Ripley went back to school a couple days after the visit to her house. I never noticed the colour of her eyes. They were deep blue like the ocean. I could stare into them all day.
Her eyes looked dead. She was present but she looked as if she was miles away.
She changed. She came back a completely different person.
With a new mindset, a new outlook. A new soul.That girl that once cared too much about everyone and everything no longer cared at all.
I wanted to go to her and tell her that everything was going to be alright but i couldn't do that. How could i?
I'm here contemplating suicide, i couldn't do that to her. I can't lie to her and tell her that everything was going to be alright because they never might.
Things don't get better, life is not a movie with a happy ending. You just have learn to live with the pain.
I hate that she has to feel that. I know the feeling, feeling like there's no hope left.
There's nothing i can say to her that would make her okay again.