-Warning: Obsessive Thoughts, hints of gore-
Your hands trembled as it only clicked in your brain that you had killed someone, and your breath's pace quicken as you were having another panic attack. 'Fuck... Why is this happening to me...?' you thought, you closed your eyes as tears roll down your cheek. You covered your mouth to keep any noise from spilling. Your other hand was squeezing your leg, you didn't know if you did it out of self-comfort or frustration. 'Calm down Y/n... Calm down... You need to escape...' you repeated that thought in your head like a chant.
You tried your hardest to calm your heart, trying to be brave in this shitty situation. You don't know how long you were in that same position but all that mattered was that you managed to slightly calm down. You were calm enough to try to think of a way out. You looked around the basement, it was dimly lit. Your eyes searched for anything that can help you escape, but your eyes landed on a dirty long cloth. Your eyes glanced at Minikui's dead body, you couldn't help but gag again, feeling your stomach churn. You quickly got up to get the cloth and to cover her corpse.
You covered her body with the cloth as a form of respect.
You quickly turned away, trying not to give yourself another panic attack. You inhaled and exhaled in an attempt to stop any kind of breakdowns threatening to get out. 'I need to get out of here.' You thought.
-Your POV-
I slowly walked towards the door that leads to the exit of the basement, I continued walking towards the door. Quietly and carefully... I wanted to hear any footsteps to see if there was anyone home. I stood there for 10 minutes and let out a sigh of relief as I didn't hear any. I then went back to the basement to look around for a weapon or anything I can use, taking mental note to ignore Minikui's dead rotting body. I... My mind couldn't focus... Especially with her scent filling my lungs... I... F-Fuck... Y/n focus! You need to leave this hellhole! I tried to distract myself by focusing on looking for a weapon.
Why was I... Placed in this situation...? Why am I in this game? What the hell did I do to deserve this mental and physical torture? Who would do this to me and why? Why is Blake also here? I don't think he deserves to be stuck here... Why... Why... Why am I here...? When can I leave? I should've just listened to Blake... I should've just stayed inside Yoriichi's house... I should've...
A drop of water falls on my arm as I snapped out of my thoughts. I sniffled as I wiped away my tears... I don't have time to think about this... I need to get out of here first but... My mind just keeps... It's a fucking mess... I can't think properly... Fuck...
I kept mentally cursing at myself. My thoughts were put to a halt as soon as I saw a rusty wrench on the floor. I quickly grabbed it and clutched it near my chest, Now all I needed to do was... To escape this fucking hellhole... I carefully walked up to the door of the basement. My trembling hands clutched the handle. I inhaled and exhaled before slowly turning the handle.
I mentally thanked whatever was out there that the door wasn't creaky as hell. I slowly took a peek my eyes widened as I saw Nezuko. I quickly hid inside the basement again. My breath hitched as I wasn't expecting anyone to be home, how long has she been standing there?! Thankfully she wasn't looking as to where I was and I could only see her back. W-where do I go now?
I don't think I saw the front door where Nezuko is. I quickly took a peek to the opposite side, it was a hallway that had three doors near the end. Fuck... I don't know what's inside those rooms... It might be a dead end... But Nezuko is on the other side... But I don't know if I can trust her...
Goddamit... Fuck fuck fuck... Y/n, why are you doing this to yourself?
I mentally cursed as I walked towards Nezuko, my heart stopped in fear as soon as she turned around. Her cheeks were wet from the tears along with her eyes that were red from crying. Her facial expression turned into relief, and she ran towards me and hugged me. My body trembled at the contact, not knowing what'll happen next.
She cried in my arms as I stood there, frozen. "Y/n... I'm sorry... I'm so sorry..." She sobbed, and she soon pulled away, "H-He didn't harm you in any way right...?" her voice broke, and she frantically looked around my body for any signs of harm. "N-No..." I stuttered, "Oh... Oh thank god..." she sighed with relief, she then looked me dead in the eye. "You... You need to leave... He's going to arrive soon!" she panicked as she started pushing my body toward what seemed to be their front door.
