-WARNING: sneaky touches, delusional and unhinged thoughts, and small kisses-
Your hands trembled as it only clicked in your brain that you had killed someone, and your breath's pace quicken as you were having another panic attack. 'Fuck... Why is this happening to me...?' you thought, you closed your eyes as tears roll down your cheek. You covered your mouth to keep any noise from spilling. Your other hand was squeezing your leg, you didn't know if you did it out of self-comfort or frustration. 'Calm down Y/n... Calm down... You need to escape...' you repeated that thought in your head like a chant.
You tried your hardest to calm your heart, trying to be brave in this shitty situation. You don't know how long you were in that same position but all that mattered was that you managed to slightly calm down. You were calm enough to try to think of a way out. You looked around the basement, it was dimly lit. Your eyes searched for anything that can help you escape, but your eyes landed on a dirty long cloth. Your eyes glanced at Minikui's dead body, you couldn't help but gag again, feeling your stomach churn. You quickly got up to get the cloth and to cover her corpse.
You covered her body with the cloth as a form of respect.
You looked at her body for a moment before turning away. You tried not to think of how long Minikui had to suffer in that state... You wondered how she was even alive... But there wasn't any time to think about that now. You inhaled and exhaled in an attempt to stop any kind of breakdowns threatening to get out. 'I need to get out of here.' You thought.
-Your POV-
I slowly walked towards the door that leads to the exit of the basement, I continued walking towards the door. Quietly and carefully... I wanted to hear any footsteps to see if there was anyone home. I stood there for 10 minutes and let out a sigh of relief as I didn't hear any. I then went back to the basement to look around for a weapon or anything I can use, taking mental note to ignore Minikui's dead rotting body. I... My mind couldn't focus... Especially with her scent filling my lungs... I... F-Fuck... Y/n focus! You need to leave this hellhole! I tried to distract myself by focusing on looking for a weapon.
Why was I... Placed in this situation...? Why am I in this game? What the hell did I do to deserve this mental and physical torture? Who would do this to me and why? Why is Blake also here? I don't think he deserves to be stuck here... Why... Why... Why am I here...? When can I leave? I should've just listened to Blake... I should've just stayed inside Yoriichi's house... I should've...
A drop of water falls on my arm as I snapped out of my thoughts. I sniffled as I wiped away my tears... I don't have time to think about this... I need to get out of here first but... My mind just keeps... It's a fucking mess... I can't think properly... Fuck...
I kept mentally cursing at myself. My thoughts were put to a halt as soon as I saw a rusty wrench on the floor. I quickly grabbed it and clutched it near my chest, Now all I needed to do was... To escape this fucking hellhole... I carefully walked up to the door of the basement. My trembling hands clutched the handle. I inhaled and exhaled before slowly turning the handle.
I mentally thanked whatever was out there that the door wasn't creaky as hell. I slowly took a peek my eyes widened as I saw Nezuko. I quickly hid inside the basement again. My breath hitched as I wasn't expecting anyone to be home, how long has she been standing there?! Thankfully she wasn't looking as to where I was and I could only see her back. W-where do I go now?
I don't think I saw the front door where Nezuko is. I quickly took a peek to the opposite side, it was a hallway that had three doors near the end. Fuck... I don't know what's inside those rooms... It might be a dead end... But Nezuko is on the other side... But I don't know if I can trust her...
Goddamit... Fuck fuck fuck... Y/n, why are you doing this to yourself?
I mentally cursed as I walked towards Nezuko, my heart stopped in fear as soon as she turned around. Her cheeks were wet from the tears along with her eyes that were red from crying. Her facial expression turned into relief, and she ran towards me and hugged me. My body trembled at the contact, not knowing what'll happen next.
She cried in my arms as I stood there, frozen. "Y/n... I'm sorry... I'm so sorry..." She sobbed, and she soon pulled away, "H-He didn't harm you in any way right...?" her voice broke, and she frantically looked around my body for any signs of harm. "N-No..." I stuttered, "Oh... Oh thank god..." she sighed with relief, she then looked me dead in the eye. "You... You need to leave... He's going to arrive soon!" she panicked as she started pushing my body toward what seemed to be their front door.
