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17
Bella:
I clung to Edwards back and shut my eyes tight. I felt the wind kiss my cheeks and my hair floated around my face in the breeze as if I were underwater.
"Almost there love."
I nodded but didn't dare look up, knowing I would probably throw-up all over my Angel and quite frankly, despite his pleas that he would stay with me no matter what. I doubted throwing up on his designer leather shoes would keep him here.
I focused on his voice as he narrated our journey. It was like velvet, I could never have conjured such a voice up in my mind. It was too beautiful; the most incredible composition of sounds known to human ears. He had reminded me again and again that this heavenly song was a tool to kill.
I had tried to think that when he left, but I couldn't, I craved it more than an alcoholic craves wine, an anorexic craves laxatives, I wanted it more than a peasant wanted gold and riches. In a way I was a prisoner to his voice. I couldn't leave if it meant I could never hear that voice again, it was music so pure it could only be created by angels, and as long as he stayed with me, I could listen forever.
I felt my hair settle on my shoulders and the breeze stopped whistling through my ears. He stood motionless and waited for me to climb down, but I couldn’t. I hadn’t been this close to him in years; I didn't want to move.
"Bella..."
I heard a slight chuckle in his velvet voice and I knew he was smiling my favourite crooked smile.
"Hmmm...?"
"You can get down now."
"Im good thanks."
He chuckled louder this time and transferred me from his back into his arms, bridal style.
It all happened so fast that I jumped slightly when I found his face inches from mine.
"Do you want to get down.... now?"
I blinked a few times and tried to get my mouth to move but the words wouldn't come. I was being dazzled to full effect. I don't think I could do anything but blink and gape at his beauty.
His skin glittered like diamonds in the sun, it was beyond beautiful, it was stunning. His eyes were like liquid gold and they bore into my own gaze. Hypnotising me.
He looked concerned before setting me gently on my feet. I fell like a rag-doll straight onto the wet ground.
"Bella? Bella are you alright?"
He picked me up and brushed me off before staring intently into my eyes and asking me to talk.
"I.. You.. d-dazzled me. "
He grinned and locked me in his gaze once again.
"I forgot I could do that sometimes...sorry."
He didn't sound very sorry at all. In fact he looked quite smug. I walked away from him with as much dignity as I could muster. (not very much) and stumbled slightly over a branch. He was there instantly. His left arm securely around my waist and his right caressing my face.
"I really am sorry Bella."
He sounded genuinely unhappy and I suddenly felt a pang as I saw his beautiful face fall.
It was wrong to see such beauty downcast.
Without thinking about it, I leaned in and pressed my lips to his. He was gone immediately and I sighed. He was no longer immune like he had started to be when he left. I was still his own brand of heroin.
"I'm, s-sorry Bella."
He stuttered and I new his mouth was already filling with venom. He was perched on a tree with pain-filled eyes. I wondered how long it would take for him to be able to kiss me again.
"Its okay, I just-I just thought..."
I trailed off lamely and felt rejection seep through my veins. No matter how unreasonable it was to feel rejected by this, I did anyway.
He dropped from the tree with a soft thump and started to walk over to me. His eyes were careful and his jaw was tight. I knew it took every fibre of his being to not give into his urges and sink his teeth into my neck.
He finally made it back over to me and took my face in his hands. I started to protest knowing it would cause him discomfort, but he silenced me with a finger to my lips.
"Don't you ever think I don’t want you Bella. You are more desirable than you give yourself credit for-"
"I know my blood calls to you Im sorry-"
"-That’s not what I meant love. You are desirable in a way I don't even fully understand yet. I started to feel this way three years ago but I buried it when I...left-"
His fists clenched against my face and I placed a soothing hand on his arm. He relaxed instantly.
"-I will never do that to you again, unless you order me away. I don't know how to control this feeling around you, its strange and not the same as blood lust. I love you Bella Swan, I will never hurt you because of this feeling."