I didn't know what to do, it was all happening too fast but I let her push me towards the door. "Leave, now..." she whispered. I stared at her for a moment, "Ne-" I was cut off by her, "Please... He's going to arrive soon..." she begged. My bottom lip quivered, I didn't know why my heart felt heavy... She helped him... She's the one that got me into this mess she... She... I was about to leave but then I look back.
She's the same as me, a victim of his scheme.
As soon as I turn away from her, I ran... Ran away from that house. My heart was beating out of my chest as my legs trembled from the adrenaline, none of that mattered... None of the pain I was feeling mattered... All I needed to do was to... Yoriichi... I need to find him maybe he can help me!
W-Where did he live again...?!
I stopped in my tracks, I was left with going left, right, or straight ahead. "Fuck... Think Y/n... Think..." I mumbled, in a moment of panic, I looked to my left, taking a peek if this road was familiar. As soon I took a peek, my eyes caught a familiar blond hair. I quickly hid behind the wall and covered my mouth.
Fuck fuck fuck....!! Calm down Y/n... You... Fuck... Zenitsu...
Just the thought of his name has my body trembling in fear, my breathing getting erratic. My eyes frantically looking around for a place to hide, I managed to see a garbage bin next to me... it looked large enough to contain my body. I quietly walked towards it, slowly opening the garbage bin, it didn't have anything inside except for cardboards.
I couldn't hear anything except the loud beating of my heart... Why is it so loud... Why is it so loud... Shut up... Shut up...
I slowly closed the lid, I was now inside the garbage bin, hoping and praying Zenitsu doesn't start looking around... Fuck... Fuck... No matter how bad the garbage bin smelled, it was better than getting raped... or... or killed... I don't wanna know what he'd do to me...
My trembling hands cover my mouth, trying to shut down any noises coming from my mouth. I could feel tears rolling down my cheek as I kept quiet. Why is this happening to me... Why is this happening to me... Do I deserve this...? Why... Why... Why...
I could hear muffled noises from outside, but I never dared to move nor look to see what it could possibly be. I am NOT putting myself in danger... I could hear... Noises... Getting louder. What... What is it...?
My heart dropped as my eyes widened, they were footsteps... growing louder... meaning... meaning... someone... no... Zenitsu he's probably found me... No... No... No...! This can't be...!! I haven't... I haven't even... Gotten to Yoriichi nor Blake...! No... No... NO!!! Why are the footsteps becoming louder...?! Stop! Don't come here! Please....! Please don't...! Just let me go-
*Creak*
My body froze as I heard the sound of the garbage bin swinging open as I felt the warm light of the sun hit my skin. No...! NO!!
"Y/n...?" The voice sounded familiar, the tone sounding so... broken...? Sad...? In disbelief...? My eyes slowly looked up to see that familiar black buzz cut, that... scar on his face that went from his cheek to the bridge of his nose... Oh... It was...
"Genya...?" my voice croaked as I removed my hands that were muffling any sounds from coming outside my mouth.
His facial expression, was a mixture of shock, anger, and... Sadness...? "What... Fuck... What are you doing here...?" his voice broke mid-sentence. I couldn't reply as more tears rolled down my cheek, my shoulders shaking as I let out incoherent noises. Oh... Thank god... Thank god it was Genya who found me... Thank god...
"Aniki!" he shouted, calling Sanemi. I could hear his rushed footsteps. I couldn't properly see the expression on his face because of the tears blurring my vision. He didn't utter a word, I could see his figure leaning inside the garbage bin. I flinched when I felt his hands grabbing my arms. "I'm not going to hurt you Y/n... I'm just helping you get out of this garbage bin okay...?" he informed me, the tone of his voice so... so soft... gentle... It's the first time I've heard his voice... be this soft.
Sanemi slowly pulled me up, and I instinctively wrapped my arms around his neck. I felt so safe with Sanemi and Genya... They... They wouldn't hurt me... They always helped me... They...
They wouldn't do anything to me...
-2nd Person POV-
Sanemi's eyes widened a little as your hold on him got a little tighter. You trust him... You trust them... and that was something big... His eyes glanced at Genya, Genya nodded, the siblings seemed to have this... non-verbal communication.
Why do you trust these two so much? Probably because they haven't done anything... out of the line. In your eyes, they were the ones who opened their doors when someone who shall not be named broke into your apartment. The two of them made sure you were comfortable too and never crossed any boundaries... There were a few slip-ups here and there but come on dear Reader! Just ignore it for the sake of these two!
