Iris' PoV
*2 weeks later*
Its been officially 2 weeks and 3 days here.
All together, its okay.
Its better her then with Willa.
Words can not express how much I miss Kellin and my father.
Every second of the day I wish they were here.
Marylin is a great friend/sister
.
Dr. Iero, or Frank he told me call him, is very nice.
I have been opening up to him.
Carter, well he's creepy as a
.. vampire?
I dunno...
He is a really, odd one.
And that's all I have to say about him.
And my plan with the pills?
Yup, going well.
42 pills total.
I just don't think I'm going to do it.
I really shouldn't.
There's more things to do in life.
I won't do it.
So, at the moment I was messing with my rubik's cube with cuddled up on the bunk, just relaxing.
Marylin was gone for long therapy.
So it was just me all by my lonesome.
Which I was fine with!
Until there was I knock on the door.
I knew just who it was, and I really didn't want to answer the door, being forced to face him.
So I simply stayed quiet and continued to play with my puzzling cube.
But then the knocks got louder.
I cuddled up tighter and kept my lips shut tight.
Suddenly the door bursted open revealing a pissed off Carter.
There was no fake nice act today, his blue eyes read pure anger.
Wonder what sent him off?
I was starting to grow quite scared as he walked over to shut the door.
I set the cube to the side and still tried to cuddle myself more into the corner as if I could go any further.
Carter menacingly yet slowly walked over to me muttering,
"Usually when someone knocks you answer."
My jaw hung open alittle wondering what's happening.
"I- I'm sorry?" I stuttered not knowing what to do.
"You know recently you've been a real pain... Get over here" he growled standing in the middle of the room.
Reluctantly, I listened.
I walked right in front of him, stupidly.
"But I'm willing to forgive you, if" is mood changed to a seductive tone as he set his large hands on my waste, pulling me so close our chests touched.
No, no, no!
I tried backing away but to no avail.
"If we, could..." He smirked playing with the bottom of my shirt.
I felt my breathing quicken, my chest heaved in nervousness.
"Please no..." I mumbled under my breath in hopes he wouldn't hear.
He looked up at me with lust filled eyes whispering,
"More like please yes. You know you want to."
No, no I don't not at all!
Yuck!
I gave a huge thrash to get away, but the anger flared back as his grip became iron.
"Looks like the hard way!" He boasted while throwing me on the bunk.
Oh God please help me!
"Y-you don't want this! I promise,I have nothing you want!" I tried talking him out of this but he already started to climb on top of me.
Don't let this happen!
His hands wondered to my shirt again,
"Oh but you have everything..." He breathed, then completely tore of my shirt.
"Please..." My voice cracked while tears bunched up. But he was already unhooking my bra.
"There they are" his eyes grew wide and his mouth ajar.
Perv.
He slowly brought his lips down to my neck and planted rows of kisses.
Oh my God Kellin will never look at me the same!
He'll hate me!
Oh please no!
His hands began to play with the elastic to my pants while he laid a trail of kisses down towards my breasts.
I really wish Marylin would come and save me
But mostly I wished Kellin could come and save me.
His hands slowly pulled my pants off taking my underwear with it.
So now I was completely nude as he worked on striping himself down.
After what felt like forever, he was "ready".
The tears just poured silently down my face as he lined up.
Then after what felt like another decade, he unexpectedly crashed into me, forcing my body to rack with not so silent sobs.
Why!?!
Why me!?!
Can a have a break for once!?
Pretty soon the pain became so overwhelming I couldn't even think.
Small moan like noises were escaping Carters as he 'enjoyed' himself.
The sobs only grew louder as he continued.
I was hoping someone would hear and help me
Anyone!
God please!
Then after what felt like hours, he rolled off me, finished with his work.
"Get dressed before anyone comes" he growled as he got dressed, then threw my clothes at me.
My hands shook like crazy it looked as if I had arthritis while my sobs and cries just couldn't be silenced.
