"Lost in Love"

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"Lost in Love" is a Jikook love story inspired by Jeon Jungkook and Park Jimin of BTS. Written by N. L. Jose... Mehr

Chapter 1: This is Park Jimin
Chapter 2: This is Jeon Jungkook
Chapter 3: Dreams and Fantasies
Chapter 4: I Trust You
Chapter 5: Hungry Eyes
Chapter 6: Let Me Touch You
Chapter 7: All of Me
Chapter 8: Two Hearts
Chapter 9: Seek and Conquer
Chapter 10: The Party
Chapter 11: The Plan
Chapter 12: Change
Chapter 13: The Real Me
Chapter 14: The Real Secret
Chapter 15: Finally
Chapter 16: The Journey Now Start
Chapter 17: Change of Plans
Chapter 18: Surprises
Chapter 19: Doctor James
Chapter 20: Austin, Texas
Chapter 21: Learning in Love
Chapter 22: Life Goes On
Chapter 23: How Do I Live?
Chapter 24: Bittersweet Moments: Part1
Chapter 25: Bittersweet Moments: Part2
Chapter 26: 감사합니다 (THANK YOU)
Chapter 27: I Can't Lose You
Chapter 28: I'm So Lost
Chapter 29: Back to Work
Chapter 30: The Fuckers
Chapter 31: Help Me!
Chapter 32: You're Almost There
Chapter 33: Drama! Drama! Drama!
Chapter 34: Don't Cry For Me
Chapter 35: Cry For Me
Chapter 36: Whalen 52
Chapter 37: Chingu (Friend)
Chapter 38: "More Secrets"
Chapter 39: "A Mother's Love"
Chapter 40: "A Father's Confession"
Chapter 41: "Jane's Secret"
Chapter 42: Sweetness
Chapter 43: My Sugarplum
Chapter 44: Jane's Log: Part1
Chapter 45: Jane's Log Pt2
Chapter 46: Jane's Log Pt.3
Chapter 47: The Humpty Dance
Chapter 48: Fire
Chapter 49: Our Mothers
Chapter 50: Finally!

Chapter 51: I Love You!

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[Jimin]

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"Ninety... Ninety-one...Puff-puff... Ninety two...Ahh..."

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Ahhhh! What music to my ears and such a sight to behold. I couldn't help but think when I sat down to watch my Jungkookie exercise. Sigh... This is what contentment feels like. It had been ten months since we found out about Jane's death. Delia was charged with her murder and was currently doing time. Aunt Roo was back in her home in South Korea but she made a few visits before she left. Through my dad's help, we were able to go to Jane's grave and paid our respects.

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"You can rest now, my Janie. And I'll keep in touch with your son and let him know how much you love him and that he's always welcomed home."

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She also visited, you would not believe, Delia. Aunt Roo wanted to face her niece's killer and when we all thought that she would break down and cry, the elderly lady spoke with such care but authority.

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"I know you didn't kill her intentionally but because of the heat of the moment. Jane admired you and I know somewhere deep down in your heart, you'll learn to accept that love and maybe one day forgive yourself for what you have done."

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Wow! This woman was so admirable. When she met my father and Sangi they all hit it off so well. Sangi and Roo both spoke in Korean and helped make Korean dishes for us. Aunt Roo was so pleased and thanked us before she left to go back to South Korea.

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"Make sure to invite me to your wedding. Even if you need one person to witness it, I'll be right there. Thank you for everything..."

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We embraced and then she left with Dae. He too was thankful and was finally able to move on himself. We kept in contact with Aunt Roo via emails and video calls and one month after returning to South Korea, she told us that Dae got married and was expecting a baby.

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"A boy, he said. Seems as though Tae's going to be a big brother soon."

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Even Tae and Dae's relationship blossomed. Both father and son, along with Aunt Roo, kept in contact and when the baby was born, Tae and Mei both flew across the skies to be with him. The pictures were adorable. Tae sent me a few photos of him holding his new baby brother. He wrote, 'Don't I look good?'

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I messaged him back, "Very good. I'm happy for you, Tae."

