SABRINA
Three Weeks Later.
I sat in my office looking through my shipments for my stores.
I've been keeping myself busy every since Chris's little secret came out.
Oh and him cheating AGAIN!
My kids were back in school so I'd be home by myself. This situation has really sat me back. I'm missing my mom more and more, I feel myself becoming angry again.
I just can not deal!
I wish I had somebody else to talk to.
I would talk to his mom but I don't want to stress her with our issues. I would call Jhene but she's always busy and I no longer talk to Chyna.
Maybe it's time to bury that hatchet. Chyna used to be my go to and we fell out over something so petty.
I miss her.
For once in my life I'll be the bigger person.
I called my brother and got her number. I was going to call her but I felt like it might be too soon so I sent her a text.
While I waited on a reply a knock was on my door.
Sabrina: come in.
The door opened and in comes the devil herself.....Robyn.
I rolled my eyes and sat back in my seat. Why is she here?!
Rihanna: I know I'm probably the last person you wanna see.
Sabrina: bingo
Rihanna: why are you mad at Chris? All this is happening because of me. Not him.
Sabrina: are you kidding me?
Rihanna; no, he's beating himself up over this
Sabrina: girl don't come in here trying to play super hero. First of all you are a snake ass bitch. Out of all his ex's I tolerated you. Smiling in my face, buying my kids gifts, telling me that your issue is with Karrueche and not me. And like an idiot I fell for it. Then you fuck him again recently. He's probably at your place right now. So bitch do not come in here trying to play peacemaker. You're apart of the problem as well.
She smiled and sat on my desk. I quickly stood up.
Rihanna: I used to think it was cute over the years how you always felt like you had this hold over Chris because you guys have kids and he runs around telling everybody you're the only one he'll marry and the only person he'll have kids with. You really thought you were doing something lol. But you must've forgot who I was. His first love, the woman he was willing to give it all up for. Did you forget that? If I could snatch him up from Karrueche when he thought he was so in love with her, what made you think I couldn't do the same thing with you?
Sabrina: Robyn you ain't shit but easy pussy, I think you don't even know who your son father is. It's probably between Chris and Drake. Do you even still have walls? Bitch your the definition of crew love! Whole crew ran threw yo trifling ass. And if you wanna brag about taking somebody's man make sure you do it right. You tried to take him for Karrueche but he fucked and dumped you, tried to take him from me but what happened? Fucked and dumped! You ain't a keeper.
I got in her face.
Sabrina: see when you take somebodies man you're supposed to fuck him so good, he gets you pregnant and marries you after he tells the world he'll never get married. That's how it's supposed to be done. Now run along little Island girl. I'm busy.
Rihanna: don't be surprised darling when he decides to come be a happy family with me and his son.
Sabrina: bitch at this point I don't give a fuck, out the door bye bye
Rihanna: would you like for me to tell him you said hello?
Sabrina: not really...wait a minute how did you know where my office was
Rihanna: what do you think?
She grabbed her purse and left.
This fool is just digging himself into a deeper hole.
I went back to minding my business.
My cell phone rang, it was Chyna.
Sabrina: hello
Chyna: hey
Sabrina: well hello stranger
Chyna: lol hi boo
Sabrina: I've missed you best friend
Chyna: I missed you too!
Sabrina: I was wondering if you were busy today, I wanted to go out to eat and catch up
Chyna: you know I'm always down
Sabrina: okay, meet me at Nobu in about an hour.
Chyna: okay see you then
Sabrina: okay bye
Chyna: bye.
I straightened up my office then headed out.
I was so happy that she agreed to this, I just need to vent and she was always willing to listen.
Before I headed to lunch I had to take CJ is basketball stuff.
I grabbed his shorts and shoes and headed in his school. While I was walking in I bumped into my alleged step son.
Ralph: Hey Mrs. Brown
Sabrina: hi Ralph
Ralph: you been okay, you know since everything happened
Sabrina: I'm perfectly fine. Has your dad been around?
Ralph: yeah, a lot actually
Sabrina: that's nice
Ralph: are these for CJ?
Sabrina: yeah have you seen him
Ralph: I'm supposed to be meeting him for lunch
Sabrina: oh so he's being nice
Ralph: he's trying I understand how hard it is.
Sabrina: yeah...well can you give him his stuff for basketball practice.
Ralph: actually there he is
CJ walked up to me.