I quickly managed, with my shaky hands, to get dressed.
Carter left with the breeze, leaving me a scared sobbing mess.
But it was better with him gone.
I don't know if I could ever face him again.
I felt my body shake uncontrollably as I continued to think back to it.
I could practically still feel it almost.
Oh God Kellin will hate me so much!
He'll never talk to me again!
This is all my fault!
I can't just keep this from him either!
The sobs began escaping my lips as I thoughts of what to do.
But I can't do anything really!
Kellin will still hate me!
Marylin will probably think I'm some whore!
Oh my gosh I feel so...so-dirty
I can't take this.
I just- this isn't working.
No I can't do this.
Really.
I slowly and unsteadly pushed myself off the bunk and to the desk.
I practically fell on to it as my hand found its way to the handle of the drawer.
I grunted loudly as I moved the chair to where I could sit on it.
One by one I counted them placing them in the palm of my hand.
Here goes nothing...
I mumbled to myself as I prepped to dry swallow all of these.
Until,
Until,I heard an all to familiar voice calling my name.
I slowly turned my head to see him.
It was him.
He was here.
"Kellin is that you?" I whispered, breathless while dropping every last pill on the desk.
"Iris" was all he would say. He stood completely still and would just say my name.
Nothing else.
Just Iris.
I raised my eyebrows and walked closer.
That was until he disappeared.
He was gone.
He left as quickly as he came.
And he was all an illusion.
He was a figure of my imagination.
He wasn't here.
You know, they say, when your close to death, you imagine the people you love.
Your brain provides images, that look so really, of those people. Its almost so you can say your final goodbye, but they don't know. Because they can't see you.
They call it, the theory of a deadman.
I guess that almost made me a deadman.
I can't do that either...
Kellin may hate me.
But he couldn't live with himself if I died.
I know that much.
My God what can I do!
N o t h i n g.
Nothing at all.
I don't know what I'm suppose to do now!
I mean what do you do when you just got, well you know!
I still can't believe that happened.
I moved from the chair, back to the bed, curling up in to a ball and just cried.
I cried probably a whole ocean.
I cried until I heard the door creak open.
I weakly sat up and crawled to the corner of my bunk afraid to see who's coming.
I was expecting the worst.
But then I saw black hair peeking through the door.
Kellin?
That thought soon dispersed when I saw pale skin with blue eyes.
Marylin.
I quickly stopped the tears so no questions would be asked. That's really the last thing I would want. I don't know who to tell. I mean do I tell someone? No one would believe me.
"Hey Iris, something wrong." She had a quiet, caring tone probably sensing the tension as she walked over to me.
"Oh um fine, yeah." God I'm a horrible liar GRAHH! Marylin stared at me for a bit then continued,
"Well I saw Carter in the hall,"
I completely froze just hearing his name.
It brought back the memories.
"He wanted me to tell you its therapy time"
Oh thank God I didn't have to see him for that.
"Okay thanks" I whispered, bring myself off the bed and to the door. I was about to leave but then I heard Marylin call,
"Iris, whatever's wrong, promise me you'll tell Frank." Her icy blue eyes looked worried and panicked.
I opened my mouth to say something but just nodded my head and quickly left.
I scattered to the office as quick as I could, and quietly knocked on the door.
"Come on in!" Frank hollered, and not a second to spare I ran into the room.
Frank was filing paper rs as I went to go sit on the chair. I put my knees to my chest in sort of a criss cross manner as I waited for him to start the lesson.
I let my eyes dash in every spot in the room, it was another nervous habit of mine.
Then finally we started.
"Hey there Iris! How have you been?" He turned his chair to face me while tapping his hands on the desk.
I just nodded my head not able to produce words just yet.
Should I really tell him?
After all he is my therapist, its his job to listen.
Maybe-
"Iris!" Frank snapped his hands, I just shook my head to show him I'm now listening.
"What's wrong, did something happen?"
Just do it.
