’t stop myself from leaning over to him and placing my hand on his leg. His body stiffened at my touch as he obviously didn’t expect it but he quickly relaxed. I took this as a sign that he liked what I was doing and continued moving my hand up his leg until I reached the top of his pants, letting my fingers linger there for a few seconds before unbuttoning them and pulling down the zip.