Sanemi could feel your body trembling, he didn't utter a word and just rubbed your back to comfort you... He could feel you bury your face in the crook of his neck, he didn't mind the tears and snot... After what you've been through, he knows you deserve the world. "Y/n." he whispered your name, and you pulled away from the embrace slowly. "Stay here with Genya, I'll look for the portal. We'll make sure you leave and go back to your world." he added, his tone firm and sincere.
You were confused before it finally clicked in your brain, "Y-you know... that this... is..." your voice trailed off as Genya answered your question. "Yeah... we're aware that this is a game." he added. You felt Sanemi's hands on your shoulders, trying to get you to focus on what he had to say. "Stay here with Genya, it's not safe for you to roam around yet... I'll look for the portal okay?" he repeated. You slowly nodded your head, he was about to leave but you stopped him. "T-Thank you..." you thanked him, but he only nodded before leaving.
You were now with Genya, "Since... since when did..." you spoke up, trying to connect everything even if your mind wasn't functioning properly. "Since the beginning... Look Y/n, I know this is... all traumatizing and just... information that is hard to swallow but... You don't have to think about that now. Aniki and I will get you back to your world, where you'll be safe." Genya told you. You could only nod in response, still trying to process everything that is fucking happening.
-Meanwhile-
"It's not in the mall... It's not in the apartment building either... Fuck... where could that fucking portal be...?" Sanemi cursed under his breath, he had been trying to find the portal for... God knows how fucking long... He could already see the sun setting but no way in hell was he going to give up... Besides, he felt... reassured that Genya was by your side.
He was about to go back to you and Genya but he realized something, he hadn't gone to the shrine yet. "Right... the shrine... It might be there..." He soon headed to the shrine, each step he took made him feel uneasy... like a gnawing feeling telling him to go back... but he brushed it off as he continued walking towards the shrine. When he arrived at the stairs of the shrine, he looked up a little, the feeling of uneasiness doubling.
"I have a bad feeling... that means it's probably here..." Sanemi mumbled as he walked up the stairs. Nothing could've prepared him for the sight he saw... His eyes widened as his hands trembled in anger, "Fucking... Dammit! We should've *REDACTED* him first!" he cursed, running towards the corpse of Blake. "Fuck... fuck... FUCK...!!! That fucking asshole... Muzan... I should've known he would do this first... He should've been the first one I *REDACTED*..." he added, not only was Blake dead, there was no portal in sight... And... Oh god... That head... Under... Under the... The.... tree... And that... oh... Blake's... missing... leg is also-
"Fuck..." Sanemi cursed again as he bit his bottom lip in anger. The two people important to Y/n, his beloved... Is now gone... How would she... react to this...? How could he tell her this after everything that's happened...? Just the thought of her dropping to her knees, and having a mental breakdown makes his heart ache... Fuck... What should he do now...?
"Think Sanemi think... Fuck... There's no portal... The two of them are dead... Fuck... How is she going to go home at this rate...?" his voice broke at the end. He stood there for a good minute before making a decision... "...I didn't think it'd come to this..." Sanemi mumbled.
-Time Skip-
The sun had already set, and the deafening sound of the quiet night filled you and Genya's ears. Genya was growing impatient while you were growing hopeless. "Fuck... Where is he...? He should've found it by now..." Genya mumbled, he glanced at you, you were sitting on the floor, your facial expression looking... empty... "Y/n." Genya called out your name, and you turned your head to him, "Don't think too hard... Aniki will come back, I promise... He'll be back to take you to the portal." Genya reassured you while you only nodded your head.
You felt... numb... It was as if your body was already mentally preparing for the worst scenario... You... didn't have any hopes of ever getting out of here anymore. It was as if your body was already expecting something...
"Ah...! Aniki...!" Genya shouted, looking relieved to finally notice his brother walking up to the two of you from a distance. You glanced to look at Sanemi from afar, your heart dropped at his facial expression, he didn't seem too happy... That seemed like bad news...
