I watched from my chair on the side as Jensen and Jared acted out their scene, every now again making a fool of themselves. I seemingly always found myself here even when not filming myself like today. Something about being close to him always made me feel more comfortable.
Today had just been one of those days that I just felt drained mentally all day. It's like I just haven't been in the right mindset all day and being anywhere close to Jensen made all the demon-like voices go away. Watching him do what he did so perfectly was just a plus of it all.
"Cut!" This episode's director yelled and stood from his perch. "That's great guys! I think we can call it a day. Everyone go home and rest up and we'll see you again tomorrow." He stated with a smile.
Jensen looked at me with a smile on his face as he walked my way. "Hey, beautiful." He said as he reached my chair, leaving down and giving me a chaste kiss.
"Hey there yourself, handsome." I smiled back up at him.
He reached his hand up and brushed a piece of hair that I really hadn't realized had fallen, out of my face and behind my ear. "Feeling any better than this morning?" He questioned.
I gave him a small nod. "Yeah, a little. Not as much of an urge to break as this morning that's for sure." I confessed.
"That's good." Jensen went silent for a moment and we just stayed there gazing into each other's eyes for a moment of two. "Why don't we go back to the apartment for the rest of the day and just relax maybe take a nice shower and then watch a few movies before hitting the hay, what do you say?"
My smile grew bigger and I nodded. "Sounds great to me."
"Great now come on pretty girl, let's go home." Jensen reached out for me to grab and when I took ahold of it, he helped me to my feet.
We walked over to the costume trailer so he could get out of his Dean clothes and back into his comfy everyday clothes then we walked over to the SUV where Cliff and Jared were waiting on us already.
Jared sat up front with Cliff and Jensen sat in the back with me like normal. I had laid my head on Jensen's shoulder before we even left the lot. I could feel his head move to look down at me. He kissed my head slightly and asked "Tried, baby?"
I nodded my head slightly and said, " Just slightly, yeah."
Jared looked back at me with a softened look on his face. "(Y/N/N), you can go to sleep. We'll wake you when we get there."
"Jared's right, sweetheart. Get some rest." Jensen agreed.
I nodded and adjusted in my seat to get comfortable my head not leaving Jay's shoulder and closed my eyes.
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When I woke up, I was laying in the bed I shared with Jensen and had been changed into one of his shirts and a pair of my boy shorts. I could see light casting underneath the bedroom door which meant Jensen was still up in about, so I got out of bed and made my way down the hall.
I smiled when I saw Jensen slaving over the stove making what I could only guess would be dinner. It was like he could sense my presence because he turned to me and smiled. "There she is." He said with a smile and motioned me to come closer with a simple head movement, to which I happily obliged. Jay wrapped an arm around my waist and kissed my forehead before asking "Sleep good?"
I smiled more and nodded. "Wonderfully. Why didn't you wake me?"
Jay let out a small chuckle before answering. "You looked so peaceful that I just didn't have the heart to wake you. Especially after how you were feeling this morning. So, I just carried you up here, put you in some comfier clothes and let you sleep." He explained as he stirred the spaghetti sauce he had in the pan. "I was just gonna wake you when I got dinner ready."
Standing up on my tiptoes, I placed a loving kiss upon his lips. "Thank you." Sometimes I often think to myself that I didn't deserve this man, but then I rethink and realize that I would be entirely lost without him.
"You're welcome, sweetheart." he said and smiled at me. "Dinner is almost ready, why don't you go pick the movie for tonight while I get everything dished out?"
I gave him a nod and headed back towards the living room to pick the movie.
I loved that man more than words can define.