I didn't know what to do, it was all happening too fast but I let her push me towards the door. "Leave, now..." she whispered. I stared at her for a moment, "Ne-" I was cut off by her, "Please... He's going to arrive soon..." she begged. My bottom lip quivered, I didn't know why my heart felt heavy... She helped him... She's the one that got me into this mess she... She... I was about to leave but then I look back.
She's the same as me, a victim of his scheme.
As soon as I turn away from her, I ran... Ran away from that house. My heart was beating out of my chest as my legs trembled from the adrenaline, none of that mattered... None of the pain I was feeling mattered... All I needed to do was to... Yoriichi... I need to find him maybe he can help me!
Shit... I forgot where he lived...
I stopped in my tracks, I was left with going left, right, or straight ahead. I didn't dare to take any turns, left and right seemed unfamiliar... all I was left with now was to go straight ahead, I soon arrived near a park... Where... Where do I go now...? Should I head inside the park...? Fuck... Maybe I should... I headed towards the park, from afar I could see... Familiar houses... Maybe this is near where Yoriichi is! I quickly left the park and headed to the subdivision with the familiar houses. What the hell do I do once I meet Yoriichi?? Go look for Blake...? Where even is he right now?? I don't know where the portal is! Fuck...
Tears roll down my cheek as my mind becomes a mess, "Fuck... Fuck..."I cursed. "Y/n...?" My eyes widened as I let out a loud gasp, turning around to see Senjuro and Kyojuro. My body trembled slightly in fear, "W-What..." I replied, cursing at myself for stuttering. "You... I... We're sorry... For what they're doing to you." Kyojuro spoke out, and I let out a confused facial expression. What is he... Does... Is... Is he like them too...? Are they like them too...?! Are they going to hurt me too?!
My breathing fastened, my mind slowly panicking. Senjuro must've picked up on it as he slowly walked towards me with a worried facial expression, "Don't worry Y/n...! W-we're not here to hurt you... Aniki and I... We'll help you escape!" Senjuro said with a determined facial expression, I looked at the two of them... They seemed... Honest and... Should... Should I trust them...?
-2nd Person POV-
'Aniki and I already deleted the others... I thought... She was already with Blake but... Haa... Thank goodness we found her...' Senjuro thought. 'We already deleted them so she'll finally be safe... Too bad Daki got murdered by Muzan... Haa... we're a little late...' Kyojuro thought, his facial expression a little unreadable. "...What are you talking about...?" you asked, wondering why they would tell you that they would help you escape... Does this mean that...? They...?
The two of them could basically read your facial expression as you realized that the two of them are... Aware.
Your body trembled a little in fear as you looked at them with shaky eyes, slowly stepping back. The two of them quickly notice your fear, "Y/n, we're sorry... For... The things they put you through... I know it's hard to trust us but I swear, Aniki and I only want to help you escape, right Aniki?" Senjuro looked over to his older brother. "Yes... I know what you're thinking, and what you're realizing... We are aware that this world isn't real... But I promise you, whatever they did to you, it will never ever happen again." Kyojuro spoke out with a serious facial expression.
"They're gone, they'll never ever be able to hurt you, nor touch an inch of your body." Kyojuro added, his eyes looking passionate...
The two of them looked sincere and honest, your mind was... Thinking... Scrambling if you should trust the two of them. You just felt... So... so tired... So over it... You were mentally and physically exhausted... All this mental gymnastics, running, and trying to defend yourself from lunatics trying to rape you or do whatever they want to you to their heart's content... It's just... Too much... You were just... a normal citizen with a useless quirk, you weren't built for this! Sure you had some self-defense training but... You were too panicked and your nerves were instilled with fear that you couldn't think properly to execute those self-defense moves.