As soon as Sanemi was near the two of you, Genya noticed that Sanemi had a new t-shirt and that his pants were dirty, along with his arms. "What... Happened...?" Genya asked, you soon stood up and walked towards him. "Nothing, I just took a shortcut in the forest, big mistake since I accidentally fell. It's fine, I'm not hurt." he replied, the tone of his voice monotone. "Did... Did you...?" you asked, the tone of your voice sounding a little hopeful.
He shook his head into a no and that sinking feeling at the pit of your stomach started to appear... It was as if your body already predicted that something bad would happen, you just weren't... mentally prepared...
"I couldn't find the portal, unfortunately..." he sighed. You let out a shaky breath, "How... How about Blake...?? Any sign of him?? And Daki??" you asked, he shook his head into a no. "I think... The portal disappeared when he entered it along with Daki." he replied, a white lie... A white lie you clung onto, you believed because you trusted him. It gave you closure.
"That's... Then that's... Fine with me..." You looked down, trying not to cry and trying not to think that Blake had left you... "Y/n-" Genya was cut off by you, "Can... Can I have some space...?" you asked. The two of them were quiet before Genya nodded his head. You soon walked away, trying to process your thoughts. You weren't far away to a point they couldn't see you, just... Far enough for them to watch over you.
"Why would Blake leave her? I thought they were close... Hah... Fuck... What do we do now Aniki?" Genya asked, "Because he didn't." Sanemi told him, Genya furrowed his non-existent eyebrows. "What are you-" Genya was cut off by Sanemi as he leaned closer to him, to make sure what he was going to say was only heard by Genya. "They're dead." Sanemi told him, Genya's eyes widened.
"Haa... fuck... Muzan?" he asked Sanemi, he nodded his head. "Fuck... Fuck..." Genya cursed, "What did you do with their corpse?" he added, "I buried them, it's the least I could do." Sanemi replied, "So that's why you're... all covered in dirt... Why did you lie? She needs to learn the truth." Genya suggested to which Sanemi shook his head, "No, she should believe that he's alive and well with Daki..." Genya only stared at him, deep down... He agreed with his decision.
They didn't want to see you hurt, or depressed... They knew that if you found out he was dead, you would break and they both didn't want that... They wanted you to be happy... to be at peace... That's why Sanemi decided to lie. He decided that he and Genya would take care of you in this world, making sure you would laugh, you would smile, you would... be happy again... "It's going to be our secret." Sanemi told Genya while he nodded in response.
-Time Skip-
You let out a small yawn, "I guess I'll just make some pancakes... They seem to still be asleep..." you mumbled. It had been exactly 6 months ever since you decided to live with them, and... it felt like how it was living with them before but now you were more comfortable around them. The first few months were rough... you were always in bed... either crying or staring at the wall. The only thing that made you walk around like a functioning member of society was Sanemi and Genya who kept talking to you, Genya who told you how his day went and Sanemi tried to bicker with you.
You couldn't forget Genya's shocked yet relieved face when you started talking to him back, and Sanemi's wide smile partnered with his laugh when you bickered back at him. It was... Nice... to have people you could trust in this world... You knew that they wouldn't hurt you, they wouldn't kill you, and certainly would never ever try to sexually assault you... The bar was in hell but they made that bar go up with their consistent support.
You opened the top shelf, and you were on your tippy toes, trying to grab the flour. "Who the fuck put that up there...?" you mumbled. You could hear footsteps behind you, "You short fuck can't even grab the damn flour...?" he yawned, you knew whose voice that was. "Grab it then if you're so tall." you rolled your eyes, and before you could even move away or turn around you felt his body press against your back.
"Ew move away." you joked to which he didn't respond. He grabbed the flour on the shelf and placed it on the counter. You swore you saw a mocking smirk on his face but brushed it off. "I'm gonna head out." Sanemi commented, "What? So does that mean I'm going to be all alone in this house? Genya is also going out... Can I come with either of you...?" you asked. Sanemi looked at you for a second, you could feel him about to say no.
"Please? I'll just... I don't know... Hang around, I won't be noisy anyway. I'm sure I won't hinder whatever the fuck it is you guys are doing." you added. There was a moment of silence before Sanemi spoke up, "No, you can't." he replied. Your breath hitched, "W-Well then I can-" you were cut off by him. "We'll be home in the afternoon anyway." he added. You didn't bother fighting to come with them anymore as you knew you would only get smacked with Sanemi's firm 'No'.