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He sent me back a smiley emoji and other pictures. I remembered the naughty pics he used to send me and I was thankful that that part of his life was over and now he was finally in the right place with the right people. He sent pictures of him with Dae and Aunt Roo who was just so happy to be accepted as part of the family. Then Tae sent another picture. It was of him, Mei and his baby brother. They really looked like a lovely couple and anyone seeing this would think they were holding their own child. I was so happy for them and the photo made me see a little into their future: Tae holding his newborn while Mei sat on the hospital bed smiling at her new family. In the years to come, that image did come true as Tae and Mei did marry and had four wonderful children: three boys and a girl. They named the girl, Jane, after her Grandmother. Beautiful.

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Right now I was watching my Jungkookie keep in shape. Our lives were truly a blessing and in a few weeks, I was going to have my final surgery. Jungkook came up to me and took my hands, "Hey..." I gasped not really wanting to move from my view of his gorgeous body. 

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"Come on, Jiminshi. The doctors said you need to be fit and ready."

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"I'm already ready and I don't mind keeping fit... Just not like this..." I said the last part kinda softly but I knew my Jungkookie heard me just fine.

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"Not like this, eh? So how do you propose getting in shape for your surgery?"

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I tried to persuade him as best as I could with my sultry voice and body, "I don't know. Maybe you can stretch me on the bed. Or put me on top of you so I could pedal and ride whole night."

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Sex was a very good form of exercise and even though we were engaging in such activities every day, Jungkook still wanted me to 'exercise' with him. "Yes, Jiminshi but you need to do these too. We won't be able to have sex after your surgery so you'll need to do activities in the gym too. Come on baby. Work with me."

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I sighed. Honestly, that was all I could think of. After the surgery meant no sex so why not have all the sex now? I grinned and I knew he knew what I was thinking.

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"Jungkookieeeee..."

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"Jiminshi?"

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"Can we just..." and I took my fingers and traced it along his biceps that was dripping with his sweat. Fuck! Jungkook is such a muscle bunny. I saw him swallowing his saliva and I knew I was getting to him so to deepen the pot, I stuck out my tongue and licked exactly where my tongue just passed.

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Jungkook's eyes were bulging, "Fuck... Jiminshi..." But his eyes weren't his only body part that was bulging. I looked down at his sweatpants and just as I thought, his dick was reaching out for me. I touched it with my fingertips and I heard him grunt again. I made his dick bounce with my touch and when I looked up at him, he was already in a frenzy. My torture had him holding the back of his head and he was in a turmoil. "No... Let's continue, Jimin..."

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But I didn't listen. I took up the wash rag he was using to wipe his face and I 'accidently' dropped in on the floor. "Oopsie..." I said in my sweetest voice and I grinned as I slowly turned around and bent down, ass in the air, to pick up the piece of cloth. It was the slowest retrieval ever and I made my booty bounce a bit, making sure to bump into his now exceedingly long dick.

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Then I began to shake it like a salt shaker as I bounced my ass over and over on his cock. We were still fully clothed but that just made the friction even more anticipating. I turned to look at Jungkook and from his tilted head bouncing up and down as he watched my ass jiggle, to the way he pulled in his bottom lip with his tongue, I knew I had him by the balls. And I literally did that.

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As soon as my hand reached his two firm round bells below his strong mast, I began to ring them. His body jerked and when he put his hands on my hips to steady himself, I knew he wouldn't be able to resist.

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"FUCK! JIMINSHI!!!"

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Jungkook then held me tighter on the curves of my hips and began to pound into my covered hole. But I wanted more and so I began to re-enact one of our mutual fantasies.

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I snapped my finger and he recognised my trigger for us to begin our sexual skit. Today I chose: Police and Thief. "Officer. Please. I'll be good. I promise I won't steal anymore."

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He stopped dry humping me and pulled me up for my back to press on his chest. "Hmm what about all those hearts you've stolen. With those pretty blue eyes of yours?" He was holding my neck, just the way I liked it as his lips and tongue were gobbling up my ear as he spoke his commands. "Kneel."

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"No." I said.

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"I said kneel," he commanded again but yet again I refused.

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Then I felt as he lowered my back and used his 'paddle' of a hand to slap my buttocks.

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"Ouch. Fuck... Officer... Please. I promise." My words made him realise that I was good and not hurt in any way. This just triggered him to continue.

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He pulled me back up to him and asked, "You promise? Promise to do what?"