"...Will... Will you really help me escape?" You asked, Senjuro nodded while Kyojuro let out a hum in response. You slowly walked towards them, "Show... Show me the way then." you added. Senjuro let out a sigh of relief that you chose to trust them, "Follow us, and we'll lead you to the abandoned mall, it's where the portal is." You slowly nodded as you walked behind them.
Kyojuro noticed you walking behind them, ''Y/n, come here, no need to walk behind us." he motioned you to walk between them. You were reluctant but did what he told you anyway. Kyojuro was to your right while Senjuro is to your left. "It's just... I think about a 15-minute walk from here." Senjuro looked towards you, while you only slowly nodded your head.
Senjuro looks at your state, your clothes are dirty... your hair is a mess and your body is covered in dirt, sweat, and tears. He still found you beautiful though... in fact the two of them still found you beautiful but... Kyojuro clenched his jaw, blaming himself for not deleting them sooner. Senjuro glanced at the ground in shame, that you had to go through that... he blamed himself for being late...
The two of them felt guilty, guilty for not looking for you and protecting you sooner... They should've known that Tanjirou would kidnap you... They blame themselves for not being able to prevent it...
The walk to the abandoned mall was quiet and awkward. None of you uttered a word, that is until you three arrived at the entrance. "We're here..." Senjuro commented as he stared at the entrance of the abandoned mall. "Are you guys sure it's here...? I think I remember Blake telling me that the entrance is... Ugh... I forgot..." you muttered. "Yeah, we're sure..." Senjuro replied you trusted them since... They knew this world better than you anyway.
The three of you headed inside the abandoned mall, it was quiet and a little dark, the only light source was the windows that had sunlight peeking through. The mall was small, so the three of you wouldn't have any problems going around.
Senjuro and Kyojuro started looking around, looking for the portal that would help you escape. "I could've sworn it was in here... the main lounge..." Senjuro mumbled, while Kyojuro quietly scanned the mall with his eyes. "Why isn't it here...?" Kyojuro mumbled, confused. "I-Is there something wrong?" you stuttered, not liking their reactions. "Well... It's just that... we can't find it..." Senjuro replied.
You felt your heart spike up in a panic, "What...? B-but you guys said it was here..." you replied. "Yeah, and... We both know it's here but... We just can't find it..." Senjuro replied. "We should look around, it might be inside one of the stores." Kyojuro suggested, you nodded in agreement with his suggestion.
You just wanted to go home... So why was this portal not popping up...?! Also... Where... is Blake...? You stopped in your tracks, and Kyojuro noticed you stopped. "Have... You both seen Blake...?" you asked. "Unfortunately... We haven't seen him... We were also hoping he'd be here..." Kyojuro sighed. "Yeah, just like Aniki said... We honestly thought you were Blake... That you were already safe... We weren't umm... Expecting to even find you there..." Senjuro replied.
You didn't respond as you looked down, your heart felt a little heavy, worried as to where he was. Daki too, but... You figured that those two might be safe somewhere. As the three of you kept looking around, all chances of escaping seemed bleak... Not a sign or a speck of the portal had even appeared. "Where is it...?!" Senjuro mumbled, growing frustrated. Kyojuro let out a deep sigh, the two of them just want you to go home and be safe... Was that too much to ask for...?
Every minute and second spent inside this mall decreases your hope of ever going home. "I think we... Already checked here..." You mumbled, your hopes of ever going back home... Back to your friends... Your family... We're gone. Thrown out the window. You looked down on the ground, trying to hide your pathetic facial expression.
Kyojuro was quick to notice though, as you felt his hand on your shoulder, "We'll find the portal Y/n, don't worry..." he reassured you, even if he was unsure if you could even go back home. "There's no need to lie Kyojuro..." You stopped in your tracks, "I-I know that... I won't be able to go home..." you added. They both paused and looked at you, "Don't say that Y/n we-" You cut off Senjuro.
"There's no need to lie... We... We can't even find it..." Tears were rolling down your cheek now as you sniffled, "Y/n..." Senjuro mumbled, feeling even more guilty. You covered your face with your hands as you sobbed, your trembling body was embraced by Kyojuro, who let you cry on his chest.
