-Jina POV-
-Next Morning-
I woke up and smiled immediately.
Jungkook.
My baby brother.
He's asleep but he looks so uncomfortable on that chair. I feel bad. I should've made him go home.
He insisted on staying with me.
Jimin never answered.
I wonder if this is how things end.
If it's like that then I'm done for.
Jimin is my everything. Literally.
That boy is the reason for my smile.
It's like he's my baby I raised and formed.
He can't leave...
I can't let go.
I'm so sorry I hurt you Jimin..so sorry I wasn't good enough.
Man I just hope we'll make it through, I'd hate for us to fall apart so fast.
"N-noona?"
I layed eyes on my baby brother who just woke up. "Jungkook..hey."
He straightened himself out and rubbed his eyes. "Are you hungry? How you feeling?" He yawned.
I smiled. "Still a little pain but..I'm ok."
"Jimin texted me last night."
!!
"And?"
"He asked if you're ok." He smiled. "Then he said he'll try and come see you soon."
My heart felt warm and loved.
"Oh thank god.." I said in relief.
He chuckled. "See? That boy loves you. You guys will be ok." He got up. "I'm gonna go get something to eat. Want anything?"
"No I'm fine Kookie. Eat something healthy and rejuvenating."
"K." He smiled and left.
At least HE texted.
That's enough for me.
I squealed but then put my hand on my chest..I felt a sharp pain.
Guess my heart is so fragile now..
Will this affect my ability to fight?
It better not.
Fighting is my life.
I'm ok.
Yeah..
I'm ok..I was temporarily paralyzed..now I'm fragile..but I think I'm ok.
Lemme just take it slow.
"Jina~"
I looked at the entrance and smiled. "Taehyung..."
He walked in and greeted me with a kiss on my cheek. "Got these for you. I know lilacs are your favorite."
He handed me a bouquet of flowers.
I smiled. "Gamsahabnida.."
"Hey..your hair.." he said.
My hair?
Omg..
"Whoa.." I said.
"It's lighter than it was yesterday."
"I never thought it'd change color..this is kinda freaking me out. What if it's because my heart was shot?"
"Have you asked the doctors?"
"They don't know how my hair changed color in the first place. What would they know?"
I just hope it's nothing bad as to why it's fading away. My purple hair..
"But hey..I'm glad you're ok." He said.
I smiled lightly and looked away from his gaze.
"Jina.."
"Mm?" I looked at him.
"Just the thought of you makes me happy." He said
...
Taehyung has the biggest crush on me he isn't afraid to show it.
But I don't feel the same way..
"Oh..that's..sweet." I said.
I yelped when he held my hand and stared deeply into my eyes.
"I'd never hurt you where it hurts most.." he whispered.
He's so close..
I'm getting a little nervous.
I gulped. "Where is that place you wouldn't hurt?" I whispered.
He gently placed his hand over my heart. "Right here.." he whispered.
I can feel him breathing right on me.
Goosebumps rised on me.
Jungkook: Oh Taehyung..hey.
He immediately back away and fixed his posture.
Whoa that was...weird.
Taehyung: I had to come see Jina asap. I'd do anything for her. *winks*
He's up to something..
Jungkook: Whatever. Noona I got you apple sauce and some eggs. You can have my bread.
"Aw thank you Kookie."
Taehyung: Ew what up with the hospital food? Ew. Here Jina.
He took out a plastic container of gimbap.
!!
"How'd you-"
Taehyung: Hobi's mom made some. So I took them all
Jungkook: -_-
I smiled. "Thank you Tae." I took one and ate joyfully.
Jungkook: You're welcome -.-
"Thank you too."
Jungkook: *shakes his head*
Taehyung: Ahem..so..has Jimin called?
"No..but he's texted."
Taehyung: Texted what?
"Just asking if I'm ok. He might come see me today so. I'm pretty excited."
Taehyung: Wow really? Hm. That's odd. I thought he'd be busy with hmm I dunno. A girl.
?!
Jungkook: Huh?
"A girl?"
Taehyung: Oh did I say girl? My bad. Excuse me. *smirks*
What is up with him?
Jungkook: You're acting weird.
Taehyung: Hm well. Let's just say, I'm happy.
"For what?"
Taehyung: That you're ok and uhm.. hehe. You'll see. Eat up!