I must have looked crest-fallen because he placed an ice-cold finger under my chin so I could look into his eyes.
"I have never felt more human when I am around you. You make me feel like a living man. I just wish I could kiss you the way a...living...man could."
I nodded and he looked mischievous for a moment before crushing his lips against mine for a milli-second and pulling away quickly.
"-That doesn't mean I won't try."
I laughed at his surprise attack kiss and he broke into a dazzling grin that had me feeling almost faint.
My laughter stopped as a tear from the sky fell across my blushing cheeks.
The Cliffside loomed above me and the short blink of sunlight vanished in the smothering embrace of haunting black clouds. The light autumn breeze became loud and angry as it thrashed against my clothes, pulling at my hair and blinding me with the twirling autumn leaves.
"Jacob..."
Edward ran at in-human speed to my side and gripped me securely round the waist.
"I'll climb up and find him. I'll keep him safe I promise."
I shook my head.
"I'm going too."
He was about to protest but I cut him off.
"-I owe him that much Edward."
My voice was stronger than I had anticipated and he simply hung his head in resignation before picking me up and putting me on his marble back.
"Hold on..."
His voice was barely a beautiful murmur before we were flying through the air. I shut my eyes tighter than usual as my fear of heights crept up on me. I was starting to rethink my decision when I heard a yell of exhilaration or fear I couldn't tell. Either way I clasped my hand around Edwards’s marble neck and willed him to move faster.
The cliff should have taken hours to climb but it took us barely minutes. I winced as my ankle brushed the sharp rock and Edward stopped and started apologising at unreal speed. I simply kissed his cheek and said one word..
"Move."
It was barely a whisper but he did as I asked.
We reached the highest rock platform and I inhaled sharply. There was blood here.
Edward froze and strode quickly to the safety of the trees, his apology riding the wind towards my ears. I shook it off and walked towards Jacob, hysteria filling my mind as I took in his motionless form.
There was an old pool of blood where his ankle was. He had a large gash from knee to ankle, it was scarred over with the quick werewolf healing and I knew it would be gone in a couple of hours. What worried me was how cold he was. His normal hundred degree heat was cooled slightly and I could see his lips were blue. I felt tears streaming down my face as I caressed his face, my shivering hands on his neck, checking for bite marks.
He woke with a start and I jumped before throwing myself at him.
"Jacob? Oh Jacob I thought you were dead!"
He rolled over and mumbled something I couldn't hear.
Edward was suddenly at my side his eyes focused on Jacob.
"-Don’t ever wish that. For Bella's sake."
His voice was hard and I watched as Jacob jumped and scurried backwards, if a seven foot giant can scurry, he growled and phased, I realised he felt more comfortable in his wolf-form among vampires.
"-Dont-dont do this Jake."
He snarled at me and I felt a new hole in my heart.
"I'm sorry! Please listen to me!"
He had started to walk away and I grabbed him by the fur on his neck. He turned to look at me and I jumped back as I saw hate in his brown eyes.
Edward grabbed me from behind and crouched in front of me.
"Go. Jacob."
His voice was like steel and Jacob snarled.
I started forward to comfort him but Edward held me back.
"He wants to- to kill you Bella. He thinks of you as the enemy."
I felt my soul shatter. Jacob. My Jacob wanted to kill me.
"Please..."
My voice was barely a hurt and pained whisper but I knew he heard me. Jacob turned to look at me once more.
"NO."
Edward growled and with that Jacob ran into the forest.
"We have to leave. Now."
I didn’t ask questions and moved robotically to his back.
"He's gone to get the pack. They are going to kill us. Listen to me Bella-"
I tried to respond to him but I couldn’t move. I couldn’t breathe. There was too much heartbreak for that.
"-We have to leave and find Carlisle. That’s the only place I can make sure your safe."
I nodded numbly and we set off. The howls of my brothers and now enemies filling the air as we ran.
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