-Time Skip-
It's been three days since that day... And you concluded that maybe... Blake left without you and the portal just... disappeared as soon as he went inside the portal. It was the only decent thing you could think of... You hoped he was living happily in the real world. You decided to stay with Senjuro and Kyojuro, as you lived in their house... You were resting in a guest bedroom. At first, you were hesitant because of their father but they reassured you that their father was in another town.
Tears roll down your cheek as you mourn your old life. You missed Izuku, your mother, Shouto, and even that dumbass named Bakugou, you also missed your best friend... Keigo... and your somewhat father figure Aizawa... You were mourning your life in the real world, the past... Because being stuck in this game was now your present... You were going to grow old and die in this game... This world...
While you were contemplating your life and trying not to have a breakdown again, Kyojuro was staring at your door. Worried about your wellbeing... "She... hasn't come out of her room since that day Aniki..." Senjuro commented, his tone laced with concern. Kyojuro was silent before saying something, "I'll go talk to her." he spoke out as he grabbed a plate of pancakes.
He knocked on your door, and he could hear a small groan from the other side of the door. "Come in..." your voice was hoarse. Kyojuro entered the room to see you lying on the bed, "Oh... Umm... Thanks..." you thanked him for the breakfast as he walked up to the bed. You then sat up while he sat next to you on the bed. Kyojuro placed the plate on the bedside table, "How are you feeling Y/n?" he asked, "Like shit..." you replied to which he let out a small chuckle.
You took the fork and started eating the pancake. He watched you as you ate, you felt a little uncomfortable by this. "Homthing hon my fece(Something on my face)?" you asked, with your mouth filled with pancakes. He shook his head, "No... We're just... Worried for you. Senjuro and I know you need your space but..." he let out a small sigh, "You've been inside this room for 3 days, you only go outside to go to the bathroom and... I just think it's unhealthy to be alone with your mind all day." he added.
Kyojuro let out a sad smile, "Your eyes are puffy... Were you crying last night?" He asked, his tone gentle. You could feel his thumb graze your cheek. "I-it's fine... I'll... I'll get over it." you replied. "Will you really...?" he let out a sigh. "Senjuro and I are always here for you, we'll listen..." he added. You stared at him for a moment before looking away. "It's fine really..." You mumbled.
Your eyes widened when you felt his hand on your shoulder. 'Oh fuck oh fuck please don't touch me I'll actually sob...' You thought, trying to stop the tears. You sniffled as your sight started to blur, you felt a tear fall on your thigh. Fuck, you couldn't stop the tears. "I haven't even finished my damn pancake yet why am I crying...?" You sobbed as you complained, trying to gulp down the pancake in your mouth.
You could feel Kyojuro's arms wrap around your body as he hugged you. His hands rubbed your back to comfort you as you cried on his chest again, "I just wanna go back home... T-to my mom... my brother... my friends..." you commented as more tears escaped from your eyes. Kyojuro's white shirt was getting wet but he couldn't care less, he didn't utter a word as he listened to whatever you had to say. "I-I... I kept... T-telling myself that... The portal... *Hic* disappeared when Blake went t-through it and that *Hic* h-he's... He's happy and... s-safe now even if he... he left me..." You cried even harder at the last sentence. The thought of Blake leaving you in this world without even trying to find you is... It hurts...
He held you tighter as he let you cry on his chest, his white shirt damp from the tears and snot but he didn't care... He wanted to be her for his girl... His love... God... This was the only way he could redeem himself after not being able to help you go home... Senjuro and Kyojuro felt guilty for not being able to help you go home...
As you were too distracted from crying, you didn't even feel the small kiss he left at the top of your head.
He wanted you to trust them both... They are always there for you, they are always there to protect you... They are at your beck and call... Whatever you want or need, you'll have it... Whatever makes you happy, whatever makes you feel comfortable in their world... 'We'll do everything and anything for you Y/n...' Kyojuro thought.