He fed me gimbap.
I chewed awkwardly.
Jungkook: Whatever it is. Save it.
Taehyung: Oh I am. Trust me.
??
"Anyway..."
Jimin: Jina.
I gasped.
Everyone turned their head to see Jimin by the door. He looked relieved to see me.
In seconds he came and embraced me gently.
I held him. "Jimin.." I mumbled.
Jungkook: C'mon man. Let's give these two a moment.
Taehyung: *rolls eyes and leaves*
Jungkook closed the door after he smiled warmly at us.
Jimin pulled away.
"How you feeling? What'd the doctor say?" He asked.
I told him everything.
"I'll donate my heart." He said.
!!
"No! Babe you can't. I'm fine. I'll make it through I won't need a heart transplant."
"Regardless I'm putting my name down." He said.
I held his hand. "No."
"Why?"
"I can't lose you." I said.
He sighed and looked away. "I can't .. either.."
"Don't give me your heart."
"But you've had it all along."
My heart throbbed.
I cupped his face and kissed him.
He stood still.
I searched his face. "What's wrong?" I asked.
"Nothing." He moved a strand of my hair away. "I'm just glad you're ok. I thought you were gone."
He held my cheek, I put my hand over his. "Even when I'm gone..I'll always love you. In the after life."
"I love you so much, Jina. Believe me when I say that. I mean it. It'll always be you." He said.
I know he means it.
He's my baby.
I nodded and kissed him again.
He smiled. "Scoot over, let me lay with you."
I did as he said and he held me.
"How does your heart feel right now?" He asked.
I smiled. "A lot better now that you're here."
He chuckled and kissed my cheek. "Good."
My hand was over on his heart. I feel it beating slowly.
"Jina.."
"Yeah?"
"Everything I said..to you. I didn't mean it. I was angry. I'm sorry.."
Jimin...
"I don't care what you said. I know you never meant it. I'm sorry I caused you so much pain."
"No it wasn't you-"
"It was babe. I'm sorry." I kissed him. "All I want is to be with you." I said.
He sighed and held me tighter. "Same.."
I smiled lightly.
"Hey..?..your hair." He said and sat up.
I sat up as well. "Oh yeah...it's changing."
"Changing? More like fading. It's nearly pink."
"I'm not sure why..I think it's because I'm fragile now."
"Babe. You sure you don't want me to donate?"
"No!" I exclaimed.
"But..what if you-"
"I'll be fine." I said.
He sighed. "Ok. For now."
Jungkook peeped in.
Jungkook: Uhm..sorry..but doctor needs to see Jina.
Jimin sighed and got up.
Jimin: I'll wait.
I smiled.
Suddenly his phone vibrated.
??
Jimin: shit..on second thought. I gotta go.
"What? But you just got here."
Jimin: I know..I'm sorry.
He bend down and kissed me.
Jimin: I'll come back. I promise.
"Ok.." I whispered.
Jimin left.
Jungkook let the doctor in and closed the door.
The doctor checked and pressed buttons on the machine attached to me.
He sighed and sat beside me.
We stared at each other for a moment.
"Jina I'm sorry for what I'm about to say."
My heart started beating fast.
"W-what is it?" I asked.
It's bad news.
He sighed. "I looked over your file again and..I made a mistake."
"What mistake?" I asked.
"You're not ok."
...what
"Your heart. It's dying slowly." He said.
"E-excuse me?"
"It's beating slower by the hour. You'll develope breathing problems and sharp pains."
My eyes got watery.
"I need to find you a doner as soon as possible to prevent any further.. accusations." He said.
That only means one thing.
"I'll die. Won't I?" I said.
He paused then sighed. "Yes."
"How long do I have?" I asked.
"At this rate...About 8 months."
Then by all means I'll make my last 8 months the best 8 months of my life. With Jimin.
"But..furthermore. I'm sure if we inform your family about this. One might be willing to-"
"I get it. I'll tell them." I said.
Sike. I ain't saying anything. I won't let anyone donate their heart to me. They'll die. Because of me.
My life isn't worth risking for.
"I'm very sorry, Jina."
"No. Don't be. Thank you. I know you did what you could."
He smiled. "I'm sure someone will donate their heart for you."
I smiled lightly.
No one is ever going to because I won't tell them.
He walked out and let Jungkook and Taehyung back in.