"Uh um w-well s-something d-d-did happen a-a-and" I sighed and stopped for a minute because my stutter got so rigorous you probably couldn't tell what I was saying.
"Just take a deep breath and try again. Its ok." He tried calming me down as his brown hazel eyes filled with concern.
I took the deep breath and tried again.
"WhileMarylinWasInTherapyCarter, CarterRapedMe!" I said all in one breath as the tears came back.
Frank looked confused then politely asked,
"Can you slow that down?"
"Please don't make me say it again" my voice cracked as my lips began to quiver.
His face went from utterly confused, with his eyebrows knitted together and mouth ajar, to a more relaxed and understanding face.
Then a smile crept upon his lips and a boast of laughter.
I knew it!
Who would believe the crazy one about something so bizarre!
"Iris! That's a good one! We only hire top of the line professionals! They would never do that." He laughed so hard his face was tomato red.
Now he probably is going to send me off to a solitary confinement.
Perfect, isn't it.?
"Let me call the manager since you seem so convinced he did" he started to try to cover up his laughs as he hit a button to buzz the manager.
I don't know why I told him this.
Who would believe me?
"Iris let's go wait in the hall for him." He was still smiling like a Cheser cat. I nodded slowly bringing myself to follow him.
Minutes pasted, then a more, rounded elder man approached us.
His name tag read Ron.
So I guess his names Ron....
I don't like that name....
ANYWAYS!
Frank just smiled to the man as his chest shook with silent laughter as Ron grew annoyed waiting for him to explain what's happening.
"Alright sorry about that, ok Ron this is Iris as you know. And she claim that Carter- Carter raped her!" towards the beginning he had his laughter contained, then at the end it found its way back.
Then after a good two minutes Ron broke out laughing too!
What's so funny about this!
I felt more tears pry at my eyes knowing now I'm probably getting in trouble, when really Carter needs to be getting in trouble!
Why is it everything goes wrong for me!
"Okay does she truly believe that?" Ron chuckled to Frank as Frank nodded his head heckling,
"Pretty convinced!"
"Send her over to the electroconvulsive therapy room." Ron suddenly grew serious and Frank nodded as if saying good idea.
While I just placed my hands over my mouth to muffle my sobs.
Electroconvulsive therapy was were you got electrocuted and placed into a seizure and you'll be knocked out cold for weeks. They do that in hopes to correct what's wrong with your head basically.
"No please..." I whispered potentially into my hands.
"I'm sorry Iris, but get a move on it." Frank said as he grabbed my shoulders roughly making me wince.
And then I don't know what came over me but something did.
I thrashed out of his grips screaming,
"DON'T TOUCH ME! AND I HAVE PROOF!" I moved my hair from the side of my neck to reveal huge purple hickey's contrasting with my pale skin.
They both stopped and stared as a gasp escaped there lips.
They stood in awe as I looked at the floor still sobbing lightly.
"Iris" I heard a different voice whisper.
I looked to Frank and Ron to see if they were trying to draw my attention.
Wasn't them.
Nobody was to my left, so I looked straight ahead.
And right there he stood.
He was here!
This one was him!
I know it.
There he stood in skinny jeans and Toms with a let live shirt on.
His beautiful black hair shaggly placed over his forehead.
I threw Frank and Ron off my shoulder and slowly walking to him.
He started walking to me to meeting me half way in the hallway.
"Kellin?" I whispered as I walked into his outstretched arms.
"Iris!"
Then before he could say anything I through myself on to him practically and kissed him so passionately, wrapping my arms around his neck as he put his on my waist pulling me closer.
After forever it felt we pulled apart.
"You have know clue how much I missed you." I cried into his chest soaking his shirt.
I looked up at him and he had tears gathered in his eyes as he brought my face back to his lips and I kissed him like I've never been kissed.
Like I would never kiss him again.
"Its really you" he scoffed as tears ran down his cheeks.
I nodded with a tight smile as the tears streamed.