-Time Skip-
You let out a loud groan as you slowly woke up, "Ugh..." you mumbled as you had a mild headache from the heavy crying when you were with Kyojuro. "What time is it...?" you mumbled as you looked around to see a clock, it was 7:16 am. "...They might be cooking breakfast right now..." you yawned as you stretched your arms.
You felt... A little lighter than yesterday. Like a huge weight has been lifted from your shoulders... Maybe you did need that... Kyojuro's comfort that is... You blushed a little as you remembered how soaked his shirt was as soon as you were done crying, his chest was covered in tears and snot, and his titties were practically see-through because of the white shirt he wore.
"I should help them cook breakfast... I've been nothing but a burden to them..." you got out of bed, you opened the door to see Senjuro, who was surprised to see you. "Oh! Umm... G-good morning..." he sheepishly greeted you. "Good morning..." you replied, "What are you making? I can help." you added. "It's just instant ramen though..." Senjuro mumbled, "Heh, well I'm the master when it comes to instant noodles!" You proudly told him with a wide smile.
"Really?? Then I guess umm... you can help." Senjuro replied, "By the way, Aniki is just buying some plants for you..." he added. "Oh right... I did ask if there were any plants I could water... Wiat buy?!" You were surprised, you didn't ask him to buy plants for you. Senjuro nodded, "Yeah, if... it'll get your mind off of things and make you comfortable in this world then... It's no big deal." he replied. "But I... I-is it really okay?" you stuttered, he gave you a smile, "It is, don't worry Y/n.." he reassured you. "Oh... W-well then... Thank you..." you thanked him, feeling a little embarrassed.
"Well then, I'll go get the umm... eggs." You added, changing the subject as you raided their fridge to look for eggs. You grabbed an egg and an onion leek while Senjuro started boiling the water. Senjuro opened the instant ramen and placed the noodles inside. While Senjuro was cooking the noodles, you were chopping the onion leek. You then notice Senjuro not bothering to even put in the spicy seasoning from the instant ramen. It made you burst into laughter, "Pfftt...! You're avoiding that spicy packet like a plague!" you commented as you laughed.
He blushed, "I-I just... C-can't handle spice..." Senjuro mumbled to which you laughed even harder. Senjuro felt embarrassed but at the same time... It was nice hearing you finally laugh... Like music to his ears that he always wants to listen to. "It's okay, I can relate!" you replied with a wide smile. "Then why even tease me if we are on the same page??" Senjuro pouted to which you only giggled.
You pat his head as an apology, which he really liked as he blushed even harder. 'Ah... I wish it could be like this forever... You touching me... Complimenting me... Anything... I love your attention...' Senjuro thought. The two of you continued cooking the noodles, talking about random stuff or anything really. It lifted your spirit... and reminded you of the time you cooked something with Genya too.
"And then... Like... he showed his... You know! It was wild! On YouTube too!" you added as you laughed, he only listened as he let out a laugh too. 'I may not have her alone nor do I have her locked up in my room... I'm sharing her with Aniki but I guess this is better... She's laughing... She's smiling... and only I get to see it right now.' Senjuro thought.
"Ah, Y/n, the noodles are finished now. Here, hopefully, the milk makes it tastier." he handed you a bowl of noodles. You blow on it first to make sure it isn't super hot when you take a bite. As soon as you took a bite, your eyes glimmered as you let out a moan in delight. "Mmm...! It tastes amazing Senjuro!" you complimented him as you took even more bites, a big mistake because it was hot as fuck. "Wait! it's still hot Y/n!" Senjuro spoke out as he warned you, "Yeah... Fuck, big mistake... It tastes amazing though!" you told him to which he blushed to.
He loves it... He loves your compliments... Your attention... Your touch... Everything. 'I want it to only be me, the one you compliment, the one you touch, the one you smile to, the one you laugh to... I know it's impossible because of Aniki but... If he were out of the picture... I would've locked you inside my room already... No one deserves your compliments, attention, touches, smiles, and laughs... But I guess this is good too... Sharking with Aniki...' Senjuro thought.