Sanemi isn't stupid, he knows you being clingy and super dependent because of what they did for you... and how you trust them a lot. He found it cute... Although he knew it was unhealthy. You weren't even aware of your own behavior too... Because they wouldn't dare call it out.
You just decided to cook some pancakes and wave the two of them goodbye. You were dependent on them, you were willing to stay... in fact... you even refused to leave the house without them. You didn't have anything to do all day except wait for them to come home... You waited... And waited... Until it was 10:47 pm. You hear the click of the door, and you rushed to see Genya. You quickly embraced him to which... Shouldn't even surprise him anymore as you had already done this many times... "God what took you so long?! Even Sanemi isn't home yet..." you huffed.
Genya still felt a little flustered by this though, "Well... Something popped up so I didn't get to go home early." he replied. You only let out a small sigh, "Well... Do you wanna watch some movies? Or those stupid ass TV shows just like old times?" you asked. "Thought you'd never ask." Genya replied jokingly.
The two of you sat on the couch and turned on the TV, the TV Show that was on was titled 'So what if I'm single and lonely? Of course, I'll buy a sex robot to fulfill my needs! But hold on why is my hot alpha rich boss CEO of 800 companies suddenly interested in me? We had a one-night stand and he actually fucks so good! It's probably because I'm an omega! But now he's trying to pursue me and my sex robot named Willy is getting jealous...!! Oh god what do I do in this crazy love triangle I'm in?!'. Phew... What a long ass name for a TV Show.
Surprisingly, the TV show is wholesome and both leads were greenflags. "Why am I even watching this shit again...?" Genya mumbled as he watched the credits roll. "Y/n, do you want me to change the channel or-" he was cut off by feeling something heavy on his shoulder. He looked over to see you sleeping... You must've been very tired... It is late at night too. Wait... You... Were... Sleeping on his shoulder...???
Genya's face immediately flushed as his body stiffened, he tried not to move to make sure you wouldn't wake up. 'Fuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuck' he thought, panicking.
He could feel his heart pumping out of his chest... He's praying it isn't loud for you to hear. Oh fuck he could feel steam coming out of his ears fuck... He finds this so... so overwhelming... 'She looks so fucking pretty... She's... She's sleeping on my shoulder... Does she trust me that much...? Fuck... I love you Y/n... I love you so much Y/n...' his heart felt warm when he realized you were already this comfortable with him... In his eyes, you looked so pretty... So pretty that he just wants to lock you up in a pretty room, protecting you from any impurities. But... he knows you wouldn't like it... Plus... He wants to respect your boundaries...
He could hear a click, it was the door. Sanemi must be home now. Sanemi walked into the living room to see a Genya as red as a tomato and you sleeping peacefully, "Well it looks like you two had a fun night." he commented, "I'll go get Y/n to her bed." he added. "Ah, right... Go ahead..." Genya replied.
Sanemi walked up to your sleeping form, carefully scooping up your body. He was successful in his princess carry, he started walking you to your room while Genya followed suit. Sanemi found your sleeping form so peaceful... He loved it... He loved how relaxed you looked... God if only he could just trap you inside a bedroom to pamper you with all his love and affection... to be able to protect you from any of your bad thoughts... he would've done it in a heartbeat. But... He knew you wouldn't like that, and just like Genya, he wants to respect your boundaries.
Sanemi carefully placed you down on your bed, his thumb caressing your cheek and you groaned in response. He was a little surprised, he thought you were waking but you didn't. The two of them watch you sleep for a minute before closing the door to let you sleep peacefully.
Sanemi started walking towards the living room while Genya followed him, "Aniki... Do you regret it?" he asked. "Regret what?" Sanemi asked, "Lying... To her." he added. Sanemi was quiet for a moment before replying. "I do feel a little guilty but..." he turns to look at Genya.
"We both know she needs us both. She relies on us both... and it is our duty... to make sure she won't regret her decision to stay here with us." Sanemi added, to which Genya agreed. "She's dependent on us... Just like how we are with her." Genya mumbled.