CJ: thanks ma, come on bro we gone be late everybody about to leave
Bro?
Sabrina: well you guys go ahead, enjoy
They ran off.
Ralph is such a sweet kid I don't know who he gets that from.
I quickly headed to my car and pulled out my phone,
I decided to text Chris.
Sabrina
Since you're spending so much time with your new family you can come get your shit and take it to their house thanks!
Before I started crying i slipped on my glasses and pulled off.
CHRIS
I sat in my moms kitchen eating whatever I can get my hands on. She's in Virginia so I've been crashing in her place.
I've been spending a lot of time with Ralph and it's crazy how much he's like me and he became super attached fast. Well I understand that because he's never had a father.
Robyn told me she was gonna go smooth things out with Sabrina. Hopefully this shit works and Sabrina will at least talk to me.
I've been texting the kids, nobody will respond. Ralph told me that CJ has been trying to be cool with him at school. He was happy about that. I'm kind of worried though. CJ is Sabrina's child, he always has a motive to the shit he does. I know he ain't happy about having a brother so I know it's a possibility he might be up to something!
My moms front door opened and Robyn walked in.
Chris: so what did she say?
Rihanna: she's still upset
She wrapped her arms around me.
Rihanna: you gotta understand why though baby, this is a lot to take in
Chris: and you told her everything I said.
Rihanna: every single thing, how sorry you are, I tried to tell her nothing was going on between us, I put those hickies on you while I was drunk but it didn't go any further. I told her that you were staying at your moms and not with me. She wasn't trying to hear it.
I hit the counter.
Chris: this is some bullshit.
Rihanna sat on the counter and pulled me in between her legs. I don't know why she keep trying this shit.
Chris: man I'm not sleeping with you.
Rihanna: I just wanna take your mind off of all of this mess
Chris: you're the root to all of this shit
Rihanna: right so let me make it up to you
She ran her hand up my shirt
Rihanna: I know you missed this.
Chris; Robyn I can't do this to my wife I've hurt her enough
Rihanna: she won't know I promise
Chris: naw man
My phone buzzed and I saw Sabrina's name. I moved her out the way and grabbed it. I opened the text and read it.
Chris: THIS IS SOME BULLSHIT! If you told her where I was staying why the fuck does she still think I'm staying with you
Rihanna: I don't know baby.
Chris: I should've just went myself.
I went and grabbed my keys.
Chris: I've done enough damage I'm not about to keep hurting her. So nothing is going to happen between us. I'll be there for my son but you can give up this whole idea of us being one big happy family. So you can leave.
Rihanna: I hope you're prepared for child support payments and I want all my money, all 15 years
Chris: you ain't getting a dime from me.
Rihanna: we'll see.....see you in court boo
She left out the house. I left out after her and headed to my house. I gotta make this right.
SABRINA
So I guess drinking has become my way of coping with pain. It's 7 at night and I'm drunk, super drunk! I can't drive and Chyna can't leave her truck or it'll be towed.
I had hugged Chyna tight
Chyna: Bri we gotta call somebody
Sabrina: why did you let me drink?!
Chyna: I tried to stop you! I know your hurting but alcohol will not help
Sabrina: it helps for the damn moment
Chyna: who's gonna drive you home
Sabrina: call my brother my brother always helps
Chyna: he's not in LA boo
Sabrina: call somebody! I can't spend the night here.
Chyna: I'm going to call your aunt to come get your car and I'll take you home okay?
Sabrina: thanks babe.
I smacked her ass.
She grabbed my phone and I let her go and laid back.
I had too many shots in this damn restaurant plus I ordered a few fruity drinks. I should've known better. They should cut you off after a certain point.
Chyna: okay your aunt is on her way.
Sabrina: thank you so much best friend! Come here
I grabbed her face and kissed her while I grabbed her ass.
Sabrina: Chy you're so beautiful
I kissed her again
Chyna: thanks babe
Sabrina: if you had to have sex with a woman who would it be?
Chyna: you most definitely.
Sabrina: really?
Chyna: yes
Sabrina: I've always wondered would it would be like to please a woman
Chyna: your drunk you don't know what your saying. The sober Sabrina doesn't think like this
Sabrina: the way I'm feeling anything is possible
I ran my hand in between her legs
Chyna: Sabrina I'm not doing this with you, you are drunk
Sabrina: I'm sad, don't you want to help me feel good.