Before he could even speak, the front door opened revealing Kyojuro who came home with a potted plant on his arms. "Oh, have you two finished cooking?" he asked to which Senjuro hummed in response. "We just finished Aniki, oh right! The laundry...I forgot... I'll just go take care of it." Senjuro soon left, leaving you and Kyojuro in the kitchen alone.
Kyojuro set down the moon orchid at the counter, "Pretty..." you mumbled. "You like it? I honestly didn't know which one to buy." he laughed. "No! It's perfect... I love it." you replied, Moon orchids... They symbolize peace... Will... You finally have a peace of mind...?
He then walked towards you, his hand on your back. Slowly sliding down to your lower back.
"You should go sit down, you don't have to eat on the counter." he told you as he gave you a small push. You did what he told you and soon sat down on the table. Kyojuro soon grabbed a bowl for himself and then sat down on the table, he sat in front of you. Senjuro soon popped out as he finished with the laundry, "Oh! You guys are eating already?" he commented as he grabbed himself a bowl of noodles and sat down on the table too.
It felt nice... Peaceful... Just eating and not thinking about anything. While you felt at peace... relaxed and calm... You didn't even notice a small smile forming on your lips. Kyojuro noticed this though... he felt... Happy... So happy.
You trust them both now... You opened up to him... You... You're smiling when you're with them now... Does this mean... You're happy now? Comfortable with your stay in this world...? Happy with them...? 'Looks like it wouldn't take long before you finally fall in love with us... Or maybe, you already are in love... Why else would you choose to stay with us? Be so happy around us...?' Kyojuro thought. 'It seems like... You not leaving was the best thing to ever happen.' Kyojuro thought, and although he felt a little guilty for thinking that... He was selfish enough to... declare that they'll never... ever... let you go. You're protected here, safe with them... So let them do that... Stay with them.
-Time Skip-
It's been... How long has it been...? You didn't count but... It was good... You felt... so happy and safe around them. In fact, since it was night already the three of you were on Kyojuro's bed, you were between them as the three of you watched 'The Princess and the Frog', yes, you're the one who got to choose the movie. Kyojuro's bedroom had a TV which is why the three of you were there.
It felt cramped on the bed though, being sandwiched between these two guys. You let out a yawn as you continued watching the movie. "Are you sure you aren't sleepy Y/n?" Senjuro asked, concerned. "I swear, I'm not sleepy Senjuro." you reassured him. "That was... Hmm... I think your fourth yawn?" Kyojuro teased to which you huffed at. "You can lay your head on my chest if you want to sleep, it is cramped on my bed." he added, "Don't worry Y/n, you can just simply lay on my shoulder." Senjuro suggested.
"Okay, I'm not laying down on chests and shoulders alright? I'm not sleepy... I swear." you reassured them to which they soon shut up and continued watching the movie. Big mistake, you're a big fucking clown because you were already knocked out after 15 minutes. Kyojuro lowered the volume of the movie to hear your soft breaths, which Senjuro was also doing too... Just listening to your peaceful breathing.
Kyojuro let you lay your head on his chest while Senjuro made your legs a little comfortable as he laid them on top of his thighs. "You know Aniki... I think we made a mistake..." Senjuro whispered to his older brother, Kyojuro raised an eyebrow. "I think the portal was in the Shrine... we just made a mistake of thinking it was on that abandoned mall..." he added to which Kyojuro let out a small chuckle to.
"It's fine. She's already safe and happy with us... I'd say it was just a small mistake..." Kyojuro replied, to which Senjuro smiled. "I agree Aniki... She's happy and willing to stay with us..." he replied. "We'll just... Have to make sure it stays that way... That she's happy and our mistake is kept a secret." Kyojuro whispered to which Senjuro nodded in agreement.
Kyojuro left on a peck on your forehead while Senjuro left a peck on the apple on your cheek. "We'll never ever let you go Y/n..." they both said in unison as they looked at you with nothing but affection in their eyes.