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"That I'll be good from now on."

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"You'll be good?"

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"Hmm-Hmm..." I nodded. His hold on me was so strong and even though his words were harsh, how he said them in my ear, made my entire body tingle in excitement. "I promise I'll be good."

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"I don't believe you. Tell me what good will you do?"

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Usually we won't tell each other what we would say. Our 'script' would change depending on our mood. Sometimes we would be in total agreeance with each other but sometimes we'd fight.

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"I don't know. What good things do you want me to do?" Today was an agreeance skit.

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"You're willing to do whatever it is to make things right?" He asked so sweetly and I felt a little pre-cum escaping my cock hole.

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"Yes..."

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But as soon as I agreed, Jungkook grunted, "I'm gonna tie you up and punish you first."

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"NO!!!"

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We switched immediately to a fight scene. Jungkook swiftly took me up and threw me over his shoulders. I wiggled and screamed out but he pulled down the waistband from my sweatpants so a portion of my ass was exposed and he slapped my butt cheek every time I objected. By the time we reached our bedroom, my ass was already sore. Then taking both my hands captive, he brought them over my head to tie them to a horizontal pole he had erected. This was part of our 'therapy'. Fulfilling our fantasies and by jove, they seem to be working. Really well too.

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I was stretched out as he tied my hands a little higher so I was practically on the balls of my feet. "OFFICER!!! THIS IS MADNESS! YOU CAN'T DO THIS TO ME!!!" I was definitely keeping in character because so far, we only used this sexual technique in a sweet gently way. This would be our first time playing a wild hot game with it. I couldn't wait to feel him. All of him on me.

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Jungkook's voice was calm but I could feel the harsh heat from his words, "I told you to kneel and you refused. So after this, you'll be begging to bend down for me."

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FUCK!!! He was so fucking good. I probably need to hire him to write some scripts for me. FUCK!!! Everything he did was rough but not to injure me. He yanked off my pants and underwear and literally ripped off my t-shirt. That would be another trip to the department store to buy more vests but I didn't care about that. Right now I was going to get fucked by the most fucking hottest man alive.

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Jungkook had me stark naked and I continued my criminal plea, "Officer. Please. I'll be good. Just let me down and tell me what to do. I'll kneel for you..."

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But he didn't believe me. I didn't believe me either because if he had released me, I would've ran. Hee-hee... Jungkook somehow knew that too and I chuckled in my throat when he said, "Let you down for you to run away from me? Oh you find that funny, little trickster..." And when he said that, I heard the swing, then felt the lash and heard the sound of the other side of my ass that wasn't as red.

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"FUCCCCCCCCKKKKKKK!!!!" I yelled out.

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Jungkook walked behind me and used the same paddle he slapped my ass with, to touch my back. He was actually waiting to see if I would use our 'stop' word to not continue but it wasn't going to come out of me at all. I was loving his dominance. And our adult toys were growing in number. The paddle was our newest addition. We already had the horizontal pole along with a vertical pole for me to do my sexy dances for him. I was in the process of learning more moves on it. We also had a dildo that wasn't larger than Jungkook's cock. He expressed not wanting anything bigger than him penetrating me. I was fine with that but I loved the butt plug. OMG! That was fucking hot. Especially when I used it on Jungkook. My torture with that one was memorable that I made sure and filmed it.

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We also had some smooth plastic rope that Jungkook was now using to tie around my body. He tied it tightly around my waist and below my butt and also over and under my breasts that were a full B cup now. My tits were perfect even without surgery and I loved how in love Jungkook was with them. He tied the rope around both my ass and tits squeezing them tighter making them protrude. My hands over my head had already made my tits rise but when he squeezed them together, it felt so good. Especially as he took the pointy edge of the paddle to gently scrape on my nipples.

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"FUCK... Officer Jeon. Please..."

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"Ah. So you remembered my name. Little Jimin-ah. How many times have I caught you being bad?" He slowly walked around me as he spoke and I could see him lusting over my body. His t-shirt was already off and as soon as he walked behind me, I saw as he threw his pants across the room. Hmm... Yummy.

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"Hmm... Many times..." I kept my voice sweet and sultry.

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"And have you learnt your lesson yet?" He said as he hit the paddle on his hand and was walking to face me again.

