"You wanted to speak with me Itachi?" I ask as I walk to where Itachi was.
"Yes. Did you get word of Saskue?"
"Oh yes I did, here." I say handing him the notebook.
"That's all I got, Saskue is very distant." I say to him and turn my head.
"He has a right to be." Itachi says and looks at me. I nod my head.
"Thank you." He says to me.
"You're welcome." I say and give him a smile.
"I thought you wanted to leave." He says back as I was turning around. I turn back to face him.
"I did."
"What made you come back then?"
"I don't know.. I guess because there is no where else for me to go now." I say and shrug.
"What happened to you and Hidan?" He asks sounding curious.
"Well, if you couldn't tell, I died. And you know, Hidan is the reason for that. And now I'm immortal. Jashin saved me." I say holding the necklace around my neck.
"Ah well." Is all says like he doesn't know what else to say.
"Exactly." I say and sigh.
"He just really liked you I think." Itachi says and walks into the base.
I sigh once more and shake my head, then follow Itachi inside. I walk inside and immediately see Hidan. My eye twitches and he sees that it does. He frowns and I turn my head and walk into the living room.
"Mizuki." I hear him say.
"Stay the fuck away from me or I'll tear your head off.. again." I growl at him.
"Damn." Deidara says laughing. I roll my eyes and walk into the kitchen. I need green tea. I make some then Kakazu walks in.
"Good to see you're still here Mizuki."
"Yeah thanks." I say sipping my tea.
"I sense a little anger in you." He says.
"Well why do you say that?" I ask him sarcastically.
"Well for one, I heard you scream at Hidan, and you're on fire." He says pointing at the burning cup in my hand.
"Shit." I say and drop it in the sink. I let myself cool off then answer him back.
"Yes Kakazu I am pissed. Can you blame me? You're partner is a complete dumbass. Why would he fucking kill me? We only met maybe a few weeks ago."
"Love makes you do crazy things." He mumbles.
"What?" I ask so he could repeat himself.
"Nothing Mizuki." Kakazu says and walks away after rubbing my head. 'Fuck Kakazu what the hell was that Hidan doesn't love me. Why are they saying he felt so strongly for me. He killed me for fucks sake.' I say and walk to my room.
"Pain wants to speak with you un." Deidara says to me as he walks into the kitchen.
"I just can't catch a damn minute of peace can I?" I ask him smiling.
"Sorry." He says smiling back.
"Yeah its alright."
"I'll walk you to his office un." I nod my head and we walk side by side to his office. We pass Hidan in the living room, he looked as of he was sulking but stared at Deidara when he saw him walking with me.
"Ignore him." Deidara whispers and it makes me smile. As soon as I smile at what he said Hidan sighs loudly and walks away.
"Oh I plan on doing that for a long time." I yell so Hidan could hear.
We get to Pains office and Deidara let's me walk in.
"Thanks D." I tell him and he nods and walks away.
"Yes Pain?" I ask him. He stares at my eyes.
"Do you want to be here Mizuki?" He asks still staring.
"I don't have anywhere else to go." I say still staying emotionless.
"Do you agree with our motions as the Akatsuki."
"Mostly yes." I say and shrug.
"Look what is that about Pain?" I ask him getting irriated.
"Will you join the Akatsuki?"
"This again Pain?" I ask rubbing my face.
"If you are going to stay with us, and agree with things we do. Then why not?" He asks. Then I think. 'I mean I guess he has a point. Why not. Maybe it'll be fun.'
"Alright. Fine. I will join. I already do missions for you so ehy not. All I want to do right now is rest."
"Fantastic." He says and tosses me a cloak. 'It's like he knew I'd say yes.'
"Put this on now, you're going on your first mission as an Akatsuki member."
"Oohkay." 'Looks like no resting.' I say putting the cloak on. I walk out of the door and towards the living room. 'I wonder who I'm going with.'
I walk into the living room and once I do all head turn towards me.
"You actually joined?" Kisame asks.
"Yeah." I say and shrug.
"Finally right?" I add.
"Well damn it looks good on you un." Deidara says.
"Thanks D." I say smiling back towards him.
"Well let's fucking get going." I hear a too familiar voice say. I quickly turn and see Hidan by the base exit.
"You have got to be fucking kidding me." I say.
"I am not going on a mission with him."
"You are the only two that can do this. You both are immortal." Pain says walking into the room.
"What about Kakazu?" I ask him.
"Kakazu has his own mission." Pain says.
"I'll go with her un." Deidara says.
"Yeah I'm perfectly fine with going with D." I say looking at him and he was smiling.
"You are to go with Hidan and that is final Mizuki. This is a two week long mission to obtain the two tails."
"Why do we have to be immortal to do this?" I ask.
"These are my orders." Pain says.
"You will leave now." He says.
"Fuck." I mumble and push past Hidan and walk out of the exist.
"Don't you wanna pack?" Hidan asks.
'Oh right.' I turn around with a stone face and push past him again. I hear him laugh softly. 'I know of a way to shut him up.
"Help me pack D." I say pulling on his arm. Hidan immediately stops and I can just feel the daggers from his glare. 'Good he's angry. I'm glad.' Deidara helps me pack and in no time I'm off on the mission with that bastard.
An hour passes as we walk.
"You're gonna have to talk to me sooner or later."