"And this is really you" I laughed through tears.
This felt like a movie!
It was so perfect!
God now I just want to go home and relax in his arms, knowing nothing would ever hurt me.
Not again, not ever.
But it wasn't that simple, sadly.
I couldn't just walk out of here.
I was stuff in this horrible bin for another two years.
But how did Kellin get here.
"Kellin how'd you get here?"
I asked placing my hands on his chest, his hands still on my waist.
He shot a cute smile saying,
"I knew you'd ask."
And that's when a, lanky pale man with blue eyes and brown hair came in with a smile plastered on his face.
Dad!
I slightly pushed away running towards him pulling him into a bear hug
"I thought you'd never come!" It came out muffled from the hug.
"I promised didn't I?" He smiled.
I broke from the hug and walked in the middle of Kellin and Dad, facing Kellin
"That still doesn't explain anything of how you got here pretty boy" I laughed as did Kellin.
"Well, funny you should ask...."
Kellin's PoV---
Its been another long day with the harassment from the one and only lust filled Katelynne and the grief of my one and only, other half, Iris.
I spent hours racking my brain,
Where could she be?!
I've searched everywhere!?
Why me, why now!?
Why her!?
Why... Her....
You had every girl in the world to pick from, you chose her?
You have everyone in the whole world!
She doesn't need this!
She was doing so much better.
"Your nickel ain't with her dime" I suddenly remembered Willa claim that day she so rudely intruded my apartment.
I still remember the cold dead look in her eyes.
"Why are you taking her," I clearly remember pathetically asking.
But what did she say after that?
I couldn't remember to save my life.
I racked my brain for hours upon hours wondering what it was she had said.
Ahhh! Break time.
I'm getting to frustrated to even think here.
Letting out an aggravated sigh I went to the kitchen grabbing a glass and pouring some .juice .
As I brought the glass to my lips, the words crossed my mind.
Finally I remembered!
I know what she told me!
She said "She's coming home."
Home!
That's where she is!
I wanted to scream in joy!
But where's home.
I don't know her address...
But I know just who does!
I snagged my phone out of pocket dialing a familiar number.
Ring....
Ring....
Ring....
Ri-"Kellin?!" The voice answered, very happy it sounded.
"Blake!" I responded.
Yes I called Blakely.
It was quite smart on my part, because if you think they used to live next to each other, so she would know her address.
"Kellin! Oh my gosh! We missed you, how have-" She started to cheer before I cut her off.
"Look no time Blake! I'm sorry, I missed you too, but quickly tell me what Iris'old address!?" I rushed words out of my mouth.
Truly I didn't care about how much she missed me, I really needed my babe next to me, with me.
"3723 Springsteen Ave. Why?"
I scribbled the address on a napkin and shoving it in my pocket.
"No reason, thank you! Okay bye bye!" I rushed the call and ended it. Okay so now, 3723 Springsteen...
I popped that into the GPS and not so patiently waited for it to generate its directions.
After what felt like hours it have me the directions, and not a minute to spare, I hopped in my car starting the long long 5 hour journey.
&& Five hours later &&
Here I am.
This is it.
This little run down home, held my angel.
Not wasting minute a parked the car and ran down the crackled driveway.
I ran and ran all the way to fragile brown door, and gave it a big hard knock.
A knock so hard it could have knocked down the whole door.
Then waited as I heard shuffling from the inside of the house.
Soon I heard the for crack open to reveal a tired looking pale, lanky, brown haired, blue eyed man.
The tired look completely spun off his face as he noticed me,
"Oh my God your Kellin!?"
What the heck?
How does he know me?
Why is he lacking a rude or mean attitude?
Am I missing something?
I mean isn't that her ABUSIVE farther?
"Yes sir?" I made it sound more of a question.
He just had this grateful look on his face, and surprisingly pushed me into a hug.
I was totally taken off gaurd but slowly bro hugged him back.