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I jumped at the soundand looked at him and saw that his sexy hard naked body was glistening withsweat. I grinned when I answered, "No... I like being bad. You like it when I'm bad, don't you?"

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He stopped and hit the paddle again. My body jumped again and I realised what he saw. My fleshy juicy body parts jiggling from my movement. And in an instant, he rushed to my chest and put a nipple in his mouth.

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"AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!! I rocked my head back and screamed out as his mouth clamped down on my hard peaks. My breasts were actually soft and round but my nipples were taut and wanting nothing but Jungkook's tongue on them. FUCK! I kept moaning and my dick kept oozing as Jungkook kept suckling. It was the hottest feeling ever. His tongue was working all over them. The soft rounded areas, the hard peaks and when he stuck it in-between them, he began to tongue fuck them. "OOOOOH FUCKKKKK!!!!"

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He looked up at me and even though I was already on my toes, I inched higher into his mouth. "You like being bad, don't you?" He grinned at me as he licked between my breast-valley again. His slurping sounds were also driving me wild and he kept grinning at me when he took the other nipple into his mouth, making popping sounds as he suctioned it and released it harshly.

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I was going out of my mind. All my blood rushing to my dick making me hard as fuck. The rope he tied around my ass also tied around my dick making everything tight as ever. Jungkook finally left my breasts which were both red and swollen yet they missed him as soon as he released his hold on them.

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"Oh, suck me, Officer Jeon... I'm so naughty..."

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Honestly, I meant for him to go back to my nipples but Jungkook thought I meant my dick and I felt the paddle again. He tapped on my tits, which I loved but then he moved lower to my dick, balls and behind me on my ass. He used the pointy edge of the toy to torture my body.

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"Ah, yes... You're too naughty, Jiminshii... But how naughty are you really? How dirty are you? I think I need to inspect every inch of you and see which part of you is the dirtiest..." He said it as he dragged the paddle across my butt cheeks.

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I jiggled again and then I felt the hard whack of the paddle on my ass. "Fuck!!!"

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"Ha. Is that the dirtiest part? Lemme see..." and he pushed his finger in between my tightly squeezed butt cheeks. As his finger pushed through and reached my hole, he wriggled it a bit making me moan hard. His saliva and tongue followed and my ass was in its glee. Jungkook's tongue was the best.

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But then he stopped and said, "Nope... not there. Lemme check here..."

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What the hell was he doing? I had no clue but then he came in front of me and bending down, he was face to face with my dick. He did the same by prodding and poking around my dick and balls with his fingers and then his tongue followed. I was whimpering, sweating profusely and my legs were shaking. I wanted him so badly.

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"Fuck... Officer Jeon... JUST FUCKING TAKE ME..."

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Then he stopped immediately and standing upright to face me, he came up close to my face and said, "Ahhhh! Now, I think I've found it."

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I was so confused and had to ask, "What? What did you find?"

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"The dirtiest part of your body," And he squeezed my lips together as he growled, "Your fucking mouth..." and with that he held on to my hair and pulled the back of my head to angle my head up towards his mouth as he clamped on.

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Jungkook delved into my mouth. It was almost as though... "Got to get you clean. Find all the dirty spots..."

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Gosh. We were so in tune with each other. Down to the sexual fantasies. He soaped and scrubbed me down with his lips and tongue and washed my mouth clean with his saliva. Fuck.

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His penetrations were tight as a fuck. Still keeping my hands tied, he lifted my legs up into his broad arms and it was literally like the board game Operation. Trying to fit the stick into the hole in the body without missing. But he found my hole just right and while holding me in a lock with one hand, his other hand drove his wet sleek dick inside of me. I was so wet. He was so wet and the slurping and squishing sounds that came out of our lovemaking was music to my ears. My screams and moans were his. Every time I gasped or shouted out, Jungkook's hips moved faster and his dick rammed harder. I was in bliss but also totally shattered.

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"Jungkookie..." I gasped and whispered our password to stop, "Ice-cream."

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When he heard me, finally he took off the ropes around me, he took me down from the rod and laid me on top of our bed. I was exhausted but I knew he wasn't finished. However he ended our sexual skit by gently making love to me.