Chyna: you'll regret it in the morning trust me.
Sabrina: I won't
Chyna: Sabrina
Sabrina: me and you together that's probably every mans dream
Chyna: we should take videos and send them to Chris
Sabrina: OMG he would go crazy!
I leaned over and pulled her breast out of her shirt and flicked my tongue over her nipple.
Chyna: Sabrina we are in public
Sabrina: so what?
Chyna: here comes your aunt and uncle.
I sat back and handed her my valet ticket to give to them.
She got out and went to their car. I just scrolled through pictures through my phone. All the pictures of Me and Chris when we were happy. All the sex videos.
I just started crying! My life is terrible! Why is this happening to me!
Chyna: okay let's get you home.
The whole car ride was silent. I was just ready to go to sleep.
When we got to my house I just sat there.
Chyna: let me see if CJ will come carry you inside
Yeah he's that big
She walked up to the door and knocked
A few minutes later they opened the door then she came and got me
Chyna: okay so CJ isn't here but somebody else is coming to carry you
Sabrina: who?!
I looked up and Chris was coming out the house
Sabrina: the fuck is he doing here? My god he looks so goooooood! Ugh I hate him
Chyna: bitch you do not need to drink
He walked up to me.
Chyna: hurry up before she turns into a full blown lesbian
Chris: what?!
Chyna: I'll let her tell you
He picked me up out of the car.
Sabrina: why are you here
Chris: thanks Chy
Sabrina: thanks Chy I love you biiiiitch
Chyna: I love you too
She pulled off and he started walking to the door.
Chris: so you a lesbian now?
Sabrina: maybe
Chris: how you get drunk at Nobu
Sabrina: I thought about my no good ass husband and i just kept drinking...where are my babies
Chris: with your aunt and uncle they came and got them before you called to come get your car
He carried me upstairs to the room and sat me on the bed.
Chris: well I guess I'll have to wait until you sober up to talk
He started walking to the door.
Sabrina: wait come here
He walked back over to me.
I grabbed his shirt and tongue kissed him
He pulled back and laughed
Chris: baby your mouth tastes like metal
Sabrina: that's from Chynas nipple
Chris: you had her titty in your mouth?! I can't believe this
Sabrina: fuck me Chriiiiiis! I'm so horny
Chris: what's gone happen when you wake up and realize what happened? You know you never remember anything when you drink
Sabrina: we'll worry about that when the morning comes now fuck me.
He climbed back on top of me.
Chris: I'm sorry Sabrina
Sabrina: don't talk about that right now.
He started kissing my neck and unbuttoning my shirt.
I know I'll regret it but I need it!
The next morning.
I woke up to a knot in my throat. I jumped up and ran to the bathroom, throwing up everything that I had left in my stomach. I looked down and realized I was naked.
After puking I brushed my teeth and slid on my robe. I walked in the room and saw my husband knocked out
What the fuck happened last night?!
I shook Chris to wake him up. He blinked a few times and looked at me.
Chris; good morning lesbo
Sabrina: what are you talking about?
Chris: you tried to fuck Chyna yesterday but you couldn't so you came home and fucked the shit out of me.
Sabrina: I tried to have sex with Chyna
Chris: yup
Sabrina: OMG...why did I drink yesterday?! My head hurts.
He pulled me on top of him
Chris: you got drunk because of me.
Sabrina: it helps with the pain
Chris: it doesn't....I'm sorry about everything. I shouldn't have sent Robyn to talk to you yesterday
Sabrina: why did you send her to talk to me?
Chris; to let you know that nothing was going on
Sabrina: well that's not how that conversation went
Chris; what?!
Sabrina; I mean it started that way but she switched up and told me you were going to become a happy family with them
Chris: man! That ain't true at all, I sent her there to tell you I didn't cheat. Those hickies came from her being drunk nothing else happened, I've been staying at my moms house too. My family is right here.
My eyes clouded up
Sabrina: this hurts so bad
Chris: I know baby, I'll make it up to you I promise. You and the kids. I'm going to make this right
I just rubbed my fingers through my hair and tried to fight back tears
Chris: baby
Sabrina: yes?
Chris: can we invite Chyna over for drinks tonight
I just looked at him
Chris; I'm just playing
He grabbed my hand and kissed it.
Chris: Ima make this better I promise Sabrina