"Sorry sir but I'm evidently confused...but where's Iris?" I cut to the chase, not beating around the bush.
He just smiled and chuckled as he grabbed something by the door.
"Just follow me, I swear I won't hurt you!" He almost pleaded as he shook car keys in the air.
Should I?
He knows where Iris is so yes.
"Ok..." I mumbled fleeing behind him and followed suit.
We loaded into the car, heading down the road to, well I don't know where.
That might be a problem...
But then Garrett started talking.
Very seriously though.
The level of seriousness was scary.
"Listen here son, this is counting on you. I'm sure your confused but I promise you, you will see Iris. This is going to be allot to take in but... But Iris its checked into a mental institution-"
Mental institution !?
Why!?
She's stuck with the crazies!
They could kill her in there!
Awh she really hates the color white....
"YOU -YOU PUT HER IN A CRAZY BIN!? HOW OH MY GOD SHE IS- she's suffering!" I cut him off shouting and freaking out but slowly trailing off.
"YOU LISTEN!" His voice boomed as he slammed his fist on the wheel, scarring the breath from my lungs.
"Sorry..." I mumbled as he continued.
"That's what I'm counting on you for. You need to get her out." He looked at me, dead serious.
"H-how can I...?" I pondered. I mean does he expect me to brake into the place and practically kidnap her!?
Surely not...
"Okay. Shut up for five minutes and listen!" He snapped causing me to shy back into my seat as I mumbled a pathetic 'sorry'.
"Just what I want you to go in there like a visitor and well catch up with her. I'm sure your egger to see her so, talk to her. Then, talk to someone! Anyone! And convince them she's not crazy."
Iris' POV---!!
"And that's how I got here..." Kellin finished as he shoved his hands in his pocket.
I was just smiling like a maniac knowing he was here.
With me.
And he actually missed me!
I knew he would but I just...
It doesn't matter!
He's here!
As I slightly shook my in almost disbelieve, I brought both my hands on each side of his face and smashed our lips into another perfect kisses.
But then there was a clearing of the throat by one of the idiots either Frank or Ron.
See we were still in the hall way so Frank and Ron heard everything.
We all turned to look and I guess it was Ron because he was motioning for Kellin and Garrett to come forth.
They did as told.
"You were saying she doesn't belong here, testify please." He commanded folding his arms.
"Well you see she was kidnapped and was forced to be in here by here crazy mother!" Kellin and Garrett rushed out at the same time almost making me laugh.
Ron grunted and looked to Frank who took the hint.
"Ah yes! But ever since she was checked into the institute, she has not eaten a single meal!" Frank smiled almost in victory.
That must of triggered something i n Kellin's head because he turned around wide eyed looking desperately,
"Iris?" He whispered sounding so fragile yet hopeful.
But I just felt everything around me freeze.
Just stop in place.
I even started to feel light headed as my breathing pick up speed.
Do I tell the truth?
No.
I can't.
It would crush Kellin!
I'd be stuck here.
"of course that's not true!" I hollered a lie, directed more towards Frank.
"Thank God." I heard Kellin mumble, turning back to Ron.
Oh God I feel just horrible for lying to him, but really I'm saving him from more pain.
I guess I'm doing the right thing.
"Listen she really doesn't need to be here and-" Kellin started, soon interrupted by Ron.
"Just go!" He waved his hand deliberately, obviously annoyed by us and knew we would give up.
"And well I just don't think its fair and- wait what!?" Kellin's eyes nearly popped out of there sockets as Garrett's jaw hit the floor.
"LEAVE! TAKE HER! SHE'S FREE!" He screamed then left.
Wow.
No patients.
What so ever.
But that didn't matter right now because I am one free girl.
Free for good.
Free with Kellin.
A/n:
Sorry guys
:c
You have no clue how busy I've been, I've run into multiple bumps in the road involving family and like internal struggles.
veery very sorry guys!
I hate it toke me forever, I know I broke a promise and I'm sorry.
I love you beautiful people
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