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We were definitely a sight to see and we did look at it after because we had put up cameras to film our little adventures. I was looking like the small helpless innocent victim in distress on my tippy-toes while Jungkook was the buff strong broad shoulder bad cop towering over me. Plus both of us being naked just jumped the sex ante.

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The two weeks after passed with such love yet concern. We did spend a lot of quiet time just loving each other's presence and when we laid down for the night, we would make out and gently make love to each other. But almost every time Jungkook would cry and he only did this when he thought I had already fallen asleep. Some nights he would draw me as I slept, while other nights I woke up to see him gazing at me.

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One night I asked him, "What's wrong, baby?"

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He was startled, "Honey. Why aren't you sleeping?"

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I could hear the worry in his voice. "Why aren't you sleeping? I'm not going to run away if that's what you think."

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Jungkook touched the front of my hair and pulled it away from my face. He was looking worried. "I... I... oh Jiminsii..." He couldn't even start his sentence much less finish it because he broke down in tears.

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"Oh baby." I wiped away his tears and hugged him. "Everything's going to be okay. The doctors are the best in their field and I'll only be in the hospital a week for the most. Plus you'll be right there by my side. Won't you?"

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He nodded but with sniffles and tears still falling. Then he grabbed me by my face so our foreheads were touching each other. Then my little baby became a fierce warrior, "You better come back to me! You hear me, Park Jimin. I'll die if you die on that table. You hear me?!" And then he gave me the biggest strongest bear hug ever.

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"Jungkookie... You'll squeeze me to death even before I reach the hospital."

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He let me loose just a little but still kept me in a strong embrace. I could hear him whispering, "Don't you die. Don't you leave me here all alone. I love you so much, Jimin. You are my everything. I need you. You need me too so I'm never gonna leave your side. I'll be there through everything. Don't you worry. I'll be there for you and you'll be there for me..."

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I just let him talk as he kept reassuring me and himself that everything was going to be alright.

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Soon enough, the date and time came for my surgery. I made sure that his family, Mr. and Mrs. Jeon were there. Plus Suki who stayed by Jungkook's side the entire time. He needed support while I was inside. This surgery was the final stage of my change. I was finally going to have my vagina uncovered and cosmetic surgery to make sure it really looked and felt like a real vagina.

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The Jeons came with us from the day before the surgery and stayed in a hotel close by. Jungkook spent the night with me holding me like I was his baby.

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"I love you, Jimin."

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"I love you too, Jungkook."

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We fell asleep in each other's arms and before the next sunrise, Jungkook was already up and getting things ready for my surgery.

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"Good morning, my love," he said and while he was giving me a sponge bath, he began to talk with me about the weather and the flowers in bloom. I could tell that he was nervous as he was trying to keep himself preoccupied with other things at the moment.

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"Jungkook..." I tried to get his attention but he was going on and on about other little things. I smiled and put my hand on his, stopping his actions. "Jeon Jungkook..." He finally looked at me and I knew why he was being like this because as soon as our eyes locked into each other, Jungkook began to cry.

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"Don't go, Jimin. Don't do the surgery anymore. I love you just the way you are... Please don't do it..."

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I knew he was nervous but not that worried, "Jungkook-ah, it will be okay."

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"How do you know that? Huh? Supposing something goes wrong. Huh? Supposing you don't wake up. Huh?" He was getting antsy now.

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"Then you'll come and shout at me and tell me to get up. Remember like before?"

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He looked at me and I could see him trying to jog his memory, "Oh yeah."

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"Remember my anxiety attacks? Who was the one to keep me safe and bring me back? Huh?"

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He said still shaking, "I was..."

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"And who was the one who would catch me whenever I fainted?"

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He looked at me and said, "It was me..."

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"And who was the one who kept calling out for me when I was out of it?"

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"Me too... Sigh... I understand..."

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But then I came up to him and put our foreheads together as I asked my final question, "Who's going to be the one waiting for me to wake up: The last person I want to see before I close my eyes and the first person I want to see when I wake up?"

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Jungkook held on to my cheeks and said, "ME!" as he took my lips and kissed me with an everlasting feeling of love and passion.

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"I love you..." We kept whispering and mouthing to each other, even when the nurses came to take me. Jungkook was by my side as they rolled me towards the operating room. When I reached the doors, our hands were finally separated and I kept looking at him even when the doors shut closed.

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