Jungkook: What'd he say?
Taehyung: Why are you crying?
"He said I'll be ok.." I lied.
Jungkook: Oh yay!
Taehyung: Thank goodness.
I'm so sorry guys..
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-3 Days Later-
Taehyung opened the door. "Welcome home!" He said.
I smiled and hugged him. "Thank you."
I was finally discharged from the hospital and eligible to go home.
But I haven't heard from Jimin
What is going on with him?
Jungkook: You want your bags upstairs?
"Yes please."
Jungkook: Kk.
Taehyung: Now that you're home. Wanna go on that date?
!!
Even though I gave him signs that I'm not interested. He still insisted. What is wrong with him? He's freaking me out.
He offered me a date..
I told him maybe. Only because I'm not sure what game Jimin is playing.
Taehyung: Please?
Then again...
Taehyung is really cute. He's been nothing but a friend. A very sweet one.
He does get me.
I smiled. "Ok fine. Just one date."
He smiled widely.
Jungkook: I heard date! What date -.-?
Taehyung: Jina and I are going out on a date.
Jungkook: What? But Jimin..
"It's a friendly date."
Taehyung: No it isn't.
"Yes. It is."
Jungkook: Jimin's not gonna like-
"IT'S. A friendly date." I reassured.
Jungkook: Ok..
Taehyung: -_-
"I'm going to my room now."
I walked to my room and locked my door, damn I'm angry right now.
Ok ok calm down.
I looked in the mirror.
I gasped loudly.
My hair..it's faded.
It's nearly white!
What the hell..
I can't go out like this.
Desperately I searched my closet
I sighed in satisfaction. My purple sweater, the one Jimin had all along.
His scent stayed on it. I giggled and put it on. Then slipped on some jeans and converse.
I pulled on my hoodie over my head and tucked my hair into the hoodie. No one can see my nearly white hair.
I gladly walked back downstairs
Taehyung: Oh my-
"If you're going to say something mean. Save it or you can forget about the date."
He smiled.
Taehyung: I was gonna say you look cute.
I smiled.
Jungkook: You sure you're ok? I'm not exactly comfortable with this..
"I'll be fine Kookie."
I hope.
Taehyung held my hand.
!!
Taehyung: Gaja.
Jungkook: Don't try shit!
Taehyung: Shut up ㄱ.ㄱ
With that we left.
We walked side by side.
I'm so uncomfortable.
"Ahh~ isn't the day just beautiful? Where do you wanna go first?" He looked at me.
I looked down. "Uhm..can you let go of my hand, first?"
His smile faded but he did as I said.
I put my hands in my pockets. "Thanks.."
"Uhm..how about we go to the carnival. No rides or anything. Just play the games or something." He said.
I looked at him. "Uhm..ok sure."
"Ohhh~ no! How about the aquarium!"
I giggled. "That's cool. Sure."
"Yay!"
We giggled.
Maybe Taehyung just wants to show he cares about me. I'm gonna stop being so stuck up and enjoy my time.
Until of course Jimin calls.
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Taehyung and I are having a blast.
I saw walruses, penguins, sting rays, jelly fishes, even touched a star fish. Now we're entering a shark exhibit.
"Whoa~ look at those teeth!" He said and pointed.
"Yeah..those sure are big teeth."
He smiled. "Wow..I wish I can swim with them." He said
"Uhm..you'll be food to them, Tae."
"No I won't. They'll like me."
I giggled and shook my head. "Whatever."
"I wonder whats it like being a sea creature."
"Yeah.." I said awkwardly.
"If you could be a sea animal, what would you be?" He asked.
I thought for a moment.
"I'd wanna be a shark." I said.
He laughed. "Liar. You're just saying that."
"No really. A shark is considered one of the dangerous ones. Because they're viscous and big. Since I'm a fighter, I'd want to be able to defend myself. Just like a shark."
"Hm..good point. But if you ask me, I'd say I want to be a penguin." He smiled cutely. "So I can be cute."
I laughed. "Aww..but you are cute."
He blushed. "Ok enough.."
I smiled.
We finished the exhibit and roamed around a bit more until we got hungry.
Taehyung pulled me inside some food court place.
"What do you want? Fish sticks or.."
"Don't you think it's weird an aquarium sells sea food..." I said.