I ignore him and continue to walk. I soon feel him follow. I'm going to predict I try to kill him at least 4 times on this mission. I didn't want to ever be near him again. Not like this. Now I have to sleep by him and be by him 24/7 again. This is not how I wanted my days to turn out.
"You know you're gonna have to fucking talk to me on the mission Mizuki." He repeats.
"Mhm." I mumble under my cloak.
"Have you given a sacrifice yet?" He asks. I give no response. He suddenly grabs for my arm and I let him tug on it. I turn to face him with tears streaming down my face.
"What the fuck is wrong Mizuki?" He asks cupping my face. I give again no response, not daring to look at him. 'What the fuck do you think is wrong with me Hidan? You fucking killed me for what? I didn't want to be immortal. I mean I could have thought about it. I would have liked a choice at least. I mean I was thinking about becoming a Jashinist but I wanted to do it on my own terms.'
"Dammit Mizuki I'm fucking begging you to talk to me."
"No." I mumble.
"What?"
"I haven't given a sacrifice yet."
"You need to.. Lord Jashin won't be pleased with you if you don't soon."
"Fine." I say mumbling and turning to walk to the right.
"Where are you going?" He asks following. I point straight ahead.
"There are people up here." I say.
"My girl." I hear Hidan mumble. My eye twitches when he says this. 'No, this is not some fucking love story where we get back together. We will not ever get back together. I hate him.. don't I?'
----H.
"Let me go on the damn mission with Mizuki, Pain." I say to him.
"Why do you care so much about this girl Hidan?"
"I couldn't tell you that Pain." I tell him. He stares at me for a little and gives in.
"Alright fine." He says.
"You will go with her." I nod and walk out of his office. I quickly go and pack my bags. I finally will have alone time with Mizuki without anyone butting in. I need to explain to her why I had her killed. She doesn't understand how fucking important she is to me.' I finish packing then go to wait by the door for her.
"You actually joined?" I hear Kisame ask. 'Wait she actually joined the Akatsuki?'
"Yeah finally right?" She says back to him.
"Well damn it looks good on you." Deidara says to her. 'I will rip his fucking throat out if he touches her.'
"Thanks D." I hate that she has a nickname for him.
"Well let's get fucking going!" I yell to her. She turns and stares at me.
"You have got to be fucking kidding me. I am not going on a fucking mission with him." She says and crosses her arms.
Pain then comes in and explains to her that she has got to come with me. 'Thank you Pain.' Do I really like this girl or is it I just wanna have sex with her and kill her? Well now that 2nd part is kind of impossible.. shit.
I look at her as I walk behind her. She seems to be over me. 'Fuck.'
"Have you given a sacrifice yet?" I ask her. If we don't give any for awhile, Lord Jashin gets angry, and seeing she is new he probably wants her to give one soon. She doesn't know anything about this religion, I need to teach her so she doesn't actually get herself killed. She gives no response so I go to grab her arm. Which to my surprise, she let's me grab it, I know she could have easily dodged it. I turn her around and tears are streaming down her face.
"What the fuck is wrong Mizuki?" I ask her cupping her face. I actually can't believe she is letting me touch her.
"Dammit Mizuki I'm fucking begging you to talk to me." I say staring into her eyes.
"No." She mumbles.
"I haven't given a sacrifice yet." She adds.
"You need to." I tell her.
"Lord Jashin won't be pleased." I add. I wouldn't want her to upset Lord Jashin.
"Fine." She says once again mumbling and turning to walk away.
"Where are you going?" I ask her following closely behind her. Even if she hates me, I still don't want her out of my sight.
"There are people up here." She says and points up to a hill.
"My girl" I say. Which I kinda meant to say in my head.. but it just came out. She grunts when I say this and gives me a glare. 'Can I do nothing right.' I think. Well I did have her killed. I still think it was a good fucking idea.
We come up to the people she was talking about, well person. Just one girl who looked lost.
"Do you know how to start the ritual?" I ask her. She stares at me angerly for a second then her facial expression turns to somewhat confused and lost.
"Uh no? Don't I just kill them?" She asks turning her head slightly.
"No you just don't fucking kill them." I say and laugh.
"Well how the hell am I supposed to know that? You just killed me and don't tell me anything." She says back to me. 'She has a point.'
"Well that's what I'm doing right now." I start.
"You have to taste their fucking blood first and.."
"I have to what?" She asks cutting me off.
"Yes you have to fucking cut them and taste the blood, so you can connect with it when the ritual takes place."
"Well that's disgusting." She mumbles.
"It may fucking be disgusting but that's what you have to fucking do. Now let me finish explaining." I snap at her.
"Well fuck you." She says crossing her arms.
"Anyways then you have to make a blood Jashin symbol on the ground and stand in it. You can then begin with the actual thing, I will talk you through it. Just go get her." I tell her.
"Alright." She says.
She walks over to the girl who looks frightened at first but Mizuki puts an arm on her shoulder.. 'looks like she's trying to trick her.' I think. Which I soon find out was right because she gets the girl to turn her back on her and then she cuts her right across the back with a kunai then licks the blood.
"Fucking gross." She mumbles. Funny, even with blood splattered all over her, she still looks gorgeous. If anything she's more attractive doing this.. fuck what is wrong with me.