He thought for a moment then chuckled. "Oh shit..yeah. haha. They kill and sell their own creatures."
*-*
"Why don't we just order a smoothie." I said.
"Ok!"
"I'll go grab us a table." I said
"Okie dokie." He said and stood in line.
I went ahead and searched for a table.
Hmm..
!!
Is that..
Jimin?!
Wait who's he-
I covered my mouth.
Serena..
Why's he with her?!
I stood behind a brick pole and stalked them.
They're laughing..
This doesn't make any sense..
He fed her some food and she did the same..
Why is he..
Suddenly I felt a sharp pain in my chest, I put my hand over it and groaned.
This is hurting me..
I noticed they got up and left.
I'm not just going to stand here.
Taehyung was still in line. Sorry kiddo..
I went after Jimin and Serena.
Keeping a good distance I watched them.
They're holding hands.
What the fuck?
But why...there's no way he could be cheating on me with her. JUST NO WAY.
She's behind something.
This doesn't look right at all.
Just then they stopped walking.
!!
I hid behind a tree.
She turned to face him and caress his cheek, he giggled and held her close.
Jimin...
She leaned in.
NO!
I ran in and punched her.
"STAY AWAY FROM HIM YOU SCUM SUCKING RODENT!" I screamed.
Jimin: JINA!
Serena held her cheek.
"YOU FUCKING SLUT!" I grabbed her shirt and pulled her up for another punch.
Jimin held me back.
Jimin: DON'T! STOP!
He pushed me away.
"Jimin what the fuck is going on?!" I asked.
My whole body is getting heated with anger.
Jimin helped her to her feet.
Serena: Babe what is she doing here?
"Babe?" I retaliated
Jimin: Jina I can explain.
They are together!
"No.."
Jimin: I-
Serena: He's with me now, Freak. No one wants a weakling like you.
My heart sunk to my stomach.
Jimin: Serena shut up.
"H-how.." my voice cracked. "W-why?"
Jimin: Jina..
"I thought..you loved me.."
Serena: Love? A hot guy in love with a Freak? Oh please..
Jimin: I said shut up!
"Why are you doing this to me?" I asked with tears streaming down my cheeks.
Jimin: I...I...*looks away*
Serena smirked and held his hand.
I squealed a bit.
Jimin: I'm sorry...
Serena: Don't apologize to her. *kisses Jimin*
I balled my hands into a fist.
Serena: You have me now.
He looked at with eyes of sorrow.
They walked away.
My lips quivered.
He did not just leave me for her.
That did not just happen.
I'm going to kill her.
With my bare hands.
"This isn't over." I muttered.
Serena turned back and winked at me.
You fucking whore. You're going down one way or another. Just wait on it.
But Jimin...
My only love..
He's gone.
I couldn't help but cry.
People stared at me weirdly.
I ran away.
I ran and ran.
So fast I ran into someone.
"What the hell! I was looking all over for you! Where'd you go?"
Taehyung.
I sobbed and burried my face into his chest.
"Whoa..hey. what's the matter?" He lifted my chin up.
I sniffled. "Jimin....he's with Serena.."
His eyes widen a bit then embraced me. "Shit..I'm sorry.."
I held him and sobbed. "Why is this happening?"
"Because Jimin doesn't care about you. Not like I do." He said.
For once...
I actually believe him..
But something still isn't right.
I pulled away and looked into his bright sparkly eyes.
"You still have me, Jina." He said.
But you aren't Jimin.
I looked away. "Oh.."
He sighed and held my hand. "Let's go home.."
We began walking.
What am I doing?
Jimin just broke my heart and yet I..
Ugh.
This is all fucked up.
But I'm not going to let it ruin my day, he's going to continue his day with that bitch so why should I end mine with Tae?
"No." I stopped walking.
"Mm?" He seemed confused. "Don't you wanna-"
"We haven't seen the sea lions."
He smiled. "What are we waiting for then?"
I smiled and lead the way, still holding on to his hand.
I'm crying so hard inside but I'm stronger than I think. Serena is going down but I'll hold that for the right moment.
》》 TO BE CONTINUED 》》
A/N: Credits to kpop_gem for helping me, she gave me an idea on what to write in this chapter and I just have to thank her tons. Thank you so much sweety! Unnie loves you ^.^
Love/Thank you,
misshobie